I was becoming weirder ever since I had that talk with Karrie. Oh my god. I have a crush on my History Prof!
I was already uncomfortable around him before, but it got worse now. I couldn't even look at him anymore! That realization made me more uncomfortable.
I gulped when I saw him from my pheriperal view. It was our first quiz and I hate it because he keeps on walking around! I feel like my heart will go out of my chest whenever he stops beside me! Why does he even need to stop?!
Ugh! Felice, you need to concentrate! Oh my gosh. This is a quiz!
"Five minutes left."
My eyes widened when I heard his voice. I quickly looked at my test paper and I still have three more questions to answer! Oh my gosh!
I immediately gathered my thoughts and focus on the three remaining questions. I wrote as fast as I could. I didn't even bother reviewing it.
"Pass your papers in three, two, one."
I muttered a curse as I put a period on my last answer.
That was so close!
I heaved a sigh and passed my paper in front. My heart was still beating fast as I passed my classmates paper in front. I slumped my back on the chair's back and waited for our beadle to finish collecting our papers.
When she was done, she quickly handed it to Prof Greg. I quickly averted my gaze when he looked at us.
I have this really weird feeling that he is looking at me when he is actually looking at the whole class. I don't know. I just feel like- ugh.
You have to stop this nonsense, Felice. That's your professor for Christ's sake!
"Goodluck on your scores for this quiz. Next meeting, we will be tackling about our second module, so please read in advance. I already posted the readings for the next lesson on our group page."
My blockmates' groans filled the whole classroom. I just rolled my eyes. I'd like to join them honestly. I am so fed up with readings already! I have other readings in other subjects as well, but history bores the hell out of me.
I just don't know why I found myself sleeping whenever I try to read. I had to bribe myself with music and cold drink just so I could finish the assigned reading for that day or else, I'll have another embarrassing recit.
"Class dismissed." I quickly gathered my things and put them inside my bag.
Ever since my realization about my feelings with Prof. Greg, I swore to myself to leave the classroom immediately when he says those two magic words: class dismissed.
I never let myself be alone again cause it just triggers my weird feeling and I hate that.
I quickly walked towards the Student Council building the moment I came out from our building. I will be very busy for the upcoming university acquantance.
We were already done with the theme and concept for the party. Now, we'll just be focusing on contacting sound systems and caterings for that,and as the student council president, I need to spearhead those.
I sighed as I sat on my swivel. I placed my shoulder bag on top of my desk and got the the school directory for events. This is actually a good diversion. Being busy in the council would divert my attention from the weird feelings that I have for Prof. Greg.
I shook my head as I dialled the number of the usual caterer of the university.
"Hello, this is Felice from Brand University Student Council. I would like to schedule for the food tasting for our university acquaintance… yeah… I am okay this friday, ma'am. Yes. My secretary will send you the motif. Okay. Thank you."
I spend my time in the council talking to our contacts for the acquaintance. After that, I just scanned through some files that needed my signature.
"Fel, dean said we'll have our meeting tonight at the Engineering building. Fifth floor, conference room. Also, they asked to move it at 6 in the evening instead of 5." I made a face upon hearing what the student council treasurer said.
What the. They move the meeting! Ugh! I quickly looked at my wristwatch. It's still 4:40. What am I supposed to do with that on hour vacant?! Gosh. This school admins. Why can't they follow a schedule, huh?!
Tss.
I rolled my eyes and just opened my laptop. I really hate it whenever someone makes some last minute changes. Hello?! My time is precious too!
I just heaved a deep sigh and opened my facebook account. I went to our History group page and looked for the readings. I have nothing to do already, so might as well read in advance.
I quickly downloaded the readings in my laptop. I almost groaned when I saw how long each pdf was.
Here we go again with these boring pieces. I took a deep breath and stood up. I needed to get myself a cold drink first before I dive into these papers.
I went to the nearest vendo and got myself some iced milo. I pressed the milo button and place my bill. I stand back and waited for my order. I was in that state when I felt someone beside me.
I thought it was just some student, so I just shrugged it off. When my iced milo came, I quickly grabbed it and took a sip. I turned my back and was about to walk away when I bumped into the person that was standing beside me earlier.
I almost cursed when my iced milo almost spilled. Good thing, he was able to hold my hand.
"Sorr-" My eyes widened when I finally got to see who it was.
Oh my gosh!
I could already feel my cheeks burning when I saw the guy's face.
"Are you okay, Miss Felice?" I gulped and quickly got off his hold.
Prof Greg's forehead creased.
"Miss Lemuel? Are you okay?" I quickly averted my gaze as I felt my cheeks heating up.
"Yes, sir," I just said and bit my lip, still not looking at him.
Why does it have to him?!
Oh my gosh!
"Okay, be careful next time." I heard him say before he walked passed me and went to the vendo.
I quickly gathered myself and run off immediately.
So much for diverting your attention, Felice! Why do I have to always end up emabarrassed inf ornt of him?! Gosh, what is happening with you, Felice Lemuel?!
I was not in a good disposition when I went back to the student council office. I could even still feel my face burning. I almost finished my iced milo on the way here.I slumped my back on my swivel chair and put my milo on the desk. I covered my face with my two hands and shouted on it.Oh my gosh, Felice! Oh my gosh! I don't think I can still have a face to show him after that! I know it was an accident, but heck! I could already picture my embarrassing face!Why the heck did that happened?! Why are you so clumsy, Felice! Ugh! This is so frustrating!I had to almost bury my face on my desk just to get that scenario out of my head. I didn't know for how long did I stay in that position. I just sat properly when I
I wasn't moving the whole ride. I kept on cursing the turtle like traffic. We were almost not moving! The heck! It's so awkward already!I heaved a sigh and sat properly.I swallowed the lump in my throat and bit my lip. Gosh. I could almost hear the crickets in his car.I just focused my eyes on the window.I took a deep sigh and slightly hugged myself because the aircon of his car was so strong.I bit my lip and just kept my head down."Are you cold? You can use my jacket. Here…"I almost jumped on my seat when he handed me his jacket. I gulped and gave him a small smile.
My hands were shaking as I affixed my signature on it. I closed the folder after and stared at it for some seconds.I bit my lip and took a deep sigh. Oh come on, Felice. You're just gonna give this to him. For god's sake calm down! I clenched my fist and swallowed the lump in my throat.I sighed and stood. I fixed the folder and went out of the office. I walked to the Arts and Letters building. The faculty was just on the ground floor so, I wasn't stuck with the bulk of people waiting for the elevator.I took another sigh before I knocked and opened the faculty's door. I sighed and slowly enteered the room. I gulped when no one was there.My forehead creased and finally entered the room. I didn't know where Sir Greg's table so I had to search for his name on the nameplates on the table."Miss Lemuel?" I almost jumped in shocked when I heard that voice.My eyes widened and I immediately looked at my side. There
"Are you okay?" I heard Bran asked.I sighed and gave him a small smile."Yeah, don't mind me," I said and focused on my food again.We were in his favorite french restaurant. And ever since what I saw in the parking, I wasn't really in the mood.I just feel sorry for Bran. Sure, he's annoying, but he asked me out politely and the least thing that I could do is to actually enjoy and treat him well. But I just cannot force myself bring back my mood.Damn, Felice. What the hell is happening with you? So what if he's with someone? So what?"Hey, you really okay?" Bran asked again. I sighed and looked at him apologetically."I'm sorry, but can I go already? I'm really not feeling well." I bit my lip as I said that.I saw his face saddened, but he still managed to give me a small smile."Tss. Of course. But then, you'll have to eat with me again." I almost rolled my eyes, but in the e
The next day, my blockmates were busy discussing our assigned readings for the day. We will have our recit for History again, so everyone was anxious.I sighed and kept my head down. I focused on my readings. I read these last night, so I was just reviewing it already. I also had my notes already for the important details.I closed my eyes and recited the keypoints in my head.I was at that state when I heard the door opened. I immediately opened my eyes and I saw Sir Greg in front of the class already. I sighed and closed my notebook."Good morning, class. Beadle, your index cards please." Our beadle went to him and handed our index cards.I sat properly when he started shuffling the cards. I read this, but I'm not that confident yet.I pressed my lips togethe"First one would be... Lemuel, Felice." I gulped when I heard my name.Fuck. Really, first?DamI took a deep sigh and compos
I didn't know what to say nor how to react! How the hell did my parents know about Sir Greg? What's their business?!"Let's eat?" Mommy urged. I smiled awkwardly.
“Mom, I’m going already! I’ll be late if I’ll wait for you!”I was half shouting already as I ran down our grand staircase. Mommy was in the kitchen, making sandwiches. Well, I’d like to have some because her sandwiches are the best, but then I am super late with my first class already.“You sure you don’t want the sandwich?” I can hear her giggling while saying those. I pouted.“Nope!” And I ran outside the house already.Our driver was already opening the door for me, so I just hopped in immediately. I heaved a sigh and rested my back on the backrest. I closed my eyes and placed my bag beside me then I plugged my air pods and played it on full volume.
“Miss Lemuel! Come, have a seat with us.” I smiled timidly when Sir Gregory welcomed me to their headquarters that evening.It was already around 6 pm, and it was already dark outside. Students were also starting to head out of the campus, yet here I am, still having an org meeting with the Campus Journals. I was already invited last year, but I declined it due to a conflict of schedule with the Student Council. I didn’t even tell mom about that offer because I know she will push me to take it, just like how she made me do this. Gosh,I heaved a sigh and nodded my head before walking towards the empty seat in front. The chairs' setting was in horseshoe position, so it was like a conference table except that it’s not totally oblong, but a ‘u’ shaped table. Sir Gregory was standing right in front of us.