Nikolai
I notice the way Adrian keeps clearing his throat and staring outside the window. He's nervous. I smile to myself as I look outside as well. We arrive in front of a huge gate. The gate opens and our car drives in. As we approach the compound, I'm enveloped by an aura of seclusion and security. The house sits atop a hill, surveying its surroundings like a fortress. The perimeter is shrouded in tall, dense trees. To the left, a sleek, modern gatehouse stands still, manned by heavily armed guards. Their eyes scan every visitor, their faces expressionless. As we near the main house, the sound of distant traffic fades, replaced by the soft hum of security cameras and the muted chatter of guards patrolling the grounds. The car stops in front of the main house, and we all step down. “Kuzma, you'll wait here. Ilya and Adrian will follow me in.” I instruct and notice the way Ilya looks at Adrian. He doesn't trust him. He threw a fit last night, asking why I suddenly employed another person. “Okay, Boss.” Kuzma nods, feeling glad to wait back in the car. He's the carefree one and Ilya? I swear to God, I've never seen him smile. “Come on.” I say to Ilya and Adrian and they both walk behind me. The doors are opened by the guards as I step into the grand entrance of the Pakhan’s house. The high ceilings, ornate chandeliers, and lavish furnishings scream luxury and power. I walk through the sprawling foyer, my eyes scanning the lavish decor. The walls are adorned with expensive artwork, and the floors are covered in plush carpets that silence my footsteps. Every detail screams opulence. To my left lies the lavish dining hall, where we host elaborate feasts and high-stakes meetings. The long, polished table seats twenty comfortably, surrounded by velvet-draped windows and a stunning crystal chandelier. Moving deeper, I enter the heart of our operations. The conference room. Here, our Pakhan and top-tier members strategize and make life-or-death decisions. Ilya stops and Adrian takes that as a cue to stop, while I walk inside, the room exudes power, with Six leather-bound chairs surrounding a sleek wooden table, and a floor-to-ceiling bookshelf filled with law books and tactical manuals. “You're late, Rostov.” Alexei says with a straight face as I take a look at my wristwatch. “At least I came before Mikhail.” I nod towards an empty chair before sitting on the other empty chair. Everyone is already present, except Mikhail. He's always late. “Hello, Dmitri.” I smile at the gray-haired man. The Pakhan of the brotherhood. He waves briefly at me and I proceed to say hi to the other members. “The fact that you've finally shown your face after six months is quite surprising, Rostov.” Vladimir utters after a while and I turn to face the brown-haired man. He's the oldest after the Pakhan. “What can I say? I've been mourning my dear old dad.” I flash a smirk at him. Vladimir and I never get along. He does not get along with anyone. The man is annoying as hell. Vladimir snorts, his lips curling into a sneer. "Mourning? You? That's rich, Rostov. I'm surprised you didn't celebrate his passing with a champagne toast." I chuckle, feeling the familiar spark of annoyance ignite within me. "Oh, I did. In private, of course. Wouldn't want to offend your delicate sensibilities, Vladimir." As I speak, I notice the faint flush rising up Vladimir's neck, a sign of his growing anger. I press on, eager to push his buttons. "How's your blood pressure been? Still through the roof, I hope?" Vladimir's face darkens, his jaw clenched. "You think you're funny, don't you? Well, let me tell you, Rostov, your jokes are as stale as your attitude." I shrug, feigning nonchalance. "Attitude? Coming from the king of condescension? That's adorable, Vladimir." I deadpan. “That's enough!” Dmitri's loud voice brings order to the room. “And Rostov is back again.” Viktor who's sitting beside me chuckles. “I know I've been away for six months,” I begin and just when I'm about to continue, the door swings open and Mikhail walks in, closing the door behind him. Viktor glances at his watch and says, "Right on time, as always, Mikhail. You're only 15 minutes late." "Welcome to the meeting, Mikhail. We've already begun." Dmitri, seated across from Vladimir chimes in, looking displeased. Mikhail flashes a brief smile, ignoring Viktor’s jab. "Apologies, gentlemen." He strides to the table, his eyes locking onto mine. "Hey, Rostov." "Mikhail." I nod, smiling slightly. Mikhail takes the empty chair beside me, his focus shifting to Dmitri. His expression turns neutral and professional. “I've not been away from the brotherhood. You can ask Dmitri. I'm up to date with everything that has been going on. I just needed time to mourn my father.” I continue after Mikhail settles down. I did not mourn my father. He's not worth it. “You don't just walk in and out of the brotherhood as you like, Rostov.” Alexei mumbles under his breath but everyone hears him loud and clear. He's the quiet one, always reserved to himself. “My father-” “Your father died. Yes, we know that Nikolai. We were all present at his funeral.” Viktor interrupts me with a calculating gaze in his eyes and I can feel Vladimir smirking at me. That bastard, I'll definitely punch him someday. “You were absent for six months and that's a serious crime. You can get kicked out.” Dmitri states. I already prepared myself for this. Too bad I'm not getting kicked out. “Hey, cut my man some slack. This is Nikolai. We can't just kick him out. He's our brother. I say we vote.” Mikhail smiles, raising his left hand. “I say we forgive him.” “You just arrived Mikhail, you don't just waltz in here and start casting votes.” Vladimir snarls at Mikhail. What a bitter pill. Viktor's hand goes up. "He's back. Can we wrap this up?" His gesture of support is accompanied by a glance at his watch, probably eager to return to his daughter. He's a single dad. “Whatever.” Alexei rolls his eyes as he raises his hand as well. “That's three to one.” My lips curve up triumphantly as I smirk at Vladimir who glares at me. I lean back, savoring the victory. "Looks like the majority rules, Vladimir." Pakhan's calm voice intervenes. "Enough. The decision is made. Rostov stays." Vladimir's glare intensifies, but Dmitri’s stern expression silences him. Dmitri’s gaze shifts to me, his tone measured. "Rostov, you've tested the brotherhood's patience once. Disappear again, and there won't be a next time. Do you understand?" I nod, still smirking. "Perfectly, Pakhan." Vladimir pushes back from the table, his chair scraping against the floor. "This is a mistake." Dmitri's warning glance follows Vladimir out of the room. “Welcome back, man.” Mikhail pats me on the shoulder as I nod briefly at him. “You were late again.” I whisper at him and the corner of his lips lifts. “Got caught up shagging.” He mouths back at me and I roll my eyes, turning away from him. In our line of work, friendships are luxuries we can't afford. Mikhail's the closest thing I have to one. The rest are just temporary alliances, held together by shared interests.Adrian 17 months laterThe sound of a baby crying jolts Nikolai and me and he pauses from kissing me. “Fuck this.” Nikolai curses, not hiding the annoyance in his voice. I chuckle as I get out of bed, pulling my shirt over my head. “Where are you going??” Nikolai asks just when I'm about to head to the door. “To meet our child, he's crying.” I remind him, in case he's not hearing the sound of our one-month-old baby crying. Aleksandr was born exactly a month ago and trust me when I say he's the best thing that has happened to Nikolai and I. Nikolai insisted that we get married immediately he proposed, and I agreed. He kept to his words and released Pavel who left Russia to start a new life for himself.That day was one of the happiest days in my life, saying I DO to Nikolai was like a dream come true for me as we both exchanged wedding vows and rings. We had our honeymoon in France for a month and I swear, Nikolai did not want to come back to Russia. I had to drag his ass back her
Adrian I was feeling very nervous throughout the drive to the private diner where Nikolai's celebration party for being the Pakhan was going to be held. He kept on assuring me that it was going to be fine and it was really hard for me to calm down.We finally arrived there, and here I am sitting in the midst of four powerful men. Strangely I'm comfortable around them and they all said their congratulations when Nikolai broke the news of our relationship.“So you both are–” Mikhail's voice trails off as he points at the both of us, before he uses his hand to show how two people come together, a surprised look on his face.“Obviously Volkov, Rostov broke the news exactly ten minutes ago.” Viktor deadpans, pointing at his watch.“I just find it hard to believe, I mean…The pretty boy was his-” “His name is Adrian.” Nikolai sharply interrupts, his voice stern and possessive. A small smile appears on my lips as I take a glance at him, we are both sitting sideways.“Whatever…Adrian is your
Adrian I was fucking surprised when Nikolai told me that I was in a coma for a month. A fucking month!! I couldn’t believe it. I slept for that long but I’m glad that I made it out alive. When I lost consciousness, I thought that I was not going to see his face again. I really thought that I was dying. But here I am, alive, healthy and surrounded by people that care so much for me. I have a caring boyfriend and a supportive best friend. Both siblings have been there for me and can I say that they’ve been pampering me too much? Especially Nikolai. He makes all my meals, gives me a walk every day to loosen up my muscles, prepares my bath and makes sure that the water temperature is okay. At first, he even insisted on bathing me, but I had to remind him that I was not a child. My hands were working perfectly. Even when he cooks for me, he insists on feeding me and I so much enjoy eating from his hands and Nikolai makes the best meals ever. Why was he hiding such a good talent? Acco
Nikolai I can’t remember the last time I ran this hard. I race straight to the room that Adrian is being kept in with Irina running behind me. I pause in my tracks when I get to the entrance, the door wide open. I find myself breathing out in relief when I see Adrian sitting on the bed, his back resting against the headboard. “Fuck!!” I curse, my chest heaving as I stand by the door. He’s awake! Fuck! Adrian is awake and he’s staring right at me. There is a confused look on his face as he looks at me, his eyes wide open. “I told you right. He’s awake!!” Irina exclaims, also breathless as he points at Adrian who opens his mouth to speak, but no words come out. “Adrian,” I call in relief rushing to his side. The moment I sit at the ease of the bed, I hug him. Fuck I’ve missed him. “I’m so glad that you’re fine. Fuck! I was so worried about you.” I break off from the hug but Adrian keeps staring at me. “Are you okay Adrian? Kuzma has gone to get Andrei, they will be here soon. Just
Nikolai A piercing scream echoes in my basement and I hold a bored look on my face as I watch Pavel who's getting his toenails removed yell out in pain. I hate him and the fact that his father shot Adrian, makes me hate him the most. “Nikolai…..arhhh…stop this!!” He pleads with me but I don't bother to ask my men to stop. He deserves every bit of what he's experiencing. Pavel's eyes widen in terror as he begs me to stop, but I just raise an eyebrow, my expression unyielding. "You think a little toenail removal is painful?" I sneer, my voice dripping with venom. "You have no idea what pain is, Pavel. Your father took something precious from me, and now you're going to pay the price."Pavel's face contorts in agony as my men continue their work, his screams echoing off the cold basement walls. I watch him with a mixture of disgust and contempt, my anger simmering just below the surface."Please, Nikolai... mercy!" Pavel begs, his voice hoarse from screaming.I laugh, a cold, mirthles
Nikolai I've never been so frustrated and hopeful in my thirty years of living. It has been the same thing for me, it's like I keep going back and forth, doing the same thing over and over again. Dealing with a little work and coming back to the hospital to sit and watch Adrian as he sleeps while I fill him in with how my day went as I also beg him to open his eyes. It's been two weeks since Zorya's funeral, and Adrian still hasn't opened his eyes. He's still in the fucking coma. I've invited different doctors from far and wide to do something, but the result is still the same. ‘He’s out of danger, it's just left for him to wake up. I'm sorry sir.’ These are their exact words. And it takes everything within me not to smash the nearest objects in their head for failing to bring my Adrian back. I sigh loudly as I lean by the door, watching as Adrian sleeps on the bed. He's still as pretty as ever and looks like a sleeping beauty. I always kiss his lips each time I come here, hoping t