Elle POV.
After she left, I went back to my coffee it was not that hot anymore but warm enough to be very enjoyable, and you can’t waste a good cup of life, I drank it, I had work, and I had to go to the diner, but not until later. I should do some work at home, even if I’m poor I can’t be dirty, my sheets need to be cleaned, I sweat too much last night, I hate nightmares, they ruin my night, day, and the next morning I’m always feeling all weird and off. I went first to my bedroom and stripped the bed, I didn’t own a washing machine, but the building offers a shared laundry facility one of the good parts of this building, I also got my clothes, I don’t mind mixing everything, it’s much cheaper than doing multiple washes, although not preferable. I took everything down, placed them all together and started washing, I only do washing once every week, I don’t have enough clothes to go for more than one week, so I always have to wash them up to have enough clean clothes to get me going for another week. In the meantime, I got my phone and started to type for my next story, I wasn’t joking, I’m several chaps short, who sell a story and haven’t written it yet! Me apparently! This is one of my many wrong economic decisions, not the first I ever made and it probably won’t be the final one. After my laundry was done, I went back home I was hungry, but I didn’t have anything to eat, my best meal happened to be instant ramen, they were cheap, and fast. I need to eat before getting to work, I made the mushy food, I might be a little, but I love real food, I’m a big foodie. I ate the food and got dressed, I had jeans along with a Tshirt and a hoodie on top, it’s cold when I have to walk back home, I locked the door behind me and started the walk toward my work, the diner wasn’t that far away. I said hi to everyone, before walking in to change my clothes, I hate the uniform, it’s so cheap that the material is transparent, I have to make sure to put something underneath it or I’ll risk flashing everyone, it’s more tips for the other waitress but not me, I don’t want that. I got my uniform on, above a long-sleeved tee, and tights, I kept my sneakers on and went to work. Most of our customers are dirty, rude, and bad people, you learn to bite your lip, to look the other way to avoid looking into people’s eyes, I just doing my work, when I saw some weird people walking in, they weren’t our usual type of customers. They were clean, they had suits on, I didn’t recognize them, why are they here, it wasn’t just one person, they were few people. I was the one to serve them, I’m the only one who wouldn’t open my shirt to show my boobies or try to flirt. The owner of this place, even he knew if one of the waitresses tried to flirt with them, they’d kill her, they aren’t our usual but we know what this is all about. “Elle, go there,” the owner tells me, I never bothered to learn his name, I prefer calling him Mr Jerk. “Yes, sir” I simply reply before going over, they won’t order anything, but I still have to ask. “Evening, my name is Elle, I’m your waitress for tonight what can I get you?” I say with a smile, they won’t order, but hopefully, they’ll tip. The guy who looked in charge looked at me, his eyes were blue, the bluest I ever saw, and his hair was blondish, brushed back, dressed in a suit like the rest but he looked even the best. His face was covered with a soft soft-looking beard, it was well-kept, and trendy, well according to I*******m, he looked beautiful, he smiled at me showing perfectly white teeth, and I felt my heart stutter a bit. “We’ll take water” he says to me, I just nod and move, I didn’t think they’d want tap water, so I got them bottled ones, I took it back to their table, and they all thanked me, making me blush, I never hear a thank you. I gave them their water and moved back to the rest of my customers, none of them were any polite to me, some, I just felt like vomiting or maybe burning him and the diner together but I couldn’t do that. I saw the sexy guys meet with another man, he looked like our typical, he’s the typical bad guy biker, the one who’s dirty looking, rude, and into some illegal work. It happens everywhere in the world, not just where I am, I watched them talk, the biker guy got angry, he yelled, he hit the table a few times and when he did, I took a step back, hiding, I don’t get between people when they fight, it’ll end up having me hurt. I saw the guys in suits sit back, watching the biker yell and scream until he left their table, they left some money on the table and left, not without throwing one last look toward me, he smiled at the blond guy, the pretty guy, before finally leaving. I went back toward their table and took the money they left, he didn’t simply leave me a tip, he left five hundred dollars, people hardly leave a fiver! I was stunned, I was quick to put the money away, if the owner saw it, he’d take it all from me, I hid it in my pocket, and moved as usual. My shift is a long one, I come around noon and stay until closing time, I will try to find a better job I promise, no one wants to be a waitress around here, I’m always on the search for a better job. At least a place where the customers don’t fight at least once every evening, but with how young I am, it’s kind of hard, there’s always the option of me becoming a stripper, strippers do well, just look at CardiB, no shade I freaking love her. After the stupid shift was finally over, I changed my clothes back, putting the hoodie on me, it’s colder at night, and it’ll also get colder as days go by, maybe I could use my tip and buy a real jacket, one that could keep me warm, along with a beanie? Gloves? You know winter clothes, those aren’t cheap, oh I could also get some boots! I had my eyes on a pair of fake timberland, even fake ones, I couldn’t afford those, but I was extremely happy about my tip! I walked back home, it was dark, cold and scary, the distance wasn’t that long, I’m used to walking it, I shouldn’t be scared, but I guess last night's nightmares had the best of me, I was worried, scared, tonight wasn’t a usual one. I tried to swallow my pain, I was just overthinking, my imagination is having the best of me yet again, I should just keep walking. I almost did that, I could see the house, it was like my dreams, I saw home, I almost made it back to my home but then the bad thing happened, bad things always happen to good people, I don’t claim to be the best person ever, but I’m not that bad either. A guy jumped on me, he had a gun, I knew this guy, he was in the bar, and he tried to grab my butt a few times, I was scared for my life, I didn’t want to die, not here and not like this. “Give me the money bitch” he says. “What money?” I ask, I was really stunned, and scared. “The money you have hidden in the diner! I saw you now hand it over!” he says, he means my tip, he’s going to steal my jacket and boots money, I felt tears fill my eyes. “I don’t have it” I lie in one last attempt to keep them. “I’ll shoot you bitch! Hand it over” he says again, I didn’t want to die, I handed him the money, and he took it and left leaving me stunned in the middle of the street. Too scared he’ll try and do something else, I took off running, toward home, I ran like crazy, took the stairs and not the elevator, I made it to my apartment, and locked myself in where it’s safe before I began to cry, crying my heart out until I felt better, until there was no more tears to cry and I fell asleep.Elle POV. I cried myself to sleep, and I woke up starving, as I always do after a good cry, I could kiss the boots and jacket goodbye, I’ll freeze for another year, and after I pay Devil up, the money I’d save up would go to me. For now, I woke up groggy, I skipped brushing my face or tear from how mad I am, but after second thought, I did need the bathroom, I ran inside needing to pee, I always forget to pee until the last second, I talked myself into brushing my teeth, and even washing my face. My eyes were filled with icky things from crying during the night, I washed my face and moved back to the kitchen, I made myself a giant cup of coffee to help with my headache. I moved back to the living room, took a seat on the sofa and got my laptop, I always take my anger out in my stories, I check my notifications, and read the messages from the readers, those are the best parts of my day. I opened a new document and started typing my newest story is all about how mad I am at being robb
Elle POV. Get my things ready, okay, what do I own really, just my clothes, laptop, and phone, that’s all I got under my name. For my clothes they all fit into one bag, and my laptop and phone fit in the laptop bag, I finished packing all of those and went back outside, what now, I still have to pay rent, and I want to have a place to be able to come back to in case everything goes not the right way. I know I live in my own dream world, but even I know that this isn’t one of my stories, Devil won’t take me away with her, Devil won’t be my mommy, Devil would lose interest in the end. “I’m ready,” I tell her with both my bags in hand, she smiles and leads me outside toward her car, the red Camaro, the car stood out in my neighbour it didn’t belong there none of the cars were fancy enough to be even compared to hers, and even the flashy ones aren’t that flashy, but still there stood the red sports car. Devil opened the trunk for my things, I could see other bags there, some plastic, so
Elle POV. I need to work, although I’d love to stay in the house, in my PJ, drinking coffee, messy hair and typing (Side note, that’s how I always work). Instead, I had to beg Devil to let me go to my work, my other work, the diner, where I meet bad-smelling people, that work, but I had no idea how to get there really, we were on a side of the town that I didn’t know. “Devil, I need to get to work” I beg with her to no use, she’s not listening, I guess she’s ignoring me on purpose, I’ve already told her twice I need to get going. “Forget about it” was her only reply, forget about what! I just look at her all confused, she needs to do better than this, I’m not getting her. “You’re not going back to that work Elle, forget that” she says, wait! I haven’t been here a full day and she’s already forbidding me of going to my own job, I made a mistake. “I can’t do that Devil, I need to work,” I say back to her, first I won’t be able to work, then I’ll become completely dependent on her.
Elle POV. “Devil, let me go please” I whisper to her, who’d think a hitman was this cuddly, she had me in her arms, hugging the breath out of me, she wasn’t letting me go no matter how hard I tried to get out of her arms. She just grumbled and hugged me even closer to her, I sighed and wait for her to let me go, but she didn’t let me go, she kept her hold on me until she finally was ready to let go. “Morning princess,” she says her hand going toward my hair and messing with it, it helped calm me down except for one thing, I needed to pee! I need her to let me go, like right now. “Devil…” I mumble trying to get out of her arms but she didn’t let me go. « Yes princess? » she answered still holding me tight, I tried to wiggle my way out but she’s one strong woman.“I need to pee,” I say finally, I couldn’t wait anymore, I really need to pee. “Go pee” she says with a laugh giving me a push out of the bed, I was about to go back to my room and use the bathroom there when she called ou
Devil POV. I just made my worst mistake, I just trusted someone, I invited them inside my home, and I gave her a chance to hurt me, I never trusted anyone, I stopped doing that a long time ago, but still here I am having Elle inside my life, allowing her to be a part of my life. She could be a liar, she could be here to hurt me, she could be a very good hitman paid to kill me, being all quiet, all innocent. But her innocence can’t be faked, she can’t be that good of an actress even if she tried, I don’t get lied to easily, now how she found me was weird, I didn’t expect her to be able to find me. I don’t hide what I am, I’m a killer, and I have no ties, no connection, and no loyalties to anyone. She found me somehow, she told me she was looking for a killer, I decided to entertain her and go with her request, just asking about what and why she wanted a killer, it’s whom she wanted to kill really that I need to know. It’s her father, she wants to kill her sperm donor, I asked why,
Devil POV. Elle been living with me for two weeks now, she’s trusting me more these days, I’m trusting her back too. Maybe that’s my biggest mistake, trusting someone, having someone new in my life, I don’t trust, there’s a story behind my trust issues, Elle been asking questions. Questions about my past, about why I’m what I am, she’s not letting it go, although I loved hearing her stories about me, the ones she made up about me being a lost soul, me being hurt, me being the victim. But that’s where she’s wrong, she only thinks I’m the one who’s hurt, she wants me to be a victim who needs to be saved, but the thing is little Elle doesn’t get, is I’m not the victim, I’m a full-on psycho. But Elle doesn’t know that, Elle doesn’t get it, Elle wants to believe I’m a good person, and I want her to believe that, I never want her to know what it’s all about. After I put the little one in my bed, she always sleeps in mine, it’s a bit hard to get in late or leave early with a little koala
Devil POV. “Devil…Satan…King of hell…” I heard a voice calling me with a giggle, I love her, I love the way she wakes me up, I had a late night last night. My last assignment isn’t an easy one, it takes most of the day and night, I’m keeping an eye on my target, but it’s not easy, my target loves late night, and loves staying up. I didn’t have any real goal, not to get dirty or to find something, just watch, I lost interest in that job fairly quickly. But now I had Elle who was awake early, and ready to get up, she acted like a lost puppy sometimes refusing to get out of the bed without me, waiting for me to wake up, waiting for me to take care of her, I loved taking care of her. My pain made me into who I am, a psycho, but her pain, it made her even more innocent than she ever was, she transferred her pain into art, she made it into stories, and she lived through her characters until she became one with them. She’s into something called age regression, my therapist tried to talk m
Devil POV. “I’m driving you Elle” I decided later that day, Elle had work, I knew the owner, I had done a job for the owner before it was a protection job, but the owner loved me, he trusted me and I trusted him. That’s why I decided to allow Elle to work there, last time I was over they were short on waitress, I might have had a talk with the owner, including a raise, it wasn’t the café paying, it was me, but that is our small secret. “No need, I can walk” she replies, it wasn’t an option, it was more of an order, she need to get used to obeying me, I can’t keep her safe unless she does as I say. “I said I’m driving Elle, let’s go” I ordered her walking her outside of the bedroom, she’s still wearing her old clothes, I wanted to buy her a new wardrobe, but that would be hard, she doesn’t agree on it yet. I didn’t want to force her, it would happen, but I had to get her to agree to it, it just took some time. “You are meanie, you know that?” she says pouting walking with me towar
Elle POV. “You see the red apples, they are the bad guys” Paul says setting some red apples on the table in front of me. “I don’t like red apples” I answer him pushing them off toward the other side of the table. “I know, I know, you like the green apples, it’s why you are the green apple, the good people” he says placing some in front of me, I simply take a bite of one of them while he keeps going with the explanation.“But it’s not the red apples who did that, they were pushed by godfather, the really bad guy, he’s also a spy you know?” he explains. “The godfather, like in the movie?” I ask him, he just laugh and nod his head yes. “Okay so the godfather, is this cucumber” he says, I nod my head yes again, keeping on with him, while I took another bite from my apple. “The cucumber boss, hates the green apple, cause they are green unlike the red ones who work for him, so he decided to plant a red apple between the green ones” he says placing a red one between my green apples, yu
Nikolai POV. “Is she okay?” Devil asks me, we both agreed on not wanting to let her go home, not without us, but she begged for us to stay while she went back home. “She’ll be fine, but you won’t be if you don’t pull that dress down” I threaten her for the tenth time this night, she’s trying her luck with me. “Hey, it’s my birthday, and like Elle said I have every right to have fun” she says rubbing against me, she was drunk, I did allow her to drink as much as she wants. “I don’t remember her saying so” I say keeping her up on our floor and off the dance floor for now, I checked my phone again, waiting for a reply from Elle or her bodyguards, they should have made it home now but they didn’t answer me yet, which is driving me even more crazy. “Come on daddy Nikolai, I’m not drunk enough to stay here, let’s go home, it’s where the real party is” she says dragging me with her, she’s right, I’d prefer a pajama party right now over this. When did we got this old, preferring to be ho
Elle POV. A party! Dancing, and drinks, and a club, something I never been into before the whole place was dark, there was no chairs, just some small tables and seating around it, the bar was in the middle, it was the only place with light in it, I guess so people would know what they are buying, and what they are paying. There was the bartender was doing some tricks, flipping bottles, shaking drinks, showing off his tattoo, I’ll give it to Nikolai, his employee are hot! We kept walking until we got to set of stairs, we got upstairs, now we can see everyone underneath us, we could see the dance floor with people dancing but the top floor was empty, Nikolai wanted to empty the whole club for us, but Devil talked him into just emptying the VIP floor for us. I took a sip from my pepsi, while everyone else was drinking alcohol, I stayed with pepsi, safer bet and one that won’t get be yelled at or kicked to daddy’s office, I want to stay in the party, I want to dance and have fun with e
Devil POV. I miss killing people, I miss going on missions, I miss doing something, other than having to take care of Elle, I’m being too motherly over her these days, I couldn’t help it, I had nothing better to do really. She’s having enough with me being over her all the time, today is the day she decided to object on my whole new treatment. “Nikolai, you either get Devil to leave me alone, or I’m going to hire a hitman to have her killed” she threatens me, I wanted to laugh at her threat but I couldn’t. “And if you do such thing, I’ll have you over my knee for attitude adjustment and take your phone away” he threaten her back, we’re all getting ready to bed, it’s still early but I still need the rest, and Nikolai loves to cuddle with both us. “Tell her to stop babying me, she won’t even let me go to the bathroom alone” Elle whines, I don’t do that, I just helped her brush her teeth, that’s not that bad. “Devil, love Elle’s little space is more of a naughty kitten age, not a ba
Elle POV. Devil is crazy, crazy I’m telling you, she lost it, she came to me laughing and crying, but she was happy, she said they are happy tears but why is she so happy, I couldn’t understand it. But on the good side Nikolai was back with us now, he’s back! I missed him so much, I jumped into his arms, I kissed him mouth, I felt him engulf me in his arms, making me feel safe finally. “She’s crazy! Don’t leave me with her!” I say about Devil, I do want to stay with her, but she’s going full on psycho lately. “Hey watch it, he’s back, and I’m feeling much better, that’s two person who can tan your bum” she warns me, making me giggle, she keeps threatening but she’s all bluff. “I call bluff” I say still holding Nikolai he’d keep me hidden from her, and safe from her spanking. “Don’t try me Elle, you’re my baby princess and I’d make sure to keep you in line” she warns me, but I don’t care, I’m still in Nikolai’s arms. “I’ll do the same princess, but I’ll let you have your fun for
Devil POV. It hurt, I never wanted a baby, but when I lost it, it hurt so badly, oh Angelo, one day I’ll have my revenge you son of a bitch, I’ll take care of you with my bare hands, you’ll never touch me or anyone else. But for now the pain was way too much, it all hurt too badly, I had Elle with me, she’s holding my hand, kissing me, telling me it’s all okay, but I want to go home, I want to go back where I feel safe, where I could just sit down and be me. I never had a home before but now I do have one, it’s with Nikolai and Elle, they are my home. “Devil, you’re crying, devils don’t cry” Elle says wiping my tears off, she’s the one calming me down, and not me calming her, I’m the one who’s in charge, I’m the one who should calm her and not me. “Elle, I’m your dom, you shouldn’t be calming me” I say trying to sit up but everything hurt, breathing hurt, my whole body hurt. “I’ll be yours when needed, now sit back and relax, I’m the one in charge” she says trying to act all stron
Nikolai POV. “Call him Nikolai? You’ve lost it didn’t you?” he says, Marco is sure I’ve lost it, and I agree, I did but this war isn’t going to end if we go in the sane path. I have to do something, I have to solve this, and I’m going to do that, I know Angelo, how he’s been growing up, it’s a miracle he kept it in all this time, the flags he’s been showing, he wants to glow, he want to tell us about how he won over me, how he’s the smarter man here, and he’ll really enjoy it. I’d call him, I’ll call him, it’s really easy to get him to talk, but first I need to get things ready, we need a private place to meet him, he’s not coming alone, I know it, but I’m not going alone either. “Find me a location, one where he’d chose, one where we can have it under our control” I say, he’s not walking out of this alive, it’s over. “Nikolai, our people are tired, too much death and blood, we can’t take another hit” Marco says, he’s right, everyone is tired. “Not this time Marco, I promised Dev
Nikolai POV. I messed up but not with my two girls, they’d kick my bum and tell me that I’m wrong, how did I deserve that, but it’s still my mistake, it’s still my fault. We all lost our baby due to me, due to my war, I should have never hidden things from them, if I didn’t do that, they would have known, Devil would have never to that meeting and got herself hurt. “Devil the doctor says you need bedrest, after what…after what happened” I say chocking on my own words, I can’t say the word, it’s my fault, all of this is mine. “It happened, it’s over Nikolai, it wasn’t meant to happen” she says but her voice was breaking even my little demon can’t take it, even demons have their own pain, hurt and dreams. “Little demon…I…” I say not having any word to say, Elle’s hold on my hand get tighter, I offered my free hand to Devil, she took it, making me feel better now, she’s still accepting my touch, my hold to her. “I want my revenge Nikolai” she says, I agree with her, I want my reveng
Elle POV. “I want to keep you safe, I want you to be safe…I never wanted to put my princess in danger, but I failed, I failed her Elle” he says, Nikolai admitting his failure, but he shouldn’t fail, he’s my mafia man, my daddy, my hero. “What happened? Who’s blood is that?” I ask him pointing at the blood all over him. “I tried to hide things from you Elle, I never meant for my princess to know this, I was sure I could keep you safe, but things are bad, they are really bad now” he says. “What happened Nikolai?” I ask him needing to know what really happened, what’s the problem! What he’s hiding from me all along. “We’re in war Elle, a war you had nothing to do with, but I dragged you right into them, I placed you both in danger and now she’s hurt cause of me” he says, a war. “A war?” I ask, not thinking it could have been that bad, a war, but we could win this, I know he’s strong. “Who’s blood is that?” I ask again looking at him, at his body, does he have any injuries, if he d