"So, you really want to be like him? To be a bloodsucker just because of that goddamn love?"
"We have different choices in life, Jax. And my choice is to be with him, why can't you just respect that?"
"I would respect it if it's something that is good for you, Eve, not the other way around!"
"How can you say that it's not something that is good for me when you don't even know what I feel?"
"What you feel is out of the equation, Eve. Not everything that feels good is good for you. Vampires are humans' biggest predator. They are dangerous. Being with them will only put your life in danger."
I shook my head. "Put my life in danger? They just protected me, Jax. They saved me, so how can you say that they will only put my life in danger?" I am starting to get annoyed with him again. I hate how he is trying to ruin the Rellis' image in my mind. But I know better. Franklin and Roselle are very good people, and
“Why did you pick this movie when you said you had watched it three times already?”“Because it is one of my favorite movies and I want you to know what my favorites are, including my favorite movie.”“We are still halfway to the end, but I got a strong feeling that it will not be a happy ending.”I smirked. In A Walk To Rememberby Nicholas Sparks, when Jamie’s illness was revealed, it was quite obvious that it wouldn't be a happy ending. I learned about the movie first but I also read the book later on. I like movies, but I don’t know why I feel a lot more connection with the characters in the book and understand the emotions better. I guess maybe it is because in the book, you can read the characters’ emotions and thoughts through the lines. But I guess it’s not for everyone since there are also people who prefer to watch movies rather than just read books.“Well, you are right, the
Jaxon may have been wrong for saying that but I understand that he did say that because he has valid reasons and I respect that as his friend. He only wants to save me from the danger he thinks I am into. I have no problem with that, but I just really hope that he will be sensitive to my feelings next time.“A bowl of cereal again? Aren’t you tired of that? You should eat something healthier, you know.”I chuckled. “What do you know about the healthy foods of humans, anyway?”“I have lived with humans for the past four centuries and it would be too dumb of me if I have no knowledge about your kind after all those years.”Well, he has a point. It is really a perk of being an immortal. However, I do not dream to live an eternal life in the world, so I decided that if I was given a choice, I would want to be like Carter. I only dream to become like him because through it, I would be able to be with him as long as I w
“You are hurting my feelings, Eve,” Emery keeps on convincing me to have a little celebration in their house before Carter and I will travel to the Philippines to have dinner with Dad.“I told you, Emery, I don’t like parties. It is not my thing.”Emery pouted, seems like she really won’t let it go.“Fine. let’s not call it a party, then. Just a simple celebration with you and our family. Roselle also encouraged this idea, you know. Pretty, please?”“Em,” I sighed. I don’t want to have any kind of party, especially when Emery will be the one to facilitate it. Carter had told me that she has another definition for the word simple and the celebration she is planning to do will surely not be as simple as she claims to be. However, even though I don't want that kind of celebration, I also don’t want to break her heart and disappoint her. She
“I really hope that this ‘simple’ celebration planned by Emery is as simple as I want it to be,” I said as Carter opened the Mclaren’s door for me. Yeah, he brought a luxury car instead of his flashy Diavel. He said he knows I would be wearing the dress Emery has given to me and it would not be so inappropriate if I would ride in his Diavel with my dress. Glad that he had thought about it.“She promised it will be as simple as you imagine.” He chuckled and I do feel like he was being sarcastic.“What is her definition of ‘simple’, anyway?” I shook my head with a little smile because I already knew the answer. Emery and I definitely have different definitions of the word simple. Unfortunately, even though I already knew that fact, I still couldn't resist her charm. I don’t know why she is like that to me. I guess it is because she is so sweet and very genuine that I
“Are you sure the sun will not hurt you? It is quite hot in the Phil,” I said to Carter when we were already on board the plane.“You witnessed it first hand, right?”“Yeah, but I just want to double check it since Phil is really different from Lynnwood. The last thing I want is to have you end up burning because the sun is too hot.”He chuckled and shook his head. “Trust me, nothing can burn me, not even that mighty sun.”I was about to say more when a flight attendant came with a bright smile. She was looking at Carter as if the only passenger she could see was him. I don’t even think she noticed me. I felt like I was nothing but an air to her.“Hello, sir. Do you need anything. I can give you everything you need,” the flight attendant said sweetly that I almost flinched.However, there was no hint of interest in Carter&rsquo
"It is fine if you stay here for the meantime like originally planned. I understand that you missed George. You should spend time with him even just for a couple of days," he said that added to my doubts.He doesn't do that. He doesn't leave me behind alone. Plus the fact that he didn't even ask me if I am willing to stay behind or if I want to go with him. It was like he just wanted me to be away with him or something. And the thoughts stirring my mind made me really anxious. I have a bad feeling about this."No, I will go back to Lynnwood with you," I said with finality. I would just end up thinking about what he is hid"I just think that I need to go back to Lynnwood tomorrow morning.""Didn't we plan to stay here for a few days? Is it an emergency?""There is just something our family needs to discuss," he said calmly."Is it something connected to your family friend? Is there any problem?"
“But where are we going? Is there a particular place you want to go to. I will gladly bring you there.”I really don’t have an idea and I have no particular place in mind. All I just want is to forget about my worries and I know that school is not the place for that, that is why I decided to ask Jaxon to bring me somewhere else.“Do you have something you can suggest?” I returned the question.“In our base?”I thought for a moment. I remembered about the huge and strong-looking werewolves in the woods the last time. It gave me a little shiver because the image of those giant wolves made me feel uneasy for some reason. But I guess I should get used to all the bizarre things in the world considering that my boyfriend is a vampire and my best friend is a werewolf. It is not a very ideal combination but I think I should just live with it.“Would that be okay,
“Yes, Eve. I am breaking up with you. I want to cut our ties and end everything we have here,” he continued. He didn’t falter all the way, he was merciless as though he was only talking to a random stranger and not the person he promised he would never leave.Ever since I started reading books, I have always believed that words are strong enough to change the world. It can even ruin an empire, it can cause endless battles and life-changing decisions. But I never thought that I would be put in such a situation wherein few and simple words were enough to make all my dreams crumble and my whole life collapse right before me. It was the first time and Carter made it possible. It felt as though something in my chest was clenched so hard that I could barely breathe. It was like someone dug a whole in my chest that I felt like something very important part of me was stolen. The pain I was feeling at the moment was beyond words, it was
Eve’s POVTears of joy rolled down my cheeks when I read what is written in the invitation delivered to me. Landon, who was carrying our little girl in his arms, went to me with an alarmed face when he saw my expression.“What is wrong?”I shook my head and smiled. “I’m just happy.”“Happy about what?”His eyes drifted to the invitation card I was holding.“Carter is getting married?” His gaze went back to me and I saw his worried face as if something is wrong with me, or that I feel bad about it and he wants to comfort me or something.“Yes.” Whoever this Lea Da Vinci is, I am happy that she filled the hollow part in Carter’s heart. He is such a good man and I have been waiting for this day to come. For him to be finally happy again. For him to be loved again the way he deserves to be. And I feel so glad
One would really doubt if he would know my history and how I ended up lying on the sacrificial table voluntarily as an offering for whatever ritual this is. The night after I came to see Alec is the month's full moon—the day of the ritual. Alec must be so happy that I am finally making his dream come true. I could see it in his eyes. Though, I could also see that he felt not the least bit of remorse for what is about to happen. All I could see in his eyes is pure excitement, joy and nothing else. He will never regret this for sure. He has no conscience.On the other hand, I know how Elizabeth would feel if she would wake up in another person's body who looks exactly like her and know that for her to come back, she needed to kick out the poor girl's soul out of her own body so she can replace it. She would feel real bad for sure. She would despise Alec more than what she did before. She would also despise herself for being the cause of it al
Alec couldn’t speak in too much irritation and probably, anger. His eyes were so red, like the color of evil itself. The color of blood and war. The color of death. Yes, red can symbolize love like that of a rose. But it could symbolize many things such as what I have mentioned already.I know what I am doing is a big risk, but I have to try regardless. I need to save the innocent lives of those people who chose to stand by my side. They don’t deserve death like that especially when Alec is the one serving it. He is evil. His soul—if ever he has one which I doubt—deserves to rot in hell all together with his evil subordinates, especially Vienna. If only I am given a chance, I will really kill her. With the anger I am feeling for her, I won’t miss it for sure. She is just lucky that I am not capable enough to do that especially with the given circumstance. Because if only I was capable enough and there is no Alec bloc
“I’m so sorry, Landon,” I whispered in the wind softly, silently wishing that it will bring those words to where it is ought to be. I shut my eyes closed and reminisced about my good memories with him because I don’t know if I will have another chance later on. Not that I am announcing my death. I just want to be open for possibilities. After all, to be ready for the worst is something good. It is better actually.When I was finally out of the cab, I sucked on my breath when I saw what was waiting for me. it was like an ancient castle. Somewhat like those abandoned castles of the villains in fairytales. Only that this time I am not in fairytale. And I am certainly not a princess who would be saved by her prince charming and have a happy ending later on. I had already tasted my happy ending. It wasn’t meant to last, though. I already accepted that. My life sucks. And I’m going to make it worse. Or maybe better s
Back when I was young, my dream was simple. Stay out of troubles, earn a medical degree, make a good career, marry later on to my boyfriend at that time and have kids, maybe two or three. I envy those big families so I wanted to make my own. Maybe because I grew up in a broken family and I felt lonely. When Dad remarried to a woman who has a daughter same age as me, I thought I would finally have someone I can call as sister. I wanted a sibling. I wanted a normal happy family. But turns out that I would be kicked out in my own house because of her. Not that I was literally kicked out though since I left myself. But it is still the same for me because I knew I had no choice but to leave. It was getting worse every day and I don’t want Dad to worry about my issues. I went to Lynnwood, hoping I would calm down there and I also hoped that my stay in a new surrounding would bring good to me.However, looking back now, I can say that it brought m
"Can I talk to you?" I was surprised when Carter went to me that afternoon after we had a short meeting about the plans for tomorrow.Landon looked our way. I smiled a little to him, my way of silently telling him that it's okay. I brought my gaze back to Carter and I nodded.We walked to the backyard of the house. There was silence between us and it felt so odd. I could remember vividly what all that happened to us, and now it only felt like a far away dream. Something I can never touch again. A place I can think about but will never reach again. Even so, I didn't regret ending what was between us. He might be my first true love, but Landon is my great love. I hope that is enough to differentiate the two."I just want to say sorry about the last time we talked. It didn't end good," he was the one who broke his silence."It's alright. I know you were hurt. In fact, I should be the one apologizing, not you."He gave me a sad smile. "I'm glad that yo
One day is left and I can say that the two days had passed were the hardest two days of my life. Not because of the hard training I received from Henry, Jaxon and Thomas, but because it seemed that there was still tension between the three sides. And it is worth mentioning that Landon almost broke Jaxon's jaw. They have been an ass to each other no matter how Landon tries to behave. Carter is on his best behavior, though, no one can contest that. But I noticed his bold glares at Landon sometimes whenever their opinions oppose each other. I appreciate how he is trying to behave even though it's obvious that he has been trying to be patient with Landon this whole time."Ah. I hate the other men in your life. I fucking hate their guts," Landon whispered to me one time. I just laughed and pulled him to a hidden corner to give him a short kiss."Thank you for being patient for me. I appreciate it," I said while my hands were on his nape.
“Henry? Why Henry when you can train me yourself?” I asked Landon because I really want him to train me himself. I know he is skilled enough to do that. He is powerful and very strong so I don’t understand now why he wants Henry to train me in heavier training when he already trained me in some basics before. I mean what is wrong with that? I am sure he is capable enough to teach me everything I need to learn. Not that it can guarantee that I will learn everything within three days because that is really impossible and I know that, but let's just say I am more comfortable around him than anyone else. Not that Henry makes me uncomfortable. He is a great man and a very loyal one, of course. But can’t I have my husband train me so we can have more time together? I mean who knows what will happen three days from now? No one knows what will happen—well, except those vampire/s who have the ability of precognition—but except the
I still couldn’t believe it. I couldn’t believe it that all this time the Lucian I was reading about in Elizabeth’s diary was the one who took care of Landon ever since he was a child, the man Elizbeth loved first and Alec killed him because of jealousy. I can’t help but feel a little guilty even though it wasn’t really something I did. I don’t know. It must be because no matter what I say, Elizabeth is still my great grandmother, someone tied to my bloodline, and most importantly, someone who looked exactly like me.“You shouldn’t feel guilty about it, Eve. you have nothing to do with it so you shouldn’t feel the least bit guilty. Even I don’t blame Elizabeth for anything. It just happened that destiny chose to play with her. She found love with a human but ended up meeting her mate and she was powerless when it came to vampire bond. Trust me, a lot are slaves to that bond, and I’