Adrian “Fuck! Moy novy iyubimy.” Nikolai suddenly curses the moment I rise to my feet. My brow furrows while I glance at him. Hoping whatever I just heard him utter was a joke. ‘Moy Novy iyubimy’ translates to ‘My new favorite’ in English. Now, who and what exactly is his New favorite? And why the fucking hell did he just cum on my face. The moment I sigh, I feel the salty taste of his cum in my mouth. Fuck. I sigh yet again, running my hands through my hair, before brushing past him and heading straight to his bathroom. I wash his fucking cum off my face. I pant, placing my hand on the sink as I stare at my reflection in the mirror.I just went down on my knees to suck a man’s dick. Did I enjoy it? Yes. Fucking too much that I'm hard. I can feel my dick straining against my pants. I want to walk back to that room, strip before Nikolai, so he'll run his tattooed fingers through my body, touch me as his fucking breath fills my nose. I want to get off and I want Nikolai to be the one
Nikolai The next morning, as I get ready to go for a meeting with the brotherhood, I notice that Adrian has been avoiding me. He keeps his distance away and actually stays close to Kuzma. I smile to myself as I head downstairs. I already sent him and Kuzma to the SUVs ready. Ilya is right behind me. I'm in a great mood, though he's inexperienced, I got the best blow job ever from Adrian. Having his mouth around my cock felt so satisfying, knowing I'm the first man he has ever sucked, I felt accomplished.Just after I arrive downstairs, Olga approaches me. Shit! I planned on avoiding her. Now she's going to invite me for breakfast.“Koyla!!” She calls, her face breaking into a wide smile.“Good morning Olga!” I greet her in Russia as I hug her slightly.“Morning Koyla. I made breakfast.” She informs me in Russian and I take a brief look at my Rolex watch.“Dolg trebuets.” I smile and she glares at me with a scowl.“You're coming for breakfast. I made hot soup, it's good for this cold
Adrian I've been avoiding Nikolai and I’ve been doing a great job at it. I hover around Kuzma all the time. There's no way he'll start saying lewd words to me when Kuzma is around me, so my plan works.I and Kuzma stand by the SUV waiting for him and Ilya to come out. Minutes have passed and I can only guess that Olga succeeded in making him stay for breakfast.We wait for another ten minutes as Kuzma fills me in on a few things. He actually tends to talk a lot and definitely has a lot to say. I do well to reply to him whether it's needed, to not make him feel bad.Soon after, we see Nikolai approaching without Ilya. He's now wearing a coat. I thought he was immune to the cold after living in Russia for 30 years. I'm wearing one, I can't afford to get sick.As he approaches, I can easily tell that he's not in the mood. His face is contorted in rage and the look on his face screams back off. I've never seen him look this angry, I mean he's always trying to be an annoying ass. “The bo
Nikolai Mikhail can be an ass and when he's up to one of his mischievous tactics. No one can stop him. I already knew before that he'll raise his fist at Adrian just like he promised and I seriously expected Adrian to block the attack.I feel so angry after the banter with Zorya. That woman riles me up. She makes me feel so fucking angry. I hate her so much. There was a time when I always looked up to Zorya.When I was younger, I loved my mama and I wanted her to shower me with love like other mothers did to their children. She never did! Throughout the years before Pavel was born, she never failed to remind me how much of a failure I was and how she regretted birthing me. I'd go days, weeks, and months without seeing my mother and I'd cry, like the broken little kid that I was. When Pavel was born everything became worse.Do you know how it feels to watch the mother who you've always looked up to for affection love your little brother like she could die for him? It was at that momen
Adrian It fucking hurts, the same spot where Mikhail punched me. Kuzma even confirmed that I had a back eye. Damn it! I'm sure I look terrible now.They step out soon and he smirks at me saying I look good with a black eye.I would have lost control and killed him, but Alexei dragged him away. Vladimir leaves and Nikolai comes out of the office moments after. He stares at me briefly before walking away. We go to the SUV and Kuzma drives home.The moment we step into the house, the first person I see is Irina. She gingerly runs to meet me. It seems she's been expecting me.“Ady, thank God you're back!” She exclaims, then turns to wave at her brother and then Kuzma.“Hi, Koyla, Kuzma.”“Koyla allowed me to go shopping today and I got a lot of amazing things. For myself and Minnie,” She suddenly stops babbling and her eyes widen in surprise. “What happened to you?” “Your eye,” she mumbles and I inwardly bite my lips hard. Damn you to hell, Mikhail. Damn you.“What happened?” “He got i
Adrian I fucking kissed him..I did. Not because he forced me to or that he talked me into it, it's because I wanted to. My body wanted it.I move my lips and he parts his, welcoming me in. While I place my hand on the side of his face, he wraps his hands around my neck as we kiss.The kiss is slow and sensual and our lips move in the same sync.As our lips move in perfect harmony, the world around us melts away. The gentle pressure of his lips sends shivers down my spine. I feel his warm breath dancing across my skin, and my heart beats in sync with his. Fuck! I feel so hot and my dick is fucking hard.His tongue grazes mine, and I'm enveloped in a wave of desire. The kiss deepens, our mouths exploring each other's. Every nerve in my body comes alive, responding to his touch.I slowly wrap my arms around him, pulling him closer. His hands cradle my face, thumbs tracing the contours of my cheeks. Time stands still as we savor the moment. The kiss is a slow-burning fire, igniting pass
Nikolai You can say that I was in a very terrible mood throughout the whole day. Zorya ruined everything, but after spending time with Adrian, Fuck everything feels so ecstatic. Like damn it! Fuck! He kissed me willingly and didn't mind us stroking each other to get ourselves off. You can say I had the best time of my life.Adrian just left about thirty minutes ago after cleaning himself up. And I feel the need to go to his room, drag him back to mine and fuck him. Or better still, I'll fuck him in his room. Just that his room is not soundproof, if I fuck him there, everyone will definitely hear him moaning out because I'm not going to hold back while I fuck his tight ass.I inhale sharply, reaching out for my cigarette, which I push into my mouth as I light it up. Just after I drag out a smoke, my phone rings. My brows furrow as I take a look at the caller. Nikol? I haven't heard from her for like forever.You know that scenario where you live with an abusive father who thinks he ca
Adrian “You need to see the amazing things I got from the mall.” Irina grins as I walk her out of the garden. In my hand, is her cat. Not only have I become friends with Irina, but her cat Minnie seems to like me a lot.“That's nice. I'm glad you got to go shopping.” I say with a genuine smile on my face.“Me too and I'm so happy I had the chance to get you something, Adrian. I've really wanted to get you a gift again. It's with me, guess what I got you.” She grins happily and my brows furrow. She's holding a bag and I have no idea what is in it. She's been giving gifts, and they're usually from the things she has here at home.“I'm very bad at guessing, Irina.” I point out with a chuckle. She shrugs her shoulders and then passes the gift bag to me as she collects Minnie from me.With narrowed brows, I bring out the gift box. As I open the gift box, my eyes widen at the sight of a necklace.“A necklace?” I mutter in confusion and she bobs her head gingerly.“Yes, Ady. I got a matchin
Adrian Life can be so unpredictable and unfair, especially to me. It's like the very moment I was born, I was destined not to have a good life. Because why? Just when I think I can finally be happy, everything goes upside down. Sergei is my father. The man I looked up to for years and thought that he was my uncle who loved me. He's my father. One that hates me so much, that he wants me to die and I guess his wish is coming true because I'm dying. My body falls with a thud, and Nikolai quickly kneels, gathering me up in his arms as he places my head on his lap. He points his gun in a direction and when I hear a gunshot, I know that he has officially killed Sergei. The pungent smell of blood fills the air as pain pierces through my whole body. It hurts a lot. “Fuck! Adrian!!! What the fuck!!” Nikolai curses, his hands going through my body as he tries to find my wound. I got shot in the right side of my upper chest. “Get the fucking doctor!!!” He yells and I've never seen Nikolai
Adrian I'm utterly dumbfounded as I stare at Zorya and then at Sergei. He can't be my father. All my life has been a lie. There is no way!! It's not possible, not in any fucking way. How can Sergei be my father?“You tried to kill me!!” I yell at him, my breath shaking as I ignore the banging ache in my head. He tried to fucking kill me and he's my dad. How? “And that's because you proved to be useless and weak!! And what's the expense of that??? A man!!!” Uncle Sergei’s voice thunders as he points at Nikolai who is standing beside me. “You're a failure!! I can't father a failure!!” “You never stuck to the plan. The plan was to kill Nikolai. I don't birth weaklings, Adrian. You are a weakling!!!” He spits with pure venom and contempt. “Hey watch it!!!” Nikolai growls and the next moment, he is pointing his gun at Sergei. “I suggest you shut the fuck up and watch your tongue.” He warns, his tone deadly. Sergei bites his lower lips, pointing his gun at me. Nikolai’s men point their
Nikolai I don't panic, as I help Adrian to stand on his feet, his head resting weakly on my shoulders. Kuzma must have captured Pavel when I asked them to surround the house. I don't flinch, even when Sergei’s gun is pointed at my head. He won't try shit. This man has never loved Adrian, Adrian was only a means to get whatever he was aiming for and my mother is a cohort. “You bastard!! Tell them to release my son!! I will kill you if anything happens to Pavel!!” Zorya yells in fear, angrily pointing at me. And I scoff, glancing at the man who has a hardened look on his face. He's brown-haired, just like Adrian, with the same brown eyes as well. “And tell this shrimp that you're fucking to put his gun aside. It's disrespectful.” I tsk with a small chuckle and then my eyes land on Adrian who keeps mumbling incoherent words. “Sergei drop the gun! They have Pavel. The plan is already ruined. They will kill him!” She yells again in panic. Oh! How much she loves her son. Why does she n
Nikolai For some strange reason, I've been feeling uneasy since I came home. I needed to make an appearance as there were a few deals I needed to sign on. And now, I'm in my office with Ilya, but I feel uneasy. A part of me keeps telling me that I shouldn't have left Adrian alone, I know he was lying to me. He is being watched by someone, it's obvious he has a stalker, and though I already sent Kuzma there, I still feel very uncomfortable. “Are these the last files that needs my signature?” I ask Ilya who shakes his head, before dumping another pile of files on the table in front of me. I sigh, slowly shaking my head and I pick up my pen, to continue signing on every paper. “Did you get any call from Viktor?” I ask my eyes fixed on the papers. “Yes, Pakhan. I already passed the message to him.” I nod, “Arrange for a meeting. I want to meet all of them.” I state and Viktor nods. I continue signing the papers, and I'm already halfway done when my phone rings. It's Kuzma. I receiv
Adrian Nikolai and I finally made up and he was officially my boyfriend. Dating him has to be one of the best things that has ever happened to me, if not the best. We had spent the last three days cosying up in my deckhouse. Just the two of us, wrapped in each other arms as we told each other our ambitions and dreams. It has been a lot of bonding up and the best three days of my life. It was like we've known each other for years, not just a few fleeting days. It was peaceful and calm with him. Aside from talking, Nikolai was taking care of me so well, by going the extra mile. He did not allow me to lift a finger, he took care of the dishes and cooking. It was just the two of us, trying new things and fucking. That cannot be left out. Whenever he was not cooking or cleaning, Nikolai did not take his hands off me. Even at night, we try different positions and he wakes me every morning, sucking me off as he makes sure I cum in his mouth. Everything has been going so well and I hope
Nikolai I finally had the best time of my life after what felt like an eternity. I don't even wish for this day to stop as I just want Adrian to be in my arms. We are both lying on the couch after having intense rounds of sex. I fucked him twice again after the first round before I finally got exhausted. Now we're both lying naked in each other’s arms, still on the couch. The only difference now is that Adrian is lying on top of me. The couch can barely fit us, especially me, my legs are dangling on the end. We were too tired to go to his bedroom, so we just stayed here. I smile as I look down at Adrian who seems to be asleep, I can't see his face. His head is resting on my chest and mine is resting on the couch’s armrest as I wrap my hand around his waist. “Are you sleeping?” I ask curiously, the only thing I can hear is his sift breathing. And this feels so intimate, amazing and right. “No.” He replies his voice soft and he lifts his head to plant a quick kiss on my lips before
Nikolai The rest of the Bravta do not have a say in my life, nor will they judge my sexuality. Adrian does not need to be scared over anything. I've got everything under control. “They are not going to insist on that pretty boy,” I tell him. Vladimir has stepped down.Mikhail is definitely not the kind of person to judge. Alexei is now a married man and is still caught up trying to convince his father-in-law that he's the best for Tatiana, Viktor does not care. Sexuality does not matter and we don't judge in our brotherhood. We always support each other and I'm going to see to that as the new leader, while I uphold the legacy of the Bratva. So Adrian literally has nothing to worry about. And I'm fully Bi-sexual now, I no longer find women attractive in the slightest. In fact, I don't find any other person attractive aside from Adrian. “I'm just worried-” “Do you trust me?” I ask in a low voice as he holds his gaze with mine, while nodding slowly. “Good, then trust that I have ever
Adrian I stiffen the moment I feel Nikolai's lips on mine. Why did he have to do this? I could already feel the walls I had tried so hard to build crumbling when he came close to me and now, he has shattered it with just this kiss. At first, I remain still as I refuse to open my mouth, but he suddenly bites my lower lip and that causes me to open my mouth and he uses that opportunity to drive his tongue in. He doesn't go slow, hell no! He kisses me hard and hungrily, like he's starved, well I'm starved as well and I badly want to kiss him back, but something keeps holding me back. He finally breaks off from the kiss, his heavy breathing filling the room as he looks me straight in the eyes. “I need you.” He says, his voice low and soft as he places his hand on the side of my face. “Don't look away, Adrian. Keep your eyes on mine.” He demands just when I want to look away from him. I oblige and I stare straight into his green eyes. I've always found his eyes so beautiful, fuck they
Adrian I was utterly stunned and clueless and everywhere suddenly became hot in less than a minute. What did Nikolai just say? He loves me? I couldn't bear being in his presence anymore, so I dashed out and came straight to the bathroom and I've lost count of how long I've been in the here.I blink repeatedly as I stare at my reflection in the mirror. He loves me and I still love him as much as I did before. I'm just scared of getting hurt, that's why I asked him to avoid me, and right now, I don't know what to say or do, or how to react. I take in a deep breath as I pull off my coat, tossing it aside. It's so hot. So very hot. I bend over the sink as I turn on the faucet to wash my face but it does nothing to quench the fire burning from within me. I can't go back in there to face Nikolai again, I don't think I can look him in the eye and not break down. Not after this. All my hatred and anger towards him will dissolve once I face him and I don't want that. Or….I do. A part of me