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Chapter 19

Author: Princess
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Elena’s POV

I couldn’t help but watch at Alpha Elian and his mate at the balcony. The both of them laughing and giggling to each others words. I felt pain in my heart as I watched them but I knew I could do nothing but stand and watch like I always do. They deem me weak because I have no wolf and I can’t do anything else than to watch.

If I even try making a move I could be killed by one of them or a guard because almost every one here has a wolf except me. I feel so isolated from the world. The people I’m mostly surrounded by all have wolves and I’m constantly reminded of the fact that I have none.

I always think and ask the moon goddess why even a guard or a maid would have a wolf while me the daughter of a noble wouldn’t have one and would be left to suffer alone in this world because of it.

No one ever genuinely loved me because I have no wolf that they could connect with. Even if they were to continue staying with me, I have no wolf that they would use to confirm if we both hav
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