Her ex-boyfriend once kissed Shean, and that was only for a moment. She didn't feel anything in that kiss. She can't even remember what exactly her ex-boyfriend's kiss feels like. And just by looking at the guy who heads out of the exit door, she felt a mixture of regret and desire.
She wanted to feel the way that handsome guy’s lips moved against her lips, how his tongue was moving in and out of her mouth, teasing her, giving her a mind-bending sensation. She imagined how every stroke of his lips made her burst in intense heat and passion.
A sensual light moan came out of her mouth, and it was just because she was imagining this man giving her an exhilarating kiss. She was imagining him snaking his long, strong arms on her waist and pulling her against his strong body. One of his hands caresses her neck. It was going down. The tempting sensation in each of her fibers made her body tremble.
She envisions her back arched to meet his delicious body. She imagined herself in between his legs while feeling the arousal of his manhood. His scent was so masculine it intoxicates her whole being.
"Darn!"
Shean suddenly blushed alone when she felt the wetness of her undergarment. She had a wet feeling down there.
That was new!
Really.
And it felt both great and hard. It feels good, but it hurts her loins.
She even wanted to be so flustered when she could hardly see the figure of the stranger who finally came out of the coffee shop. A mixture of frustration and lust intensified inside her, and she could scarcely believe she had such a wild imagination while making fun of the man.
God! This is it! The letters, sentences, and statements of her next work are already playing in her brain.
Shean could hardly recognize herself in the newly discovered feelings inside her. That man… that handsome man, and his strange charisma was the only thing she needs to liven the worldly part of her brain.
But, will they ever meet again?
She hopes so...
"ARE YOU with me, sweetheart?"
Randall suddenly turned to his girlfriend when she poked him.
Darn, that woman!
He blushed at himself. He is in the province to fix the problem with Kattie. But he cannot coax it properly because his brain is always flying back to Manila—back to that dangerously hot woman who unashamedly watching a porn video in public. He just thanked her for muting it while watching it because it would probably cause a scandal there.
And it doesn't look like the woman is wild. She looks simple. She is not vulgar nor gives a hint to flirt with him when he gets close, and they face each other. She was just plain and simple yet, undeniably beautiful. She looks so captivating while gazing up at him. Fierce yet innocent.
But that being said, looks can be deceiving. What does he know about that woman?
However, he got a big problem after he interfered with what she was doing. She never left his mind from then on. She was burning him with desire. Intense and wishful emotions continue to flow throughout his whole being every time he remembers everything about her. He used to think about how attractive the silky smooth neck of that woman is. Something that has never happened to him in his entire twenty-eight years of existence in the world.
He had been with so many women, bedded some of them. But he never felt that intense feeling in any of the women he had slept.
He just stopped flirting and having one night stand because he met Kattie a year ago. A simple but combative woman. She is also hopeless romantic that she always compared him to the men in the pocketbook he reads.
At first, he was okay with that. He thought it was a good sign that he saw her in his favorite books to read. He also thought of hiding his true identity from Kattie because he wanted to know if she would still love him even if he was not the exact hero in the books that she reads. The perfect epitome of manhood that wealth being the first factor that pulls the characters.
But later, her comparison with him became worse.
What she wants is for him to always prove his love for her at every moment. More or less, she was about to tell him to look for a dragon and fight like a knight in a fairy tale.
And that was tiring. Is he the only one who has to prove it? How about her? Don’t she need to prove her love for him as well?
That is why it took him so long to hide his identity from her. Because he always thinks of giving her more time and opportunity to see his worth. Because if Kattie truly loves him, even if he is not what she dreams of in a man, he will still be enough for her.
He has plans of telling her everything, but it is not the right time yet. He did not know why he still had to test Kattie. He knew she was different. She is not like those women who only love his money and body.
But still, it is better to be sure.
"Ran!" She yelled at him.
They were in the small yard of their house and sitting together in an elongated wooden chair.
He slept in their living room last night because, of course, his parents would not allow them to be together in the same room. That is the typical mindset of the provincial people.
No wedding, no loving.
Randall also has plans to marry Kattie. But maybe, when the day comes that he has proven what he wants to establish. That she loves him no matter what he is. And they will live their life like the fantasy she always dreamed of.
On his side, isn't it proofs that he loves her when he makes all the sacrifices? He endured sleeping in the cold and hard bamboo chair, just to be with Kattie for a longer time. He does not complain even though his girlfriend just calls him to nagged on him rather than saying hello or how was he doing. often when he calls to say hello. She always nagged About how he lacks time for her and why not just work there in the province. After all, he is just a sales clerk in Manila. He can look for a similar job in that area.
Yes, he told her he was just a sales clerk in a department store in Manila. Why? Because he met her as a simple woman, and he wanted to match Kattie's simplicity.
Kattie and Randall met in a beach resort in Batangas a year ago. She is a kind receptionist there. He pretended to get a birthday treat by a wealthy friend, with a luxury beach escapade. It was his alibi that he afford the place. That's where it all started. He took her phone number. They texted and called each other. He also courted her with flowers and chocolates even though he was far away. He visits here in the province when the opportunity arises.
"Well, for the record," He also stood up while suppressing his intense annoyance. “I am not like the heroes in the novels who are rich. They have their chopper that they immediately came as if they were teleporting right away once they were asked to go home to the province. I am not rich. I'm not perfect. I am not like the men in the novel. Deal with it! If you can not… ”He suddenly stopped speaking.
Shean quickly fixed herself and adjusted to walking. She was so ashamed of her friend that she seemed to be guessing what she was doing.“Sh*t! That was it!” She grabbed her by the arm. "Stop watching p+rn. It ruins your brain already!" She growls silently at her.Embarrassed by what she had done, she silently scolds herself.What is she doing? Why couldn't she control her lust for the man she had only
Shean violently stood up from the sitting stool. She could no longer deal with her feelings. She started to step away when Summer suddenly stopped her."And where are you going, girl?" Summer's eyebrows rose."Comfort room."She had wet feels, and she thought she needed to stop it because she didn't really feel good at it anymore.
Shean held her chest tightly. As tight as she can as if in that way she could restrain herself from resenting. She has been living on that principle for a long time, but he is still not immune to the pain caused by that mindset.Yes, she was the fruit of a broken marriage, a fruit of a one night mistake. Her parents were young when she was born. They had to get married because of the situation they entered. They say they love each other. She saw that during the times she was starting to have a better view of the world.But suddenly, everything changed
RANDALL has been restraining himself for a while, and he does not know how long he will last without even being able to approach and caress...Nah! He just wants to get close and talk to the woman. He needed to talk to that author.Imagine his shock when he saw her at the mall, sitting at a white-clothed table. And there is a very long queue of book signers there. He could not believe that the light romance novelist and the hot woman in the coffee shop were one. He relied heavily on Spring Solitaire novels, thinking that the writer was easily intimidated be
Shean seems to have overdosed on what she drank because her imagination was getting wilder now. The felt hot in her entire body. The heat was consuming her. The heat that she could not understand where it was coming from. And what's even more confusing is why she suddenly felt that way? There is an intense need that suddenly showered to her entire being. And she seemed to want to take off all her clothes to alleviate the burning heat that she felt.“Not me. My girlfriend. An
SHEAN sighed desperately. How dare this man tell her what she should and should not write? And what does he care about his and his girlfriend's break up? It was not as if she destroys their relationship.This man might be very handsome but too arrogant as well. And she could not understand why despite his temperament, she was still overwhelmed by the intense desire to taste his sensual red lips.He’s so gorgeou
Shean felt she was going to die in suspense, she stood up and followed the way where she saw Randall and his parents took. She had not been so close to the back door, but she could already hear the familiar voices. And her brain seemed to explode when she heard them talking. “I will not accept her, Randall! How can I accept the sister of the person who caused us to lose your brother? Her sister killed your brother! And if I accept her, she will just remind me of the nightmare of your brother's death. Get her out of here, Randall! I can't accept that woman!” To Shean's shock, she reaches for something to hold on to. Her hands found the pot lying on the bleacher of plotted plants. She could not believe what she was hearing. It was as if her brain wanted to explode because it was too shocking, and her brain could not accommodate it all. What is Randall's mother saying? Shean could not understand, or rather say that she did not want to understand all of it. She could not a
SHEAN thought she wanted to go back home when she saw how luxurious the ancestral house Randall's car entered was. They were using his black convertible Ferrari.She also found out that the car he was driving was also his and not his cousin's. And it seems that the said car was like an outcast among the vehicles that he had. He has his own car collection. She did not know if she would be annoyed with Randall for hiding his true identity. But she didn't make it a big deal anymore because when she fell in love with Randall, it didn't matter to her who he really was."Hey, relax."Randall gently squeezed one of her hands as he guided her into the expansive lawn full of guests. And by the looks of them, the people present are obviously from the upper-class society people. She then felt that she was out of place. She was wearing an elegant black evening dress. Randall bought it for her. His
Shean's insanely growls as he began to taste her wet entrance. He enjoyed it as if he couldn’t get enough of her. Holding both of her thighs, he lifted her bottom from the bed so that he could carry out his full attack on her more. He was sucking her down there, teasing with his tongue, gentle making lines before he thrusts his tongue inside her.Shean growled and muttered endlessly. Her hips grind spontaneously at what he does.“Ran…” Shean couldn’t help herself from moaning. “Wait… just a moment. Mm — mm.”She doesn't know how to go along each time his tongue went in and out of her. He was as if fucking her brain out."I might come in no time…" Chasing her breath, she stopped him.But as if he was deaf, he still savagely does his thing.Randall keeps his pace as his tongue rigidly thrusts and withdrew inside her.
After the meal, Randall asked her to dance with him while the sunsets. The melodious music from the violin fills the air as the yacht where they are is moving slowly. And as she was gazing right through his very eyes, she had no doubts anymore. She could see how much he loves her. If she missed the opportunity to be loved and cherished by someone like Randall, she would probably regret it forever. Because being with him, having him near her was definitely heaven.Randall introduced himself to her in a quick way. He was the man behind ASC. The youngest son of the late governor of Camarines Sur. And because she did not care about politics, she did not know that. His mother is a doctor. And he promised to introduce her to his family on the upcoming 35th wedding anniversary of his parents. It makes her nervous because his parents are not just simple people.But then, she was pleased that this man wante
AFTER Shean introduces Randall to the family, the man invites him to the beach not far from their house. She even wondered why the car that Randall always brought was not there. Did he just take a cab?"Is your cousin home yet?" She couldn't help but ask."Huh?" He seemed confused."I mean, you didn't bring your cousin's car anymore. I assume your cousin had been taken away the car from you."Randall just smiled back at her and seemed to be in a hurry to pull her into the sea. They were in the sandy part when she noticed a yacht not far from the shore. It was just near the wooden bridge in a large U-shaped.“Whoah? Why is there trespassing here?” She commented when she saw the yacht.This part is a private place. It is a part of the property of her Tito Bernard. She did not remember that her step-father had a yacht, and they also did n
Forever love is not true. Human feelings are inconsistent. A person can be in love now but will change after some time.And Shean did not want to be a victim of temporary feelings. She does not want to fall in love because she knows it will be difficult when love is over. They will eventually separate. How will their child be? Will it be like her?She could not imagine the day would come when she and Randall would have to separate. What if, during those times, it became more difficult for her to let him go?Look at her now. They haven't even had a deeper relationship but leaving him hurts like hell; how much more if, they deepen it. The pain might be as painful as if it kills her just in case he falls out of love with her too.Or maybe, she might end up just like her mother, who only stays in the relationship because of commitment.‘Everything was ruined when I finally realized t
Shean was so tired of being alone. She also wants a companion in life until her old age. But she is afraid of being hurt. What if, in the end, she also falls apart from the person she loves? She may not be able to cope with being left alone again. What was the point in giving her whole heart to someone if she’ll lose him someday? Isn't that more painful and difficult?So, she decided to brace herself in feeling any affection and love towards a guy. She thought her defenses were so strong.But she thought it all wrong.Because, once upon a time, a guy named Randall came across her path, and she fell in love with him so deep. She was so afraid to feel more… deeper and more profound that she couldn’t get out of it anymore.So while he was still able to escape, she disappeared from his life. He was the best thing that ever happened to her, but he would be her most treme
SHEAN thought she wanted to go back home when she saw how luxurious the ancestral house Randall's car entered was. They were using his black convertible Ferrari.She also found out that the car he was driving was also his and not his cousin's. And it seems that the said car was like an outcast among the vehicles that he had. He has his own car collection. She did not know if she would be annoyed with Randall for hiding his true identity. But she didn't make it a big deal anymore because when she fell in love with Randall, it didn't matter to her who he really was."Hey, relax."Randall gently squeezed one of her hands as he guided her into the expansive lawn full of guests. And by the looks of them, the people present are obviously from the upper-class society people. She then felt that she was out of place. She was wearing an elegant black evening dress. Randall bought it for her. His
Randall sent the video to the page of the publishing house Shean was working.At the same time, his cellphone rang—his staff guarding Shean calls him."Sir, she is fixing her passport now."That was the immediate message of his man. He was suddenly nervous and looked for the folder he gets from the investigator. Shean can only go to two places. In Palawan and in Toronto, where her father and his new family lived. She is in Palawan right now, so Shean is going to Toronto if she leaves the country.Oh, men! He needs to move fast before she was able to leave the country.“Okay. Just follow her and update me. ”"Yes, boss."His staff has disappeared on the other line. His eyes returned to the folder. There are two pictures of different families there. He seems to understand Shean. She was a fruit of a broken marriage. As a result, her belief in the meaning of true love and relationships is affected."Sheandrelle Lacsamana."