I lost my dad to the cold hands of death two years after I was born and that only made me not meet my dad .I grew up with my mom being my backbone , my sole provider of everything that I needed and asked for in my entire life .All my life I had grown up to see that woman as my idol , she was my fucking , my god in human form , never had I felt that way for anyone the way that I felt for her .Growing up , she made sure that she never got married to any man and focused all her attention on me and made sure that I lacked nothing and I had literally everything that I needed .Taking care of me was never the problem as I had a lot of money since dad was a millionaire and he had given everything that he had to me and that made it really good for mom and I to be comfortable .The love I had for mom was second to none , all this years , I had watched her mourn my dad and still wallow in the pain of the past , but that wasn’t what I wanted for her , I wanted her to be happy and ge
I watched my mom and her husband behave all lovely dovey from where I sat .I could tell that they were both madly in love with each other .Since mom got married to her husband , we decided to move out of our apartment to that of my step dad .I would really say that I really underestimated the capability of my step dad .This wasn’t a fucking house , it was a fucking mansion .I couldn’t contain my excitement when I saw it , it was literally the best that I had ever thought of in my entire life. I loved it . My step dad, who I learned his name was Shaun, mom and her husband didn't go on any honeymoon , they said they weren’t going since they had a lot of work loads on ground and so they just gave themselves a week to have some time to themselves .I didn’t actually want to move in with my mom because I wanted to give her that privacy and time that they needed , but mom I started that I live with them . I didn’t bother to argue with her because In the next fe
It’s been two weeks since that incident with my step father took place at my room .I had made sure that since then , I did literally everything that I could to avoid him , there was no way that I was going to sit right there and watch that happen to me again .After what happened that day , I had to think about it all through , getting worked up over it , but suspringly he acted like Nothing of such ever Happened.I should really be happy that the both of us never had the chance to speak about what had happened that day and I wish that we never do because I just can’t imagine how weird it would be to find out that my step dad saw my naked body not even my best friend could find out about it .The most shocking of it all was the fact that , since that day the incident happened , I have been getting different stupid thoughts that I hoped I didn’t let into my head , but somehow , they are stuck in my head and I just can’t let them go .If my step dad , couid see my naked body , then I s
Two weeks passed and all that I wanted to do was go To college .I just couldn’t stay one more moment in this house .I felt like I was losing my senses .I couldn’t accept the fact that this was me .The thoughts going through my head we're making me go insane and making me question if I was normal.No matter what it was , I just couldn’t accept it .After the incident that happened that night at the kitchen , I have done everything humanly possible to avoid my step dad .I knew that I wasn’t in the right state of mind , but one thing I knew was that I said those words out of my mouth and when he touched me , I never stopped him .The way he touched me , I had never felt that way before , not even when my boyfriend did .There was just something about it that I just couldn’t explain .I knew that it was wrong , having dirty thoughts about my stepfather who was my mom's husband was more chilling but I just can’t accept it no matter how much I tried .Shuan touched my breast tha
My mom walked out of the room and banged the door behind me .I didn’t know what to feel , but at that moment , I felt so betrayed .I knew that all her life she had loved me and made sure that I got everything that I wanted and I should try and understand .But I can’t help this dirty attraction that I am having towards her husband and all that I can do at this moment is to go away and forget all about this man but no , he manipulated my mom to make me live here .That bastard , how dare he .I gritted my teeth in anger and the ringing of my phone brought me out of my thoughts .I grabbed my phone from the table and seeing the caller I tried to force a smile .“‘ Chris am fine, after all you never cared to call all this while , I see no reasons why you want toShow me that you care right now because all that I can say is that I do not want your silly stupid lies .I didn’t wait for Chris to say another word , I ended the call in his ears .Right now the only person that I wanted to t
Shuan held me agsinst the wall fucking me so hard .I could literally feel my legs vibrating from the ground .I didn’t know how to rest at this moment .I couldn’t believe that this was what my mom was enjoying and that was the only reason why my mom was hell bent on having him all to herself .I just didn’t know what to do , with his heavy thrust going in and out of my pussy , I knew that it was the best sex that I would ever have in my life so I had to Jean in for more .Shuan grabbed me and carried me up , holding my legs in his arms and he began to thrust his hard dick in and out of me .I didn’t know how to react to that , I was in the best place of my life and having the next feeling , I could feel it .I held on to his arms and squirted all over him .I thought that he was going to stop seeing that but instead he increased his pace the more and started trusting harder .Shuan , pls stop” I cried out, unable to hold my emotions anymore . I didn’t want my mom to co
Elsa stared at me like I had gone nuts .I knew exactly why she reacted that way to what I had just said. If I had thought that one day I was going to be speaking this foolishly nothing would have made me believe that .I knew it was something that we had planned all along and I couldn't believe that I was the one who was finally breaking out of the plan .I had never seen Elsa look disappointed at me before .I knew that she loved me and she was my best friend , but I just couldn’t come to tell her that. It was because I was longing for my step dad dick that made me make that decision of going to school from home .That would be the last thing that I would ever tell anyone .I don’t care if I keep this secret to my grave , I'd rather die with it than let it out , that was never going to happen .It was my secret and I am going to keep it .“ I can’t believe that you are backing out of this now , you know how much we wanted to be away from our family and have time to do whatever
Elsa and I walked to the dining room and when my mom saw her she hugged her .Mom hasn't seen Elsa since all the wedding stuff and I wouldn't blame her though , if it were to be , I don’t think that my daughter's best friend is the person that I was going to notice at that moment , that was definitely not it , it wasn’t happening .I didn’t know why mom hadn't come to say hi to us all this whine even though she knew that my best friend had been in my room all along .“ you know what , I think I have missed you for the longest time and I didn’t even notice. I am so sorry Elsa , I had so much going through my head , but I promise you that something like this isn’t going to happen ever again .“ Thank you aunt , it’s no big deal , I understand that you had so much going through your head at that moment and that was the only reason why I didn’t want to disturb you , I just want to say a big congratulations to you aunt , you deserved this and thank you for giving my best friend a dad “
You didn’t do that to spite me off right ?”Angel loud voice came from the living room as I tried to wash off the soap that I had on my face .I couldn’t imagine what was making her scream that much .I quickly washed the water off my face and wore the shirt that I could quickly put my hands on when I got out of the room .After putting it on , I rushed out of the room and to the living room and that was when I met the greatest shock of my life .He was literally the last person that I wanted to see in my life right and seeing him here was making me go insane .Just a week ago I had made sure that I had cut off every contact that I had with shush and then he was here .I still don’t get it with this bastard , I don’t get what it was that they wanted from me .I was so done being that crazy bitch , I was done crying and thinking about what people had gotten to say about me .Everyone can go to hell for all that I care about , I actually do not care what anyone has to say about m
The worst happened , the worst really did happen to me .Never did I think that a day would come that I would be going like this with my own mother .My mom was trying to make my life a living hell and it hurts to know that she is the one doing all of this to me .From all the stuff that I had done in this life , I think that mom had done worse but the nerves that she has to throw stones like she lives in a glass house .I could never have imagined how things managed to turn out this way .She found that I was sleeping with her husband but now she was the one who had set me up to be fucked by that man and yet she has the guts to throw such tantrums .My mom had hurt me more than I could have even thought of or even still imagined .I knew that the both of us were falling off so fast but it hurts to know, this woman gave birth to me and even though I betrayed her , she betrayed me too .I knew that it was best that I try and put all the thoughts that I was having at this moment
Dirty affairs 113From what I have just heard from everyone that I care to know , you have been told that you are really pushing through with that divorce ?”You know what shuan , I think that I am done playing that dumb game with you when you know that all of this is for our own best interest .You cannot just walk in here and tell me that you are pushing through with that divorce , you and I both know that I am not going to let it go and I am sure that you do not want that to happen . “ maybe you should have thought about that when you decided to go tell her that it was a fucking plan .I know that we are both in this together but u have made it clear to you that I do not want to ne part of this anymore .I just don’t get why this is so hard for you to understand or get into those skull of yours .When I met you I knew that there was something about us that I really want to trash and I made it clear to you that I didn’t want a fucking marriage .You know how much
Dirty affairs 112Angel , Angel “ I screamed at the top of my voice as I banged at her door .I knew that she might not be in or maybe she might be with her boyfriend but I just can’t risk it. I really wanted somebody that I wanted to talk to , I didn't care who it was .The only person that came to my mind was her , my girl. I knew that no matter what it was , she would be the last person that would ever turn their back at me at this crucial moment of my life but I am not going to do it anymore , I think that I am done doing this .I kept banging and banging and banging and after hitting the door for more than 30 minutes it was then that I realized that she wasn’t even in .I had never felt so helpless my entire life .I knew that it was best that I sat here and waited for her after sending her a text .I couldn’t understand what had just happened today and I wouldn't deny the fact that I had just gotten the wurst day of my love . The person that I thought was my boyfri
Dirty affairs 111Mom , mom , mom “ don’t go , don’t walk away from me “ I yelled as I dragged myself away from shuan and tried to button up my top .My head was spinning in different directions and I was breathing so hard .I knew that I was definitely going to pass out from this if I continued .But what could I do ?I thought that I had promised myself that my mom would never find me in a state like this .How could I have been so careless to let this happen , I thought that I was done with shuan , how could I be so stupid and miserable and foolish to let him do this to me again .As I rushed out of the room in a haste all that I could see was Shaun sitting comfortably in the bed, not panicked .I knew that it was my right state then he would be having some kind of explanation to do but right now , the only thing that I can keep thinking of is the pissed woman who just walked out of the door and that woman was my mother . When I rushed out , I found out that mom had taken the
First glump , second glump and I was driving straight to shuan .In the midst of all this all that I wanted at this moment was to see my step dad , it was just as if he is the only one who wouldn’t judge me for what I wasNot even my mama called to ask me how my birthday went , I had never felt this way my entire life the way I am feeling right now .Maybe I am just being punished for all the stupid decisions that I had taken in my life , maybe next time I really do have to think before I make some stupid decisions .I drove straight into the compound and to my greatest surprise , Shaun was standing by the door and he was waiting for me .This was literally the last thing that I had ever expected him to do for me .I thought that he was going to be mad because of the way that I treated him the last time but instead he acted in the direct opposite of it and if I hadn’t chased him away , I wouldn’t be here right nis .The moment I came down , shuan walked towards me and getting to wh
I had the worst birthday ever .Yes you heard me right and I wasn’t bluffing when I said that I just had the worst birthday ever .I knew that I was the one who threw everyone around me away but I never said that they should avoid me for my special day .Maybe I had turned out to be that horrible bitch that literally no one wants to associate themselves with .Angel was the only one who literally called to check up and was here with me all throughout the night .I must say that she did her best even though we still had our fight .I know that I can’t blame her for that , after all I haven’t been the best girl towards her and I know that I have been living in her face all this while .Even though this hurt so much like hell , I don’t think that I will ever be ready to let anyone know that I have been screwing my step dad .I could never l , it’s the most disgraceful thing that I had ever thought of in my entire life and it's just like hell . For the first time ever in weeks , I f
Happy birthday my darling .” Angel's voice broke me out of my thoughts as she planted a soft kiss on my back .What do you suggest we do ? Trevor isn’t coming .My head snapped at the mention of his name and I turned to look at Angel who had made that statement .I felt sick to my stomach .I didn’t know what it was with her , I had told her severally , times without number that I do not want his name to be mentioned close to me but it’s just as if she can’t understand a word of what I am saying and she keeps on making that mistake over and over again it was like she was doing this on purpose .“ I told you that I didn’t want to hear his name no more why do you keep on mentioning his name? What do you aim to achieve by trying to get on my nerves .“ grab that damn phone , call him . Tell him that you are sorry “ she told me, obviously pissed .I turned to look at her , the anger and the hate burning inside my heart .“ No “ Angel's face turned to that of total horror when she
I just don’t get it , I don’t why he acts that way towards you, I don’t know when he is going to know that if you love someone , you have to stay with them and treat them right because you will never get a better version of it again .I smiled hearing her last statement , I know that she was just trying her best to make sure that I felt okay .I could tell that by just looking at her .I loved the way Angel would always make me feel welcomed regardless of what the situation might be .“ I will be fine baby , you don’t have to worry about me .Angel turned and gave me that look. I know that she was questioning everything that had got to do with me at this moment but I couldn’t help it , there is no way on earth that I would understand why this has to happen to me in the first place .“ It's been days since I last saw Trevor , I haven’t heard from him nor have I spoken to him .I have never been this mad at anyone my entire life the way I was so mad at him at this moment .The