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Fond Memory

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Malia's POV

"Do I have any feelings for Ronan?" That was the first question that popped into my head the moment I shut the door behind me, leaving him outside.

I didn't even know on what ground to stand on. The fact that I was already asking myself such a question was shocking enough. It was only a few months or not even up to since I left Zade, was that enough time to get over him already?

I know a lot of you will be convinced that I was a fool, after everything he had done to me, I should be celebrating the fact that I was tossing him aside in my mind and making room for another.

But somehow, I felt like I was betraying all the beautiful memories we had. That it was just too early to get them out of my mind. And besides for someone I have met for barely two months, it was certainly too early for any feeling to develop between me and Ronan.

And most importantly, though he was a very good guy, a handsome one to add to that I undoubtedly didn't see myself settling down with him. Mayb
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