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76: In So Much Pain
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2022-03-29 15:25:59“Yes, Eve. I am breaking up with you. I want to cut our ties and end everything we have here,” he continued. He didn’t falter all the way, he was merciless as though he was only talking to a random stranger and not the person he promised he would never leave.
Ever since I started reading books, I have always believed that words are strong enough to change the world. It can even ruin an empire, it can cause endless battles and life-changing decisions. But I never thought that I would be put in such a situation wherein few and simple words were enough to make all my dreams crumble and my whole life collapse right before me. It was the first time and Carter made it possible. It felt as though something in my chest was clenched so hard that I could barely breathe. It was like someone dug a whole in my chest that I felt like something very important part of me was stolen. The pain I was feeling at the moment was beyond words, it was
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