Nikolai
I notice the way Adrian keeps clearing his throat and staring outside the window. He's nervous. I smile to myself as I look outside as well. We arrive in front of a huge gate. The gate opens and our car drives in. As we approach the compound, I'm enveloped by an aura of seclusion and security. The house sits atop a hill, surveying its surroundings like a fortress. The perimeter is shrouded in tall, dense trees. To the left, a sleek, modern gatehouse stands still, manned by heavily armed guards. Their eyes scan every visitor, their faces expressionless. As we near the main house, the sound of distant traffic fades, replaced by the soft hum of security cameras and the muted chatter of guards patrolling the grounds. The car stops in front of the main house, and we all step down. “Kuzma, you'll wait here. Ilya and Adrian will follow me in.” I instruct and notice the way Ilya looks at Adrian. He doesn't trust him. He threw a fit last night, asking why I suddenly employed another person. “Okay, Boss.” Kuzma nods, feeling glad to wait back in the car. He's the carefree one and Ilya? I swear to God, I've never seen him smile. “Come on.” I say to Ilya and Adrian and they both walk behind me. The doors are opened by the guards as I step into the grand entrance of the Pakhan’s house. The high ceilings, ornate chandeliers, and lavish furnishings scream luxury and power. I walk through the sprawling foyer, my eyes scanning the lavish decor. The walls are adorned with expensive artwork, and the floors are covered in plush carpets that silence my footsteps. Every detail screams opulence. To my left lies the lavish dining hall, where we host elaborate feasts and high-stakes meetings. The long, polished table seats twenty comfortably, surrounded by velvet-draped windows and a stunning crystal chandelier. Moving deeper, I enter the heart of our operations. The conference room. Here, our Pakhan and top-tier members strategize and make life-or-death decisions. Ilya stops and Adrian takes that as a cue to stop, while I walk inside, the room exudes power, with Six leather-bound chairs surrounding a sleek wooden table, and a floor-to-ceiling bookshelf filled with law books and tactical manuals. “You're late, Rostov.” Alexei says with a straight face as I take a look at my wristwatch. “At least I came before Mikhail.” I nod towards an empty chair before sitting on the other empty chair. Everyone is already present, except Mikhail. He's always late. “Hello, Dmitri.” I smile at the gray-haired man. The Pakhan of the brotherhood. He waves briefly at me and I proceed to say hi to the other members. “The fact that you've finally shown your face after six months is quite surprising, Rostov.” Vladimir utters after a while and I turn to face the brown-haired man. He's the oldest after the Pakhan. “What can I say? I've been mourning my dear old dad.” I flash a smirk at him. Vladimir and I never get along. He does not get along with anyone. The man is annoying as hell. Vladimir snorts, his lips curling into a sneer. "Mourning? You? That's rich, Rostov. I'm surprised you didn't celebrate his passing with a champagne toast." I chuckle, feeling the familiar spark of annoyance ignite within me. "Oh, I did. In private, of course. Wouldn't want to offend your delicate sensibilities, Vladimir." As I speak, I notice the faint flush rising up Vladimir's neck, a sign of his growing anger. I press on, eager to push his buttons. "How's your blood pressure been? Still through the roof, I hope?" Vladimir's face darkens, his jaw clenched. "You think you're funny, don't you? Well, let me tell you, Rostov, your jokes are as stale as your attitude." I shrug, feigning nonchalance. "Attitude? Coming from the king of condescension? That's adorable, Vladimir." I deadpan. “That's enough!” Dmitri's loud voice brings order to the room. “And Rostov is back again.” Viktor who's sitting beside me chuckles. “I know I've been away for six months,” I begin and just when I'm about to continue, the door swings open and Mikhail walks in, closing the door behind him. Viktor glances at his watch and says, "Right on time, as always, Mikhail. You're only 15 minutes late." "Welcome to the meeting, Mikhail. We've already begun." Dmitri, seated across from Vladimir chimes in, looking displeased. Mikhail flashes a brief smile, ignoring Viktor’s jab. "Apologies, gentlemen." He strides to the table, his eyes locking onto mine. "Hey, Rostov." "Mikhail." I nod, smiling slightly. Mikhail takes the empty chair beside me, his focus shifting to Dmitri. His expression turns neutral and professional. “I've not been away from the brotherhood. You can ask Dmitri. I'm up to date with everything that has been going on. I just needed time to mourn my father.” I continue after Mikhail settles down. I did not mourn my father. He's not worth it. “You don't just walk in and out of the brotherhood as you like, Rostov.” Alexei mumbles under his breath but everyone hears him loud and clear. He's the quiet one, always reserved to himself. “My father-” “Your father died. Yes, we know that Nikolai. We were all present at his funeral.” Viktor interrupts me with a calculating gaze in his eyes and I can feel Vladimir smirking at me. That bastard, I'll definitely punch him someday. “You were absent for six months and that's a serious crime. You can get kicked out.” Dmitri states. I already prepared myself for this. Too bad I'm not getting kicked out. “Hey, cut my man some slack. This is Nikolai. We can't just kick him out. He's our brother. I say we vote.” Mikhail smiles, raising his left hand. “I say we forgive him.” “You just arrived Mikhail, you don't just waltz in here and start casting votes.” Vladimir snarls at Mikhail. What a bitter pill. Viktor's hand goes up. "He's back. Can we wrap this up?" His gesture of support is accompanied by a glance at his watch, probably eager to return to his daughter. He's a single dad. “Whatever.” Alexei rolls his eyes as he raises his hand as well. “That's three to one.” My lips curve up triumphantly as I smirk at Vladimir who glares at me. I lean back, savoring the victory. "Looks like the majority rules, Vladimir." Pakhan's calm voice intervenes. "Enough. The decision is made. Rostov stays." Vladimir's glare intensifies, but Dmitri’s stern expression silences him. Dmitri’s gaze shifts to me, his tone measured. "Rostov, you've tested the brotherhood's patience once. Disappear again, and there won't be a next time. Do you understand?" I nod, still smirking. "Perfectly, Pakhan." Vladimir pushes back from the table, his chair scraping against the floor. "This is a mistake." Dmitri's warning glance follows Vladimir out of the room. “Welcome back, man.” Mikhail pats me on the shoulder as I nod briefly at him. “You were late again.” I whisper at him and the corner of his lips lifts. “Got caught up shagging.” He mouths back at me and I roll my eyes, turning away from him. In our line of work, friendships are luxuries we can't afford. Mikhail's the closest thing I have to one. The rest are just temporary alliances, held together by shared interests.Adrian What a crazy and Dramatic family! From the mother to the sister they are all crazy. No doubt.Like what the hell?The sister tries to stab the brother and the mother slaps the son. I couldn't stand that and had to stop her. I did not stop her because I cared for Nikolai. I just hate seeing parents hit their children. I was a constant victim of that, and it's kind of traumatic for me.And the bastard, he asked me to join him in the back seat, making me feel so uncomfortable. I wanted to join the other SUV that contained his other men.We finally arrived at the house I recognized as the Pakhan’s house. While Nikolai went inside, Ilya and I remained outside, standing with other guards.Minutes later, a man storms out of the room, looking pissed as hell. He keeps mumbling something under his breath as he walks away. That's Vladimir.Two other men walk out moments later. Viktor and Alexei. They seem to be the same age as Nikolai and handsome as well. These men scream power with an
Adrian Where the hell is he? I already packed my clothes, he's the only one holding me back. I proceed to call him. He replied to my text earlier saying he was coming.But time is delaying. I need to return back to Nikolai's place. I will not run away. Not only will he look for me and kill me, but I'm not done with that house. Not yet.“Where are you uncle?” I ask the moment he picks the calls up.“I'm near your place, Adrian. Give me a few minutes.” “Okay then. Be fast. I have to leave soon.” I urge him, ending the call afterward. I shove my phone into my pocket, standing up from the chair I'm sitting on. I look around my sitting room and my eyes land on a picture.It's me and my mother. I was eight there. I suck in a deep breath, reaching out for the picture. I look just like my mother, with brown hair and the most beautiful brown eyes. She used to smile a lot, she was the best. But they had to take her from me, they killed her. I watched her die.My heart raced as the memory come
Adrian I'm standing under the warm shower, losing track of time. It feels like decades since water last touched me. Finally, I turn off the faucet and proceed to dress up.As I'm adjusting my clothes, I hear a knock on my door. I walk over to answer it, finding Kuzma holding a tray."Hey, man," he says with a smile. "I figured you haven't eaten anything, so I brought you food."My stomach growls at the sight of the food. "Fuck yes!" I exclaim, taking the tray from him. "I'm starving. When was the last time I had something to eat?""Thought so," Kuzma replies, chuckling. "You're welcome.""I really appreciate it," I say sincerely. Kuzma's the only cool person around here."No worries," he responds. "I've already instructed the maids to bring your meals every day."I mumble another thank you, feeling grateful.Just as Kuzma's about to leave, he pauses and turns to face me."By the way," he starts, his expression turning serious. “ The boss asked to see you. Meet him after you've finish
Nikolai I'm not the kind who wastes his time on things. I go straight to the fucking point. That's how life works. You don't waste time.And Adrian? The pretty boy gets me hard. My dick is fucking hard, if you look closely at my towel, you'll see the bulge.My men brought me two women after I arrived home and they couldn't get my cock hard. Not even with a blowjob. But I became painfully hard just at the sight of Adrian.He's a turn-on for my cock, that needs to be fucked. So that's why I asked my question, to know how to get him.“No, I don't.” He replies with a stern look on his face.“I had a girlfriend.” “Before you killed her. Sexual preferences change.” I pointed out and noticed the change of look in his brown eyes. Mentioning his dead girlfriend sparked up something within him.When my men cleared Igor's place, three bodies were found and when I ran my check, I found out she was his girlfriend. Larisa. She was fucking Igor. How pathetic.“Seeing your appearance, I figured you
Adrian Two fucking days later, I still find it hard to forget what happened with Nikolai back in his room.What he said about being gay and wanting to…no..no..I can't think of that right now. It's been so hard trying to get it off my head and the picture of his naked body. Why did he have to be so hot? It was taunting me and hell, I had a sex dream last night. It was about him and I actually woke up hard. Shit! I seriously was straight.“Fucker,” I mumble under my breath, putting on my leather jacket. I'm wearing jeans trousers and a black shirt beneath the jacket. Most of Nikolai's men wear suits, but suits really aren't my thing.I step out of the room and head to where Kuzma asked to meet. Ilya is present there, standing by an SUV.“Finally you've come.” Ilya mumbled under his breath with distaste. He rolls his eyes, getting into the passenger seat of the SUV. Three SUVs are packed there.“No suit? This is business man.” Kuzma points out, shaking his head meaningfully.“They look
Adrian As the auctioneer's voice fills the grand hall of the Shatura art museum, Nikolai's eyes fix directly on the painting."Auction lot 37, 'The Whispering Lady' by Vladimir Borovikovsky, a stunning 18th-century portrait," the auctioneer announces in Russian, "bidding begins at 30 million rubles."The crowd murmurs, and bidding paddles rise. Nikolai's paddle, numbered 123, shoots up."35 million rubles from paddle 123!" the auctioneer declares.A wealthy businessman, Evgeny Ivanov, paddle 27, counters with "40 million rubles."Nikolai's eyes narrow. He raises his paddle again with a smirk on his face."45 million rubles from paddle 123!" the auctioneer calls out.The room erupts into a flurry of bids. Paddle 27, 42, and 91 join the fray. Nikolai's determination grows. From the look in his eyes, he won't give up. He wants the painting and I will not be surprised if he kills everyone in the hall to get it."60 million rubles... 65 million rubles... 70 million rubles!" the auctioneer
Nikolai “Are you okay?” I ask, tucking my gun away as I kneel in front of Adrian. He got shot. I had no idea that fucker was still alive.“Yeah, but it hurts.” He grunts through gritted teeth. My eyes land on his shoulder which is bleeding badly, he's losing blood “We have to leave from here.” I announce, looking around. It was already dark and there were barely any cars around.“To where?” He groans through pain and he shuts his eyes close.“Anywhere.” I reply, pulling off my jacket which I press to his wound.“That will stop the bleeding for now. We need to move to get you treated. We're unharmed and I'm pretty sure Evgeny is still sending his men after us.” That bastard. I'm going to kill him once I lay my hands on his but first I need to get Adrian treated.I can't use the SUV seeing he tampered with the breaks. “There's no house around.” Adrian swallows deeply as he slowly opens his eyes. His breathing is ragged and sweat is gathering on his forehead. He seems to be in a lot o
Nikolai I'm still seated in the same spot, staring at Adrian as he sleeps. Boris and Yulia came back about two hours ago and gave me fresh clothes. They belonged to Boris. I freshened up, changed my clothes, and did the same thing to Adrian, actually, I cleaned him up. And yes, I stripped him naked.He was in a deep sleep and had no idea as I cleaned all the blood off him. He only moaned from time to time, sending jolts of electricity through me, straight to my dick. I dressed him after cleaning it up.Yulia brought food, but I ate just a little and woke Adrian up to take the medicine she made for him. He fell back to sleep afterward.After making sure the couples were asleep, I brought out my phone which I had kept hidden. I brought my gun as well, never be too careful.Ilya informed me that they had captured Evgeny, so quickly, he should have thought twice before thinking of attacking me.He asked me where we were so he could come pick us up, but I assured him we were fine. I didn'
Adrian Jealousy stirs from within me as I ask, “How do you know that he is cheating? Did he bring a lady home?” I’ll murder Nikolai if he ever does that. However, a part of me believes that he will not do such a thing. He’s not so petty, Is he?“He didn’t bring a lady, dummy. I’ll pluck out her eyes even before she steps into our house. You and Nikolai’s relationship is the only one I will approve of.” I frown.“Then how do you know that he is cheating on me if he did not bring another girl home??” “Because Nikolai has been buying a lot of flowers lately. I’ve been watching him and he always leaves the house with flowers. Roses to be exact. I think he's going on a date with her.” Oh my God. I really want to start laughing at that very moment, but I don’t. That? I’m the one that he brings the flowers to.“He is not seeing another girl, Irina,’’ I state with a soft smile on my face.“How do you know that? Koyla has been doing this for over two weeks! Nonstop!!’’ She exclaims so loudly
Adrian I meant it when I asked Nikolai to ‘STAY AWAY FROM ME!!’ And up till now, I still can't fathom what part of ‘stay away from me’ that he does not understand. Does he want me to say it in Russian and not English? Because I don't fucking get it! It's been two weeks. Two whole weeks of seeing flowers on my deck every morning with a note attached to it, with, ‘I’m very sorry, pretty boy.’ written on it or, ‘I miss you so much, Let's talk?’ ‘I acted out of it. I accept it. Can you just talk to me?’‘My bed is cold without you. I miss your warm kisses.’‘I need you. Not being with you hurts.’‘Can we talk? You know I'm not going to stop right?’‘I miss you. Forgive me.’‘I’m sorry. Fuck! I'm losing my mind without you by my side.’‘I have good news that I would love to share with you. Should I come over for dinner?’ He never misses a day and now, I'm getting tired of it. I don't know what to do with the flowers and I can't even ask him to stop, because I have no idea when he drops
Adrian I heard footsteps. So I came to check it out. I would never have stepped out if I knew that it was Nikolai. But here I am, standing face to face with the bastard that broke my heart to pieces. “Don't come close!! What the fuck are you doing here?” I yell just when he's about to come near me. He is the last person I want to see right now. And my life has been very much peaceful since I left his place. Nothing here reminds me of Nikolai, unlike his house. “Adrian I-” His voice trails off and he looks taken aback. Well, he should. He is not expecting me to start shining my teeth at him the moment he appears at my doorstep, is he? I hope he's not. Not after what he did to me. “What are you doing here, Nikolai?” I ask in a low, composed voice. I'm angry, very pissed, at him and myself and it's taking everything within me not to lash out at him and throw him out of my house. How did he even know that I'm staying here? “Adrian, I came here to talk. Please calm down and hear me o
Nikolai “Any news?” One of my hands is on my steering wheel and the other one is holding my phone to my ear as I wait to hear the reports from Kuzma. “No, Boss.” I feel my heart sink at his reply. Three hours. Three hours of searching around for Adrian, and still there is no news of him. It's like he just disappeared into thin air. I've tried asking Irina if she knows where he went, since she helped in letting him leave, but she claimed that she knows nothing about his whereabouts, as she only helped him to leave because she couldn't watch him being in pain. Fuck! I messed up big time. He must have thought that I was coming home with Tatiana, that's why he left. Seeing he tore a tracker out of his skin, shows how intent he was on leaving me. And I caused everything. I caused this shit. I should have told him all my plans, maybe he wouldn't have left. “How? Have you checked everywhere? Other cities? Check other cities and do it fast!!” My car comes to a screech as I stop the car in
Nikolai My jaw works as I stare at Kuzma in disbelief, then at Ilya and Irina. “Adrian left?” What the fucking hell? He left? To where? And why am I just finding out about this now??“Yes, Boss. I thought you knew.” Kuzma says and that's when I lose my cool. If I knew that he left, why would I be requesting for him?“What do you mean by I knew???” My voice thunders at him, and he takes a step back with a confused look on his face. “He said you gave him the permission to leave.” This time it's Ilya who speaks and I scoff as I turn to face him. “The permission? Did you hear it from my mouth? Did I tell you to let him leave???!!” I yell as anger courses through my veins. It's been a whole day since he left and I'm just finding out about it now!! That's fucking absurd. I take in a deep breath to try and calm my laboured breathing. I will find him. I'm going to find Adrian. I have a tracker on him. I'm going to bring him back. “But Miss Irina said you called to give him the permission
Nikolai “This is unacceptable!!” Dmitri yells angrily as he barges into the room that we have all settled in for a meeting that Dmitri called for after what happened in the church. There was a wedding, but I was not the groom. It was Alexei, everyone was surprised, including Tatiana herself. Dmitri could not stop the wedding and angrily allowed it to commerce. After Alexei and Tatiana were announced husband and wife, he called for a meeting and here we are. “You should calm down, your health is not particularly strong enough to handle this kind of anger.” Ivan, Dmitri’s son who has no interest in the Bratva, says leisurely with his legs crossed. He lives in Los Angeles and only came for his father’s birthday and stayed for his sister's wedding. “Ivan, zatknis!!!!” He snaps at Ivan who chuckles, but mockingly. “What? I was just being a concerned son! Sorry for my opinion. Go on with your meeting and act like I don't exist. That's what you're good at doing anyway.” He fires at Dmi
Adrian “Don't you think you're going too far? You can't just leave?” Irina mumbles and her eyes fill with tears as she sits beside me. We are currently in the garden and I've just broken the news to her. I'm leaving and Nikolai will not be able to stop me, because I'm not going to tell him. “I have to,” I state. I had hardly been faring well these past few days. It takes everything in me not to break down crying as I spend most of my days around Irina and she makes everything bearable and lively for me. I've been doing not too well and everything is going to shatter once Nikolai walks through that door with Tatiana beside him. I will die seeing them together. That's why I'm leaving, because he will never be able to find me again. I'm going away. “You can't! Is it because of Koyla? I swear I'm going to kill him. You're my only friend here, why leave now? I thought you were already moving on.” She sniffles and I smile as I slowly caress her cat, Minnie's fur, who's sleeping on my lap
NikolaiWhen I went into the meeting room, Alexei was already seated, because I allowed him to walk away before I stepped out from behind the pillar I was hiding. I'm not going to marry Tatiana. And I already have a plan to go about all this? The meeting goes on and on, and seriously half of the things that Dmitri kept saying are not sinking in my head at all. The man has changed and it's quite evident that his health is deteriorating. The cancer is taking a toll on him and his dying wish is to see his daughter married. “Nikolai, will agree with me. Nikolai, right?” Mikhail's voice rings in my ears and my brows furrows as I turn to face him. I have not been listening. “Huh?” “This fucker has not been listening!!” He says in Russian as he points an accusing finger at me. “Where is your mind? Fuck!” He continues in Russia and I reply to him as we both begin to converse in Russia. “What do you want to tell me, Mikhail?” “The yakuza has been trying to get a hit on us. I say we go an
Nikolai I feel like I'm making a mistake and that everything is slipping through my hands. I had always thought that I had the ultimate control of things, but I don't. Not when it comes to Adrian. A week has passed since he punched me and walked out of my room. I deserved that punch, I was being an asshole. I've not come up with a plan to stop the wedding that's just a week away. And now I'm torn in making a decision that would affect my life forever. Adrian was in his room for four days with the excuse that he was sick, at first I sent Kuzma to bring him his meals but Kuzma reported that he barely ate anything. So I sent Irina and though she has been giving me the cold shoulder as she shakes her head in disappointment and she looks at me in reproach, she still went.And luckily the results have been positive, Adrian has been eating and has been coming out of his shell. He has finally stepped out of his room and Irina has been keeping him company and I'm very grateful for that. We'