I really badly wanted to get out.Sa lahat ng mga nasa utak ko na walang ibang nagiging direksyon,mga isipin na parang walang patutunguhan,isa lang ang malinaw sa'kin,isa lang ang ginusto kong mangyari.Gusto kong umalis.Surely there were people know me as Azazel Aldridge but i don't know if i'll be ever to meet them again outside.Surely,there's a chance that they will see me outside as somebody else but there's a greater chance they will never remember me and if i will never be introduced as an Aldridge then maybe they will never ,ever remember me at all.I can live in the province or in an island just so i'll be off to too many people.Pagkatapos no'n Azazel,ano na?Gusto ko ng panibagong katauhan so...,should i abandon my own name?Just to make sure?I know there's a part of me that keeps on saying i should leave everything for me to be really comfortable with a new life ahead of all of it pero may pakiramdam din akong huwag na lang dahil pagiging Aldridge ko lang naman ang problema k
Nginisihan ko siya sa sinabi niya.He run his eyes on my face in a second before glancing at the field behind his new office.Sa ginawa niya ay napuna ko tuloy ang mga bagay na nakita ko sa nagdaang araw."I only saw you today?Ilang araw na noong sinabi mong ito ang aasikasuhin mo?Can i know how you do that?I didn't even see you getting off"i get out of the library at 6:00 for a couple of times to see if he really was there pero wala talaga akong nakita na anino niya.I get curious if he's already acting as the School Director.Naka-indian seat siya sa bermuda, ginagaya ako.I am wearing my P.E uniform while he wears ,well ..casual na sa tingin ko, unusual kumpara sa palaging suot niya.I just find him wearing his light aura today other than his sky blue long sleeve and a gray pants with a white sneakers.Somehow , adds a light up in this hot weather.It doesn't feel like his a boss and running a multi-billion company.I though then, he's here in the school when he should be running his busin
"Well?"Well what? Get to know?How to get to know?How to do that?It rings in my head for a couple of times before it glided smoothly on my tongue."Get to .. know .. you?"i ask and slowly wondered.How will i know that I'm already getting to know a person?Ilang araw ko na bang kakilala si Ansel?A month already. Dumeretso ang tingin ko sa papalubog ng araw.Is it really been a month?That was fast.And wow!I survived a whole month with a guy."Would you like to get to know me?"Nilingon ko siya at tinitigan.I didn't know that i can survive a month with some stranger?I only know him as Ansel Millano , billionaire,and my .. father's business partner.. well not yet but still..but why does his question just sound so weird to me?"Caza?""Hmm?"i notice he change his position.Hinarap ko siya para makita na nakaharap na siya ng tuluyang tumingin sa'kin.The shadow of the tree is "Uh..?"How did i get to know Ada? I'm.. We've known each other for three years..almost three years.I like how she's a t
I'll be graduating soon.Maybe i'll finish my college here or it can be in another school. If i think about the land,what he needs—him.I'd want to be in a business too. I'll be with someone's choices,that can guarantee a lot of change . I'll take business ,now it has possibilities outside.I bet Ansel travel a lot and see a lot of different places and people. I'm not that naive,what outside offers.Ada gave me books ,it tackles a lot of possible scene that 70% can happen to me. And then ,it happened.The probability is not that small afterall.It was just my mind who didn't pay attention to details."We can be business partner.You'll give me the land and i promise you that you can have anything that you want"Maybe the businessman look don't appear often Azazel.Paying attention to lot of happenings is a hard job.Not all people is always aware.So,it's just normal you forget about it and just be thankful that you have pulled it just the right time.But why is the sudden drop on my stomach.T
I think of much like what i have been researching this past few days.Para sa mas magandang trabaho na required na mas mataas na pinag-aralan,mataas na sweldo . Kaya ko namang mamuhay ,siguro sa isang maliit na kita pero dahil magkakaroon na kami ni Ansel ng usapan,isa 'to sa mga gusto kong ipaayos sa kanya.Natapos na ang exams at naghihintay na lang nga ng result.Nakareceive ako ng text mula sa mayordoma na ngayon na ang balik ni Clinton Aldridge mula sa ibang bansa kinakabahan ako dahil nalaman ko lang naman ang balitang 'yon kay Ansel. So most of the time that i get to space out that's what cross my mind.I spend most of it thinking about how and where should i start saying it.Nabibilib pa'rin ako kay Ansel hanggang ngayon. I'm sorry i can't help but notice his businessman attitude ..i have seen it yesterday.Wala pa ngang isang araw gusto na kaagad marinig ang sagot, sabagay parehas nga naman na malaki ang magiging pakinabang no'n sa'kin that's why he's in a hurry."Caza?Hoy!"i look
I couldn't recognize where am i.I lost all my senses.I believe this is where you'll be when someone... just someone ,really messed you up."You will be known as an Aldridge ,Azazel.You will lead the whole company.It will be on your hand in the future that's why you're about to train pagkatapos na pagkatapos ng birthday mo"Hindi ko maintindihan.Ano na bang nangyayari?The only thing that i can understand is the word 'daughter'.Daughter?Me?The heat on my body slowly arises .It activated my mind as the information travelled sink in and made me gritted my teeth. Daughter?!I.Am.Not!"We're not really related Sir"my voice became shaky as i try to put my mind into an order. You've got to be kidding me!He's not my father.I will never own the company,and mainly because I'm not an Aldridge!Why are they messing with me?!"I ..."kinapos ako ng hininga,napasigok ako.Something wet my cheeks and trickled over my uniform.I gasp for an air ,catching up with their crazy story.Unti-unting pumapait ang
It was a bright and sunny day.I am finally lying under the tree with the most beautiful green leaves i've ever seen.The rays of the sun hits me sometimes as the wind made the leaves swings.There's a noise coming from a falls nearby giving off the cold atmosphere,birds chirping and the whisper of this magnificent nature.I can feel my lips smiling widely ,my body feels light.I filled my lungs with some fresh air and then close my eyes to really feel the benefits of having to be here in such a beautiful place.The light blinded me for a little while.I made a faint sound as i breathe and then raise my hand to shield my eyes but i can still feel it directly at me.There were faint sounds ,some gush of wind as i try to see where am i at.I can't move my hands,i tried to, but it seems too tired to even cooperate with me and so i stay still.Just as i did,i felt the soft material under me. The cold blew of air and the blanket ,comforting me.I was about to open my eyes to confirm the place when t
"You want what?"he look at the plastic i placed in front of him.It was Maggie's comb inside and i brought it for him to see.His wearing the what i call casual clothes ,the style he did wore when we were under the tree in the field but let's not remember that.I nodded at him and look at it myself too.I wanted to do some DNA with the both of us.Sa ngayon sa kanya na muna and then i'll do it with my father too without him knowing, because there's a bigger chance he might forge it.He stared at me ,eyes grew a little bit wide.He put his hands on his lips and glance at the comb.I know there's even a bigger chance for Ansel to do it and so i will try to please him with what he really wanted from the start.He clicked his tongue."You know this isn't necessary .She already told you—"i cut him off."Yes i know ..but i would really want to do it again and see for myself"i saw his lips opens up a little."I want to have Sir Clinton's as well"i continue.Kumunot na ang noo niya. "It is clear tha
Kung nakaabot ka sa last part ,MARAMING SALAMAT!!This is my first story online na natapos ko.I know this is not the best pero this is a step para na rin ma-improve ko ang pagsusulat ko.Salamat at nakaabot ka sa last part.~~~~In this life ,may mga bagay ka nga talagang hindi makukuha,at iyong mga bagay na iyon matututunan mong pangarapin.I have never been on the other side of my world ,my strongest desire to have it known within me became so powerful after i befriend Ada.She knew both the inside and outside world and that is one of the things i let her enter my life.Eventully nga lang , i got used to her and learned to understand another soul. Things were even complicated when Maggie is around."Your father hit your brother because he's losing so much.Iyon ang nangyari kaya naman hindi na muna uuwi ang Kuya mo dito"I know for a fact,that when i received that kind of smile a her ,i did turn the wrong way."Dahil sa kompanya kaya ka nandito ngayon.Hindi ka pwedeng lumabas ng school d
' I am sorry ,i didn't get to call you yesterday' i nodded diligently as if he was infront of me .That was okay ,i understand .~'We'll have so many meeting tomorrow and i might not call you at lunch''You know the projects were even getting better''You can't answer your phone the whole day''Caza why are you always unavailable.I'm gonna be a bit busy today but i will visit you later'. ..... 'You guys have sleepover?Okay .Enjoy your sleepover Azazel''I miss you'~I sighed again for the nth time .I close me eyes ,pick a glance on my phone again and sighed.Hindi ko alam kung gaano na kadaming buntong hininga ang nagawa ko."Azazel let's go eat!"nilingon ko ang loob ng kwarto,sa pinto kung nasaan si Ada na may hawak pa ng kutsara at tinidor .Tinanguan ko siya at nginitian ,nang umalis siya sa tapat ng pinto naiwan ang iyong nakabukas.Napabuntong hininga ako sa sobrang pagkatamad na nararamdaman ko.Siguro kasi palagi na lang kaming busy ,katatapos lang namin asikasuhin ang paglabas n
The next time Sheylla approached me with her bitchy attitude i will show her the real deal between doing that and being good to me.Dalawang lesson ng ginawa ko ng gabi din na iyon pero nagtagal pa rin ako dahil sa marami akong nakita na paliwanag sa internet kaya naman ng sumunod na lesson na binuksan ko ang kinuha ko nalang ay ang libro na nahiram ko at sinubukan na doon na lang din kuhanin ang lahat ng magiging paliwanag para doon.Maybe it was just me that i really needed much more details with something that i missed that is why kahit saan ay nai- aapply ko iyon.The sleep over in Krystal's house was now quiet planned.Nangyari iyon noong natapos ko na ang paghahabol sa mga lessons na na- missed ko.The farthest i get in this life te more it became now wonderful to me .I am so glad that made some changes at hindi ako naging mahina o kung may times naman ng nagiging mahina ako ay may taong nandiyan para sa akin.The school days were eventful.Matapos ng successful na performance ng cla
Dala ko ang pagkainis ko sa klase na sumunod.Na hindi ko malingon ang kahit na sino sa mga kaklase ko sa sobrang pagka-bwisit na nararamdaman ko.Hindi ko alam kung iniisip na ba ng teacher namin ngayon na sa kanya ako galit dahil kanina pa masama ang tingin ko sa blackboard.This is just so unreal , napaka-insensitive!Talaga pa lang may mga ganoong tao talaga !I can't believe that i experience bullying at this time ,or hour at sa ganitong pagkakataon pa kung saan ay katatapos lang ma pag-usapan ng dalawa ang tungkol doon."Okay guys tapusin niyo na lang muna ang lecture na ito"ipinaubaya na lang ulit ni Ma'am ang pagsusulat sa secretary namin.Paulit-ulit akong huminga ng malalim at kinalma ang sarili ko.Nasa alphabetical order pa naman kami ngayon at malayo ang dalawa sa akin para masabi ko na kaagad ang kinaiinisan ko at ng makapag- concentrate na ako pero nasa likod ko kasi sila.Wala akong nagawa ng mga sumunod na minuto kung hindi pakalmahin ang sarili ko kahit na nag-uugat at nagk
"I'll just see you later"kimi akong ngumiti kay Ansel at tumango.Tinitigan niya ulit ako kaya naman iniwas ko na lang an tingin ko sa pamamagitan ng pindot sa pinto para bumukas."See you later Azazel"nalingon ko ang kapatid kong nasa backseat ng kotse ni Ansel.He's sporting a grim face as he glances at Ansel na deretso lang naman ang tingin sa akin.This time around ay pinayagan ni Kuya na si Ansel ang maghatid sa akin ,sa isang kondisyon ,dapat kasama siya.I know ,i know mahihiya akong kasama lang si Ansel sa isang sasakyan pagkatapos ng sinabi niya pero mas nakakahiya naman yata na nakikita pa ng kapatid ko kung paano ako mahiya.I finally get off the car ,ngayon pa lang ay curious na ako kung paano nga ba sila sa loob ngayong nakababa na ako.The red sports car beep twice and i wave goodbye at them.As usual ,mabilis iyon na nawala sa paningin ko,nilingon ako ng mga lady guard ng mawala sila,binigyan nila ako ng ng tag-isang ngiti kaya naman sinuklian ko rin iyon.When i entered the
Bandang ala-sais ng makuha kong tuluyang bumaba sa kama at maligo,of course dahil sinabi ng kuya ko na gamitin ang warm water kaya naman iyon na nag ginawa ko.Medyo nangawit lang ako dahil sa matagal na pagkakahiga ko sa kama pero nakatayo pa'rin naman ako ng maayos.Siguro nga ay panaginip ko lang 'yon ,bakit ba ako nananaginip ng gano'n? Sinabi ko rin na hindi ako gaanong magtatagal sa paliligo pero medyo gano'n ang nangyari dahil sa pag-iisip ko tungkol sa nangyari sa party.Saan nga ba nagtapos ang party?Bakit parang tama naman ang naiisip ko na parang ayoko na lang din na paniwalaan.Maybe,nahimatay na ako bago ako makapunta kay Ansel?Pero di'ba ay nagsasayaw na kami no'n.Hindi ba talaga nangyari 'yon?Wala ba talaga siyang sinabi?Wait lang Azazel,bakit mo ba iniinsist 'yan? Do you want that to really happen?Bakit?Pakiramdam ko ay nahiya na lang din ako sa sarili kong iniisip.Kaya kahit na nahihirapan ako ay pinigilan ko na lang din ang pag-iisip pero hindi ko alam kung papa'no ko
The party seems like at it's peek again ,but the people is still slowly dancing so i don't know where all the fireworks came from.My mind freeze i think dahil kahit na nakikita ko naman ang paggalaw ng mga taong may iba pang makikinang na damit parang nasa slow motion naman sila .I saw the trees getting so wind up and obviously glowing and i just seem to watch all of it ,but i am still slowly dancing and Ansel seems to tell me something pero bakit parang slow motion din ang pagbuka ng bibig niya ,hindi ko rin magawang marinig 'yon kasi parang wala namang sound na kaakibat ang mga sinasabi niya.What is even happening right now?Hindi ko na alam ang mga sumunod na pangyayari,kung may nasabi ba ako sa kanya bago man lang tuluyang matapos ang sayawan na kahit na hindi ko naman narinig ang mga sinabi niya ay ayoko namang isipin niya na hindi man lang ako sumagot pero namamalayan ko na lang na hawak ko na ulit ang mic at nagpapasalamat sa lahat ng kailangan kong pasalamatan.I was so confu
My father politely nod his head at Tita Letty habang kimi lang naman ang ngiti ni Tita sa kanya."She remained at the top one Mr.Millano.She is really a bright lady"maikling tumango si Tita as she glances at me.When my father thanked her as if there was an awkward silence that drowns us."This is a very beautiful theme that you picked Azazel"bumati na sa akin ulit ang tatay ni Ansel.Michelle on his side, nodded at him earnestly."Thank you po Sir""Oh no!Drop the formalities.Call me Tito"tumawa si Tita sa ginawa ng asawa niya.They all smiled at me na nakumbinsi nila akong ulitin ang sinabi niya."Thank you Tito"Tita cheered with her daughter na nahiya ako dahil medyo malakas at nakakuha iyon ng pansin sa iba.My brother smiled at them ,dumamot na sa pagbibigay ng ngiti na kanina lang ay free niyang ibinibigay kahit sa mga masama ang naging komento sa'kin,ngayon na hindi naman masama ang naging turing sa'min tsaka naman siya ngayon nagdadamot.Medyo nagtagal kami roon na nakikita ko na a
Soon after ay nagdi-dinner na.There were bands playing instrumental soothing songs at ngayon nga ay nakaupo ako sa grand table kaupo si Papa at Kuya .Ada is with her family and so was Krystal at nakikita ko lang ang pwesto nila mula dito sa pwesto ko.I am consciously eating my food dahil alam ko,and i can't feel their stare were towards me.Binigyan ako ng part ng cake ng kapatid ko,the one that i blew with candles bago pa man mag-umpisa ang dinner na 'to.My gown was too big that they have to stand up when they wanted to give me something.Nasa pinakagitna tuloy ang naging pwesto ko tapos almost nasa dulo na si Papa at si Kuya .Matatapos na ako sa pagkain ko ng maglapag pa rin ng paborito ko ang kung sino kay papa ay kuya ng pagkain sa plato ko.It was that Lumpia that i can't say no.Dalawang piraso lang kasi ang ibinigay sakin ni Kuya kanina dahil kailangan yatang lumibot kami para sa mga bisita.I look up only to see Ansel smiling at me ,he even arrange some of the strands of my hair i