Adrian
Everything feels blank. I loved Larisa so much. I killed for her. I did everything for her and what did I get in return? Parking in front of the building Nikolai asked me to meet, I climb down from my bike. He's outside the building, with three SUVs parked. He's ready to leave. I watch him talking to one of his men. His hair is not packed this time and just flies in the wind as he speaks. Bastard. Do I hate him? Yes. A lot. He gets on my nerves. He turns his head over to my direction and when his eyes land on me, he smiles. “You made a mess.” He comments, motioning for me to walk towards him. “I asked you to kill Igor, just him.” He must have seen the bodies. “Who I kill is none of your fucking business.” I grit my teeth and the smile on his face widens as he speaks. “You'll need to learn your manners, Adrian, you don't speak to me in that tone.” The smile on his face falls. “I'm your boss.” He adds before turning back to the man he was speaking to earlier. “We're leaving.” He says to no one in particular, walking to one of the SUVs. He's taking me to his place. I know a man like Nikolai will not live in such a shabby place. “You're riding with me, Adrian.” He climbs into the back seat, leaving no room for argument. What have I gotten myself into? To hell with you Igor, I hope you rot there. I tuck my hands into my front pocket as I casually walk to the front seat. I'm about to open the door when he says. “Come to the back seat,” I stiffen as his driver turns to face him. “But boss, you prefer sitting alone at the back.” He says as Nikolai glares at him. “Do you still like your fingers?” He raises a brow at the driver who apologizes before looking forward. “We don't have all night, pretty boy.” He utters, his eyes now buried on his iPad. Gosh, I hate this man. So much. I swallow deeply and walk to the back seat as I slowly get in, making sure to maintain a distance. The SUV starts to move, with the others behind. He surprisingly says nothing throughout the journey, his eyes remaining buried on his iPad. I find myself sneaking glances at him from time to time as his tattooed fingers type swiftly on his iPad. I finally look away before he catches me staring and makes an annoying comment. I have no idea how long it takes, but we finally arrive in a villa. The large gates open, as the SUV enters the compound. It's a large compound, and although it's dark, I can see my surroundings with the lights. I know Nikolai is wealthy, he's in the fucking Bratva. The SUV finally stops in front of a large mansion. Nikolai is the first one to step down and I follow. “Why did you bring me here?” I ask in confusion as he walks towards the mansion. “Why do you think I brought you here?” The corner of his lips pulls up and I fume in anger. “You'll live here from now on Adrian.” He announces. “You've got to be joking, Nikolai-” “It's sir. I'm your Boss.” He interrupts me as he walks into the mansion. What? Live with him? That's utterly impossible. “You’ll join my team of bodyguards Adrian. Your job is to follow me around as my right-hand man. You're good at taking shots, so I trust your skills.” He explains, walking up the stairs. That's what the Bratva is all about. You are never safe. You'll have enemies lurking about, waiting for the best time to launch an attack. It can be anywhere. “I only need your services for a year. I'm on the verge of greatness and greatness attracts haters. I can't take any chances can I?” He pauses and turns to face me with a smile on his face. That's what the Bratva is all about, power struggle. He's definitely aiming for a high position, risking his life in the process. “Kuzma will fill you in on everything you need to know. He should be here any minute.” He says, taking a look at his watch. And who the hell is Kuzma? His eyes are still fixed on his watch when I see a lady approaching with angry eyes. Blonde, she looks to be in her Twenties. “Bastard! You finally came home” She's talking to Nikolai and there's nothing but anger in her voice. “Irina,” He calls with an emotionless look on his face, as he turns to face her. “How dare you show your face here??” She's practically yelling at the top of her voice. “Have you taken your pills today?” Nikolai asks instead in a calm tone and that seems to anger her more. “I'll kill you, Nikolai. You son of a pig!!” She grits her teeth, launching at him, that's when I notice what she's holding. A knife. “That makes the two of us. Go to your room Irina or I'll ask Andrei to tie you up.” He threatens in a low voice and she scoffs. I stare at the lady who does not seem to be scared of Nikolai and is probably planning to stab him. And why is Nikolai saying nothing? He should have noticed the Knife. “You think I'll allow that doctor to touch me again!!” She screams, hitting him on the chest this time with her fists. “I should kill you, so you'll go join Dad.” She hiss, holding up the knife as she points it at Nikolai who remains unblinking. Is he going to stand there and do nothing? With the look in her eyes, she'll stab him. She launches the knife at him, I quickly move, grabbing her wrist just in time. Her face contorts in rage as she spins towards me. "And who are you?" she spits, her voice venomous. The intensity of her green eyes, identical to Nikolai's, betrays her familial connection. I've stumbled upon the sister.Adrian “Step back miss,” I utter softly to the raging lady in front of me with my most respectful voice, but the look in her eyes only hardens.“Who the fuck is this bastard!” She yells in Russian and I slowly shake my head. Why is Nikolai still quiet? He should deal with his sister.“Please step back, miss.” I utter politely, but she only glares harder at me before looking at her brother.“Tell this bastard to get his hands off me Nikolai, or I'll kill him before killing you!” She snaps again in Russian and finally, Nikolai reacts.“Are you done, Irina?” Irina. That's her name.“No, I'm not. Where the hell were you?” She screams at him, finally releasing the knife. I sigh in relief, bending down to pick up the knife.“You just disappeared after father's funeral and you think you can appear again. Get out Nikolai, you're not needed anymore!” She screams, her face red as she practically jumps in his face though he's way taller than her.“Irina,” Nikolai begins, taking in a deep breath
Adrian I have no idea how I fell asleep, but I did it. I wake up the next morning, with someone pounding on my door loudly. And who the fuck is that bastard? I think to myself, a groan escaping my lips as I slowly get out of bed.I'm still wearing my clothes from yesterday and seriously, I need a change of clothes.“Who's it?” I ask groggily, opening the door to reveal the face of a man.Huge, tall. Jet black hair with black eyes. He has that terrifying look that scares people. Too bad, he doesn't scare me.“Who?” “Follow me.” He utters instead and immediately turns to leave.What the hell? Just that?My brows furrow and I reluctantly begin to follow behind him.“If you want to work here. You have to be punctual. No one sleeps till eight.” He points out, walking towards the direction of Nikolai's study.“Where did the boss pick you from?” He pauses, turning to face me.“Why don't you ask him that yourself?” I challenge, I hate his humor. Who does he even think he is? “Look Adrian,”
Nikolai As I walk into the Dining room with Olga, three pairs of eyes stare directly at me. One with anger. I totally understand Irina, she'll come around.And two with nothing but pure contempt. Those two pairs of eyes belong to my mother and brother. She stands up the moment she sees me, Pavel following suit like the dog he is.“What are you doing here?” She asks, not hiding the hatred she has for me. I'm already used to it.Her hair is packed in a tight bun and she's wearing her usually straight red dress which usually has a black belt that matches with her shoe.“Because this is my house.” A smile graces my lips and my eyes land on my little sister.“How are you, Irina?” I ask.“As if you care how I am.” She mumbles standing up to her feet and she disappears from the dining room, going straight upstairs.Seriously, Irina and Olga are the only people I care for in this house.Olga is not my mother but she practically raised me and made me feel motherly love and Irina, she used to
Nikolai I notice the way Adrian keeps clearing his throat and staring outside the window. He's nervous. I smile to myself as I look outside as well. We arrive in front of a huge gate. The gate opens and our car drives in.As we approach the compound, I'm enveloped by an aura of seclusion and security. The house sits atop a hill, surveying its surroundings like a fortress. The perimeter is shrouded in tall, dense trees. To the left, a sleek, modern gatehouse stands still, manned by heavily armed guards. Their eyes scan every visitor, their faces expressionless.As we near the main house, the sound of distant traffic fades, replaced by the soft hum of security cameras and the muted chatter of guards patrolling the grounds.The car stops in front of the main house, and we all step down. “Kuzma, you'll wait here. Ilya and Adrian will follow me in.” I instruct and notice the way Ilya looks at Adrian. He doesn't trust him.He threw a fit last night, asking why I suddenly employed anot
Adrian What a crazy and Dramatic family! From the mother to the sister they are all crazy. No doubt.Like what the hell?The sister tries to stab the brother and the mother slaps the son. I couldn't stand that and had to stop her. I did not stop her because I cared for Nikolai. I just hate seeing parents hit their children. I was a constant victim of that, and it's kind of traumatic for me.And the bastard, he asked me to join him in the back seat, making me feel so uncomfortable. I wanted to join the other SUV that contained his other men.We finally arrived at the house I recognized as the Pakhan’s house. While Nikolai went inside, Ilya and I remained outside, standing with other guards.Minutes later, a man storms out of the room, looking pissed as hell. He keeps mumbling something under his breath as he walks away. That's Vladimir.Two other men walk out moments later. Viktor and Alexei. They seem to be the same age as Nikolai and handsome as well. These men scream power with an
Adrian Where the hell is he? I already packed my clothes, he's the only one holding me back. I proceed to call him. He replied to my text earlier saying he was coming.But time is delaying. I need to return back to Nikolai's place. I will not run away. Not only will he look for me and kill me, but I'm not done with that house. Not yet.“Where are you uncle?” I ask the moment he picks the calls up.“I'm near your place, Adrian. Give me a few minutes.” “Okay then. Be fast. I have to leave soon.” I urge him, ending the call afterward. I shove my phone into my pocket, standing up from the chair I'm sitting on. I look around my sitting room and my eyes land on a picture.It's me and my mother. I was eight there. I suck in a deep breath, reaching out for the picture. I look just like my mother, with brown hair and the most beautiful brown eyes. She used to smile a lot, she was the best. But they had to take her from me, they killed her. I watched her die.My heart raced as the memory come
Adrian I'm standing under the warm shower, losing track of time. It feels like decades since water last touched me. Finally, I turn off the faucet and proceed to dress up.As I'm adjusting my clothes, I hear a knock on my door. I walk over to answer it, finding Kuzma holding a tray."Hey, man," he says with a smile. "I figured you haven't eaten anything, so I brought you food."My stomach growls at the sight of the food. "Fuck yes!" I exclaim, taking the tray from him. "I'm starving. When was the last time I had something to eat?""Thought so," Kuzma replies, chuckling. "You're welcome.""I really appreciate it," I say sincerely. Kuzma's the only cool person around here."No worries," he responds. "I've already instructed the maids to bring your meals every day."I mumble another thank you, feeling grateful.Just as Kuzma's about to leave, he pauses and turns to face me."By the way," he starts, his expression turning serious. “ The boss asked to see you. Meet him after you've finish
Nikolai I'm not the kind who wastes his time on things. I go straight to the fucking point. That's how life works. You don't waste time.And Adrian? The pretty boy gets me hard. My dick is fucking hard, if you look closely at my towel, you'll see the bulge.My men brought me two women after I arrived home and they couldn't get my cock hard. Not even with a blowjob. But I became painfully hard just at the sight of Adrian.He's a turn-on for my cock, that needs to be fucked. So that's why I asked my question, to know how to get him.“No, I don't.” He replies with a stern look on his face.“I had a girlfriend.” “Before you killed her. Sexual preferences change.” I pointed out and noticed the change of look in his brown eyes. Mentioning his dead girlfriend sparked up something within him.When my men cleared Igor's place, three bodies were found and when I ran my check, I found out she was his girlfriend. Larisa. She was fucking Igor. How pathetic.“Seeing your appearance, I figured you
Adrian Life can be so unpredictable and unfair, especially to me. It's like the very moment I was born, I was destined not to have a good life. Because why? Just when I think I can finally be happy, everything goes upside down. Sergei is my father. The man I looked up to for years and thought that he was my uncle who loved me. He's my father. One that hates me so much, that he wants me to die and I guess his wish is coming true because I'm dying. My body falls with a thud, and Nikolai quickly kneels, gathering me up in his arms as he places my head on his lap. He points his gun in a direction and when I hear a gunshot, I know that he has officially killed Sergei. The pungent smell of blood fills the air as pain pierces through my whole body. It hurts a lot. “Fuck! Adrian!!! What the fuck!!” Nikolai curses, his hands going through my body as he tries to find my wound. I got shot in the right side of my upper chest. “Get the fucking doctor!!!” He yells and I've never seen Nikolai
Adrian I'm utterly dumbfounded as I stare at Zorya and then at Sergei. He can't be my father. All my life has been a lie. There is no way!! It's not possible, not in any fucking way. How can Sergei be my father?“You tried to kill me!!” I yell at him, my breath shaking as I ignore the banging ache in my head. He tried to fucking kill me and he's my dad. How? “And that's because you proved to be useless and weak!! And what's the expense of that??? A man!!!” Uncle Sergei’s voice thunders as he points at Nikolai who is standing beside me. “You're a failure!! I can't father a failure!!” “You never stuck to the plan. The plan was to kill Nikolai. I don't birth weaklings, Adrian. You are a weakling!!!” He spits with pure venom and contempt. “Hey watch it!!!” Nikolai growls and the next moment, he is pointing his gun at Sergei. “I suggest you shut the fuck up and watch your tongue.” He warns, his tone deadly. Sergei bites his lower lips, pointing his gun at me. Nikolai’s men point their
Nikolai I don't panic, as I help Adrian to stand on his feet, his head resting weakly on my shoulders. Kuzma must have captured Pavel when I asked them to surround the house. I don't flinch, even when Sergei’s gun is pointed at my head. He won't try shit. This man has never loved Adrian, Adrian was only a means to get whatever he was aiming for and my mother is a cohort. “You bastard!! Tell them to release my son!! I will kill you if anything happens to Pavel!!” Zorya yells in fear, angrily pointing at me. And I scoff, glancing at the man who has a hardened look on his face. He's brown-haired, just like Adrian, with the same brown eyes as well. “And tell this shrimp that you're fucking to put his gun aside. It's disrespectful.” I tsk with a small chuckle and then my eyes land on Adrian who keeps mumbling incoherent words. “Sergei drop the gun! They have Pavel. The plan is already ruined. They will kill him!” She yells again in panic. Oh! How much she loves her son. Why does she n
Nikolai For some strange reason, I've been feeling uneasy since I came home. I needed to make an appearance as there were a few deals I needed to sign on. And now, I'm in my office with Ilya, but I feel uneasy. A part of me keeps telling me that I shouldn't have left Adrian alone, I know he was lying to me. He is being watched by someone, it's obvious he has a stalker, and though I already sent Kuzma there, I still feel very uncomfortable. “Are these the last files that needs my signature?” I ask Ilya who shakes his head, before dumping another pile of files on the table in front of me. I sigh, slowly shaking my head and I pick up my pen, to continue signing on every paper. “Did you get any call from Viktor?” I ask my eyes fixed on the papers. “Yes, Pakhan. I already passed the message to him.” I nod, “Arrange for a meeting. I want to meet all of them.” I state and Viktor nods. I continue signing the papers, and I'm already halfway done when my phone rings. It's Kuzma. I receiv
Adrian Nikolai and I finally made up and he was officially my boyfriend. Dating him has to be one of the best things that has ever happened to me, if not the best. We had spent the last three days cosying up in my deckhouse. Just the two of us, wrapped in each other arms as we told each other our ambitions and dreams. It has been a lot of bonding up and the best three days of my life. It was like we've known each other for years, not just a few fleeting days. It was peaceful and calm with him. Aside from talking, Nikolai was taking care of me so well, by going the extra mile. He did not allow me to lift a finger, he took care of the dishes and cooking. It was just the two of us, trying new things and fucking. That cannot be left out. Whenever he was not cooking or cleaning, Nikolai did not take his hands off me. Even at night, we try different positions and he wakes me every morning, sucking me off as he makes sure I cum in his mouth. Everything has been going so well and I hope
Nikolai I finally had the best time of my life after what felt like an eternity. I don't even wish for this day to stop as I just want Adrian to be in my arms. We are both lying on the couch after having intense rounds of sex. I fucked him twice again after the first round before I finally got exhausted. Now we're both lying naked in each other’s arms, still on the couch. The only difference now is that Adrian is lying on top of me. The couch can barely fit us, especially me, my legs are dangling on the end. We were too tired to go to his bedroom, so we just stayed here. I smile as I look down at Adrian who seems to be asleep, I can't see his face. His head is resting on my chest and mine is resting on the couch’s armrest as I wrap my hand around his waist. “Are you sleeping?” I ask curiously, the only thing I can hear is his sift breathing. And this feels so intimate, amazing and right. “No.” He replies his voice soft and he lifts his head to plant a quick kiss on my lips before
Nikolai The rest of the Bravta do not have a say in my life, nor will they judge my sexuality. Adrian does not need to be scared over anything. I've got everything under control. “They are not going to insist on that pretty boy,” I tell him. Vladimir has stepped down.Mikhail is definitely not the kind of person to judge. Alexei is now a married man and is still caught up trying to convince his father-in-law that he's the best for Tatiana, Viktor does not care. Sexuality does not matter and we don't judge in our brotherhood. We always support each other and I'm going to see to that as the new leader, while I uphold the legacy of the Bratva. So Adrian literally has nothing to worry about. And I'm fully Bi-sexual now, I no longer find women attractive in the slightest. In fact, I don't find any other person attractive aside from Adrian. “I'm just worried-” “Do you trust me?” I ask in a low voice as he holds his gaze with mine, while nodding slowly. “Good, then trust that I have ever
Adrian I stiffen the moment I feel Nikolai's lips on mine. Why did he have to do this? I could already feel the walls I had tried so hard to build crumbling when he came close to me and now, he has shattered it with just this kiss. At first, I remain still as I refuse to open my mouth, but he suddenly bites my lower lip and that causes me to open my mouth and he uses that opportunity to drive his tongue in. He doesn't go slow, hell no! He kisses me hard and hungrily, like he's starved, well I'm starved as well and I badly want to kiss him back, but something keeps holding me back. He finally breaks off from the kiss, his heavy breathing filling the room as he looks me straight in the eyes. “I need you.” He says, his voice low and soft as he places his hand on the side of my face. “Don't look away, Adrian. Keep your eyes on mine.” He demands just when I want to look away from him. I oblige and I stare straight into his green eyes. I've always found his eyes so beautiful, fuck they
Adrian I was utterly stunned and clueless and everywhere suddenly became hot in less than a minute. What did Nikolai just say? He loves me? I couldn't bear being in his presence anymore, so I dashed out and came straight to the bathroom and I've lost count of how long I've been in the here.I blink repeatedly as I stare at my reflection in the mirror. He loves me and I still love him as much as I did before. I'm just scared of getting hurt, that's why I asked him to avoid me, and right now, I don't know what to say or do, or how to react. I take in a deep breath as I pull off my coat, tossing it aside. It's so hot. So very hot. I bend over the sink as I turn on the faucet to wash my face but it does nothing to quench the fire burning from within me. I can't go back in there to face Nikolai again, I don't think I can look him in the eye and not break down. Not after this. All my hatred and anger towards him will dissolve once I face him and I don't want that. Or….I do. A part of me