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My first time

Author: Emma Christian
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Jovita's POV

I waited patiently as Jayden took his shower, the nightgown I wore barely covering my thigh. I had no problem wearing it, but Jayden was a door away. Just thinking about that made my heart pound. And then there was his amazing body, abs as hard as rock, biceps firm and strong, clenching and unclenching as he'd closed the door behind him.

"Jovita"

I was pulled out of my thoughts by the sound of Jayden's voice and I looked up. I couldn't believe I spent all that time thinking about him.

I turned to him just in time to catch his hazel eyes roaming my body, his dark hair dripping wet and rivulets of water running down his chest, abs, and arms. Everything about him screams smoking-hot.

I shiver, not because of the cold, but because of him. My heart is beating wildly, and my anticipation is killing me.

He gulped visibly and I felt my stomach turn at his sight. I got up from the bed slowly, each step I took forward was like walking on air itself, everything felt unsteady, ha
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