Fear To Lose

Bima clearly remembered how his parents didn't have time for him. He also clearly remembered a trauma when he really hated Rima and didn't want to touch her while the woman considered herself as Eve at the moment he lost his memories though he realized that it turned out the one who had Rima did the ways was his lover.

Thus, He also remembered when his parents had paid a household assistant. It was a day where he got rid of Rima from his house. Then the assistant who was working turned out to be rude to Bima when his parents weren't there, and even gave him stale food.

Bima grabbed his neck, he was very traumatized by the taste of rotten food that had been swallowed down his throat.

Therefore he prefered to stay with Rima than to hire people working with him.

"If Rima wasn't there, would it be better for me to just die!" he thought so,

Suddenly fear pierced his heart. He tried to contact Rima again.

It figured out he had not realized the longed hidden in his heart to the woman.