~ KATERINA~
After giving Lucas the divorce papers and resignation letter, I left his office and headed to my office which is located not that far from his. Lucas told me that he will send me the alimony money in my bank account since he knows my bank details. However, I told him there was no need for him to send me the money. He asked me if I was sure I didn't need the money and I told him I was sure about it. It's not that I didn't need the money or something. The reason why I turned it down was because I didn't want Lucas to think I was after his money. I know that was a trap for me because he thinks I agreed to marry him as Monalisa's substitute bride because he was rich. The truth is, I didn't care if Lucas was a billionaire when I agreed to the marriage. I accepted to marry him because I loved him. It was not because he's the C.E.O of Thompson Fashion company. It broke my heart to learn that Lucas thought I had a hidden agenda. It broke my heart into a million pieces. Monalisa is the reason why Lucas doubted me. She planted the seed of doubt in his mind and from the look of things, the roots had run so deep. I have been defending myself each time Monalisa accused me falsely to make me look bad in the eyes of Lucas. I didn't have the energy to defend myself anymore. I couldn't do it anymore. It was exhausting... Lucas should know better than anyone else that I would never do anything to harm him. However, he chose to believe Monalisa instead of believing me. Sometimes it's tiresome to be an anti-hero. Heaving a deep sigh, I pushed open the door of my office and walked inside. I looked around the office, my lips curving into a sad smile. I couldn't believe that I was saying goodbye to this place because it felt like my second home since I spent more time at work. God, I'll miss it so much. Taking a deep breath, I walked to the shelf and grabbed a cotton box then began to arrange in my belongings including my picture that was laying on the vintage table, the medals that I won in a fashion competition and important documents. A single teardrop rolled down my cheek when I was done packing my stuff in the cotton box. God, it was so much harder than I thought. I didn't know it was this difficult to say goodbye to a place that you considered like home. As much as it hurt so fucking bad, I think it was the best decision for my peace of mind. No one asked me to resign, I did it willingly because I know it was the right thing to do. I didn't want to feel awkward working at the same place with my ex-husband. I darted my eyes around one last time, the memories that I made in the office playing in my head. Heaving a deep sigh, I grabbed the cotton box and walked to the door, my legs feeling heavy. I never imagined that there would come a day when I would leave this company in such a way. I had big dreams for Thompson's Fashion company. The dream that I wanted to share with the rest of the world in fashion industry. However, I think all the dreams and plans that I had for the company would never come to life. It'll forever remain a dream. I hope the company will still flourish even in my absence. I wish Lucas all the best in his future plans with the company. He's a good leader because he always values his employees and he's always open to new ideas. That's why Thompson Company is among one of the biggest and successful fashion companies in the country. I know Lucas too well, I have spent a lifetime with him to know his potential. I know he can do it without me. I didn't feel bad for leaving the company. In fact, I'm grateful because Lucas gave me a chance to share my ideas with the rest of the fashion industry. Things might have not turned out great between us, however, I'll always be thankful for what Lucas has done for me. He has taught me many things which I didn't know in fashion industry. Somethings are not made to last forever and we have to admit it no matter how much it hurts. " Mrs Thompson?"Judith,the secretary, called me in surprise, staring at the box in my hands. I know she had a million questions buzzing in her mind. " A- Are you leaving the company?" She asked hesitantly, not sure if she had asked the right question or not . I know she was afraid to ask me the question because I was her boss. " Yes, I'm leaving." I nodded in confirmation, the corner of my lips curving into a sad smile. Judith was shocked when she heard my words. It seemed as though she had heard the most shocking news of the year. " What? Why?" She asked, not believing what she had just heard. I was quiet for a while then heaved a deep sigh. " It's due to personal reasons." I explained briefly since I didn't want to go into details. I watched as her face change subtly from shock, to realisation then to sadness. " I can't believe you're leaving the company, Mrs Thompson." She said sadly. I wanted to tell her that I was no longer Mrs Thompson but chose to remain quiet. " You have been the best boss to all of us. You always listened to us and provided a conducive environment for all the employees. I wasn't expecting this…you know." Her words were touching which made me feel emotional. I didn't have any idea that I had such an impact to employees. I thought that no one would feel my absence when I leave. I thought that…they wouldn't even notice I resigned. Hearing Judith's words made me feel some type of way which I couldn't explain. " It's going to be alright." I encouraged her because I didn't want to see her sad. " Thank you for being a good teammate. You've been the best secretary that I have ever worked with." She smiled broadly. " Will you come back?" She asked hopefully, " I don't think so." The little hope that she was holding onto slipped away when she heard my response. I didn't want to give her false hopes. I would rather tell her the truth than lie to her face to make her happy… _________ I released a deep breath which I had no idea I had been holding when I exited Thompson's building. I turned my head momentarily to give it one last glance. Even though I didn't want to admit it out loud, I'll miss working at the company because I had this unhealthy attachment to it. I'm only human, you know. Heaving a deep sigh, I turned around and walked to the parking lot where James was patiently waiting for me. He helped me put the box in the trunk then opened the car door for me. A black SUV pulled into the parking lot and parked next to us. I didn't give that much thought about the black SUV since I wasn't a part of the company anymore. 'Perhaps it's one of the company's investors.' I thought, turning around to get into the car since I had no reason to hang around. " Hello, dear sister." I froze in place when the familiar feminine voice cut through the air. Even though years had passed by, I still recognise that voice….~KATERINA~ Swallowing the lump down my throat, I turned around and came face to face with Monalisa, my stepsister. She had a triumphant smile on her face because she knew fucking well that she had already won like she always does. She always gets it her way and this time it was no different. My heart twisted inside my chest as though someone was squeezing it into a tiny ball and it was becoming hard for me to breathe. My lips curved into a smile because I didn't want to give her the satisfaction of defeat. " Hello dear sister, long time no see." I said, a big smile playing on my face. I shifted my eyes to the little boy besides Monalisa. The boy looked like a young version of Lucas when we were toddlers. He had crystal blue eyes and pitch black hair like Luca's, reminding me of how he used to look in the old days. The little boy looked at me innocently. When Lucas informed me that he had a child with Monalisa, I didn't believe him. I thought that he was looking for a way to an
~KATERINA~It was silent on the other end of the call for a second before the phone began to ring. I could feel my own uneven heartbeat in my ear. The phone rang once, twice, thrice then the person on the other end picked up. My breath caught in my throat when I heard scrambling of papers on the other side.“ Sweetie pea.” My throat tightened when I heard my dad's coaxing voice. Was he drunk or something? I couldn't remember when was the last time that he called me that. It was probably when I was five or six after mom's death.Tears burned in my eyes and my vision became blurry. What happened? Why was he warming up to me after being distant for years?I couldn't help it but question myself. My father became distant after my mother's death. Just like me, something broke inside him. It seemed as though my mother had gone with all the happiness. He lost himself in work as an escapism to the harsh reality. My stepmother and Monalisa took advantage of it and always made me look bad in my
KATERINA “ No no no,” I shook my head vigorously in denial, refusing to believe any single word that came out of her mouth.“ That can't be! That can't be.” I continued to shake my head in denial. I just talked to my Dad not long ago and he seemed happy when I informed him that I was coming back home.I walked past Anna and rushed into the mansion to search for my dad since what she was saying didn't make sense to me.“ Dad! Dad!” I screamed at the top of my lungs. I ran to the study room, my heart pounding wildly against my ribcage as though it would escape my lips the next minute.He must be in the study working because I recalled him telling me over the phone that he was working on important papers. I bursted inside the study, panting heavily but…I was met by deafening silence. His office was neatly arranged just like always but there was no trace of life. There was a mug on the vintage table and his jacket hung on the chair. I rushed to the study room’s bathroom to look for him
KATERINA The patient is having a heart attack, defibrillator in position. I heard the doctor say as their voices became a distant noise. I felt someone pull me away from my dad and this time, I didn't fight back as my body was drained of energy. “ No, no no,” I whispered, my voice barely a whisper as my vision blurred with tears. It felt as though time was moving in a slow motion as I watched the doctors charge the defibrillators and shocked my dad. The doctor stopped and turned at me, I was still being held captive by the nurses. I didn't need them to tell me what was going on because the look in their eyes said it all. And the flat heartbeat waves didn't do any good to hide the truth from me. “ Please try again,” I pleaded. I couldn't remember when was the last time I pleaded to someone to do something for me. This was different since it involved my dad. I would go to my knees if I had to. “ I’m sorry but…” The main doctor paused, then heaved a deep sigh, “ We have tried
~KATERINA~ “ My Dad is gone,” I choked out, painful for me to admit the damn truth because it hurt so fucking much. Without saying a word, Lucas walked to me and pulled me into a suffocating hug and sobs escaped my lips. I wanted to act strong. I wanted to pretend that I could stand the heavy storm but…it was easier thought than done. The wind was too strong swaying me side to side and the thunder struck me where it hurt the most, paralyzing my heart and soul. “ It hurts so much.” I confessed, hugging him back so tightly as if his warmth would give me the comfort that I was craving so badly. My manicured nails dug in his back but he didn't complain. “ I know. I know.” He said in a soft voice, patting my back gently to help me calm down but it seemed as if it didn't help that much because it still hurt. “ He didn't even give me a chance to say goodbye.” I said in between the sobs. Lucas continued to hug me as he patted my back, never letting go. He pulled back and held my
KATERINA My vision blurred as I stared at the mansion, the suitcase in my hand too heavy. “ I’m sorry, mother.” I choked out, my voice merely a whisper. My heart ached inside my chest and my throat was clogged with emotions. I never thought this day would come. The day that I would say goodbye to my home. The place that I once called home now belonged to someone else. Stephanie stood at the balcony, sipping the amber liquid in the glass while she stared down at me, a wicked smile playing at the corner of her lips. My jaw clenched and my grip on the suitcase handle tightened. I still couldn't believe that my dad had given the most important thing to that witch. I have been trying to wrap my head around why he did it but…I couldn't come up with a logical explanation. Why would he leave everything under Stephanie and Monalisa?The memories of the clip and the papers made my head throb. Heaving a deep sigh, I turned around and walked to the gate. My legs felt heavy with each step
~LUCAS~ Closing my eyes, I leaned back on the car chair’s headrest, an exhausted sigh escaping from my lips. I felt exhausted from the one week business trip that I had just come from. I asked my chauffeur to take me to Katerina's apartment when he came to pick me up at the airport because I was so worried about her. “ Lucas?” Katerina's voice echoed in my mind. I recalled how those brown hazel eyes widened and her mouth hung open for a second when she opened the door and found me standing at her doorstep. I couldn't blame her for the reaction that she gave because I understood where she was coming from. I know she never expected to be me. Not even in her wildest dreams. The truth is that, even though things didn't turn out great, deep down I cared about Katerina. When Mr Andrew called me and informed me about what happened with the will, my heart went out to her. I couldn't believe Mr Mackenzie would do such a thing to her daughter. I offered her a job because I heard she
KATERINA I was surrounded by darkness and I could hear the beeping of machines from afar. I knitted my eyebrows, wondering what was going on as I tried to fight the darkness that was haunting me.The pungent smell of disinfectants and medicines hit my nostrils and fear crawled in my heart. I remembered the last time I smelled this kind of scent, things didn't go too well. Slowly, I fluttered my eyelashes to get rid of the blurry vision. I creased my eyebrows when my eyes fully opened, trying to wrap my head around what was going on. I was expecting to wake up on my bed…“ You- you’re awake.” A woman's voice cut through the air and she walked to the side of the bed looking so concerned. I furrowed my eyes as I tried to remember how the hell I got in the hospital and who she was.Panic struck me when I recalled the gunshot and blood oozing from the wound. My hand found its way to my belly, my heart thumping wildly against my ribcage.“ My baby…” I whispered, my voice raspy. A sharp pai
LUCAS FOUR YEARS LATER Theme song - You're Mines Still, Yung Bleu ft Drake While searching through files in the study room, a picture dropped on the floor. I reached for it and my breath caught in my throat. It was a picture of a small girl and boy. The girl's brown hazel eyes shine brightly, her tongue stuck out of her mouth playfully.My lips curled up into a smile as I stared at the picture, forgetting what I was looking for. Katerina and I looked so happy and carefree. I recalled the day that the picture was taken as if it were yesterday. Those were the good old days that I craved for sometimes. What happened to us? How did we end up this way? The smile was no longer on our faces and those brown hazel eyes were nowhere to be seen. I stretched my trembling hand to touch Kate’s face on the picture as if doing so would help me feel the physical connection that I have been secretly craving for but she was beyond my reach. The picture was too cold, making a shiver run down my
KATERINA Paula’s face softened, “ You don't need to worry about the hospital bills.”I creased my eyebrows when I heard her words. How was I supposed not to worry about the hospital bills when I didn't have enough money to take care of it? I know the doctors said that I should avoid stress because it's not good for the babies but…I just couldn't help it. How was I supposed not to worry when there was every reason to worry about? “ I…” “ I’ll take care of the hospital bills. That is the least I can do for you after saving my life.” She cut me short before I could even finish my statement. I was quiet for a while when I heard Paula's word's. I didn't want her to think that I was taking advantage because I saved her life. I know it was a reckless thing to do but the truth is that I don't regret it. Even if it happened again, I would still do the same thing. “ Thank you, but I don't want you to think that I’m taking advantage of the situation because I helped you out. It's not your
~KATERINA~I heard the movement in the background but I didn't dare to turn my head to check what was happening. Too afraid for anyone to see the broken look in my eyes.Paula carried the plastic chair that she was sitting on and came to sit close to the bed. Her eyes were gentle on me and her face full of concern. She slowly took my hand in hers, and for the first time after days of feeling all alone and isolated. I felt warmth.“ I’m so sorry about my statement earlier. I didn't mean to harm you.” She said, giving my hand a gentle squeeze. I wanted to pull my hand away because she was strange to me and she was getting too close. However, I couldn't bring myself to do so. I wanted to feel more of her warmth and I let her hold my hand for a little longer.“ It's okay.” My voice came out as a whisper, emotions clogged in my throat. I didn't blame Paula for asking me about my family because she was innocent. I understand that she was worried that my family might be looking for me while
KATERINA I was surrounded by darkness and I could hear the beeping of machines from afar. I knitted my eyebrows, wondering what was going on as I tried to fight the darkness that was haunting me.The pungent smell of disinfectants and medicines hit my nostrils and fear crawled in my heart. I remembered the last time I smelled this kind of scent, things didn't go too well. Slowly, I fluttered my eyelashes to get rid of the blurry vision. I creased my eyebrows when my eyes fully opened, trying to wrap my head around what was going on. I was expecting to wake up on my bed…“ You- you’re awake.” A woman's voice cut through the air and she walked to the side of the bed looking so concerned. I furrowed my eyes as I tried to remember how the hell I got in the hospital and who she was.Panic struck me when I recalled the gunshot and blood oozing from the wound. My hand found its way to my belly, my heart thumping wildly against my ribcage.“ My baby…” I whispered, my voice raspy. A sharp pai
~LUCAS~ Closing my eyes, I leaned back on the car chair’s headrest, an exhausted sigh escaping from my lips. I felt exhausted from the one week business trip that I had just come from. I asked my chauffeur to take me to Katerina's apartment when he came to pick me up at the airport because I was so worried about her. “ Lucas?” Katerina's voice echoed in my mind. I recalled how those brown hazel eyes widened and her mouth hung open for a second when she opened the door and found me standing at her doorstep. I couldn't blame her for the reaction that she gave because I understood where she was coming from. I know she never expected to be me. Not even in her wildest dreams. The truth is that, even though things didn't turn out great, deep down I cared about Katerina. When Mr Andrew called me and informed me about what happened with the will, my heart went out to her. I couldn't believe Mr Mackenzie would do such a thing to her daughter. I offered her a job because I heard she
KATERINA My vision blurred as I stared at the mansion, the suitcase in my hand too heavy. “ I’m sorry, mother.” I choked out, my voice merely a whisper. My heart ached inside my chest and my throat was clogged with emotions. I never thought this day would come. The day that I would say goodbye to my home. The place that I once called home now belonged to someone else. Stephanie stood at the balcony, sipping the amber liquid in the glass while she stared down at me, a wicked smile playing at the corner of her lips. My jaw clenched and my grip on the suitcase handle tightened. I still couldn't believe that my dad had given the most important thing to that witch. I have been trying to wrap my head around why he did it but…I couldn't come up with a logical explanation. Why would he leave everything under Stephanie and Monalisa?The memories of the clip and the papers made my head throb. Heaving a deep sigh, I turned around and walked to the gate. My legs felt heavy with each step
~KATERINA~ “ My Dad is gone,” I choked out, painful for me to admit the damn truth because it hurt so fucking much. Without saying a word, Lucas walked to me and pulled me into a suffocating hug and sobs escaped my lips. I wanted to act strong. I wanted to pretend that I could stand the heavy storm but…it was easier thought than done. The wind was too strong swaying me side to side and the thunder struck me where it hurt the most, paralyzing my heart and soul. “ It hurts so much.” I confessed, hugging him back so tightly as if his warmth would give me the comfort that I was craving so badly. My manicured nails dug in his back but he didn't complain. “ I know. I know.” He said in a soft voice, patting my back gently to help me calm down but it seemed as if it didn't help that much because it still hurt. “ He didn't even give me a chance to say goodbye.” I said in between the sobs. Lucas continued to hug me as he patted my back, never letting go. He pulled back and held my
KATERINA The patient is having a heart attack, defibrillator in position. I heard the doctor say as their voices became a distant noise. I felt someone pull me away from my dad and this time, I didn't fight back as my body was drained of energy. “ No, no no,” I whispered, my voice barely a whisper as my vision blurred with tears. It felt as though time was moving in a slow motion as I watched the doctors charge the defibrillators and shocked my dad. The doctor stopped and turned at me, I was still being held captive by the nurses. I didn't need them to tell me what was going on because the look in their eyes said it all. And the flat heartbeat waves didn't do any good to hide the truth from me. “ Please try again,” I pleaded. I couldn't remember when was the last time I pleaded to someone to do something for me. This was different since it involved my dad. I would go to my knees if I had to. “ I’m sorry but…” The main doctor paused, then heaved a deep sigh, “ We have tried
KATERINA “ No no no,” I shook my head vigorously in denial, refusing to believe any single word that came out of her mouth.“ That can't be! That can't be.” I continued to shake my head in denial. I just talked to my Dad not long ago and he seemed happy when I informed him that I was coming back home.I walked past Anna and rushed into the mansion to search for my dad since what she was saying didn't make sense to me.“ Dad! Dad!” I screamed at the top of my lungs. I ran to the study room, my heart pounding wildly against my ribcage as though it would escape my lips the next minute.He must be in the study working because I recalled him telling me over the phone that he was working on important papers. I bursted inside the study, panting heavily but…I was met by deafening silence. His office was neatly arranged just like always but there was no trace of life. There was a mug on the vintage table and his jacket hung on the chair. I rushed to the study room’s bathroom to look for him