"Are you okay?" I heard Bran asked.
I sighed and gave him a small smile.
"Yeah, don't mind me," I said and focused on my food again.
We were in his favorite french restaurant. And ever since what I saw in the parking, I wasn't really in the mood.
I just feel sorry for Bran. Sure, he's annoying, but he asked me out politely and the least thing that I could do is to actually enjoy and treat him well. But I just cannot force myself bring back my mood.
Damn, Felice. What the hell is happening with you? So what if he's with someone? So what?
"Hey, you really okay?" Bran asked again. I sighed and looked at him apologetically.
"I'm sorry, but can I go already? I'm really not feeling well." I bit my lip as I said that.
I saw his face saddened, but he still managed to give me a small smile.
"Tss. Of course. But then, you'll have to eat with me again." I almost rolled my eyes, but in the end I just agreed.
Well, I guess it's just fair for him.
"Okay, shall we?" he asked. I nodded. He called the waiter for the bill.
"Let's go." He stood up after giving the bill back to the waiter.
I sighed and stood as well. I asked him to send me home already. Good thing because our beadle just texted to inform us that we will have a free cut for the next subject. I have no class anymore, so it's just fine. Plus, I don't even think I could still stay at school when I'm feeling like this.
It's still very early. We arrived at our house at around 2:30 pm.
"Thanks," I said to Bran when he parked outside our house. He just smiled and gave me a salute.
I rolled my eyes again. He chuckled.
"But you owe me another lunch, aight?"
"Yeah. Just one last lunch," I corrected him and unbuckled my seatbelt.
I heard him laugh. He shook his head and looked at me again.
"I'll go ahead," I told him and pushed the car door open.
I just waved my hand at him before I finally went inside our house.
Since it was just 2 in the afternoon, my parents werent there yet. They're usually home by 7 or 8. The earliest is at 6, if they don't have business meetings.
"Felice, you're home early," our house help head said. I just smiled at her and nodded.
"Free cut," I said.
"Good timing, your cousin is here." My forehead creased.
"Huh? Who?"She was about to answer when I heard an annoying shriek from the stairs.
"Felice!" Karrie screamed and run through our grand staircase.
I rolled my eyes and laughed at her.
"Cous!" she shouted again and jumped on me!
Oh my gosh!
"Karrie, wait! Hey! I cannot breathe!" I tried to get her away from the hug,but this witch is stronger and taller!
"The hell, Karrie!" I cursed.
That's when she let out an annoying laugh. The witch then grinned at me. I glared at her, but she just smirked and laughed again.
Ugh. Whatever!
"What are you doing here?" I asked and crossed my arms.
She shrugged.
"Why? Am I not allowed to visit you?" Her eyes narrowed. I rolled my eyes.
"You have class," I stated. She shrugged again and slumped her back on the couch.
"You go ahead and change, then let's watch a chic flick! Go!" She wiggled her brows and got hold of our Smart TV's remote.
I sighed frustratingly and went upstairs.
I just put on my bag on the study table and changed to my comfy house clothes. I have a reading for our recit tomorrow, but it's still early so I guess I'd be able to read that later.
Plus, I'm not really in the mood for some school work. I need a chill activity.
I got my phone. I suddenly stopped and thought about it. On the second thought, I can ask Karrie about what I feel. But that witch is tactless. That might reach mom and dad.
Ugh.
I groaned in frustration and just shook my head.
Just fucking watch netflix, Felice!
***
We spent almost all our time in the afternoon watching different movies. We were on our third movie when I noticed Karrie frowning at her phone. Then she would scribble some text on it. Then her face would turn sour again.
What's this witch's problem?
I slightly nudged her. She didn't even flinched. I nudged her again. This time she made a face and looked at me.
I laughed.
"You're not cute," I said. She glared at me and pouted even more. The freak?
"Seriously, Karrie, it's not cute." I chuckled. She rolled her eyes.
I stopped laughing and leaned on the back of the couch.
"What's wrong?" I asked. She frowned.
"Nothing. I just found out that he has a girlfriend already. And you know what's frustrating? He's still flirted with me! Of course I flirted back! Then...ugh! This is so annoying!" My mouth formed 'o' with what she said.
That sucks.
Looks like someone ghosted my cousin, huh.
I shook my head and grabbed some popcorn from the bowl. Well at least she's not some student who's got a crush on her professor and is fucking jealous just because she saw him with a woman...oh fuck.
My face heated at that thought.
What the freak?!
My lips parted and my hand automatically touched my heating face. Fuck!
I gulped and looked at the small vanity mirror beside the smart tv. My face was so red! It was like a smashed tomatoe!
My heart skipped a beat. The picture of Sir Greg opening that door for the woman played back in my head over and over again. Then I felt a slight pang inside my chest.
I frozed on my seat.
"Hey, what happened to you?"
I almost jumped on my seat when Karrie touched my arm. My eyes widedened when our eyes met. Her forehead creased. She raised her brows and surveyed my face as if she was looking for something.
I gulped and quickly avoided her gaze.
Shit.
"Are you hiding something?" Her narrowed eyes looked at me intensely.
I immediately shook my head.
Fudge. Felice, this is not right anymore! That just a stupid crush! Why the hell are you reacting like that?! You must fucking end that up!
I shut my eyes tightly and took a heavy sigh.
"Gosh, you're weird." I even heard Karrie.
I opened my eyes and looked at her, but she's already on her phone again.
I sighed in relief.
Gosh.
The next day, my blockmates were busy discussing our assigned readings for the day. We will have our recit for History again, so everyone was anxious.I sighed and kept my head down. I focused on my readings. I read these last night, so I was just reviewing it already. I also had my notes already for the important details.I closed my eyes and recited the keypoints in my head.I was at that state when I heard the door opened. I immediately opened my eyes and I saw Sir Greg in front of the class already. I sighed and closed my notebook."Good morning, class. Beadle, your index cards please." Our beadle went to him and handed our index cards.I sat properly when he started shuffling the cards. I read this, but I'm not that confident yet.I pressed my lips togethe"First one would be... Lemuel, Felice." I gulped when I heard my name.Fuck. Really, first?DamI took a deep sigh and compos
I didn't know what to say nor how to react! How the hell did my parents know about Sir Greg? What's their business?!"Let's eat?" Mommy urged. I smiled awkwardly.
“Mom, I’m going already! I’ll be late if I’ll wait for you!”I was half shouting already as I ran down our grand staircase. Mommy was in the kitchen, making sandwiches. Well, I’d like to have some because her sandwiches are the best, but then I am super late with my first class already.“You sure you don’t want the sandwich?” I can hear her giggling while saying those. I pouted.“Nope!” And I ran outside the house already.Our driver was already opening the door for me, so I just hopped in immediately. I heaved a sigh and rested my back on the backrest. I closed my eyes and placed my bag beside me then I plugged my air pods and played it on full volume.
“Miss Lemuel! Come, have a seat with us.” I smiled timidly when Sir Gregory welcomed me to their headquarters that evening.It was already around 6 pm, and it was already dark outside. Students were also starting to head out of the campus, yet here I am, still having an org meeting with the Campus Journals. I was already invited last year, but I declined it due to a conflict of schedule with the Student Council. I didn’t even tell mom about that offer because I know she will push me to take it, just like how she made me do this. Gosh,I heaved a sigh and nodded my head before walking towards the empty seat in front. The chairs' setting was in horseshoe position, so it was like a conference table except that it’s not totally oblong, but a ‘u’ shaped table. Sir Gregory was standing right in front of us.
It’s Sunday, and I’ve been bombarding my head with all the facts that I will need for my article. The team’s deadline will be by the end of the week since it will still go through a lot of readings for this article to be perfect. It is my name that they will put in the issue, and of course, I don’t want to mess this up.I sighed and stared at my iPad blankly. The readings are beside the iPad. I was already half the file that I was required to get through, and my head is still not functioning. Gosh. I’ve been staring at the blank document for the draft, but my hands couldn’t just type a thing.Now, this is what I was avoiding. I really don’t like the topic. Sure at some point, it’s interesting, but then it’s really not just my thing. However, I cannot just pull it out because I already made a commitment. Oh, Felice. What is happening with your life? Gosh. I took another deep breath and straightened on my seat. I grab
I bit my lip as I patiently wait for Sir Gregory’s email. I was still on my bed that Monday morning when I received his email that he’s currently reviewing my drafts. It’s a holiday today, so I won’t go to school. I even thought I would be spending the whole day sleeping, but then it turns out that I will be waiting or editing for that draft.Oh god, I don’t even know why I am so nervous! This is making me crazy! I hate waiting!I let out a deep sigh as I leaned my back on the headboard. I got a pillow and placed it on my lap. Then I placed my laptop on top of it. There wasn’t any other tab open except for my email. I kept on refreshing it ever five minutes just to check if Sir Greg has replied to me already, but I just kept on disappointing myself because there aren’t replies yet.Now, my anxiousness is getting stronger! Oh, gosh.I heaved a sigh and t
I once heaved a sigh when I finally got out of our car. “Bye, mom!” I waved at Mommy. She just gave me a smile and a nod. I sighed and went inside the campus already. I tapped my ID and then walked through the campus corridors. I checked my wristwatch for the time. It was already 9 AM and my first class today will start at 10 AM, but I needed to be at the student council room at 9:30 because I will ha a meeting with Sir Greg. That was what he emailed me yesterday. At first, I thought it was about my drafts and I was so freaking nervous, but then he said that he just needed to meet me because he wants to ask some questions about the student council. I took a deep breath as I turn to the student council building. I am not sure if he’s there already. Gosh, I feel like my chest is going to burst as I approached the student council room. I really hate this uncomfortable feeling! It makes
I stared at the pile of papers on my table. Great. I heaved a sigh and got a paper to start what I needed to do. It’s already eleven in the morning and my next class is still at two in the afternoon. These papers are the students’ list of suggestions for our college days. These are from each of the department, and I need to sort this out before the college days. I don’t even know why we’re doing this. I mean this whole suggestion thing, and I just don’t get why I need to reconsider this if we already have the past recommendations of the students last year. Gosh.I shook my head and scrolled through the papers. As much as possible, I tried the fasten my pace because I still need to study for my exam later. I was in the middle of skimming when I heard the door of the Student Council Office opened. I immediately looked at it and I was stunned for a moment when I saw Sir Greg’s head peeking out.I took a deep