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Feelings

Author: Raphael
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/-Raven-/

The faint flicker of Declan’s eyelids was the first sign of life I’d seen in days. His lashes fluttered before those misty silver eyes cracked open, bleary but warm.

If you didn't know better, you'd think he was blind, and it was so freaking gorgeous.

Relief surged through me, making my chest ache. But relief quickly gave way to fury.

"You idiot!" I snapped before I could stop myself, leaning over his bed. I didn't care if he was Alpha or not. "Do you have any idea how much you scared us? We even had to go as far as seeking a sorcerer for you!"

Declan’s lips curved into a faint, lopsided smile. “Us?” he murmured, his voice scratchy but teasing. “Or are you speaking for yourself, Raven?”

I froze, my cheeks burning as I struggled for a retort. Even when he was still weak and just barely recovered, he still had the energy to tease me.

“Everyone,” I said stiffly, crossing my arms over my chest. “Don’t flatter yourself.”

Yet, I felt so warm inside. I didn't know how much I mis
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