Chapter 81 : A mistake

Samuel

Despite the faded darkness, I watch her eyes shiver. It makes me feel like a culprit, knowing these few words were enough to break her heart. I broke her heart!

However, she doesn't react, as if she's waiting for some sort of theory which will usually make this statement false.

I gulp down, lowering my eyes since I can't say the rest of the story while looking straight into her eyes.

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"Why do you look so miserable, dude?" my roommate Noel asked when I was staring at Chrisanna's picture, leaning against the headboard. "Let me guess. Missing your girl for the zillionth time?"

"It's her birthday", I mumbled.

"Wish her then"

"I can't"

"You suck, man! I have known you for two years now. And I thought it was a random whim like any other guy. You literally couldn't move on from this one girl in two years?" he snarled.

"It's not a whim. I love her", I zoomed in on Chrisanna's picture which Uncle Scott posted to wish her.

It's the latest one. And she looks like such a big girl wi