"Please stop here." She exclaimed when the familiar road to home appeared in a distance. Her house was still a hundred meters meters away, but she didn't want to be seen descending from a fancy coach by anyone. The carriage drew to a halt, a moment later, the door opened and the servant appeared.
"Be careful, Miss." he said politely as he helped her climb down the coach. The servant looked at the row of cottages a distance away.
"Do you need me to escort you home, Miss?"
She was just about to refuse his offer, when a sudden thought occurred to her.
"That's very kind of you, Freddy, it's your name? Isn't it?"
"Yes, Miss."
Freddy followed behind her as they walked along the path.
"How long have you worked for His Grace, Freddy?" she asked casually.
"This is my fifth year, Miss."
"I see that he treats you well, then."
"Oh, aye, Miss. He is strict to the rules but he is quite fair, and he pays me a handsome salary." Freddy grinned.
"Good for you."
With a quick yet thorough observation,
she concluded that Freddy was childlike and guileless. She asked several questions, keeping her pace slow, before venturing further.
"Is it your usual job, Freddy, to deliver his woman acquaintance home?" she kept her tone neutral.
"No, actually I was quite taken aback, Miss. His Grace has never had a woman acquaintance before." Freddy blurted ingeniously.
"Really?"
"Yes, the servants speculated about it for a long time, but he had never been seen with a woman, except for Lady Selene recently."
She felt an irrational relief.
"I helped him to finish an art project." she explained herself to Freddy.
"Of course, Miss."
They didn't talk again after that until she reached home. She thanked Freddy for his kind help and they exchanged polite farewell. Soon after she entered the house, she locked herself in her bedroom and sank into the bed. She had wasted this day be anxious about nothing. She had suspected him as a scoundrel, she had mistaken his intention to her, and it was all because of the shameless liar, Amanda Chapman. How could she believe her in the first place? Lady Byrne had mentioned dozens of times Amanda was a horrible liar. Now that she thought about it, she realized how blind she was. Now that everything was over, she realized that Amanda's story was a lot of damn nonsense. Why didn't she believe the lady? The lady was her friend and she never lied. Like the lady said, he was an incredible moral man.
But it didn't matter now, because she would never see him again. And for some irrational reason, she felt gloomy about that.
*****
"It seems to be over right now, but actually it has just begun."
A familiar voice came from behind her as she was picking tomatoes absentmindedly in the market. She turned to find Madam Nora standing there, staring at her.
"Good morning, Madam... Nice to see you again." She managed to say. She didn't expect to meet the fortune teller here. The Gypsy woman didn't return her greeting, she watched her silently for a while, then she said.
"I see that it's coming, and what is coming is better than what is gone."
"What is possibly coming?"
"The one that you belong to. He is a man who will put you first and give everything he has to be with you."
Ava didn't think that the madam's words made any sense, but she smiled and replied with a friendly tone.
"I don't know what you mean, I don't think there is a man like you just said in my life now. Even if he does exists, I don't think that I know him."
"Oh you knew him, you always knew."
The madam narrowed her eyes in a way that made the hair in her nape rise. Really, it could be creepy sometimes.
"I doubt it, Madam, because I can hardly think of a name right now."
"Only your heart can answer it. He is the man your heart most desires."
For some reason, images of him began to play through her mind. Quite taken aback by the first thing floating to her brain, she terminated the flashing memories abruptly. She shouldn't think about him, she should think about... Magnus, how could she forget about him? He was the man her heart most desired. How could she think about the duke instead, in the first place?
She tried to calm herself from the little shock and replied.
"I wish I got a clue."
The madam smiled mysteriously.
"You don't have to say a word, but he knows just what you want. He will see that you have anything you wish."
"How could it be possible?"
She made a polite excuse to go and fled away, leaving the market. She almost darted in the corner of the street, to the path led to the studio. She felt strange, like she had walked the path for all her life and suddenly she had to change it. Suddenly returned to the old routine felt unnatural, felt not right. Just a week, and everything changed. A week that supposed to be agonizing, yet it turned to be wonderful. She would remember this period of time.
As she left the crowded street and walked along a quiet road to the bridge in the end of it, she felt alone and bereft. She was recalling the scenery she used to see on her way to his place, the cottages she used to pass, the hedgerows she used to walk by, when she reached the bridge. Suddenly a sight in a distance caught her eye. She froze on her feet, unable to move or breathe, her heart drumming in a frantic beat.
The duke was standing across the bridge, looking as stunned by the sight of her as she felt at his presence. When she just stood still and stared at him without a word, he walked toward her.
"You'll be surprised."
Carrying the old, unsent letter in his hand, Ashton took a determined step to Lord Carlton's bedchamber. The door was left slightly opened, as to make it easier for the servants to hear if the lord rang the bell. He stopped in front of the doorway and peered inside. Through the narrow opening, he could see his uncle across the room, sitting on the wheelchair by the window, gazing out into the wintry garden outside."Do come in."The lord called without glancing his way. Despite the head injury, his uncle hadn't lost his usual alertness, and the wheelchair didn't make him look less forbidding. He was very fortunate the injury didn't cause him any permanent damage, and though he hadn't quite regained his normal strength until this day, the doctor said that he would no longer need the device in a couple of weeks.Lord Carlton turned in his wheelchair to face him as he entered the room."What is it?"His uncle
Present DayWhen Ava peered into his chamber this morning, she found that he'd been able to get out of bed without any help. He stood in front of the mirror with a brush covered with lather in hand, meeting her gaze within the reflection. He paused, watching her breeze into the room and walk toward him."Oh, you're up already. Do you feel any better today?"She asked casually."Very much so. I think I'm going to have some fresh air. I'm tired of being confined in this room."Stopping within a foot from him, she glanced at the shaving equipment on the dresser."Let me help you.""There's no need-""Sit over there."She ignored him, motioning him to sit on the sidetable. Obediently, he did her bidding, half-sitting on the edge of the sidetable. With a brush, she smoothed the lather evenly ove
For a moment, she was quite bewildered by his request, but then she realized, by asking her to do so, he was trying to be completely truthful to her, to share his darkest secrets with her, no matter how sordid and shameful they were, to let her see the ugly side of him and to trust her without reserve.She settled back into the chair and took the letter from his hand. She opened the envelope and unfolded the letter, clearing her throat before she started reading,"Dear Carlton,I hope you will understand why I choose this way. I can no longer carry on in this fashion. It's not that I don't love you enough to go on. No words can express how much I love you. I die a little inside each time I see you. You can't imagine how difficult it is for me, but we both know that this is the best for us. I know you can't desert your family, and I don't blame you, for I can never do that to my son eith
Several hours later..."This is unspeakable. I can't believe it."Magnus' voice carried clearly across the hall. He turned around abruptly, wild sparks shooting from his eyes as he gazed furiously at the woman sitting in an armchair on the other side of the room."For Christsakes, why would you do this, Mother. How could you?"Lady Cecily stared into the void without so much as a word. Her eyes devoid of emotions, her refined feature as hard as granite.Sitting in a wheelchair pushed by a servant, Lord Carlton entered the parlor. Behind him are two of the guardsmen. Shooting a bitter look at his wife, he uttered with a composed voice."You'll be up before the magistrate to face the legal consequences of your crime. I've sent words to the authorities. The Constable will pick you up at first light."The lady took the notice with a pr
With soundless steps, Ava sneaked her way to Lord Carlton's bedchamber. The door was slightly opened, allowing a shaft of light from inside the room to spill out into the dark corridor. Stopping by the doorstep, she peeked into the room through the small opening. In the middle of the large bed, the lord lay as white and still as death. A candle burned in the nightstand, casting a dim glow in the gloom of the chamber.Drawing a long, fortifying breath, Ava slipped into the chamber. Crossing the room, she moved around the bed and sat in the chair nearby, gazing regretfully upon the lifeless face.To have a death on her conscience was too great a burden to bear. Perhaps she was a fool to think that to confess her sin and beg forgiveness from the insensible victim would give her a little comfort, but she just couldn't help it."I'm so sorry, My Lord." She began."I thou
There hadn't been much progress on Lord Carlton's condition the following day. He remained unconscious, only a faint pulse indicated there was life in there, yet it hung by a tenuous thread. In the morning, Doctor Haynes returned to check on him. Ashton asked him if there was any hope, and the doctor shook his head slightly in answer.In contrast to her dramatic reaction over Lord Carlton's condition the day before, Lady Cecily showed little interest in taking care of her husband. Instead, it was a loyal servant that had worked for the family for nearly fourty years who seemed to care deeply about him, feeding him with broth and water every hour, and applying soothing balm to his chapped lips. When she had finished her gentle ministrations, the old maid would kneel beside his bed and folded her wrinkled hands, praying for the master's recovery.Inside one of the sitting room in the secluded West Wing, Ashton stood gazing into the fire where