Dirty affairs 112Angel , Angel “ I screamed at the top of my voice as I banged at her door .I knew that she might not be in or maybe she might be with her boyfriend but I just can’t risk it. I really wanted somebody that I wanted to talk to , I didn't care who it was .The only person that came to my mind was her , my girl. I knew that no matter what it was , she would be the last person that would ever turn their back at me at this crucial moment of my life but I am not going to do it anymore , I think that I am done doing this .I kept banging and banging and banging and after hitting the door for more than 30 minutes it was then that I realized that she wasn’t even in .I had never felt so helpless my entire life .I knew that it was best that I sat here and waited for her after sending her a text .I couldn’t understand what had just happened today and I wouldn't deny the fact that I had just gotten the wurst day of my love . The person that I thought was my boyfri
I lost my dad to the cold hands of death two years after I was born and that only made me not meet my dad .I grew up with my mom being my backbone , my sole provider of everything that I needed and asked for in my entire life .All my life I had grown up to see that woman as my idol , she was my fucking , my god in human form , never had I felt that way for anyone the way that I felt for her .Growing up , she made sure that she never got married to any man and focused all her attention on me and made sure that I lacked nothing and I had literally everything that I needed .Taking care of me was never the problem as I had a lot of money since dad was a millionaire and he had given everything that he had to me and that made it really good for mom and I to be comfortable .The love I had for mom was second to none , all this years , I had watched her mourn my dad and still wallow in the pain of the past , but that wasn’t what I wanted for her , I wanted her to be happy and ge
I watched my mom and her husband behave all lovely dovey from where I sat .I could tell that they were both madly in love with each other .Since mom got married to her husband , we decided to move out of our apartment to that of my step dad .I would really say that I really underestimated the capability of my step dad .This wasn’t a fucking house , it was a fucking mansion .I couldn’t contain my excitement when I saw it , it was literally the best that I had ever thought of in my entire life. I loved it . My step dad, who I learned his name was Shaun, mom and her husband didn't go on any honeymoon , they said they weren’t going since they had a lot of work loads on ground and so they just gave themselves a week to have some time to themselves .I didn’t actually want to move in with my mom because I wanted to give her that privacy and time that they needed , but mom I started that I live with them . I didn’t bother to argue with her because In the next fe
It’s been two weeks since that incident with my step father took place at my room .I had made sure that since then , I did literally everything that I could to avoid him , there was no way that I was going to sit right there and watch that happen to me again .After what happened that day , I had to think about it all through , getting worked up over it , but suspringly he acted like Nothing of such ever Happened.I should really be happy that the both of us never had the chance to speak about what had happened that day and I wish that we never do because I just can’t imagine how weird it would be to find out that my step dad saw my naked body not even my best friend could find out about it .The most shocking of it all was the fact that , since that day the incident happened , I have been getting different stupid thoughts that I hoped I didn’t let into my head , but somehow , they are stuck in my head and I just can’t let them go .If my step dad , couid see my naked body , then I s
Two weeks passed and all that I wanted to do was go To college .I just couldn’t stay one more moment in this house .I felt like I was losing my senses .I couldn’t accept the fact that this was me .The thoughts going through my head we're making me go insane and making me question if I was normal.No matter what it was , I just couldn’t accept it .After the incident that happened that night at the kitchen , I have done everything humanly possible to avoid my step dad .I knew that I wasn’t in the right state of mind , but one thing I knew was that I said those words out of my mouth and when he touched me , I never stopped him .The way he touched me , I had never felt that way before , not even when my boyfriend did .There was just something about it that I just couldn’t explain .I knew that it was wrong , having dirty thoughts about my stepfather who was my mom's husband was more chilling but I just can’t accept it no matter how much I tried .Shuan touched my breast tha
My mom walked out of the room and banged the door behind me .I didn’t know what to feel , but at that moment , I felt so betrayed .I knew that all her life she had loved me and made sure that I got everything that I wanted and I should try and understand .But I can’t help this dirty attraction that I am having towards her husband and all that I can do at this moment is to go away and forget all about this man but no , he manipulated my mom to make me live here .That bastard , how dare he .I gritted my teeth in anger and the ringing of my phone brought me out of my thoughts .I grabbed my phone from the table and seeing the caller I tried to force a smile .“‘ Chris am fine, after all you never cared to call all this while , I see no reasons why you want toShow me that you care right now because all that I can say is that I do not want your silly stupid lies .I didn’t wait for Chris to say another word , I ended the call in his ears .Right now the only person that I wanted to t
Shuan held me agsinst the wall fucking me so hard .I could literally feel my legs vibrating from the ground .I didn’t know how to rest at this moment .I couldn’t believe that this was what my mom was enjoying and that was the only reason why my mom was hell bent on having him all to herself .I just didn’t know what to do , with his heavy thrust going in and out of my pussy , I knew that it was the best sex that I would ever have in my life so I had to Jean in for more .Shuan grabbed me and carried me up , holding my legs in his arms and he began to thrust his hard dick in and out of me .I didn’t know how to react to that , I was in the best place of my life and having the next feeling , I could feel it .I held on to his arms and squirted all over him .I thought that he was going to stop seeing that but instead he increased his pace the more and started trusting harder .Shuan , pls stop” I cried out, unable to hold my emotions anymore . I didn’t want my mom to co
Elsa stared at me like I had gone nuts .I knew exactly why she reacted that way to what I had just said. If I had thought that one day I was going to be speaking this foolishly nothing would have made me believe that .I knew it was something that we had planned all along and I couldn't believe that I was the one who was finally breaking out of the plan .I had never seen Elsa look disappointed at me before .I knew that she loved me and she was my best friend , but I just couldn’t come to tell her that. It was because I was longing for my step dad dick that made me make that decision of going to school from home .That would be the last thing that I would ever tell anyone .I don’t care if I keep this secret to my grave , I'd rather die with it than let it out , that was never going to happen .It was my secret and I am going to keep it .“ I can’t believe that you are backing out of this now , you know how much we wanted to be away from our family and have time to do whatever
Dirty affairs 112Angel , Angel “ I screamed at the top of my voice as I banged at her door .I knew that she might not be in or maybe she might be with her boyfriend but I just can’t risk it. I really wanted somebody that I wanted to talk to , I didn't care who it was .The only person that came to my mind was her , my girl. I knew that no matter what it was , she would be the last person that would ever turn their back at me at this crucial moment of my life but I am not going to do it anymore , I think that I am done doing this .I kept banging and banging and banging and after hitting the door for more than 30 minutes it was then that I realized that she wasn’t even in .I had never felt so helpless my entire life .I knew that it was best that I sat here and waited for her after sending her a text .I couldn’t understand what had just happened today and I wouldn't deny the fact that I had just gotten the wurst day of my love . The person that I thought was my boyfri
Dirty affairs 111Mom , mom , mom “ don’t go , don’t walk away from me “ I yelled as I dragged myself away from shuan and tried to button up my top .My head was spinning in different directions and I was breathing so hard .I knew that I was definitely going to pass out from this if I continued .But what could I do ?I thought that I had promised myself that my mom would never find me in a state like this .How could I have been so careless to let this happen , I thought that I was done with shuan , how could I be so stupid and miserable and foolish to let him do this to me again .As I rushed out of the room in a haste all that I could see was Shaun sitting comfortably in the bed, not panicked .I knew that it was my right state then he would be having some kind of explanation to do but right now , the only thing that I can keep thinking of is the pissed woman who just walked out of the door and that woman was my mother . When I rushed out , I found out that mom had taken the
First glump , second glump and I was driving straight to shuan .In the midst of all this all that I wanted at this moment was to see my step dad , it was just as if he is the only one who wouldn’t judge me for what I wasNot even my mama called to ask me how my birthday went , I had never felt this way my entire life the way I am feeling right now .Maybe I am just being punished for all the stupid decisions that I had taken in my life , maybe next time I really do have to think before I make some stupid decisions .I drove straight into the compound and to my greatest surprise , Shaun was standing by the door and he was waiting for me .This was literally the last thing that I had ever expected him to do for me .I thought that he was going to be mad because of the way that I treated him the last time but instead he acted in the direct opposite of it and if I hadn’t chased him away , I wouldn’t be here right nis .The moment I came down , shuan walked towards me and getting to wh
I had the worst birthday ever .Yes you heard me right and I wasn’t bluffing when I said that I just had the worst birthday ever .I knew that I was the one who threw everyone around me away but I never said that they should avoid me for my special day .Maybe I had turned out to be that horrible bitch that literally no one wants to associate themselves with .Angel was the only one who literally called to check up and was here with me all throughout the night .I must say that she did her best even though we still had our fight .I know that I can’t blame her for that , after all I haven’t been the best girl towards her and I know that I have been living in her face all this while .Even though this hurt so much like hell , I don’t think that I will ever be ready to let anyone know that I have been screwing my step dad .I could never l , it’s the most disgraceful thing that I had ever thought of in my entire life and it's just like hell . For the first time ever in weeks , I f
Happy birthday my darling .” Angel's voice broke me out of my thoughts as she planted a soft kiss on my back .What do you suggest we do ? Trevor isn’t coming .My head snapped at the mention of his name and I turned to look at Angel who had made that statement .I felt sick to my stomach .I didn’t know what it was with her , I had told her severally , times without number that I do not want his name to be mentioned close to me but it’s just as if she can’t understand a word of what I am saying and she keeps on making that mistake over and over again it was like she was doing this on purpose .“ I told you that I didn’t want to hear his name no more why do you keep on mentioning his name? What do you aim to achieve by trying to get on my nerves .“ grab that damn phone , call him . Tell him that you are sorry “ she told me, obviously pissed .I turned to look at her , the anger and the hate burning inside my heart .“ No “ Angel's face turned to that of total horror when she
I just don’t get it , I don’t why he acts that way towards you, I don’t know when he is going to know that if you love someone , you have to stay with them and treat them right because you will never get a better version of it again .I smiled hearing her last statement , I know that she was just trying her best to make sure that I felt okay .I could tell that by just looking at her .I loved the way Angel would always make me feel welcomed regardless of what the situation might be .“ I will be fine baby , you don’t have to worry about me .Angel turned and gave me that look. I know that she was questioning everything that had got to do with me at this moment but I couldn’t help it , there is no way on earth that I would understand why this has to happen to me in the first place .“ It's been days since I last saw Trevor , I haven’t heard from him nor have I spoken to him .I have never been this mad at anyone my entire life the way I was so mad at him at this moment .The
Dirty affairs 106 The house has been so calm since my step dad left .I had so many thoughts that were going through my mind at the same time , I didn’t want to think that it was what I was thinking .I made sure that I cleaned my whole room and taking the last look at myself I knew that I was ready to go .I grabbed my keys from where they were and just as I was about going out , I bumped into Trevor .I know what he was doing here .I thought that he had gone away .I could see those looks and I could tell that they aren’t just looks , Thomas' judgemental looks were literally killing me .He stood there watching me and the only thing that kept going through my mind at this moment was when he got into the room because I know that he never did , not one that I was aware of .The both of us stood there in total silence not saying a word to the other even though we so much wanted to .I had never felt that intense feeling ever in my entire life , I could literally feel my hear
Trevor stupid there for a while without saying a word o the both of us .I had never been in a situation like this in my entire life , all that I wanted was for the ground to open and Swallow me .I had never been so speechless and the shock was something that I never expected .I knew that he left , but I never expected him to be this back this early .I couldn’t imagine what he had heard . what if he heard us talking about it? , I didn’t want to think that he heard about all the stufff that we had just said .The tears started pouring out of my eyes without control at that moment .I am pretty’s sure that he heard us talking about it and now I know that he would be planning on breaking up with me , I could never tell , I couldn’t imagine .These were the two important people in my life and i couldn’t belive the fact that I was just throwing them away .what the fuck is he doing here ? Shuan snapped at me angrily .I knew that he was pretending to be mad , he had no right
The rays of sunlight were the first thing that I saw and when I opened my eyes , I could see a figure standing there just right in front of me .I know that I moved out of my mom's house yesterday but what I couldn’t understand was who and how he got here . My eyes opened immediately and I saw the figure that was standing there. I knew that this wasn’t a fucking dream , it was him , he was standing right there and looking at me like I was some kind of movie .I could never understand this man , what the fuck was he doing here .For the record , I never wanted him to know where my house was .I knew what I did when I kept this away from him but the fact that he could still find it made it more challenging for me .“Shuan , wtf are you doing here ?” I scream at him at the top of my voice .I had never been so pissed at anyone the way I was so pissed at this man at this moment .I couldn’t imagine what might have happened between him and Trevor as I wasn’t here .I didn’t know