/-RAVEN-/
I paced my cell, convinced Declan was lying. Eric would never betray me like that. Never. Eric was the most incredible man I've ever met. He was noble and trustworthy. This kind of behaviour was beneath him.
Determined, I scribbled another letter, pouring my heart onto the page. Declan must have torn up the first letter out of spite and had his people draw up the fake wedding invitation. He could have convinced me with the Ampleton seal but any moron could forge that with the right tools.
"My dearest Eric,
I'm trapped, but my love for you remains unshaken. There are some nasty rumours—never mind about that. I'll escape, and we'll reunite soon.
Yours always,
Raven"
As I finished writing, Declan walked in with a smirk on his face. He eyed me then his eyes shifted to the letter. His expression changed but the annoying smirk stayed in place.
"Another love letter?" he teased. “Who knew you were such a romantic?"
I glared angrily at him. "Just take it." My eyes grew vicious as I added, “He better get this one."
Declan chuckled, snatching the letter. "I'll make sure Eric gets it."
He whistled in an unfamiliar tone as he walked off. Hours passed slowly and turned into days. Silence was my only response. With every passing second, my anxiety grew.
One evening, after scribbling meaningless symbols on the wall with a stone next to the other equally meaningless symbols I'd scribbled earlier, I pressed my ear against the wall and, using my super hearing, I heard the guards talking in a hushed tone. They were either planning my execution or sharing state secrets which might be useful when I escape.
"...the plan to infiltrate the castle through Eric Ampleton's wedding," a guard whispered.
“The Alpha is probably going to trade the prisoner…”
“Why would he? The fiance clearly has no interest in her anymore…”
My heart shattered. There's no way I could have misheard and there's no way they were trying to throw me off on purpose.
My fingers clutched my neck as I braced for support. Suddenly the cell felt like the walls were closing in around me. I felt like an ant about to be crushed underfoot. No. It couldn't be.
It had to be a misunderstanding. There is no way Eric could really be getting married. It felt like Declan could sense when I was at my lowest because he arrived at the cell at that moment.
As soon he opened the cell, I latched on to him. It triggered a sharp pain in my wrists as the chains were already at their limits, but I didn't care. I needed answers.
"Oh dear, Raven. What did I do now?" he asked.
“Eric! What did you say to him? Did you tell him I was dead? Answer me, dammit! What did you do?” I screamed at him.
“Eric? I did nothing to your little boyfriend, sweetheart. I gave him your letter and related his response to you,” he answered without flinching.
“No! No! I don't believe you! He wouldn't be getting married if you actually sent him my letters. He would be mobilizing troops to get me out of here!” I fired.
“Is that so?” His lips twitched. “Well if you doubt me, feel free to go and see for yourself.”
I froze, staggering backwards. “You're letting me go?”
An odd expression crossed his face and he burst into laughter the next minute, like he just heard the funniest joke ever.
“Little princess, I appreciate your optimism,” he closed the small distance between us. “Like hell, I'll go with you! Wouldn't it be an honour to introduce your mate to your first love?”
I wanted to shut him up instantly but I couldn't risk him changing his mind.
The ceremony was set to take place under the full moon, and it was open to all, so there were no restrictions for entrance.
However, he made sure I was properly disguised. This was my pack and the odds of everyone recognizing me was a ninety to ten in my favor but I wasn't even harbouring the thought of escape. Not yet at least.
I needed to know if the marriage rumor was true or not and from the look of things and the people present, it was likely true.
“Try anything funny and I will kill you!” He warned.
“I don't plan to. Not yet at least,” I rolled my eyes. It was an attempt to hide the nervousness I was feeling inside. The awful feeling of dread.
Declan put on his mask and led me into the hall. The familiar faces and the smell of home made me smile.
A smile that was wiped off as the ceremony began.
“Sit tight, princess. It's going to be a long night,” Declan whispered. Something about the way the happiness looming in the place made me sad.
It was like no one even noticed my absence.
My breath hitched when the priest called the bride and groom to the altar. I blinked rapidly, refusing to believe it for a second.
“That's your Eric? You lowered your standards for real. I expected someone more befitting,” Declan snorted but I didn't have the time to focus on his words.
My heart was tearing apart as I watched the man I dedicated my life to, gaze affectionately into the eyes of another woman. Like she was all that mattered to him. Angry tears brewed in my eyes as my fists clenched tightly to my sides.
It was like he was waiting for me to be gone so he could jump into the arms of another woman. He never even looked at me that way.
My chest constricted. I was fast running short of oxygen and I found myself clutching to my dress, fighting the urge to burst into tears.
“Just in case you need a shoulder to cry on, don't forget I'm here, princess,” Declan's taunting words made me feel a lot worse.
My heart shattered as I watched him take his vows and eventually, kiss her.
I wanted to leave but Declan wouldn't let me. He wanted me to see me break and it was working. He even insisted I followed him to present his gift to Eric.
“Eric Ampleton, a pleasure to finally meet you, although your bride was a little unexpected,” Declan said, presenting the gift box to Eric.
“Really?” Eric smiled, shooting his bride an affectionate gaze. My anger was boiling over, and it was taking more effort to keep it at bay. “And who might you be?”
My eyes shifted to the blonde. I wasn't even sure I'd seen her before, but here they were, acting like they'd known each other forever. Another jab of anger and jealousy went to my heart.
"I expected the one who's always by your side. Raven, is it?” Declan went on, ignoring his question.
I looked at Declan. What is he aiming at now?
“Oh, that. She was nothing. You don't really expect a royal blood like me to marry a common slave, do you? She was just a random guard my father assigned to me. Besides, who would want to spend their life with someone who is nothing but a trained machine, a cold ruthless person who kills for fun? Have you seen her skin? As rough as a man's, with scars that have no business being on a woman’s skin! She's gone anyways, it doesn't really matter,” Eric shrugged, and my heart stopped for a second.
How… How could he say something like that about me? Sure my skin wasn't perfect and soft like other normal girls but they were all gotten from fulfilling his father's wishes! From his father's brutal training!
Tears burned in my eyes. All the while I thought he loved me, this was what he really thought about me?
“Perhaps that wouldn't have been a problem if she had a man to protect her, not a child who couldn't face the world and needed a nanny to babysit him,” Declan said with a charming smile. “We tend to outgrow things, don't we?”
My tearful gaze, although hidden by the veil, turned to him. Did he just defend me?
“Quite a shame. I suppose she wouldn't be missing much,” Declan smiled. Eric's smile dropped. “What happened, Mr Ampleton? With a woman like Raven and your unique qualities, surely you didn't think that your absence would be profoundly felt, did you? Anyways, you two look lovely. Hopefully, you'll do the work this time.”
Eric's face went pale, and he looked like he was going to say something, but Declan backed him, taking my hand.
We left the ceremony, while I remained shaken, struggling to process everything. I was returned to my cell, left to wallow in misery.
Eric was really married. He took another woman to the altar and made her his bride. I tried to scream but the sound got caught in my throat.
I slumped against the wall, tears streaming down. How could he? How could he do this to me after everything we've been through together? Eric and I had grown together when his father took me in. He was my first love and my only and now—
Why did Declan have to be right? I cussed.
Ugly sobs racked my body emitting straight from my core. I struggled to hold it in but the pain was too much to bear. I'd never felt that way in my life and I didn't know how to handle it.
Just then, Declan walked in, fully changed. He stopped outside the bars and paused for a moment and then he entered the cell. I didn't want him anywhere close to me. I knew he wanted to gloat about how I'd been a gullible fool.
"Raven, sweetheart, you look..." He paused, chuckling. "Actually, you look terrible."
Without thinking, I launched myself at him, fists flying. "You did this!" I screamed. “You bastard!"
Declan caught my wrists and his body pressed against mine. The heat from his body scorched me.
“You're mine now, Raven,” he whispered. “Mine.”
His warm breath sent shivers down my spine. I felt my knees buckle and resistance left my bones.
No! I mustn't feel this. I can't! I convinced myself.
Not for him.
I spat in his face. Declan's eyes flashed. His eyes glowed and I could tell he wasn't expecting that.
I expected him to lose his head and hit me. It was the logical response to a spit to the face. But instead of anger, he smiled.
"You're so beautiful when you're furious."
My cheeks burned. Fuck no. I looked away hiding my face from him. Traitorous body.
"Well, well, well. Looks like the Ice Queen's thawing," he said, grinning.
My anger boiled over. He was the most infuriating man ever.
"You just love watching me suffer, don't you?" I spat angrily.
Declan's grin widened. "Hell ya," he admitted. "You're breathtaking when you're in pain."
My eyes blazed. "How can you be so cruel?"
Declan shrugged. It was like having the devil himself mock me. He was feeding off my pain yet somehow I couldn't help being insanely attracted to him. To the fucking devil!
"I'm just stating facts. You're hurt, Raven. Eric's betrayal cuts deep."
I flinched. "Don't say his name," I snarled. “Don't fucking say his name!"
Declan chuckled. The sound made my toes curl and it was all I could do to control my murderous rage rising within me.
"Ah, but it's the truth. He's moving on, and you're stuck here, with me."
His words sliced through me like a knife. It hurt more because it was true. As much as I wanted him to be a lying piece of shit, he was right. Eric was moving on without me and here I was, crying over him.
Declan's expression turned serious.
"Enough games, Raven. You have two options: surrender and become my slave, or..."
He paused and I could tell whatever he was about to say wasn't easy. His eyes gleamed as he said. "I'll be forced to kill you."
My heart skipped a beat. He had to be bluffing. Men like him would say just about anything to trick the vulnerable into signing off into a life of servitude.
As if reading my thoughts, he said, “To show you I'm dead-ass, there's someone I'd like to introduce you to."
Declan stepped aside and a big guy entered the cell. He looked like he ate steroids for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. He was bald except for a few wet strands of hair glued to his scalp. His eyes were empty, and there was no doubt I was looking into the eyes of a killer, but what made me uneasy was the heavy axe he carried with him. The damned thing looked like it weighed a planet.
Turning to Declan, I said, “I know I look terrible but you didn't have to bring your stylist over for a makeover.”
“Funny." He grinned. “Tiny Tim here is going to be your executioner if you refuse to be my slave. That axe would go through your neck like butter.”
I gulped. He wasn't kidding. I looked at Tiny Tim as he grinned at me. His eyes told me he couldn't wait to take my head off.
“So what's it going to be? Tim is on a schedule."
"You'll never own me," I hissed.
Declan raised an eyebrow. He wasn't expecting that. "Then it's death?"
I met his gaze. "I'd rather die than submit to you."
Declan's smile faltered. His eyes went dark. For a moment, he looked... shocked.
"Raven, don't be—"
"I mean it," I interrupted. "I'll never be your slave."
Declan's face hardened. "Fine. You've made your choice."
With that, he turned and walked away.
-RAVEN-As Eric Ampleton often warned, my pride would inevitably lead to my ruin. Declan wasn't someone to be trifled with. Behind all that charisma and pleasant smiles lurked a ruthless, cold-hearted man.And here I was, practically serving myself up on a silver platter. My gaze shifted to the towering man in front of me.If I wasn’t shackled, I could have easily taken him down with something as small as a penknife. Though, his axe seemed designed for someone far beyond average.“So…” I attempted to break the silence. “Do I get to deliver a solitary speech, or are you just going to lop off my head?”There was a brief flash of amusement in his eyes, though curiosity was more dominant.“It’s not too late to reconsider,” his rough voice exuded such overwhelming masculinity that I momentarily questioned my decision.He had promised a quick, painless end, but was it really worth it?Without warning, he lifted the axe, and I flinched. Dying hadn’t seemed all that terrifying until this very
/-Raven-/On arrival at the slave chambers, I was met with three other women. I was tempted to walk back outside and ask Tiny Tim if they were all Declan's slaves, but I remained rooted to the spot. The hostile gazes they cast at me were already a huge clue pointing to the fact that they didn't want me here. Good thing, because I didn't want to be here either."That's her?" The blonde in a silky white dress asked."Definitely. Lisa said she had full, messy red hair and calculating green eyes," the brunette responded like I wasn't in the same room with them. The one with dark hair walked to me."I'm Othelia, nice of you to join us," she introduced warmly. I made to take her hand but she retracted it. "I'm sorry, I got tired," she smiled and the others giggled. My eyes narrowed at them. I wasn't here to play their childish games. "What's your name?""Raven," the blonde responded on my behalf. "Haven't you heard of her? The dreaded wolf assassin. The one who men fear across kingdoms."
/-Raven-/I sat in the garden, staring at the dark starless skies. The moon was nowhere to be found. Just plain cold darkness, like my sad miserable life. All my life, I have been caged. Lived by the rules and did all I was told. I trained hard and sought Ampleton's approval in everything, and this is what I got.I shut my eyes, fighting the tears that were stinging my eyes. ‘Have you seen her skin? As rough as a man's!’ Eric's words replayed in my head. I lifted my arms and the palace lights flashed on it. He was right. There were scars all over it, but only one of them stood out. I could still remember that day like it was yesterday. Eight-year-old me, frightened to the bones as he ordered me to jump.Flashback“Please don't kill me… I didn't do it, I swear,” I sobbed, trembling like a leaf before the huge men before me. Their expressions were stern and cruel. Besides them stood the scowling woman, hands on her hips as she glared at me. “You little shit! Are you calling me a li
/-Raven-/“No! No! Let go of me you assholes! I'll fucking kill you!” I growled, struggling against them. Lisa knew how to play the cards. She knew a guard or two wouldn't be able to stop me so she brought five of them. We got outside the palace and they shoved me to the ground. A big mistake on their part. It would have been easier for them to do whatever they wanted if they had me in their grip. Now, they just fucked up. I stood slowly, clenching my fists as I took in all their movements. “What are you waiting for? Seize her!” Lisa yelled and they came closer. In one swift motion, I kicked the sand in their faces, momentarily blinding two of them. I lunged forward, elbowing one in the git and twisting another's arm behind his back.For a moment I felt a flash of satisfaction. I'd rather die than let those bastards strip me. “What are you morons doing? Hold her down!” Lisa yelled in panic as more guards scrambled to suppress me. “Don't go for her one at a time, you fools. Gr
/-Raven-/All I wanted to do was hit the bed and sleep away the pain, but Lisa was too eager to exercise her new rights. “Guess what, ladies? The Alpha has assigned us a new slave and you'd never guess who it is,” She grinned. Three pairs of eyes snapped to me. “No,” Othelia burst out. “No freaking way!” “Her?” Selene asked and Lisa broke into a grin. “Now, that is interesting,” Francesca drawled, crossing her arms. I walked past them, unwilling to engage them yet. The pain in my back needed urgent attention. I moved to my bed, or rather, Lisa's bed. “Where do you think you're going?” Lisa yanked me backwards by the arm. Pain shot through me. “If I'm not wrong, your ears were still working when Selene told you this was my bed. The Alpha didn't send any extras for you.” I peeled her hands off me, bending her fingers backwards so much that they hurt. The others stood, but I ignored them. “I had a really long day, Lisa and all I want to do now is sleep. Now, I don't want to cru
Chapter 10/-RAVEN-/“You're messing with me, aren't you? There are no cameras in this house!” I stated and his lips pulled into a smirk. My confidence faltered. How was it that every step I took, the man already had something prepared to counter it?“If you're so confident, carry on then,” he said and proceeded to walk away. “You have so many enemies that you need to put cameras up at every turn you take?” I huffed. “Just one,” he threw me a grin. “You know what they say about the fury of a woman, little bird.”He winked and disappeared behind the doors. ‘Arrogant piece of shit!’ I seethed inwardly. My eyes scanned around the place but there was no sign of a camera, but how could I be sure it wasn't hidden?The asshole was full of surprises.I walked to one of the guards outside the palace.“The mistresses are trapped in their room, and no one can seem to open the door,” I informed them, and they followed me.Unfortunately, it was an iron door, so no one could break it down. I co
/-DECLAN-/A few hours ago…“What are you doing here, Francesca?” My voice was foreign to my ears. My wolf was snarling in my mind, irritated by the choking mix of vanilla and milk. “I… I came to spend the night…” she mumbled shyly, a hint of blush rising on her cheeks as she avoided my eyes. “I also wanted to tell you something after…”While it was a wise choice to avoid my eyes, being in the same space with me was just as reckless. The full moon was going to be up in a few days and my wolf was already struggling for dominance. It was harder to keep him under control each second I was away from Raven. Something about the sweet intensity of her rose and patchouli scent kept him on a tether.Now, he was on the verge of driving me mad, which was inevitable, considering that the moon was just a few days away and this female didn't understand the concept of boundaries. She took sexy strides towards me but refrained from touching me. “I'm going to give you one last chance to leave, Fra
/-Declan-/“Alpha…”The words snapped me out of my thoughts. I turned to the servant and she bowed immediately. “I came to inform you that Lady Francesca just passed out,” she informed. “Why are you here instead of getting the doctors?” I asked and she blinked away the shock. “I… the doctors were already attending to her,” she stuttered. “Why are you here then?” An exhausted sigh fell off my lips. “I'm sorry… I'll just leave,” she gulped and scurried off. I turned back to the bright blue sky, listening to Rolfe’s low growl. All the while she was there, he had been growling. It seemed like his bloodlust picked up every time I came across someone. I hated the idea of shutting him out but I had no choice. There was a meeting coming up later tonight and I didn't want him snarling at everyone he came across. Attacking the elders was something I couldn't afford. My hands fell on my wrists. An image flashed in my mind. “...let me go, I'll kill you all! I'll kill all of you!” I growl
/-Raven-/“Oops! Trouble in paradise?” I snorted, watching the heated glares pass from Declan to me. “I just wanted to tell you that you're a shit caregiver. My arm feels like I lifted a building.”Declan gave me a look and I threw him a sweet smile. I knew what I was doing, of course, and I enjoyed every bit of it. “What happened to your arm?” Hannah's deviation spun me. I didn't peg her as someone who cared if I was trapped in a burning building. “Well… a chandelier came crashing on me,” I told her. “I see you didn't die. Quite fortunate,” she drawled, a sinister look crossing her eyes. “or maybe you did it so you could get in his bed.”My mouth went agape. What kind of psychopath did she perceive me to be? Why would I set myself up for death just to get attention?“I'm sorry, what?” I sat up properly.“You heard me. You could have completely left the way if it was indeed crashing but you just had to let it injure you, huh? Just so Declan would take care of you,” Hannah spat. I
/-Asiah-/“What news do you bring?” I asked.“He is Alpha Declan of the IronClaw pack, Your Highness. Breaking in is not an option for us,” Tarius, my commander said. “Lucky for, one of our own is already living amongst them. Not just anywhere, but in the palace.”That immediately caught my interest. “A dragon blood is within the walls of IronClaw?” I asked. “Yes, Your Highness. Although she is not a pure breed, she is one of us, nonetheless,” he answered. I frowned. “Hybrid?”“Yes.”My frown deepened further. “How do we know she is not working for them?”“After we discovered who he was, we sent spies into the pack at night to report everything to us. Information reaching us is that she stole the Luna Eclipse stone from Alpha Declan using the form of another,” he said. “I don't understand,” My impatience was overflowing with confusion. “Is she a shapeshifter? And how does this information benefit us?”“She is your majesty. It benefits us because she wants to be Luna and Raven's pr
/-Raven-/“What happened to you?” Declan asked. It was weird and almost adorable to see that he came to me immediately he felt something was wrong. I wasn't sure if he was aware of the mark yet but his presence here brought me some form of comfort. “A chandelier crashed next to me. I guess it was aiming to hit me, but I just missed. Tough luck,” I smirked but he frowned.“Does this look like a joke to you? Have you seen your arm?” The seriousness in his tone was new. This had to be the first time since I met him that he was serious about something involving me. He picked the arm carefully as if it were a gem and examined the bandaged wound as he sat next to me. “The doctor said the cut was very deep and could get infected very easily if not carefully treated. I understand you are wolfless, but can you not at least heal?” He asked. His voice held nothing of the mockery I was used to when someone talked about me not having a wolf. If anything, it was genuinely concerned and my stu
/-Raven-/“What if she's innocent?” I whispered to Francesca. “You're suggesting that the CCTV is lying?” She asked me with furrowed brows. Right, it didn't make sense when she put it like that. “I just have this nagging feeling that she is innocent. Did you see her eyes? I can boldly say that she had nothing to this,” I said. “You better not say it out loud before this people without evidence,” she whispered harshly. “let's leave it to the Elders and mind our business.” “I guess you're right,” I sighed. But if she was indeed innocent, it would be really sad. “What do you think they will do to her now?” “She is still denying it so they will probably torture the truth out of her. Either way, the truth will come out , whether she likes it or not,” Francesca shrugged.“Can we go back to the library now?” She asked. It was surprising how casual and unbothered she was about Othelia's arrest. They had been staying together long before I came here and even if they didn't like each oth
/-RAVEN-/Declan was furious. Furious enough to keep everyone under the heavy rain. The courtyard wasn't exactly large and the palace had a lot of workers. Luckily, Francesca and I managed to squeeze ourselves under the roof. “I am only going to ask this once and after that, there will be no form of mercy. If you have the royal emblem and the Luna's eclipse stone, kindly surrender them now,” Declan's voice cut through the rain. So this thief didn't just take the emblem but the eclipse stone as well? Whoever ever did it either had a death wish or was just plain stupid. For the next five minutes, no one said a word or even admitted to knowing who took it, which wasn't surprising. The men who stood beside Declan, who I suspected were the Elders, studied everyone present. They wanted to pick out the slightest shift in expression and body language from anyone. My gaze shifted to Hannah and Lisa who happened to be talking in hushed tones, glancing at me. “What are those two up to now
/-Raven-/“Hey.” I looked up in surprise. “Mind if I join you?” She asked.“I don't own the chair,” I answered. Francesca smiled, taking a seat beside me. It was weird for her to suddenly talk to me, but again, she was only mistress who didn't go out of her way to make my life miserable. She was rude to me a few times, but she has mostly minded her business. “Are you still planning ways to escape?” She asked me and my lips curled.“Why would you assume that?” “You were sitting out here, lost in thoughts for several minutes. It's a clear sign you're up to no good,” Francesca answered with a small smile. “Subtle way of saying that you've been stalking me,” I noted. “I wouldn't call it stalking. I was just passing by and saw you. Thought you could use some company,” she said. “How remarkably generous,” my voice dripped with heavy sarcasm. “Cut the chase, what do you want?” “Nothing,” she answered. “I just told you the truth.” I nodded, deciding to let it slide. “You know I adm
/-LISA-/“You never told me he was going to find Hannah,” I scolded Tim. “Because I had no idea, my love. I was just as surprised as you are when he suddenly returned home with her. We have been searching for years now and never got any positive results,” Tim said, reaching for my shoulder. I shoved his hand away. “So, just a few days with Raven, and he already found Hannah? It doesn't make any sense, Tim!” I could barely control the anger in my voice. All these years, I had managed to convince myself that she was dead in a ditch somewhere or at least, married with children. I didn't think she had any reason to want Declan after her family was killed before her. It gave me hope. I was almost convinced I was heading somewhere with Declan before that little witch showed up with her disgusting attitude. Now, Hannah was here as well. How was I supposed to deal with all this now? Especially when Hannah has always been my best friend.Tim wrapped his hands around me and I felt utterly
/-DECLAN-/“You locked me away for days!” I growled. “Shut me out completely and leave me in the dark!”“I understand you're angry, but I'm certain with the news I have, that will barely be a problem to you,” he said, but I wasn't buying it. I was very furious with him and I was going to shut him out as well. Completely.Rolfe growled as soon as he realised my intentions. “Now is not the time to be angry, Declan. I found Hannah!” That immediately caught my attention. “What do you mean by you found Hannah?” I asked, perplexed.“She's right here in the palace with us,” Rolfe said. “I brought her home.” I wasn't going to believe him until I saw it myself. “She's in the slave quarters,” he informed me. I wanted to go see her, but at the same time, I didn't. I wasn't sure she would want to speak with me ever again after what happened to her. I didn't even know how Rolfe convinced her to come here. “I have everything under control, Declan. You only need to talk to her,” Rolfe assured
/-Raven-/Returning to the IronClaw pack gave me chills. I still couldn't believe I had been stupid enough to take Rolfe at his word. Why exactly did I think he would just let me go?He wasn't any different from Declan, but he was the worst version. Hannah took a deep sniff of the air, and a sceptical expression settled on her face. “It's been so long since I last stepped foot here,” she breathed. “I didn't think I would ever come back.” “Neither did I,” Rolfe said beside her. “But I'm glad you did. It hasn't been the same without you.” “Me? A mere servant?” Hannah chuckled in disbelief. “Oh please. I bet no one even noticed my absence and half the staff don't even know my name.” Time approached us immediately with some guards. Surprise touched his features the minute he saw her. “You found her!” He exclaimed and Rolfe smiled. “More like she found me.” “I didn't find you. You came looking and somehow found me!” I couldn't help but notice that her tone was a little defensive.