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Dear Alpha. I'm Not Your Mate Silverstoner
Maya’s pov“What?” I asked in disbelief. How could I be his mate? It must be some kind of a mistake. Vince’s eyes returned to the normal piercing blue colour, and his muscles relaxed, indicating his wolf was no longer trying to take over. But I now wanted to know why he said that. Nancy, the beta’s mate, looked at Mark and then at Vince. My gaze was fixated on the big, tatted Alpha, who was now scratching his head. He cleared his throat. We were all waiting for his explanation. “You are my mate, and my wolf wanted to declare his claim on you,” he said. I grimaced and then shook my head. “I am sorry, Alpha Vince. I am pretty sure that is a mistake. I can’t be your mate.”“Why not?” Nancy asked. I sighed. Talking about my personal life wasn’t something I wanted to do, especially since it was such a massive flop. Nonetheless, I swallowed my pride and spoke up. “I was rejected that night. I don’t think fate would pair me with another Alpha within the same week. I mean, I haven’t even
Last Updated : 2025-01-03Dear Alpha. I'm Not Your Mate Alpha's Quarters
Maya’s povEven after Vince told me that I was staying on the third floor of the pack house, I didn’t believe that they would let me stay in the alpha’s quarters. I kept thinking that perhaps the alpha’s quarters were located elsewhere in the Silverstone pack.When they led me to my new room in the pack house, I was shocked. When compared to the place I slept in Moonshine, the room was luxurious. Well, any place would be so many times better than that, but this was the kind of place I could have only imagined. The large, comfortable bed, a vanity table with several tubs and tubes resting on it, and a massive walk-in closet filled with clothes of various designs. What really caught my eye was the large balcony that allowed the sun’s rays to illuminate the spacious room. I hesitated at the entrance, unsure of what to do. What if it was a joke? I didn’t want to get excited over something that wasn’t meant for me. I mean, it could be Nancy’s room…“Aren’t you going to enter?” Nancy asked
Last Updated : 2025-01-05Dear Alpha. I'm Not Your Mate A lunatic that needs to get laid
Vince’s pov After seeing how she reacted to my presence in the hospital, I had vowed to myself that I wouldn’t do anything to scare her anymore. She had experienced more than a fair share of fear in her seventeen years on this earth. Even if I had to wait for a lifetime, I would patiently wait for her until she was ready for me.The reason I knocked on her door was to see if she would be fine to speak with me while we were alone. Ever since I saw her panic, I made sure that at least one female was in the room with her whenever I visited. When she opened the door, the wind got knocked out of my lungs. She was just so beautiful in the figure-hugging cocktail dress. My wolf grunted, agreeing with me. I sucked a breath in, allowing her fragrance to tease my senses. Yet, I knew I couldn’t let my wolf, nor my desire, dictate my actions. She was not ready for me yet.All I wanted to do was declare to the entire world that she was mine and mine alone. I wanted to take her by hand and introdu
Last Updated : 2025-01-06Dear Alpha. I'm Not Your Mate Oath
Vince’s povHaving something with her scent on it put my heart at ease. It didn’t quite fulfil my desire for her, but that was okay. I knew I could wait. I wasn’t really sleepy when I retreated to my room, regardless of what I told Mark. I just wanted to spend some time enjoying her scent before I went to bed. I lay wide awake on the bed. It wasn’t until a notification on my phone alerted me of a message that I realised that I had spent quite some time all by myself in my room. My lips twitched. It had gotten pretty late already, and I still couldn’t sleep. If only I could talk to her once more…Perhaps I should buy her a phone.A smile curled on my lips. Yeah. A phone would be nice. ***My eyes almost bulged out of their sockets when I saw her the next morning. She was wearing a pair of black tracksuit pants with pink lines on the sides and a matching workout top. The thing was, the top was sleeveless and highlighted every inch of her beautiful curves. At least it had a high neck a
Last Updated : 2025-01-07Dear Alpha. I'm Not Your Mate Goals?
Maya’s povHow in the world could he be so smoking hot? It must be illegal to be that good-looking. I stole a glance in his direction as he entered the closet and closed the door behind him. As soon as the door closed, I snapped. What was I doing? He was the freaking Alpha, and I was a mere omega. Having illicit thoughts about him could land me in a tonne of trouble. I forced myself to focus on the work I was supposed to do. The Alpha’s quarters were pretty well-kept. There wasn’t any dust on the furniture, so wiping them down wasn’t much work. I hoped to get my work done as soon as possible and get the hell out of there. But no matter how much I hurried, I knew I wouldn’t be able to clean the entire suit before he got out of the closet. My fingers tightened around the broom’s handle when I heard the closet door open. I didn’t peer over my shoulder, fearing I would do or say something inappropriate. He was my Alpha and my saviour. I should respect him.“Have you had your breakfast
Last Updated : 2025-01-08Dear Alpha. I'm Not Your Mate Strong
Maya’s pov“Harder! Is that all you have got? I don’t feel anything!” Nancy was screaming at me as I punched the boxing pads she held. We were both drenched in sweat, and I was already doing my best, but that didn’t seem to satisfy this lady. I gritted my teeth, summoning all the strength I could muster. My muscles were sore from all the pushups and lunges. What was she expecting from me?“Come on! I know you can do better than that. Why are you holding yourself back? Punch me like you mean it! Who do you hate the most? Huh? Who do you want to punch in the throat? Maybe he is coming back to get you. Those punches will feel like a soft caress, and he will get you, Maya.”Who I hated the most? Well, it was Nathan. Three months have passed since my last encounter with him in Moonshine. I would like to say that I had let go of that horrible experience, but my blood boiled at the recollection of that pervert. There was no way I would allow him to touch me ever again. Even death would be
Last Updated : 2025-01-09Dear Alpha. I'm Not Your Mate Crush
Maya’s povMark tried to hold him back, but Vince was way stronger than him. He pushed him away and barged inside. Even though my wolf hadn’t woken up yet, I could clearly tell that his wolf was more in control of his body at that moment. “Alpha! Stop!” I thought I heard Nancy screaming. I wasn’t sure of what was going on. The environment was too chaotic. With my heart pounding in my chest, I backed away until my back pressed against the wall. I was at my wits end when he lunged right at me. He suddenly stopped in his tracks just a short distance away from me and stared at me with a funny look in his eyes. It appeared as though he was in conflict with his wolf. I didn’t quite understand what was happening, but I knew it was a rather dangerous situation. The only one who could tame an alpha was his mate, and unfortunately, our alpha hadn’t found her yet. Four warriors suddenly rushed into the room, probably on Mark’s command. Apparently, Alpha Vince wasn’t in a condition to give ou
Last Updated : 2025-01-10Dear Alpha. I'm Not Your Mate Crushing Hard
Maya’s pov“Hey, we are here,” Nancy announced, pushing the door as she walked into the study. Wishing I had an opportunity to know more about this girl called Rachel, I followed her in. Vince and his beta were sitting in front of the laptop. A map was spread out on the table with markers placed here and there. Mark did this weird raising his eyebrow thing to acknowledge my presence while Vince pretended to be interested in whatever was on the screen. “Alpha, beta,” I said to greet them.“I wish you wouldn’t call me that,” Mark mumbled. My lips curled in amusement. I just shrugged my shoulders and didn’t respond. He and Alpha had insinuated several times over the past three months that I call them by their first names. However, I didn’t see that as fit. “Have you had your dinner?” beta Mark asked me. From my peripheral vision, I noticed that Vince glanced my way over the top of the laptop. I ignored it. Perhaps he was still embarrassed by what happened earlier.“Yes,” I said. “It w
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Dear Alpha. I'm Not Your Mate Treason
Vince’s povHe didn’t concede, and I sent a mind link to my beta and all the generals that he was removed from power until further notice. Was it easy? Absolutely not. I hated having to send that mind link. But would I do it again for my mate’s sake? Abso-fuckin-lutely yes! It was the right thing to do. He shouldn’t have harmed my mate and the pack’s luna.He protested when he realised that he was no longer allowed in the office, but it had to be done. I could no longer trust him. He would thwart any attempts to find out where my mate was as long as he was able to collaborate closely with the warriors. Pay attention to him. Until we have concrete evidence, we cannot put him in jail. Until I discover evidence against him, he will continue to be treated and respected as the former alpha, but keep an eye on him. I want to see who he contacts, where he goes… everything,” I told my beta as we watched him leave the pack house. “I sure will, Alpha. Do you think he might do something to Jer
Dear Alpha. I'm Not Your Mate Captured
Maya’s povAs soon as I opened my eyes, I jerked up. Unfortunately, I was chained to a bed. The chains weren’t silver. That was a relief. I guess Eric didn’t want to torture me. Not yet, at least. It was a wonder why he kept me alive this whole time. Well, it was time to escape before he returned. While tugging at the chains that confined me, I surveyed the niche. There weren’t any windows, and the only door seemed to be locked from outside. I didn’t expect him to leave it unlocked even if I was chained up. He wasn’t reckless. My escape would mean the end for him. The absence of windows made escape difficult. It was one thing to break the chains, but I had to come up with a plan to get out of the confinement.Eleanor stirred in my mind. My heart fluttered with excitement. When I lost her after being shot in the woods, I was so worried. “Eleanor!” My excitement was evident as I called out for her. I was so glad that whatever he injected me with didn’t put my wolf to sleep forever. “G
Dear Alpha. I'm Not Your Mate Where Is She?
Vince’s povI slowly opened my eyes. I had to wince a few times before I got used to the light as it filtered through my eyelashes. It did not take me long to realise that I was on a hospital bed with an IV. My forehead wrinkled. Oh, yeah… the arrow. It must have caused a lot of trouble. I looked around, hoping to catch a glimpse of my mate. She wasn’t there. What bothered me was that I wasn’t able to detect a whiff of her scent either. Although my wolf didn’t say a word, I could tell that he was disturbed about her absence. There wasn’t even a tiny hint of her aura in the blocked room. It was almost as though she never stepped inside it. I sighed. I wanted to believe that she was held back at the pack house because of the duties. With me in the hospital, all responsibilities would fall on her shoulders. The door of the hospital bed opened, and my beta walked in. His lips stretched into a broad smile as soon as he saw me. “Alpha! You are awake!” I smiled at him. “Hey, good to see
Dear Alpha. I'm Not Your Mate Want Her
Chad’s povA white wolf... She was a white wolf. I couldn’t believe I rejected a white wolf. Who would have thought that her wolf, of all wolves, would be white? Ever since I found out that she was one, I regretted my rejection. Alana was fine. She lacked experience in the office but was spectacular in bed. I didn’t mind having her. But a white wolf? Being mated to one was a dream. White wolves were the most special since they were so rare. I heard that the royals were all white, but we only heard stories about them. By the time I started to walk, they were all killed. Few white wolves still lived in the north, but they didn’t have special powers like the royals. Either way, white wolves were considered special. Some elders claim that they are the descendants of the Royal family.And to think that I rejected one…My fingers clenched around the steering wheel as I sped down the deserted road. The headlight of my car illuminated the lonely woods. I was well outside my pack’s territory
Dear Alpha. I'm Not Your Mate Why...
Maya’s povI knew I couldn’t trust him. But I didn’t have a good reason to push him out of my life. Especially when my mate was happy about him making an effort. Unfortunately, my mate was too blinded by his respect and love for his father to see what I saw. The best I could do was keep my guard high. I didn’t expect him to find the one behind the arrow. Why would he do that? I bet he was the one who aimed that deadly spear at me. We continued with our daily routines. Early morning workouts, training, and then work in the office. Eric joined us every day. During every training session, he was there, helping my mate and his beta. It irked me at first. Being surrounded by his aura was unnerving, perhaps because I didn’t trust him. I hid my resentment for the sake of my mate. After all, his father’s advice seemed to help my beloved. Eric’s years of experience would benefit our pack. That was another reason I kept silent as long as he was helping out.As the days passed by, I started to
Dear Alpha. I'm Not Your Mate Arrow
Maya’s povMy eyes widened and my heart picked up its pace. I didn’t realise what I was doing when I raised my hand. It was just a reflex. To my utter surprise, the arrow stopped and dropped at my feet. Shocked, I stared at it for a while. It took some time to register what had happened. “What? An arrow! Guards! Scour the area! Find out who did this!” Vince snarled, shielding me with his body. My gaze was still fixated on the fallen arrow, wondering what just happened. “Did we just stop it?” I asked my wolf. “We did, didn’t we?”My lips pursed together. I was glad that I was faster than Vince. Had I been late even a split second, he would have shielded me with his body, hurting himself. Vince turned towards me, grabbing my hand “Are you okay? You stopped it with your hand! Did it hurt?” he asked.I shook my head, still finding it hard to wrap my head around what just happened. Perhaps from their perspective it appeared as though I deflected the arrow with my bare hand, but the tru
Dear Alpha. I'm Not Your Mate Duel
Maya’s povI never thought I’d see a day that I look forward to kicking someone’s ass, but here I was, warming up for the duel against Rachel. I didn’t want to delay it any further. All I wanted was to get over with it. I knew that she wanted to fight to death, but that didn’t scare me. I was determined to make her regret her words. Although I knew she had a good chance at beating me, I wasn’t going to back down. If I lost to her, it would mean that I really didn’t deserve to be his luna. “Shut up. We will not lose,” Eleanor growled in my mind after a long silence. My thoughts must have bothered her.“Can you stop undermining us? I just know we can destroy this little bitch,” she said. I pursed my lips together. “Destroying her isn’t what I have in mind.”“You want to kick her ass and let her be? But she wants to kill you, girl.”A frown wrinkled my forehead. “Yeah, she said that. Will she really go through with that?” “Well, she sounded like she meant it. I am not ready to die yet
Dear Alpha. I'm Not Your Mate Ceremony
Maya’s povI thought life would be perfect after mating and marking Vince. Especially when the pack members accepted me as their luna without any hesitation, despite the old alpha’s disapproval of me. I learnt how to dismiss his judgemental gazes and unfriendly demeanour. I was determined to win his approval and eventually be loved by him. After all, he was my father-in-law, and his approval meant a lot to me. There were times Vince deflected the topic when I talked about doing things he liked, probably because he knew he disliked me. But wouldn’t he at least try to accept me as his son’s mate? Destiny had put us together, after all. I kept my hopes high, hoping to get some sign of approval before the official luna ceremony, but to my disappointment, I got none. The day of the luna ceremony came. Invitees from all around the werewolf community started to arrive at Silverstone pack. Mark and Nancy took charge of everything from preparing the open ground for the ceremony to escorting t
Dear Alpha. I'm Not Your Mate Rogue's Determination
Maya’s povIt wasn’t the first time I walked down the dimly lit dungeon corridors, but this time, a sense of responsibility towards my pack filled my heart. Though not officially announced, the pack members seemed to have accepted me as their luna. The guards, prison workers and the omegas we encountered on our way to the cells bowed their head as a gesture of respect when they saw me. At first I thought they were showing respect to their alpha as Vince was with me the whole time, but even after he walked past them, they showed respect to me. It was overwhelming. However, when we reached where Nancy and Mark were interrogating a rogue they captured from the battle field, my focus turned towards him. He was chained with silver - probably to weaken his wolf so he wouldn’t shift and fight against the guards out of the blue. Regardless, the determination on his face didn’t waver. Our gazes met and his lips curled in a sneer. I raised a brow. He didn’t have a reason to sneer at me. Or per
