The fact that he wanted to see me tomorrow made me have butterflies in my stomach.I really don't understand why, but I know it's for good, and I really love it, but I just won't let him know that I'm happy about the fact that he said he was to see me always.Honestly I have never felt this way before, but since we both started working together towards this competition, a lot has changed about us.Most mornings, I'm always eager to go to school, and whenever I'm there, I was still hoping for noon to come, so I could start my class with them.I normally glanced at Sabastian more often these days, and whenever I was with him, I felt at peace.Though we have been working so hard, we have also gotten even closer, because we also talked and had fun at the end of the day.Being with him makes me feel so happy, and excited, and I really don't even think of my husband and his problems.I don't even think of the fact that he doesn't have time for me, and even now I feel glad that my husband w
"You don't need to worry about that, because I have already ordered the exact same dress that got torn." I told her, as I took her palms into mine."Please Sabastian, this is no time for jokes, okay." She half yelled, and took her hand away from mine."Felisha, I'm not joking, trust me." I assured her, before she finally looked up at me.I started up a conversation to keep her busy before the dress got delivered, and she responded to everything I was saying with a smile curving on her face.Seeing her smiling right now, I felt at peace, and honestly I really don't know why.For a while now, I have been feeling really good within myself whenever we were together, and tonight the sex we had was even better than ever.While we were at it, I was only feeling nothing but love for her, and I really want to ask myself why, but I shouldn't do that now, I will probably do that later."So what are your plans for tomorrow, since we are not having a little break until next week?" She asked out of
Okay, go ahead and answer any of the questions you want." He told me, and I sighed softly.From the way he has spoken to me when I called him, I could tell he has been expecting my call and he already has high hopes of hanging out with me and my friends, but right now I was about to disappoint him.It's really so sad,that I'm already feeling guilty even before I drop the shell.I really wished I could just allow him to go out with me and my friends today, but again it's really not right, and I'm sure my friends would start asking numerous questions which I'm not sure I can answer."Hello, are you still there?" I heard Sabastian's voice, just then I remembered I was still on call with him."Oh yes, I'm here, just give me a minute I will call you back." I quickly ended the call before he could say anything further.I'm really so confused right now and I don't know what more to do at this moment.I just dropped my cell phone on my passenger seat, and rested my back in my seat.I don't th
Soon it was morning and I was already up. Though it was Sunday, and so I'm not going anywhere today, I really found it hard to sleep last night, and this morning, I woke up so early.The thought of Sabastian was really having an effect on me, and I really want to see him today too.I really want him around me today, but it's just so bad that today wasn't a week day."Are you going anywhere?" I asked Anthony, seeing that he was all dressed, to go out."Yes, I'm going to work." He responded, I didn't really want to argue with him, so I just nodded before he walked out of the room.I'm still finding it hard to believe that he is always working every single day of the week, but nevertheless it's all good though.I took a deep breath before standing up from the bed.I went to make breakfast as I thought of an excuse to make Sabastian come here today. I really don't want to be alone today, since my husband won't be home today.I'm sure Sophia and Danielle would definitely be having a good t
I felt sad immediately. Felisha told me she was having plans for today, and she won't be able to work today.I wasn't really interested in working on our usual project today actually but I just had to since I really wanted nothing more than to see her.Though I saw her yesterday, the fact that I haven't seen her today was really not going well with me.I just don't understand why my whole body is yielding to her. This is really so unlike me.I really can't believe I'm in love with a lady right now, when I have never thought for a thousand years that I would ever love any lady, after what has happened between my parents.But why would I really change the me I know and fall in love? I thought and took a deep breath, as I still find it hard to believe that I really love a lady now.Though we were not dating, and I haven't even revealed my feelings to her, but honestly I really wish I had revealed my feelings to her already, and we were dating, maybe then I don't have to miss her this way
Chapter 35I pulled out a chair for myself, and had my seat, while I tried to wait patiently for Sabastian to come.After a while he finally walked into the dining room with the food and dropped them on the table.I watched him serve me some and also sat beside me, as he didn't get himself some. "Sabastian, aren't you eating?" I asked him."Not really, I made it for you alone, so just go ahead and enjoy it." He told me, but I shake my head negatively, I really can't believe this, why is he doing all of this for me right now.Honestly he is making me love him even more right now, and I don't really know how much longer I could hold these feelings in.I might open it up to him someday, if he just continues being this romantic to me. Honestly I wished he was my husband, and not Anthony, so I would have never considered having an affair outside my marriage, because I really don't want to do something like that before.The fact that Anthony never has time for me was actually adding to the
"Okay ma'am, my lips are sealed." He joked, and I turned to him immediately."Why are you acting all of a sudden?" I asked even though I knew he was actually joking, I just felt like saying something right now, so I'm definitely going to do that instead of keeping calm."I'm just joking around." He responded, and I just faked a frown and focused on my food.I actually thought he was going to continue joking, and just say something that would lead to another joke, but he just went straight to the point, which I wasn't really expecting him to do.Though I was the one that told him not to start up a conversation since we were eating, but now I wanted him to talk to me now.I really can't think of asking him to start up the conversation he wanted to start up earlier so I just kept shut and ate my food.He was still focused on his food, so I just did the same.After we were done eating, we both went over to the kitchen, and washed off the dishes while talking about random things.We went i
Chapter 37"Come on Sabastian don't change the topic, go ahead and tell me what you wanted to tell me, I really want to hear it." I tried to persuade him to say it, but he still refused, with the excuse that it wasn't really important.After a while I gave up since I have tried all I could to make him say it, but he still refused. I'm really not that Happy that he didn't tell me again what he wanted to say, but I just let it slide.We talked about other things, as we also worked on some other things before it was evening."I should be on my way now." I told Sabastian as I stood up to leave."Stay a little longer please." He pleaded with his palms placed together."No I can't, my husband will be home any moment so I should go, but why do you even want me to stay here?" I turned to him as I waited patiently for his response, but he kept calm for a while.I guess he didn't really say anything, so I decided to just leave instead. "I'm off," I tried to walk over to the main door."I love y