"How is that okay with you guys?" I scoff as I take a gown off the rack to inspect it more.
"Tell me something, Felishia. What's the age gap between you and Anthony?"
I glare at her when I realize the direction the conversation is heading "It's not the -
The sound of her taunting laughter cuts me off "Answer the question"
"Nine" I answer lowly. Yeah I’m 28 years old and my husband Anthony is 37 Most people doesn’t deem our age gap proper but I’d to marry him. It was the least I could do... “Like I said it's not the same"
"Because we are women? It's okay for older men to like younger girls, some of them even like minors! But when an older woman likes a legal younger man, that likes her back!" The emphasis in that sentence is obvious "It's suddenly the world's biggest taboo"
"That's not what I meant" I clarify
"And do tell, what do you mean, please? You know, for someone who claims to be a devout feminist you don't sound like one right now"
I roll my eyes at her "You're blowing this whole thing out of proportion"
"Oh? I'm not the one judging my friends and every older woman out there for being in love with a younger man!"
"I'm not judging. I just think it's weird... strange" I add
"Because we're women. I've always known you always acted weird about mine and the girls’ partner preferences" I exhale when she makes a hint at our other friends
"Look, I'm sorry I didn't mean it that way. I respect You, Silvia and Linda and I'll try to get over whatever feelings or thoughts I may have about your age preference in men" I explain genuinely
"Oh, no. Judge all you want, I don't give a fuck. Add yourself to the list of people in society that think like you or worse. Doesn't bother me." she smiles at me "But don't knock it till you try it, love. You can never know" Daniella smirks and walks off to another aisle.
Does she mean I should cheat on my husband with some underage brat?! Pfff! Would rather cheat on Anthony with a very old man.
***
I run my hand slowly across my skirt while looking in the mirror. Today was my first day at work in crescent, my excitement cannot be contained.
I glance at the empty bed and notice that Anthony's side is rough. That means he spent the night in his home last night. Good to know that my head didn't just conjure him to satiate my overthinking mind.
I add final touches to my hair and then make my way to my car.
After several minutes, I arrive at the school just in time. Baylor college is one of the Top notch colleges here in Texas so you could imagine how spacious it could be. It took me ages to locate the staffs admin department where The sport director
introduce me to my assigned crowd, the footballers."Good morning, Mrs. Felisha. I'm Mr. David Letterman" the middle aged man introduced himself to me with a smile and stretched his hands towards me.
I shake him and smile "Nice to meet you, sir"
"Shall we begin?" I nod my reply "Come with me please"
We leave the office and I followed his lead. I was feeling both excited and nervous. Excited: that I’d finally be teaching my passion— football has always been my passion. And I was nervous because I’ll be of course meeting new people. A lot of them and boys for that matter.
We pass a row of lockers on both sides and then take a left turn to see classrooms and then a big black door at the end of the hall.
"These are the classrooms, but you won't be spending time here so I'm just going to take you to your area of expertise, and then show you any other important places" He smiles at me and resumes our walk forward "Oh, yes! Before I forget that way to your left you'll find the staffs restroom"
We walk further down and he shows me the guy’s gym and locker rooms before we get to the door and go out. The feeling of the sun hits my face and I smile at the warm reaction. There are bleachers on the left and right side of me with maybe two or three students sitting on them.
We get on the field and Mr. David assembles the players. They were all possibly between the range of 20-25 years old but with their muscles and psychics they all looked like mid early 30s.
I really felt so intimated by their breed and didn’t pay attention as Mr. David was introducing me to the students but I pulled myself together as soon as he was done. These lads may look fierce but I’m still their superior.
“I'll leave you to it, Mrs. Felishia. I have a meeting very soon. Please stop by my office later and tell me how your first day went, if you can." The sport director concluded with a warm smile before leaving.
I smile and nod "Thank you, sir"
Turning to the guys, I rose my chin up high "As you've heard from your sport director I'm now your new -" My speech is cut off by rambunctious laughter and loud speaking. I turn to the cause of the noise and I'm met with three guys walking to the field.
"Chop chop, princes! We don't have all day" I exclaim irritatedly at them, my arms folded to my chest as I maintained a stern look.
The noise from them instantly went down as their eyes moved in sync towards my direction. I was able to get a glimpse of the scowling faces they pulled at the sight of me, then my gaze rested on the the tallest one among the three boys. With his outstanding demeanor, it was inevitable not to be drawn to him.
He look more rugged than the two other boys with him. His mid-night black hair was pointing everywhere, some falling over left eyes. He's a few rings at his exposed eye lid and ears. Infact every modest instructor will definitely rebuke his bad-boy appearance, but If I'll be honest, he looks so dangerously handsome. It took my will-power to retrieve my gaze from him.
While the two other guys jog to join the rest of their members on the field, he scoffed flashing me a condescending look before joining the team. He didn't jog like the friends, he walked down levelly like a proud king.
My brows furrowed on it own as I felt so disrespected but I didn't want to cause a fuss on my first day. So
I shook my head and resume "As I was saying before I was rudely interrupt-
"And who the hell are you supposed to be from Adam?" The rude guy scoffed as soon as he assumed his position before the team. His face was void of any humor but disdain.
I felt my nails dig in my palm, maybe to calm my sudden bubbling rage. "Your coach." My lips pressed together giving off a mocking smile.
his jaw clench at the revelation and it gives me an unexpected satisfaction "What's your name?""Guess you weren't employed to know my name miss coach"
His corner lips curved to a smirk as if to spite me but I manage a smile because I expected his kinds of be cocky.
"Sebastian Collins" one of the guys beside him said nudging him as if to caution him. "That's his name" the guy clarified.
"Good. Sebastian, I'm Mrs. Felishia Smith and I'll appreciate it if you and your... buddies don't show up late or interrupt me when I speak. Am I clear?" That sounded stern enough
He scoffs and swiped his tongue through his lower lip, revealing his tongue ring. I almost got tempted to fall for the sexiness he emits by doing that.
I chuckles "That attitude will get you nowhere except being kicked out of the team"
I turns back to face everyone, “As for the rest of you, get on the field and show me what you got. Formation and everything. Who's the captain?"I'm not surprised when a couple of hands point to Sebastian, just like I thought.
Half of the team were already on the field when I turn to Sebastian "Gotta impress me if you wanna keep that spot" I beamed with a genuine smile that was meant for encouragement but the guy maintained a cold, stoic expression.
As the whistle went off, every player sprawled in the field and began running in the field like Ants on the hunt for food.
While I watched every other guys, my ultermost focus was on Sebastian. No I am not being partial but he just fascinated me with his exceptional moves, his flexibility, his agility on field. The way he easily scored Three goals and two penalties made me realized Why he is captain of the football team. I'll definitely give him that crown all over again.
I couldn't just contain my big smile As I watched him. At a point, I couldn't decipher if I was still just impressed with his skills anymore or his looks.
I can't deny how a perfect work of art the guy is. His defined back glistened with sweat and the way his arms moved every time he ran or how he slicked his hair back with his hands from time to time, mesmerized me to keep watching him.
I shake my head to get rid of the thoughts and focus on the tax at hand. My football team.
Once the time was up, I clap my hands and beckon them forward onto the sidelines where I'm standing "Good job team!" I clap and they cheer with joy "Y'all are good but there's always room for improvement and I'm here to help with that. But for now, you can all hit the showers. We'll continue tomorrow"
They cheer happily and began to disperse. With them panting and sweating, it was obvious They are all exhausted from all the running and shouting under the sun. Relaxation is needed "Sebastian, wait behind"
I turn to face his retreating and I notice how his posture changes to one of anger, maybe irritation, I don't know.
"I'll see you guys there." He tells his friends before walking to me "What do you want?"
His tone was ice cold.
"First of all, I'd like that attitude to get lost anytime you're in my presence. But that aside, I wanted to tell you that you were really good out there"
"Do you always state the obvious?!” he did an arrogant scoff and then swirled his tongue down his lower lips.'Fucking stop doing that boy'My heart thudded.
"I- I uh..." I trail off while stuttering
"Goodbye, Mrs. Smith" he smirked. With the mocking look on his face obviously my suppressed drooling was vivid to him. I felt so embarrassed that I couldn't stop him when he walked out on me. His hand dug in his pocket, proclaiming his arrogance.
Looks like I have a lot of work to do.
Baylor college has its upsides and downsides, but so far I've only experienced the ups. And maybe a little downside, in the form of an English lecturer called Mary Stewart. Most of the staffs and I are cool, but she has this unspoken beef with me that I can't seem to fathom. Especially when I’m around Mr Mathew the maths lectural whom we recently got acquainted, she always shows up mysteriously to spoil my day. Not like it's any of my business, she can hate me for all I care. I'm here for one thing and one alone which is to work.I’d just engaged the team of footballers in their mornin workout and training for the day. it’s time to head home. I was approaching the car garage when I began hearing some voices. It was sounding like an altercation between a girl and a boy. “Stay the hell away from me Belinda. We’re fucking done. Is that too hard to understand?” The familiar masculine voice shouted. I change my direction so I can see what's going on and I twirled just in tim
I have an addiction to masturbating. It's like nothing else matters once I'm horny, and all that matters is relief.Which is why I'm running late to work. I spent part of the day watching TikTok videos one or two that may have been thirst traps. It was already 4 pm when I arrived at school and the training actually starts by exactly 4pm till 6. I pull into the parking space and park my car before stepping out. I take my bag and head straight for the field. I'm too late to make any extra stops.When I get to the field I see the boys running laps around. As I get closer one person notices me, and then the rest do too. I drop my bag on a bench and signify for them to gather around. "Evening guys" I greet them. My eyes drift to Sebastian and I hate myself for how much I let my body react to him being shirtless.I don't bother waiting for a reply "Let's start with some drills, shall we?" There's a chorused reply of groans and low complaints from some of them. I ignore their groans
“What?” I barked like I didn’t heard him the first time and I really hope I’d heard wrong. My forehead was creased and my mouth was unable to close back as I was staring at this Sabastian guy in incredulity. To much of My annoyance, his face was as stoic like he didn’t just spew out something forbidden. “Yeah You heard right Mrs smith.” His voice was guileless as he nodded smugly and took another drag from his cigarette. Blowing the whole thing on my face.“This Deal is simple,” he said just when I was about to complain about the smoke. “You’re going to be at my beck and call AnyTIME I need to jerk off. In other words, my sexual puppet.” He whispered, laying more emphasis on the anytime as he smirked, his lustful eyes staring deep into my eyes. I don’t know if it was the horny state I was in right now, but his eyes were already doing a lot of things to me right now that I just can’t explain. However, reflecting back what he’d just said, my face contorted with furry. “I’m n
Sabastian's povMy fingers wrap the Shot glass of alcohol and I bring it to my lips to take a sip, my eyes dance around the frat club until they meet with a stripper who is sweeping me with dirty smiles.I stare gluely at her and make her my entertainment but as I look further I notice she isn't my age–pfft.. "you too?" The words creased out of my lips like a scoff and I feel a hand on my shoulder."Why you tripping?" Derrick slurs and I jerks his hand off my back giving him a long stare. "C'mon, I saw the way you looked at her, I mean we all did."The other guys nod and I cuss faintly."She's tripping, she winked at me first–"Their silly laughs cut me off and I just sip gently from my cup ignoring their naughty taunts.They soon stop joking and start talking about sports, I bail from their conversation and once I'm alone with my thoughts a rear picture of Mrs Smith touching herself flashed past my eyes.My abdomen makes a gidy noise and I can't think straight for a minute. All that
Chapter 7Amidst the laughter and clinking of glasses, I felt a pang of envy as my friends shared stories of their loving and attentive spouses. They spoke of their partners' affectionate gestures and thoughtful surprises, while I felt the absence of such gestures in my own life. It made me question my choices and wonder if marrying a younger man would have made a difference. Perhaps then I would have experienced the love and attention I yearned for.Trying to push away those thoughts, I mustered a smile and joined in their conversation. "I'm sorry, guys. I'm just lost in my own thoughts tonight. But I'm genuinely happy for all of you and your wonderful partners."Linda, ever the playful one, raised an eyebrow and teased, “you are lost in your own thoughts or that’s an excuse not to talk with us because we all married younger men? Which you’re ambitiously against.” I chuckled, shaking my head. "No, not at all. It's not about that. I'm just going through a rough patch, you know? But t
Felisha’s POV, The loud music blaring all around the premises, smokes from cigarette pulluting everywhere was really making me loose brain cells. Hormonal teenagers and adults were al overall the hall engaging different obscene attictives like drinking, girls giving guys a lap dance and some were openly making out even. The neon lights glistening was giving it the steamy sinful aura. Why in the lord's name will Sabastian pick a frat house of all places to live in!! It’s already frustrating how he’d to distrupt my beauty sleep tonight and call me for the start of the sex contract I’d signed but now this? I was literally freaking out as I stood in the middle of this all, waiting for Sabastian who’d told me hours earlier on the phone that he’d be hear soon. Now what hell is taking him this long. No it should be how would he even find me in this crowd. My head had been spinning round as I walk about ailmessly but no sign of him. "Ugh.." I groaned getting faustrated at searching for
C'mon Felisha, with money anything is possible." I gave him a questioning face, "I just asked the Dean for some details and you know nobody refuses me."I could if only you hadn't walked in on me masturbating."Please sit, let me take a quick shower"Again with the shower thingy.Sabastian was barely three minutes gone when a message beeped on my phone. I clicked on it and it was my husband, he was asking where I was.How did the time move so fast? Just then, Sabastian walked in shirtless, drops of water found their way through his neckline, running down to his abs. I couldn't stare away and my sexual hormones were starting to grow hands of their own. He took a step closer. So close I could smell the sandalwood of his shampoo, and the silky cream that he must have used on his skin, skin that my hands burned to touch.My burning, trembling hands reached from her hips, up to her ribs, and stilled themselves as I drew her into me, as the tide drew higher to the shore. Still we kissed,
“Who I sleeps with have nothing to do with you Vivian. What we shared was just a relationship based on satisfacting our sexual urges and you know that. No string attached so it’s high time you stop parading yourself as my girlfriend because you’ll earn yourself more humiliation in the end.” The casual tone Sabastian use to say that was like the way he would say every other casual normal words. But the harsh weight of that word hit me so hard as if it was being directed to me and for a moment, I felt bad for the Vivian girl but her further persistence effort to stay with Sabastian proved that she wasn’t even affected. “Say whatever you want Sabastian but after everything we shared, I wouldn’t let you toss me off like that. You’re mine Sabastian whether you accepts it or not.” The lust I heard in her voice made me deem her so shameless but that’s the least of my problem now. I’ve been squatting and frozen for the past few minutes now, afraid to move so I won’t direct her attention