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Adrian I can't sleep. It's raining outside and I'm finding it so hard to sleep. Getting out of bed, I decide to take a walk, thinking that if I get back to my room, I'll finally be able to get some sleep.I swear I do not want to do it, but my legs involuntarily move towards Nikolai's study. I know he's not in his room. I've never seen the bastard sleep.I'm a few meters away from his study when I see him walk out the door with Nikol. I quickly hide behind a pillar as my face contorts in annoyance. What's she doing with him in the middle of the night dressed like a whore? I can literally see her underwear from where I'm standing. Their voices are inaudible, but Nikolai says something to her before going back into his study.Did they have sex? I know I'm not supposed to care or give a shit about me, but if Nikolai says he wants to have sex with me, he shouldn't go around having sex with another woman.Am I that possessive? Yes and why is it towards Nikolai? The man I'm supposed to ha
Last Updated : 2024-11-28Dark obsessions Nikolai
NikolaiAdrian is avoiding me. I don't need a seer to tell me that. He avoids me like a plague and he has been keeping things too professional. Too Professional, and seriously, I hate that. I literally hate how he has been acting. This attitude started the day Nikol came to this house, and since then, he’s been avoiding me. Whenever I ask a question, he answers professionally. I know that it’s supposed to be that way, seeing I'm his boss and he’s my guard, but I don't want things to go that way. I have to get him to open up.“Good evening, Koyla.’’ Nikol waves at me the moment I pass the dining room. She’s at the dining room with Irina who sneers right after Nikol waves at me. I Pause, waving at Irina actually before walking past, Adrian and Kuzma walking behind me. Since the day I sent Nikol out of my office, which was three days ago, she had not made any advances towards me. She still gives me that sultry look, thinking maybe I might change my mind and Fuck her. In her dreams, the
Last Updated : 2024-12-02Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian The fuck! I'm not jealous. I'm not. I can't be. I only decided to stay away from Nikolai and keep things formal. I wanted to focus on the task I came to do. The reason I came into his life in the first place was to kill him and I wanted to focus on that. I'm not jealous. I'm not fucking jealous.‘ But your main reason for acting out of it is because you think he's fucking Nikol. And you're gripping his collar for spending time with her, that screams jealousy!’ A voice scolds in my head as my eyes widen in realization. I gasp in shock, abruptly letting go of Nikolai's collar.What am I even doing? What happened to keeping things formal? The goal was to stay away no matter what, not grab his collar and demand answers.I'm losing it and I badly want to be out of his presence, just when I can excuse myself, he says.“I'm not fucking, Nikol.” I pause, my eyes widening in surprise. Is he going to lie to me now? I caught her walking out of his office half-naked. If he wasn't fucking
Last Updated : 2024-12-04Dark obsessions Nikolai
NikolaiAdrian wraps his hands around my neck the moment my lips land on his. I Kiss him hard and hungrily as I've been starving for too long. I’ve been starved sexually for too long and now, nothing is going to stop me from fucking Adrian.As our lips crash together, the air around us seems to ignite with pent-up passion. I devour his mouth, my tongue dancing with his in a warm and tasty mouth. His hands grasp my hips, pulling me closer as he deepens the kiss.I feel a rush of heat coursing through my veins, my body screaming for release. His fingers dig into my skin, sending shivers down my spine. I moan into his mouth, the sound echoing through the air.He breaks away, his eyes blazing with desire. "Fuck me, Nikolai. Hard!" he growls, his voice low and husky. My whole body trembles with desire at his words.I pull him back, our lips colliding in a fierce, hungry kiss. We stumble backwards, our bodies entwined as we crash onto the bed. The world around us melts away, leaving only t
Last Updated : 2024-12-05Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian I groan the moment he releases my dick with a pop sound. Fuck! Everything feels so good and better. I just got the best blowjob of my life and it was from a man and the best.He climbs up my body again as he slams his lips on mine, pushing his tongue into my mouth. I groan, feeling the taste of his cum in my mouth.As he deepens the kiss, I feel a rush of sensations, the taste of cum still lingering on my lips. His tongue dances with mine, sending shivers down my spine. I wrap my arms around him, pulling him closer as we lose ourselves in the moment.I tug on his hair tightly, wanting to deepen the kiss. Fuck! I love pulling on his long and soft hair. My hands find their way to his shirt which I hastily unbutton. He lifts his body off me as he wriggles out of his jeans, going completely naked before me.He's hot and ripped. His tattoos make him look even hotter and more delicious. I want to eat him up. Fuck it!“Get the lube.” There's an impatient tone in his voice as he nods
Last Updated : 2024-12-06Dark obsessions Nikolai
Nikolai I groan softly as I feel a pair of strong arms wrapped around me. My eyes flutter open to see Adrian sleeping soundly. Last night was so magnificent and unforgettable, and seriously, I would never be able to get enough of him.The plan was to stay away from each other after having the first sex, but hell no, fucking him once, even make me more starved. I spent time staring at his pretty face as he sleeps and I don't even know when I pick up my phone and start taking pictures of him.I think I'm getting obsessed with the pretty boy lying in front of me. I made sure to take a lot of pictures of his face as quietly as possible. Dropping my phone back in the drawer beside my bed, I slowly and quietly walk out of bed, not wanting to wake him up. I walk to my closet where I pick up clothes to wear. A pair of sweatpants and a matching sweatshirt. I have something to deal with, someone, precisely.As I walk out of the closet, I take one last look at Adrian, before walking out of the
Last Updated : 2024-12-06Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian When I woke up, I didn't find Nikolai in the room. The bed's completely empty and he’s nowhere in sight. I don’t even bother to look for him as it’s a good thing that he’s nowhere to be seen, I have no idea how I'll face him. I get out of bed as I scramble around for my clothes which I quickly put on as I dash out of the room. The last thing I want is running into Nikolai. I don't even know how I'll face him. What can I say? We had sex and it was magnificent. Do I want to do it again with him? Yes. But no. I shake my head at the thought of that. I'll have to control myself and stay away from Nikolai. The plan was to come kill him and I'll be doing just that. I slowly and carefully walk out of his room, as I don't want to run into him. I seriously have no words to say to explain myself when anyone catches me walking out of my bosses room in the wee hours of the morning. Luckily, I don't bump into anybody, so I go straight to my room. I go straight to the shower where I
Last Updated : 2024-12-07Dark obsessions Nikolai
Nikolai Just when I walk into the sitting room, I see Adrian there. But he's not who catches my attention. It's Zorya and Pavel who seem to be speaking with a visibly shaken Irina.I'm going out. I already sent Kuzma and Ilya to go wait in the sub and it's only a coincidence that I met Adrian downstairs.“What's going on here?” I ask in a displeased tone, standing beside Irina who has a look of relief on her face the moment she sees me. Her eyes are watery, which only means she is about to cry.“I'm so happy that you came,” Zorya says instead with a hard look on her face. There's no day that she has ever bothered hiding her hatred for me and Irina. To hell with that! I don't care, but she shouldn't even think of hurting my sister, I'd kill her and her useless son.“And?” I draw out. “What's going on here? You better start talking, I have more important things to do.” I say in a point-out tone. I wouldn't have given a fuck about what Zorya has to say, but since it's about my sister,
Last Updated : 2024-12-09
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Adrian Jealousy stirs from within me as I ask, “How do you know that he is cheating? Did he bring a lady home?” I’ll murder Nikolai if he ever does that. However, a part of me believes that he will not do such a thing. He’s not so petty, Is he?“He didn’t bring a lady, dummy. I’ll pluck out her eyes even before she steps into our house. You and Nikolai’s relationship is the only one I will approve of.” I frown.“Then how do you know that he is cheating on me if he did not bring another girl home??” “Because Nikolai has been buying a lot of flowers lately. I’ve been watching him and he always leaves the house with flowers. Roses to be exact. I think he's going on a date with her.” Oh my God. I really want to start laughing at that very moment, but I don’t. That? I’m the one that he brings the flowers to.“He is not seeing another girl, Irina,’’ I state with a soft smile on my face.“How do you know that? Koyla has been doing this for over two weeks! Nonstop!!’’ She exclaims so loudly
Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian I meant it when I asked Nikolai to ‘STAY AWAY FROM ME!!’ And up till now, I still can't fathom what part of ‘stay away from me’ that he does not understand. Does he want me to say it in Russian and not English? Because I don't fucking get it! It's been two weeks. Two whole weeks of seeing flowers on my deck every morning with a note attached to it, with, ‘I’m very sorry, pretty boy.’ written on it or, ‘I miss you so much, Let's talk?’ ‘I acted out of it. I accept it. Can you just talk to me?’‘My bed is cold without you. I miss your warm kisses.’‘I need you. Not being with you hurts.’‘Can we talk? You know I'm not going to stop right?’‘I miss you. Forgive me.’‘I’m sorry. Fuck! I'm losing my mind without you by my side.’‘I have good news that I would love to share with you. Should I come over for dinner?’ He never misses a day and now, I'm getting tired of it. I don't know what to do with the flowers and I can't even ask him to stop, because I have no idea when he drops
Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian I heard footsteps. So I came to check it out. I would never have stepped out if I knew that it was Nikolai. But here I am, standing face to face with the bastard that broke my heart to pieces. “Don't come close!! What the fuck are you doing here?” I yell just when he's about to come near me. He is the last person I want to see right now. And my life has been very much peaceful since I left his place. Nothing here reminds me of Nikolai, unlike his house. “Adrian I-” His voice trails off and he looks taken aback. Well, he should. He is not expecting me to start shining my teeth at him the moment he appears at my doorstep, is he? I hope he's not. Not after what he did to me. “What are you doing here, Nikolai?” I ask in a low, composed voice. I'm angry, very pissed, at him and myself and it's taking everything within me not to lash out at him and throw him out of my house. How did he even know that I'm staying here? “Adrian, I came here to talk. Please calm down and hear me o
Dark obsessions Adrian
Nikolai “Any news?” One of my hands is on my steering wheel and the other one is holding my phone to my ear as I wait to hear the reports from Kuzma. “No, Boss.” I feel my heart sink at his reply. Three hours. Three hours of searching around for Adrian, and still there is no news of him. It's like he just disappeared into thin air. I've tried asking Irina if she knows where he went, since she helped in letting him leave, but she claimed that she knows nothing about his whereabouts, as she only helped him to leave because she couldn't watch him being in pain. Fuck! I messed up big time. He must have thought that I was coming home with Tatiana, that's why he left. Seeing he tore a tracker out of his skin, shows how intent he was on leaving me. And I caused everything. I caused this shit. I should have told him all my plans, maybe he wouldn't have left. “How? Have you checked everywhere? Other cities? Check other cities and do it fast!!” My car comes to a screech as I stop the car in
Dark obsessions Nikolai
Nikolai My jaw works as I stare at Kuzma in disbelief, then at Ilya and Irina. “Adrian left?” What the fucking hell? He left? To where? And why am I just finding out about this now??“Yes, Boss. I thought you knew.” Kuzma says and that's when I lose my cool. If I knew that he left, why would I be requesting for him?“What do you mean by I knew???” My voice thunders at him, and he takes a step back with a confused look on his face. “He said you gave him the permission to leave.” This time it's Ilya who speaks and I scoff as I turn to face him. “The permission? Did you hear it from my mouth? Did I tell you to let him leave???!!” I yell as anger courses through my veins. It's been a whole day since he left and I'm just finding out about it now!! That's fucking absurd. I take in a deep breath to try and calm my laboured breathing. I will find him. I'm going to find Adrian. I have a tracker on him. I'm going to bring him back. “But Miss Irina said you called to give him the permission
Dark obsessions Nikolai
Nikolai “This is unacceptable!!” Dmitri yells angrily as he barges into the room that we have all settled in for a meeting that Dmitri called for after what happened in the church. There was a wedding, but I was not the groom. It was Alexei, everyone was surprised, including Tatiana herself. Dmitri could not stop the wedding and angrily allowed it to commerce. After Alexei and Tatiana were announced husband and wife, he called for a meeting and here we are. “You should calm down, your health is not particularly strong enough to handle this kind of anger.” Ivan, Dmitri’s son who has no interest in the Bratva, says leisurely with his legs crossed. He lives in Los Angeles and only came for his father’s birthday and stayed for his sister's wedding. “Ivan, zatknis!!!!” He snaps at Ivan who chuckles, but mockingly. “What? I was just being a concerned son! Sorry for my opinion. Go on with your meeting and act like I don't exist. That's what you're good at doing anyway.” He fires at Dmi
Dark obsessions Adrian
Adrian “Don't you think you're going too far? You can't just leave?” Irina mumbles and her eyes fill with tears as she sits beside me. We are currently in the garden and I've just broken the news to her. I'm leaving and Nikolai will not be able to stop me, because I'm not going to tell him. “I have to,” I state. I had hardly been faring well these past few days. It takes everything in me not to break down crying as I spend most of my days around Irina and she makes everything bearable and lively for me. I've been doing not too well and everything is going to shatter once Nikolai walks through that door with Tatiana beside him. I will die seeing them together. That's why I'm leaving, because he will never be able to find me again. I'm going away. “You can't! Is it because of Koyla? I swear I'm going to kill him. You're my only friend here, why leave now? I thought you were already moving on.” She sniffles and I smile as I slowly caress her cat, Minnie's fur, who's sleeping on my lap
Dark obsessions Nikolai
NikolaiWhen I went into the meeting room, Alexei was already seated, because I allowed him to walk away before I stepped out from behind the pillar I was hiding. I'm not going to marry Tatiana. And I already have a plan to go about all this? The meeting goes on and on, and seriously half of the things that Dmitri kept saying are not sinking in my head at all. The man has changed and it's quite evident that his health is deteriorating. The cancer is taking a toll on him and his dying wish is to see his daughter married. “Nikolai, will agree with me. Nikolai, right?” Mikhail's voice rings in my ears and my brows furrows as I turn to face him. I have not been listening. “Huh?” “This fucker has not been listening!!” He says in Russian as he points an accusing finger at me. “Where is your mind? Fuck!” He continues in Russia and I reply to him as we both begin to converse in Russia. “What do you want to tell me, Mikhail?” “The yakuza has been trying to get a hit on us. I say we go an
Dark obsessions Nikolai
Nikolai I feel like I'm making a mistake and that everything is slipping through my hands. I had always thought that I had the ultimate control of things, but I don't. Not when it comes to Adrian. A week has passed since he punched me and walked out of my room. I deserved that punch, I was being an asshole. I've not come up with a plan to stop the wedding that's just a week away. And now I'm torn in making a decision that would affect my life forever. Adrian was in his room for four days with the excuse that he was sick, at first I sent Kuzma to bring him his meals but Kuzma reported that he barely ate anything. So I sent Irina and though she has been giving me the cold shoulder as she shakes her head in disappointment and she looks at me in reproach, she still went.And luckily the results have been positive, Adrian has been eating and has been coming out of his shell. He has finally stepped out of his room and Irina has been keeping him company and I'm very grateful for that. We'
