Engel
My father's death anniversary was supposed to be a small family gathering, only for close relatives; Mother had done preparations for it, as I only had to sign the papers they brought regarding the bill. I was already at the family house as I expected Lindsay to be here very soon. "Brother, I have got news for you," Lazarus stuck his head out into Father's old office. While I was busy looking into his old things, I was having this place cleared out since I had agreed with my mother to move back in. I am still yet to let Lindsay know; I am sure she wouldn’t mind us moving in either, as she most likely would like the idea. "What is it?" I said in a bored tone, as I already knew it was most likely another of his sex escapades with a new woman he had become obsessed with. Lazarus ignored my tone as he went further to speak up, "Rhea Harper is back, you know, your ex-girlfriend, who would’ve been your wife." I paused as I heard him describe her; I didn’t like it one bit, but I wasn’t the type to be in a haste to anger. "Never say that in front of Lindsay," I warned firmly, my tone sharp and serious. "I saw her already at the hotel, is there anything wrong?" "Ah… I see Conrad hasn’t told you yet," Lazarus began as he took my warning to tread carefully. "Told me what?" I showed interest since Conrad's name was now involved. "Rhea holds a share in father’s company, a whopping twenty-six percent," Lazarus stated. I was astounded and utterly confused, as this was something I wasn’t aware of. "What do you mean, 26%?" "Exactly what you heard," Lazarus nodded, which didn’t quite give an answer to the question being asked. "Mr. White holds 15%, the Andersons hold 10%, your father has 13%, the whole of the Gunthers combined hold 56%, and then there are the others who share the remaining 6 percent," I broke down everything as I understood. I haven’t been focusing on that side of the business for now, but as I will be switching things with Conrad, I might need to be more inclined to what is going on over there. "I think Conrad will explain better when he sees you," Lazarus deviated as he chose to maintain his silence as though that would be of any help; a stranger is currently a part of the company. Am I just going to sit still and watch? There was a knock on the door before Martha, my old nanny, entered to tell me, "Your wife is around," she told me as I had instructed her to be on the lookout for when Lindsay would come. I wasted no time as I rushed to go see, only to see she was occupied in speaking with my mother; it didn’t look good as I already could tell the topic for discussion. It has to be about Lindsay's pregnancy again. As I approached them, Mother had simply walked away from Lindsay before I could get there. Lindsay looked me in the eye, and then she smiled before moving away too before I could say anything to her. ||||||||||||||♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪|||||||||||| Though it bothered me, it didn’t quite seem like anything was wrong until Mother pulled me away for a chat away from the guest. "Find yourself a new wife," Mother suggested, no premise, just straight to the point. I was annoyed by this as it was an insult to my face. "I already have one." "Lindsay is not good enough, dear; two years and she is yet to give birth." "Not this again, she is a woman just like you besides I am not in a hurry, there is time for everything remember , when it is the right time, Lindsay will conceive. This constant reminder is not good and needs to stop," I stated firmly; this was no time to say things calmly, as it has gone on for far too long. "Getting a new wife isn’t a bad idea, son; think about it. I know that you will, son," Mother said as she was bent on dying on that hill. I didn’t say anything as she coaxed me to at least give it a thought; still, no words came out of my mouth; it was just going to be as it was. "I already made arrangements for this; her family is around. Would you like to meet with them?" "I have a wife; I suggest that this topic is never brought up again," I said to her. Though our conversation was quickly cut short as I walked away from her, it had lingered in my mind. On our way home, Lindsay had been quiet throughout the drive. I tried reaching for her hand; she flinched but didn't take her hand away. She was uncomfortable, so I did her the favor. "You look tired; is anything weighing you down?" I asked, wanting to start up a conversation to drain out the silence this drive had become, a replica of a graveyard. "What did my mother say to you?" "Huh?" Lindsay was completely blanked out; I then again repeated myself, "What did my mother say to you?" I asked. "Nothing, she thanked me for coming," Lindsay replied and then went back to silence. I chose not to bother her anymore, as she wasn't interested in the conversation we were about to have, so I allowed it to be. I parked in front of our three-story duplex. "I will open the door for you," I offered, and Lindsay's hand clenched on the door handle. "You don’t have to," she snapped. Lindsay has sat there like that, as though she had something to say; I just know Mother confronted her again about the pregnancy. "Engel..." Lindsay's angelic voice called my name softly, though from how she spoke, I could feel the heaviness. "I-I-I..." She stuttered, unable to make out a sentence. I remained patient with her as I waited to hear what this was about. "I heard you are getting a new wife; is that true?" She breathed out. "Who told you such a lie? Where did you hear it from? "Answer me, Engel; it is a yes or no question." "No," I whistled, the lie catching up in my throat. "No?" "No." "Okay," Lindsay opened the door as she stepped out of the car; her steps were so swift that it was hard to catch up to her.LindsayWas he playing with me? Does he think I am that dumb? Just because he is a Gunther doesn’t mean he will easily lie to me, and I would just believe it.I had heard the workers talking about it and wanted to confirm it for myself until I heard Engel speaking to his mother; he agreed to look into finding another wife.God, I feel like a fool!Five years, all gone. I had a choice not to go ahead and love him, but I blew it, all because he is charming, and that smile of his, by heavens, it would melt the whole of Antarctica even."Lindsay, is there something wrong? Where did you get such information from?" Engel caught up to me in the room when I tried to undress, he asked."You already said you knew nothing; why then should you be bothered?""Because you are bothered,"I raised my head to meet his eyes, those damn eyes, very innocent-looking, that made me question if I was overreacting; he knows how to play it well, the perfect victim.I knew him better than he knew himself.There
SIXEngelSeveral times, Lindsay would tell me that she loved me back; I looked into her eyes and saw that her love for me was always there.This time, I stared into them; it was empty. The spark Lindsay had when she looked at me for the first time had already faded and was exchanged for pure fury and hate.Lindsay no longer loved me; I understood.It is never her fault; she tried; I didn’t.Seeing her expression, how much hate she had harbored inside of her and how unbearable it had been. I wasn’t going to confront her any longer. I should have tried better.It might be too late now, but I do.The fear of a repeat of what happened ten years ago when I had given myself to love scares me immensely.“Come in,” I said to whoever knocked incessantly at the door. My brothers, both Johann and Conrad, along with my cousin Lazarus, all dashed into my father’s office at the mansion.I had been away from my house for a day, hoping to give Lindsay the space needed so we could talk better without
LindsayI latched on to my passport tightly as I waited for my flight to begin boarding. I was extremely desperate and needed to leave this place as soon as possible and just start all over elsewhere, in a brand new place and scenery, and most importantly, away from him.That hope seemed to drift off from me as the airport announcement continued to announce a delay for flights. I had been patient, hoping whatever issue it was would be fixed before my scheduled time.“Attention passengers, we apologize for the inconvenience; because of unforeseen circumstances, we will have to cancel all flights for the remainder of the day. Please proceed to customer service for further assistance and rebooking options.“ The voice crackled over the speakers. I felt defeated seeing all my plans crumble before my very eyes; I had no energy to complain at all.As I was still figuring out what next to do as I left the airport, a trail of cars drove and surrounded the entire place. I needed not to look tw
EngelI stared at my wife. I hate that I had to do this, forcefully claiming her as mine. Lindsay should already know how I feel about her and how I can’t allow another man to take her from me; it will kill me.“Lindsay, I—““Engel, I don’t love you anymore. Can’t you see that? What we have is a sham? A charade, I can’t keep playing that role of your wife; it is no longer fun,” Lindsay said. I blocked my ears to all the negatives.“We should work it out, fix our marriage,” I said, almost begging; she shook her head, “How long have we been married?”“Two years,” I answered.“Then it is not that long for you to cling on to me. I don’t care who you are, Engel. You have no right to stop me at the airport and bring me back here,” she said to me defiantly.I refused to say anything to convince her; Lindsay has refused to listen; she would rather hear herself speak than allow me to reason with her.Does she think I do not love her? I can’t even work without thoughts of her creeping into my m
LindsayI have never loathed a man like I do with Engel, the audacity of this man to force me into a bedroom and confine me, making sure I do not leave. This is why I refused to come, because I knew I would be in enemy territory.I cursed the day I married him; I wish I could turn back the hands of time and fix the things I never saw coming, but was warned off by my sister.There was no way for me to ignore Engel, no matter how hard I tried; he was all up in my face, which is why none of them must find out I am with child; if not, it would be hard for me to leave this hell of a place.I heard the key to unlock the door from outside as it was immediately pushed open; I feigned sleep while the chefs entered and placed my food on the table, taking the one from last night, which I had left untouched.I know it is greedy of me not to think of my baby first, but I needed to do this for him too; if I don’t, if they ever find out, I will have to raise him with less love and care, as I won’t b
EngelLindsay has been on my mind; every thought was a painful reminder that she is no longer mine. She won’t even look into my eyes to find that it was filled with love for her and her only.I hardly could concentrate on this meeting without her creeping into my mind. I left the conference, needing to speak to Lindsay one way or another. I didn’t get to do that yesterday after my flight, nor could I later in the evening when I asked Mother to put the phone through to her; I was told she still did not want to speak.I hate having to keep her against her will; it is the reason she has refused every chance of mine.I was about to call the house again to help me get to Lindsay when a voice that sounded exactly like Rhea’s called, "Engel.”I turned around to see for myself how I wasn’t wrong about my speculation.“Rhea,” I responded, shoving my phone back into my pocket.“I am sure you must be surprised to find me here. I remember I didn’t like having to hear about your business strategie
LindsayI stood close to the window as I watched the Engel car pull up in front of the house; he must have heard that I tried to run away, which is why he returned. This man will do anything to keep me here; he won’t do it other than anything else but just that.If only he had shown a little concern in the past, maybe we would not be where we are today.I didn’t even want to pretend anymore by falling asleep; I wanted to face, yell, and scream out all of the anguish I had embedded inside of me, cursing at him till I was okay about everything else.I heard footsteps approaching the door before the door was unlocked. I didn’t move from where I was as I stood there with my eyes peering through the window.“Baby, how could you do this to yourself?” Engel rushed up to me; he didn’t try touching me at all, even though I could feel his hands reaching out.I remained silent with him as I moved away from the window and sat on the bed.“Maybe because I want to leave..." I answered softly, “Have
Lindsay“You have the perfect model figure,” the stylist complimented while I stood in the mirror, allowing her to take my measurements. I uttered a quiet, “Thank you,” in appreciation.“When I was told to measure Engel’s wife, I was like, Engel is married?” Willow put on a surprised face to show how shocked she must have been to hear; I chuckled slightly, “I guess that is how everyone sees us.”Willow raised her head at me while taking measurements from my waistline. “I was shocked because I’ve had a bit of a crush on him for a while and always wondered why he’s single,” Willow admitted, “But seeing you, I want to say he made the right choice.”“Thank you,” I breathed out, staring at myself in the mirror, “You have showered me with a lot of compliments today, and you are also funny.”Willow flung the measuring tape over her neck as she placed her notepad inside her bag. “I already have a dress prepared for you. I was doubtful it would fit since I have never seen you before, but I thi
LindsayThere was only one way out of this situation: to ignore them. There was no need to stay and listen to a single word they had to say. “Sister-in-law,” Conrad called out in a menacing tone, setting the stage for the impending, “How have you been?”I opted not to engage and simply headed home.“Lindsay,” Engel called my name softly, leaving me caught between dealing with both of them. Lazarus lingered near Conrad, whispering something in his ear. “Could we have a moment? I won’t take up much of your time,” Engel said when I refused to turn to him.“Engel is going to lose himself again,” I heard Lazarus murmur.I turned my head and asked, almost coldly, “What is it you want to say?” Engel seemed unfazed by my tone.“This isn’t a good place; we should talk in my car,” he suggested. I shook my head in refusal. “I’m too busy; I need to head home.”“I’ll drive you, and then we can talk,” Engel offered.“I don’t need your help at all, Engel. We can't keep going back and forth on this,”
Lindsay“Where are you off to?” I immediately asked Alessia as she came down the stairs. “Here and there,” she replied, not providing a straightforward answer. I decided not to press her, as it wasn’t a big deal; today was a day off for both of us to rest.“Why, what is it?” Alessia leaned on the counter, placing her new Balmain bag on it to relieve herself of the weight. I noticed but said nothing about where she had gotten the money, considering we were both struggling financially and scrambling to pay off debts.I couldn’t respond right away because I was preoccupied with arranging the order I had received that morning.“You did all this by yourself?” Alessia asked, clearly shocked by how quickly I had completed it, especially since we had just gotten the order an hour ago.“Yes, someone refused to help,” I replied.“I thought you were going to turn it down,” Alessia said, her face falling, reflecting regret.“Alessia, have you forgotten that we need money to move out of here? If n
Engel“Sir, are you sure you want nothing?” Mark asked for assurance, and I shook my head in refusal. “Lindsay’s is an excellent spot for great food; I recommend it.”Mark remained bent on speaking good of Lindsay’s restaurant, “Maybe next time, Mark, I am not hungry,” I admitted though I know I said I wanted to eat but I seemed to have lost the appetite having to see Lindsay again.It bothered me to see her. I never knew Lindsay knew how to cook. I know it is silly because I met her first working at her father’s pub but it differed from her.I understood how she had built herself up; she didn’t need me like Conrad and the rest of my brothers claimed. She would run back to me after a couple of months, but she never did. Meanwhile, here she was the entire time.“Mark, please take us to the other site; Conrad is over there waiting,” I said as I took one last look at the restaurant and forced my eyes to peer through the tinted glass door.It didn’t sit right with me, though I tried to sh
Lindsay“Mummy, are we going to the park now?” Jack whined as we reached the pawnshop. “We will,” I told him, as well as Jordan and Jake, who have both been silent since I cautioned them against fighting with each other.“Hello,” I greeted the lady at the pawnshop.“Hi, welcome. How may I help you?” She asked with a smile. “I need to have these sold off; how much do you think I could get from it?” I asked, placing all the jewelry I had gotten when I was married to Engel, apart from the designer bags and clothes I had before. This was the only thing I had left.The lady examined me as she continuously shook her head. “Do you have the receipt?” she asked. “Receipt?” I was utterly surprised, as it didn’t cross my mind that it would be necessary.The lady eyed me suspiciously, wondering if I had stolen the limited-edition items.“I don’t have the receipts. Is there another way we can go about it? Is it just everything that can’t be sold without a receipt?” I questioned, sounding desperate
LindsayFive Years Later“Business mogul, Engel Gunther—“I turned the television off immediately before I could hear the news.“Are you still bothered by him?” Alessia asked, after serving table six and placing the next order on the counter. “Who?” I asked, pretending like I didn’t know what was up.“You know who,” Alessia replied before taking the next order to their table and coming back again while I was cleaning up the kitchen. I wiped the sweat off my face with my face towel as the place was hot. “I think we need to get the other oven fixed; we can’t simply be working on this one.”“You have been working very hard, Lindsay; how about you take it easy?” Alessia suggested it, given how much I have been working nonstop.I was even looking for an extra job to add to this restaurant that I run, and I couldn’t seem to find one that would accept me because of my lack of experience and a criterion that stated that I was too old.“Alessia, you can’t request this from me,” I said, pacing
LindsayEngel agreed to my request, and this morning, he asked me to come down for breakfast. Since yesterday, I haven’t seen him because I assume he was busy with work; that’s alright.I went to the dining room, which was filled with every one of his family members, only to be received in the coldest of receptions. They blankly stared at me as Berenice murmured, “What is she doing here? This was supposed to be a family breakfast.”I ignored this as though I didn’t hear the rudeness in her tone as Engel smiled my way before coming to pull out a chair for me. “Good morning,” he said. I forced out a smile; I felt the weight of displeasure with me.It was soon hitting me I couldn’t give this family another chance, as each chance offered was a means to belittle me every time.“How was your night?” Engel asked, and I nodded my head slowly while answering, “It was alright; I didn’t see you yesterday after you left for work.”“I came, but you were already asleep. I left a message for you on
EngelAs I admired Lindsay’s body bathed in sunlight, I gently ran my fingers through her hair. Every moment with her felt like rediscovering the thrill of falling in love, a rush of warmth and excitement. Last night, I had gotten my confirmation of how much she loved me; it was something her lips and body couldn’t deny.It sucks that I had to go to work, and it was something I just couldn’t skip or delegate to Conrad; he already had a lot on his plate.“Lindsay,” I called her, the bed ruffled as she changed her position, mumbling sounds I couldn’t decipher as words, “Lindsay,” I called her name again, wanting to leave, but I also didn’t want to do that, wishing her good morning.“Mhm, Engel...” Lindsay’s eyes opened. “Good morning,” she said with a smile. “Last night was wonderful.”And there will be more nights after that, I wanted to say to her. I chose not to because I feared how she would react; it hasn’t been this easy getting to this stage with her; taking it slowly should be m
Lindsay“Lindsay, don’t leave me,” Engel said almost pleadingly. It stung me on the chest about what I was about to do to him. Does he deserve it? Does he not?“How can I?” I feigned putting on my best performance, my tears streaming down. “Look at what is going on; they are trying to take you from me. I can’t continue to live this life anymore, Engel; it has become sickening.”“They mean nothing, don’t make them define our relationship for us, I know and now accept that I neglected you all these while, I should have been by your side as your husband, that way we wouldn’t have these issues that we are encountering,” Engel said in my ears, his voice regretful.It was as though he was about to convince me not to do what I had planned. “We should sit and discuss how we can move forward with our relationship; that way we can plan things better together, mhm?”“Yes,” Engel gazed into my eyes with love. I tried to escape them so that the guilt in me wouldn’t have its way over my decision; r
LindsayI was surprised when I was told I wouldn’t be offered dinner unless I came downstairs; it wasn’t as if I was the one who locked myself up here in the first place. I stealthily walked down the stairs, as there was a lot of cheerful laughter below, which quite wasn’t how the ambiance of the Gunther Mansion is like.There were quite a few guests, which made me wonder what was going on there. I stared at the place in confusion until I felt a hand swoop me away before I could even reach where the guests were.“Johann?” I sounded a bit skeptical if it was him.“Sister-in-law, erm… What are you doing here?” Johann asked me; it felt as though he was trying to hide something from me or there was someone he didn’t want me to see, which is weird.“I was told to come down for dinner; that is why I am here,” I explained briefly as it occurred to me, “Did your brother send you to keep watch of me so I don’t run away? He is starting to act like a fool these days, and it is driving me nuts.”“