Moon Goddess

The year scrolled by faster than I had expected. My stay in the pack was gradually coming to an end.

And I was right, my feelings for the Alpha did not die either.

 I walked around the pack house that morning and I met with the Luna. She wore a golden garment that covered her face and her train of maids.

 "If it isn't the great Andrea." she said to me but I only stared at her with disgust

 She was always fond of making fun of me in the public. "Can't you greet the Luna of the pack or do you have some grudge against me," she shot an evil smile at me but I continued to stare at her with hate and disgust.

 "Well, my Alpha would be angry when I eventually tell him how rude you were to his mate today," she glared at me and began to walk away.

 "I am sorry Luna," I apologized quickly knowing too well how the Alpha would react when he finds out about my behavior toward his mate.

"Get out of my way slimy slut," she insulted and I pulled away from the way.

 I would already feel my anger rising so bad that I had to clutch my hands and clip my lips to the roof of my mouth to control it.

 I walked away with rage stamping my foot angrily on the floor.

 "Who the hell does she think she is? Because the Alpha treats her like the queen of the earth? When the time comes, I am going to crush her with the tips of my finger," I vowed.

 I walked angrily into my room and banged the door behind me. Then my wolf appeared to me.

 "Andrea, it is time," she said to me.

 "Time for what?" I inquired, confused at what she was saying.

 "Your mission in this world has been accomplished. There are no more threats to the kingdom," she announced.

 "Soon, the moon goddess would request for your soul, so be prepared," she continued but I wasn't even listening to her anymore.

 I could not imagine leaving this pack. As bad as it sounds, I couldn't imagine an eternity without the Alpha. 

 Though it was a sure fact that he didn't like me at least, I got to see that handsome face every morning.

 Even if it isn't what I want, it was worth it.

 "I can't go. I want to remain here," I returned as tears gradually dropped down from my eyes.

 "But you know that isn't possible Andrea, it's against the natural laws of the gods," she said to me but mere words weren't going to dissuade me from what I had already decided to do.

"I have decided to stay and nobody is going to pull me away," I cried out.

 "And remember it is also against natural laws for the descendants of the moon goddess to come down to earth in a werewolf form," I returned.

"I can't argue with you Andrea but you knew that you were going to leave soon, even before your assignment. So prepare.

 I am only here to pass a message, get read," she ended and she was gone.

 I could already feel hot tears forming at the corner of my eyes and I gradually let them down.

 I brought out a portrait of the Alpha and his Luna that I had hidden and traced the picture with my hands.

 "I wished you had given me even the slightest chance at your life, I lamented as more tears poured down from my eyes.

"Now I will have to leave without even saying goodbye and I know that you are not going to miss me because I mean absolutely nothing to you," I sighed hard, deeper than I had ever done all my life.

 "You have to pull yourself together Andrea, you have duties to attend to," I encouraged myself.

 I cleaned up my tears immediately and got my bath and got dressed.

 I came out of my room and proceeded to the court for the next meeting.

 From afar, I sensed the strong wolf scent of the Alpha king making my heart skip a lot of beats at regular intervals and tears forming in my eyes again.

 Then, I saw him walking into the courtroom with Luna right beside him and they held their hands in the most romantic way that made me feel like going over to them and breaking them up but I was able to restrain myself.

 The proceedings began but I could not focus in the slightest bit. I kept staring at the Alpha and his Luna with so much hate and disgust.

 "I am supposed to be the one in that position," I thought, foaming with so much anger that I had to clutch my hands tightly to control it.

 It got to the point that I could no longer stand looking at them, I had to leave.

 I bowed down before the Alpha and his distasteful Luna and moved over to the rest room.

 I was panting for breath so hard like someone who just engaged in a 500m meter race.

 But this time, my legs weren't the ones doing the race, my heart, and my brain was.

 "I can't let them remain like that, never!!" I half yelled.

 "I am going to come in between them and make them hate each other so bad that the Alpha is going to execute that fool that seems to be all over him with his own hands" I vowed.

 I had set my heart to make the Alpha mine before the time comes for me to be taken by the moon goddess.

 At least when I eventually get him in my grip, the moon goddess would have no option but to let me be.

 "But how do I separate them," I thought. "They are so madly in love."

 Then, a deadly thought crossed my mind. A plan was so deadly that the Alpha would have no option but would trust a dagger through the heart of his mate with hate.

 "Hahaha," I laughed.

"Play as much as you want, or as long as you still have the time to. Cause When I am done, you guys will hate each other with all the passion that you have in you," I whispered with a dark smile hanging on my lips.

It was a deadly plan, too deadly to imagine. A plan that could send cold shivers down the spine of children and make mothers run in awe.

 I could not get myself to do it, I had to find some other way, maybe make him fall for me.

 I woke up every single day with one reality. I was soon going to be part of another world, completely different from this. 

 Without the one that had stolen my heart in it.

 "Where do I start from now," I said to myself.

 "A love potion, " the idea struck me like a flash of lightning lot.

 I would make him a very delicious meal after getting permission from the cook and I will place it into his meal.

 For the first time in days, a genuine smile hovered on my lips and I ran quickly to begin my plan.

 And nobody was going to suspect a single thing. Besides, why would the messenger from the moon goddess send to help the pack turn against it? It just didn't make any sense.

 And I wasn't going to do anything harmful to the Alpha's Luna anymore, even though I still distaste her with so much passion.

 I made the most delicious meal that I had ever made all my life. He wasn't going to resist.

 Then, I prepared the love potion with the few ingredients that I could find and I missed it with the food.

 I wore the sexiest dress and walked slowly to the Alpha's room. At first sight after the meal, he was going to love every single thing about me and dislike his former love.

 "I hope this works out perfectly," I sighed and continued walking.

 "I got to the door and tapped slightly. I could already feel my heart beating hard against my chest and cold shivers running down my spine.

 "Andrea again right? Cause you are the only one that has access to this place and knocks on the door," he fired angrily from the other side of the wall. 

 "Yes, it's Andrea," I replied.

 "And what do you want again?" He inquired. "If it's not a message from the goddess or another revelation, then do yourself the favor of going away right away 'cause I am not listening to a single word that you have to say,"  he said.

"Gulp." a large lump went down my spine like a large stone going down a large tunnel. 

 "What do I do now?" I thought. "I would have to lie."

I opened the door and walked into the room, placing the meal on the table and flicking my body but he didn't seem to be moved even the slightest bit.

 He stared at the meal and back at me. "And what is this for?" He questioned angrily with a thick frown hanging on his face showing his stalk disapproval.

 "I thought it would be nice to.." I tried to say with a stuttery voice but he would not listen to my words. 

He saw me like total trash and didn't want anything to do with me because that fool of Luna had blinded him.

 "You thought? And did I ever tell you that my cook was not capable enough?" he fired angrily at him while I continued to stare at him embarrassed and heartbroken...

 A cracking sound came from the door and I turned my head to see who it was, it was the Luna making things even worse for me.

 "What's happening here?" She inquired.

"She said she brought food for me, dear," he informed her.

 Immediately she heard this she foamed with anger and threw the food all over the floor.

 I continued to look at the plate of food that I had suffered to cook shattered all over the floor and did not notice when a thick slap landed on my left cheek.

 "You fool." she thundered angrily at me. "I knew that you were up to no good."

I stared at her and back at the Alpha, I wanted to slap her back but I was able to hold myself back.

 "Now clean up this mess you created here," Luna said to me.

 I saw this as an insult and didn't want to go but the cruel Alpha was staring right into my eyes and I just had to do what she had said or I was just going to get myself into more trouble.

 I cleaned up the mess as soon as I could and disposed it into the waste bin. I was foaming back with anger and I ran quickly to my room...

 There, I heard my guardian's voice again. "Are you here to tell me that it's time again?" I questioned.

 "Yes," she returned.

 "But I already said that I can't go back there, I am already comfortable here. What other way do you want me to say it," I yelled.

 "The moon goddess knows why you have refused to return to your first home, you are in love with the one you are sent to guide and protect." she announced to me.

I sighed.

 "And there is only one way that you can remain in this werewolf pack." her voice filtered into my ears.

 At the sound of the word, my face brightened with a renewal of hope.

 "What's the condition?" I shot out quickly with high expectations.

 I was going to do anything to stay back and win my Alpha, anything.

 "Make the one that you want to stay behind for fall in love with you or your soul will be taken," she noted.

 That was the greatest bombshell, dropping all my hope to the bearest minimum. Something like an impossible task.

 "But you know that this is more likely impossible within such a short time frame," I lamented with tears already forming in the corner of my eyes.

 "That's the message I was told to deliver and I have done my part," she ended and she was gone.

 Tears trekked down from my eyes as I remember the time frame and the insults I had to go through at the hands of the Luna.

 "She is the cause of all this. If she isn't always by his side, he would have taken notice of me." I thought in my head.

 I was no longer going to pity anyone. I was going to do anything to remain in the pack by winning the Alpha, even if it meant someone was going to go to the grave for that course.

 "I don't care." I muttered aloud.

Immediately, I plopped down on the bed and everything turned blur. Suddenly, I felt someone tapping me, the last time I checked I was the only one in my bedroom chamber.

"Who...?" I stopped talking when I caught sight of the Moon Goddess.

Her white dress was sparkling so bright that my eyes can't behold, I had to shut them off.

"My Lord." I fell down to my knees still looking confused.

What was going on?

"My Lord, I thought I had already left." I said cryptically.

"No, you are about to leave." She said holistically.

"What?" my mouth hung in the air in dilemma.

Where was I then?