Chapter Seven: A Message from the Past
I suppose sit in the living room with Noah, the silence between us close to tangible. The TV is on, but I hardly register what's playing. Noah seems engrossed—scrolling through his phone with a calm expression, oblivious to the storm inside me. My mind is a million miles away, thinking about Elvis, our meeting, and the promise he made to set me free. I know I should not be holding onto his words, but I just can't help it—after all, I am in a marriage where I am nothing more than a placeholder. Noah’s phone pings. He opens the message and reads aloud in a cold, even voice. The words slice through the quiet, razoring into my chest. "How do you feel living with a woman you do not love? How do you feel going in a contract marriage because she needs your help? Release her now!" My heart drops, and the room seems to close in around me. I instantly know who sent the message. There’s only one person who could know the truth, only one brave—or stupid—enough to say such words. Elvis. I force myself to stay calm, swallowing the panic welling up inside. Noah’s jaw clenches, and he turns a cold, unforgiving gaze on me. His eyes narrow, peering deep into me as if he can see through my mask of calm. I brace myself, knowing full well what's about to happen. “Who did you tell, Rachel?” His voice is low, controlled, but there's a dangerous undercurrent in it. I shake my head, feigning ignorance. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.” “Don’t lie to me.” His tone sharpens, cutting through the air like broken glass. “You must’ve told somebody! Do you think I’m a fool?” “Noah, I swear I haven’t said anything to anyone.” My voice wavers slightly, though I try to keep steady as my heart races. “I don’t know who would send that.” He scoffs, crossing his arms, an expression of disgust twisting his face. “So I’m supposed to believe this just… happened? That some random person out there knows every intimate detail of our arrangement? Do you know how ridiculous that sounds?” A lump forms in my throat, but I force myself to stand my ground. “Noah, I haven’t told anyone. I wouldn’t do that.” He lets out a harsh, mocking laugh, moving closer. His eyes blaze with suspicion. “You expect me to believe that? After this?” I open my mouth to respond, but he cuts me off. “You know what, Rachel?” He leans in, menace dripping from his every word. “If you’re going to act like this is a real marriage, maybe you should start acting like a wife. From now on, you’ll do all the housework. No more help, no more privileges.” My stomach twists. “Noah, that’s not fair. You can’t just—” “Oh, can’t I?” His eyes flash with a dangerous glint. “You’re here because of me. I’m the one who paid your debts, who gave you a place to stay. So unless you want to end up with nothing, you’ll do exactly as I say.” I clench my fists, a mix of anger and helplessness boiling inside. “I never asked for this, Noah. You’re the one who offered me this arrangement. You said it was just for appearances.” “Well, things have changed,” he replies, his smile wicked. “Clearly, I can’t trust you. So, you’ll have to earn my trust back… if that’s even possible.” His words sting, but I bite back my pride and nod. I know if I argue, it’ll only get worse. I have to stay calm, keep my head down, and hope he doesn’t take things even further. The days that follow are a nightmare. Noah doesn’t just give me extra work—he makes it his mission to find every way possible to make me feel small and insignificant. He watches me closely, waiting for the tiniest mistake, pouncing on any excuse to lash out. Day after day, he adds more tasks to my already overflowing plate. I cook, clean, and run errands for him—all while he sits back, watching, seeming to test how far he can push me. I feel myself sinking under the weight of it all, but I keep going, knowing any misstep could make things worse. Every time I glance at my phone, I wonder if Elvis will send another message, if he realizes the chaos he’s unleashed. Part of me wants to reach out to him, to beg him to stop, to explain the mess he’s creating. But I can’t. I’m trapped in this world of Noah’s rules, his demands, his cold, relentless gaze. After hours of cleaning and cooking, I fall into bed each night, my body aching from head to toe. I feel shattered, a mere shadow of my former self. My thoughts drift to Elvis—his promises, his words. I wonder if he knows how much I need him, if he understands the risk I’m taking by clinging to the hope that he’ll come for me. But hope is fragile here, and lying in the silence of the house, I don’t know how much longer I can hold on. Noah has made it clear that he’s in control, that he won’t let me forget who holds the power in this twisted arrangement. And each day, it tightens around me, squeezing out any last trace of freedom I might have had. I wake up well before dawn, already dreading the day ahead. After getting dressed and preparing breakfast, I hear Noah’s footsteps behind me. I keep my head down, praying he’ll walk past. Instead, he stops and watches me with a cruel smirk. “Have this place spotless by the time I get back,” he says. “And don’t even think about cutting corners. I’ll know if you do.” I nod, biting back the urge to snap, to tell him how unfair he’s being. But I stay silent, knowing defiance will only make things worse. As he leaves, the familiar weight of despair settles over me. But deep down, part of me won’t quit. I hold onto Elvis, the hope that somehow, he’ll find a way to get me out of this nightmare. For now, I’m stuck in this grueling cycle, each day bleeding into the next, each chore a reminder of how little control I have over my life. But no matter how hard Noah tries to break me, I hold onto that one spark of hope, waiting for the day when I can finally be free.Chapter 8: you are not my wifeNoah steps through the front door, his sharp gaze sweeping across the spotless living room. His expression remains unreadable as he walks further inside. I brace myself, expecting at least some acknowledgment of my effort even though I don't like the fact that he put me through this, but his silence stretches on. He doesn’t look pleased. If anything, he seems almost irritated.I swallow my disappointment.“The work is done,” I say, forcing my voice to remain steady. Noah’s gaze flickers at me, cold and distant. “Are you sure you did not seek any assistance from anyone?" "You sent them away," I answered.And even if he didn't, is he expecting me to be fully sincere with him about it? “I also prepared dinner. You should eat before it gets cold.” "I am not interested in your meals.”His words hit like a slap. I stare at him, hoping for some sign that he’s just being difficult, but he doesn’t waver. "You should at least try it...I tried out
Chapter 9: A cruel DisplayI step out of the bus and inhale deeply, adjusting my bag on my shoulder as I approach the grand entrance of the Sterling Regency Hotel—one of the most prestigious five-star hotels in the city. The place gleams under the morning sun, its glass exterior reflecting the towering skyline above. Every time I walk through these doors, I’m reminded that I don’t belong in a world like this. But work is work and I have to survive regardless.Just as I am about to reach the main doors, a convoy of luxury cars pulls up in front of the entrance. The black sedans and stretch limousines glisten as uniformed chauffeurs rush to open the doors. It isn't new to me, and I see these every single day, but I can not help but pause to take a look. A group of elegantly dressed men and women step out, their laughter and conversation flowing smoothly like a well-rehearsed symphony. These people don’t just have money; they have power. Politicians, maybe? Business moguls? Whoever they
CHAPTER 10: HEAT.I wipe a bead of sweat from my forehead as I place the last dish on the rack. My arms ache from the endless hours of scrubbing, dusting, and polishing. I glance at the time on the wall clock—8:30 p.m. I exhale deeply, feeling both exhaustion and relief.Finally, I am done.Curiosity tugs at me when I realize I haven't seen Noah since that morning. I hesitate for a moment before summoning the courage to ask one of the maids."Do you know where Mr Noah is?" I inquire, keeping my voice neutral."I saw him. He left about an hour ago," the maid answers, barely sparing me a glance as she folds freshly laundered linens.My stomach tightens at the realization. He left without saying a word? Not that I expected him to, but still, something about it unsettles me. Shaking off the thought, I grab my purse and step out into the night. "Goodnight." "Same here."I hail a cab and give the driver the address of the hospital my dad is in. The ride is quiet, save for the occasion
CHAPTER 11: SHE SHOULD TRAIN HERSELF.NOAH'S POV The sound of Marianne’s heels clicking against the polished marble floor grates against my ears, a sharp reminder of her presence. I don’t need to turn around to know she’s behind me as her smell of perfume never seems to change. It is her signature mode of appearance. She didn't leave with the dignitaries who came that morning so I guessed correctly that she would come find me instead. Her gaze pierces into my back like a predator assessing its prey. I sigh, placing my whiskey glass on the counter, and bracing myself for the inevitable confrontation.“Noah,” she calls, her voice laced with its usual saccharine sweetness, but I know better than to be deceived. I turn to face her, my expression is as impassive as ever.“What do you want, Marianne?” My tone is calm but laced with warning.She had displayed one of the skills that she is good at that morning. I expected it to happen and when it did, it was simply none of my business to i
CHAPTER 12: NO VISITS ARE ALLOWEDRACHEL'S POVThe morning sun goes through my bedroom curtains, casting a glow across the room. It is a reminder for me that I am supposed to begin my day already even though I am not interested in stepping a foot out.Just when I am still moving my body across my bed lazily, my phone buzzes beside me, and I pick it up to see a message from my sister, Emily. "Hey, Rach. Can we meet up? It’s been too long. I want to speak with you about Dad. I am sorry that he reacted that way to you. I need to speak with you, please. Can I come over?"A small smile tugs at my lips. I’ve missed her. She is my closest friend, and we are each other comfort, but ever since our dad fell sick, the distance has widened, and we rarely communicate anymore. I quickly type back. "I’m free on Sunday. You can come over to visit."A sense of excitement stirs within me. For the first time in a long while, something feels normal. But then, reality sets in—I need to ask Noah for p
CHAPTER 13: HEARTBREAK RACHEL'S POV "Hey, Rachel, over here." I hear my sister's voice as soon as I make my appearance at the cafe that I had chosen for a few days for both of us to meet. I fixed our meeting to be in the evening after my work hours as that would be easier for us. She is all smiley when she sees me and she does not hesitate to hug me immediately after I get closer. "I miss you so much," she whispers and I chuckle.I rub her back gently, inhaling her fresh lavender perfume. She reminds me so much of our mum in every manner - her way of talking, her behavior, her reactions to situations, and even her voice.Maybe that is why I respect her so much and seek her comfort in any situation - I see her as my mother even though she is younger than me. "I miss you too, Emily."I sit across from her after she has released me from the hug. It feels like ages since we last had a moment to ourselves, and despite the exhaustion weighing on me, I feel lighter just being h
CHAPTER 14: FAINTED RACHEL'S POVThe moment I wake up, I know something is wrong.My whole body feels unbearably heavy, my head throbs like a hammer pounding against my skull - probably because I could not get a good sleep for some time, and my skin burns with heat. I struggle to sit up, only to realize that even breathing feels like a chore. A groan slips past my lips as I force myself out of bed, my legs wobbling beneath me like jelly. "I need to get to work. I have no place to place an excuse." I whisper.I drag myself to the bathroom, gripping the sink for support. My reflection in the mirror is ghastly—pale face, tired eyes, sweat lining my forehead. I shouldn’t be moving, but I have no choice. I have work to do.By the time I get downstairs, I am lightheaded, my vision blurring at the edges. The chef pauses what he’s doing and looks at me with concern. “Madam, are you alright?”I force a small smile. “I’m fine. Good morning.”“Good morning to you too. But you don’t look fine.
CHAPTER 15: A FRAGILE RETURNRACHEL'S POVThe moment I hear the doctor say I’m officially discharged, a part of me feels relieved, but the other part? It scoffs. Rest? As if. The doctor emphasizes that I need to avoid any form of stress and stay away from work for at least a week. That won't happen in any way.I force a polite smile and thank him, but deep down, I know there’s no escaping the chaos that’s already brewing around me. No one would even believe I need rest. Not Noah. Not anyone in that house or at work if I want to get paid by the end of the month.After finishing the formalities at the hospital — the bills had already been taken care of as I was told — I step outside, the crisp air brushing against my skin as I make my way to the car waiting to take me home. Home. The word feels foreign. It doesn’t hold warmth or comfort—only uncertainty.When I arrive, the scent of freshly baked bread and spices fills the air. The Chef is busy exploring his options again. As I step ins
CHAPTER 49:DO YOU LOVE HIM? RACHEL'S POV.The café is warm, and the scent of freshly brewed coffee fills the air, but it does nothing to comfort me. My fingers tremble as I stir my drink, watching the milk swirl into the dark liquid before fading into a murky brown. My chest feels tight, my throat raw from holding back the sobs that threaten to break free. Emily sits across from me, her eyes soft with concern, waiting patiently for me to finish speaking. “I just... I just don’t know, Emily,” I murmur, my voice barely above a whisper. I wipe my tear-stained cheek. My fingers tighten around the warm cup as I blink rapidly, trying to stop more tears from slipping down my cheeks. “I couldn’t just ignore the call. Dorcas sounded so desperate. I was afraid that she was going to get hurt because of the screams. Elvis was wrecking things... I—I had to go. I had to help him. Am I at fault?"Emily sighs, reaching across the table to take my hand. Her grip is gentle but firm. “Rachel, list
CHAPTER 48: BACK TO SQUARE ONE.RACHEL'S POV.My eyes snap open immediately after my phone's alarm rang. I am not sure if I have properly gotten enough sleep, but my eyes are heavy, and so is my heart. I remain in the same position that I slept in - chest up and hands below my tummy, almost like the position of a dead one. "I don't want to move," I whisper to myself as I try to hold back a tear that is threatening to fall off my eyes. Is this probably the storm that Diva mentioned that I was going to face when reading my card? So, it wasn't fake after all.I push myself from the bed and head to the bathroom to shower. While brushing my teeth, I flashback to yesterday's event.I was still speaking with my colleagues when my phone's brightened screen caught my attention so I had to pay attention to it. I clutched my phone tightly as I stared at the message on the screen. It was an unknown number, crying for help with Elvis's name attached to it—it was enough to make my entire body te
CHAPTER 47: BIRTHDAY DISASTER (2)NOAH'S POVI slam the door shut behind me, my breath ragged as fury claws at my chest. The house is silent, but I do not mind it; I am used to that kind of life. I can’t even think straight. My mind is a hurricane, spinning out of control, each gust of anger fueled by the images of Rachel that had been sent to me.Marco looks up, startled. So he knows about the birthday party. He probably wasn’t expecting me home so early. Neither was I. Today was supposed to be my birthday. A day I never really cared about, but somehow, I let myself believe—for a brief moment—that it could be different. That maybe, just maybe, I could enjoy something normal. But I was a fool. “Sir? Why are you back this early?” Marco takes a cautious step forward.I ignore him, heading straight to the wine cabinet. My fingers tremble as I grab the first bottle of strong whiskey I can find. The cap clatters onto the marble countertop, forgotten as I pour myself a heavy drink. The a
CHAPTER 46: BIRTHDAY DISASTER (1)NOAH'S POV. Rachel walks toward me, carrying the birthday cake with both hands. The cheers died down instantly as they all expected my reaction. The flickering candlelight casts a soft glow on her face, and for a moment, everything else fades. She stops just in front of me, her voice gentle as she says, “Happy birthday, Mr. Noah.”It's been a while since I heard her call me that but I get why she did. I don’t respond right away. I just look at her, at the sincerity in her eyes. Then, with a slow breath, I close my eyes and make a wish—though I have no idea what to wish for. Maybe peace. Maybe clarity. Maybe something I’ll never have. I don't know. It never actually works. It's just a facade. When I open my eyes, I blow out the candles.The room erupts in cheers and applause. The sound is loud, yet strangely distant, like I’m underwater. I nod slightly, forcing a small smile, not because I’m comfortable with this, but because I recognize their
CHAPTER 45: SURPRISE BIRTHDAY FROM WIFEYNOAH'S POVI jolt awake, my entire body drenched in sweat, my breath ragged as I struggle to shake off the remnants of my nightmare. The darkness of my room offers no comfort, the dim glow of the bedside lamp casting long shadows on the walls. My heart pounds erratically as the echo of a child’s terrified screams still rings in my ears.I swallow hard, forcing myself to sit up. "Not again," I mumble helplessly as I try to gain control of my senses again. Leaning forward, I rest my head on my lap, my hands gripping the sheets as I try to calm down a bit. Even with the air conditioning humming in the background, the cool air does nothing to ease the clammy heat enveloping me. I stay in that position for a moment, trying to slow my breathing, but the weight in my chest refuses to dissipate.Eventually, I reach for the drawer beside my bed, pulling it open with shaking hands. That is my last option right now.My fingers close around a familiar
CHAPTER 44: PREPARATION.RACHEL'S POV "Wait, what?" I blink at Liam, utterly baffled. "Noah’s birthday is next week?"Liam smirks, leaning back against the counter like he’s just delivered the most important news of the century. "That’s right, Mrs. Sinclair. Your dear husband’s special day is right around the corner, and lucky for you, I’m here to spill the beans."I gape at him, feeling a mix of excitement and disbelief. "Why am I just hearing about this now?"Liam stretches lazily, his grin widening. "Because your husband is a cryptic, brooding man who doesn’t exactly throw confetti at the thought of birthdays. Why do you even think he is going to open his mouth and tell you about it?"I cross my arms, narrowing my eyes at him. Well, he is right. "And you’re telling me this now because…?" "What do you mean by that? Do you mean that you would have preferred if I kept it away from you?"I quickly shake my head, "No, not at all. I didn't mean that. I apologize if my words sound
CHAPTER 43: YOU ARE BLUSHING.RACHEL'S POVIt has been a week since I arrived at the house with Noah. Surprisingly, things have been going well between us. He hasn’t been as cold, and while he still keeps his distance, there’s a certain ease between us now that wasn’t there before. It feels...different.On this particular Saturday, I prepare to leave for an outing. I had promised Emily to come and see her when I came back from the event. As I make my way through the house, I ask Marco if he has seen Noah. Before leaving, I decide that it is best to let Noah know since I didn't speak about wanting to leave the house earlier this morning. "He's in the guest room with someone," Marco informs me. I pause, wondering if it’s even necessary to interrupt him just to inform him about my plans. Would he even care?But something inside me urges me to go, so I do. I find myself standing outside the guest room door. Taking a deep breath, I knock and push it open.As I step into the guest room,
CHAPTER 42: LET ME KISS YOU. RACHEL'S POV.I went to bed last night with mixed emotions, I couldn't even say anything. Noah didn't come to the bedroom last night. I have no idea where he has spent some nights sleeping in. My sleep wasn't that great because of the burden in my night.Waking up this morning is nothing but a pain in my neck. I feel like everything happened because of me. As I dress up, I wonder how my colleagues are going to react to me. Will they stop talking to me? A huge sigh escapes my lips as I weakly sit back on my bed. "Why is all this happening to me? Can I just go a week without feeling this much pressure?" I mumble. I really do not feel like making an appearance, but today is the last day, so I can't bail out now. I have no choice.I step out, and a little part of me is scared about what is likely to happen to me, the cold shoulders that I am going to receive, and other reactions.I get to the kitchen and I meet Beatrice speaking with the girls. They soon
CHAPTER 41: YOU ARE FIRED.RACHEL'S POV "What the hell are you even insinuating?" I shout at Sandra as I can not seem to control my anger anymore. "What?" she looks at me innocently as if she isn't the one brewing the storm. "I am just saying the truth." "Do you know you can get into trouble for saying all of these if you don't have any evidence to back it up?" Beatrice reminds her. "Why should I provide evidence when she can deny it all with her life and her family's? More like swearing. I believe in the active power of swearing so she should swear that she hasn't slept with the boss once. Let her do so."I am on the verge of crying as I watch Sandra continue to belittle my effort and insult me. She has never come for me in a full-blow proportion before. Of course, I knew she didn't like me from the start that I won the best hardworking staff with her going second, but still, she has always maintained her lane, and so have I.I can't even open my mouth to defend myself be