Devil POV. Elle been living with me for two weeks now, she’s trusting me more these days, I’m trusting her back too. Maybe that’s my biggest mistake, trusting someone, having someone new in my life, I don’t trust, there’s a story behind my trust issues, Elle been asking questions. Questions about my past, about why I’m what I am, she’s not letting it go, although I loved hearing her stories about me, the ones she made up about me being a lost soul, me being hurt, me being the victim. But that’s where she’s wrong, she only thinks I’m the one who’s hurt, she wants me to be a victim who needs to be saved, but the thing is little Elle doesn’t get, is I’m not the victim, I’m a full-on psycho. But Elle doesn’t know that, Elle doesn’t get it, Elle wants to believe I’m a good person, and I want her to believe that, I never want her to know what it’s all about. After I put the little one in my bed, she always sleeps in mine, it’s a bit hard to get in late or leave early with a little koala
Devil POV. “Devil…Satan…King of hell…” I heard a voice calling me with a giggle, I love her, I love the way she wakes me up, I had a late night last night. My last assignment isn’t an easy one, it takes most of the day and night, I’m keeping an eye on my target, but it’s not easy, my target loves late night, and loves staying up. I didn’t have any real goal, not to get dirty or to find something, just watch, I lost interest in that job fairly quickly. But now I had Elle who was awake early, and ready to get up, she acted like a lost puppy sometimes refusing to get out of the bed without me, waiting for me to wake up, waiting for me to take care of her, I loved taking care of her. My pain made me into who I am, a psycho, but her pain, it made her even more innocent than she ever was, she transferred her pain into art, she made it into stories, and she lived through her characters until she became one with them. She’s into something called age regression, my therapist tried to talk m
Devil POV. “I’m driving you Elle” I decided later that day, Elle had work, I knew the owner, I had done a job for the owner before it was a protection job, but the owner loved me, he trusted me and I trusted him. That’s why I decided to allow Elle to work there, last time I was over they were short on waitress, I might have had a talk with the owner, including a raise, it wasn’t the café paying, it was me, but that is our small secret. “No need, I can walk” she replies, it wasn’t an option, it was more of an order, she need to get used to obeying me, I can’t keep her safe unless she does as I say. “I said I’m driving Elle, let’s go” I ordered her walking her outside of the bedroom, she’s still wearing her old clothes, I wanted to buy her a new wardrobe, but that would be hard, she doesn’t agree on it yet. I didn’t want to force her, it would happen, but I had to get her to agree to it, it just took some time. “You are meanie, you know that?” she says pouting walking with me towar
Devil POV. Elle, ohh little Elle what did you do to me? I sat in my car calming myself down, that guy who works with her is with the Irish, he doesn’t look like them there were no clear tattoos, so maybe that means he’s still a newbie. Still, it all made my blood boil, he knew what I was, he knew I was the Devil, better not touch what’s mine. But at the same time, I just gave up my weakness, I announced to one of the many mafias around here in London that I have a weakness, that’s not good for the job, having a weakness and no other loyalties, no ties or protection, I just screwed myself for Elle, but I knew she’s worth it. “Elle, I’m home baby” I call to her, she’s my baby even when she’s not in her little headspace, she’s my baby. “Devillllll” she yells running toward me, she lift both hands up giving me a hug, I pull her closer to me, smelling her, she smells like honey. Her favourite shampoo is honey-scented, she smells just like sugar, how appropriate. “Hi sweetie,” I say, I
Devil POV. “Don’t you want some more little items?” I ask her, it’s been a few days, how days pass without me feeling, I always thought days take forever to pass, a year feels like a century to me, I never felt the days pass as quickly as they do right now. “Little items?” Elle asks, she’s been going on her laptop for the last hour or so, she doesn’t even look up while working. I’ve been reading more of her stories, it’s a way to get to know what she wants, I want her to be happy. I plan on buying her a laptop too, but after she got back to her big self, she tried to fight me off, saying I shouldn’t have bought her all of those clothes. “Yes sweetie, like the one you type about. Don’t you want Mommy to get you new things?” I ask playing on her little side, little Elle doesn’t mind me buying things for her. “You’re not my mommy Devil,” she says with a sigh, that’s what she thinks. “Oh no sweetheart, I believe you called me mommy before, I’m the one who takes care of you, I feed yo
Devil POV. “Mommy, how about I cut my hair?” Elle asks messing with her wet hair over the mirror, I looked at her brown locks, she hardly does anything with them, she could use a hair cut, maybe add some layers. “I can cut it for you” I say, I knew how to cut hair, I learned how back in my family house, mom used to cut my hair all the time. “You know how?” she asks looking at me with confusion, I know how to do lots of things. “Of course, I do” I say pulling her back into the bathroom, I closed the toilet seat and made her sit there, I got my scissors and started to cut a bit from the length. Elle sat quietly watching me work through her locks, I added some layers, something I learned from Brad Mondo on youtube, a girl gets bored sometimes. “Done,” I say messing with her hair, she looks at herself in the mirror before turning back to me with pleading eyes. “Can I have bangs?” she asks, I didn’t mind adding bangs to her haircut, I thought they’d go well with her face. “Sit” I or
Devil POV. “I have a job to do today princess, I might be late tonight, I want you to eat dinner and be in bed by ten” I order by princess, today I’m meeting Nikolai, head of the Italian mafia, he got a job for me, rescheduling again would lead me to be out of the job, one time a coincidence, twice he’s making fun of me. “Ten! Devil, we never sleep by ten” she replies while whining behind her laptop, she had her day off today, and although I’d love to stay in and baby her all she wants, I have a job to do, I can’t have her staying awake the whole night typing at her laptop while watching animal planet. She have a history of crying when the baby lion died, being killed by another predator, she’s so pure and light-hearted, crying over mother nature, she’s my opposite but I have no plans on letting her go. “Yes I said ten, and I expect you to obey even if I’m not here” I warn her, I expect obedience from my subs, even if they are a little like her. “You are evil Devil, just wait I’m
Devil POV. I thanked Nikolai and left, he smiled again, he’s been smiling too often during our lunch, and although we haven’t said much, the eyes talk enough. We have plans for later after we end up our work, a very important work as it seems. Find the mole, find who he sells his information to, great fun for me, interrogation, it’s always fun to interrogate someone, especially when they play hard to get, hard to break, not wanting to tell me things. I left him and went toward a bar to meet my people for the mission, I was only introduced as someone who was here to help, no one called me Devil, I went with an alias name, not my favourite thing to do in the world, I love my name, I loved being the Devil, but for today call me Maria. I have some Italian blood in me, my mother, god bless her soul, she’s a good-for-nothing woman, too weak to fight, my father had her doing his binding all along, she went with him, with everything he did or said, that including selling me. Mother was hal
Elle POV. “You see the red apples, they are the bad guys” Paul says setting some red apples on the table in front of me. “I don’t like red apples” I answer him pushing them off toward the other side of the table. “I know, I know, you like the green apples, it’s why you are the green apple, the good people” he says placing some in front of me, I simply take a bite of one of them while he keeps going with the explanation.“But it’s not the red apples who did that, they were pushed by godfather, the really bad guy, he’s also a spy you know?” he explains. “The godfather, like in the movie?” I ask him, he just laugh and nod his head yes. “Okay so the godfather, is this cucumber” he says, I nod my head yes again, keeping on with him, while I took another bite from my apple. “The cucumber boss, hates the green apple, cause they are green unlike the red ones who work for him, so he decided to plant a red apple between the green ones” he says placing a red one between my green apples, yu
Nikolai POV. “Is she okay?” Devil asks me, we both agreed on not wanting to let her go home, not without us, but she begged for us to stay while she went back home. “She’ll be fine, but you won’t be if you don’t pull that dress down” I threaten her for the tenth time this night, she’s trying her luck with me. “Hey, it’s my birthday, and like Elle said I have every right to have fun” she says rubbing against me, she was drunk, I did allow her to drink as much as she wants. “I don’t remember her saying so” I say keeping her up on our floor and off the dance floor for now, I checked my phone again, waiting for a reply from Elle or her bodyguards, they should have made it home now but they didn’t answer me yet, which is driving me even more crazy. “Come on daddy Nikolai, I’m not drunk enough to stay here, let’s go home, it’s where the real party is” she says dragging me with her, she’s right, I’d prefer a pajama party right now over this. When did we got this old, preferring to be ho
Elle POV. A party! Dancing, and drinks, and a club, something I never been into before the whole place was dark, there was no chairs, just some small tables and seating around it, the bar was in the middle, it was the only place with light in it, I guess so people would know what they are buying, and what they are paying. There was the bartender was doing some tricks, flipping bottles, shaking drinks, showing off his tattoo, I’ll give it to Nikolai, his employee are hot! We kept walking until we got to set of stairs, we got upstairs, now we can see everyone underneath us, we could see the dance floor with people dancing but the top floor was empty, Nikolai wanted to empty the whole club for us, but Devil talked him into just emptying the VIP floor for us. I took a sip from my pepsi, while everyone else was drinking alcohol, I stayed with pepsi, safer bet and one that won’t get be yelled at or kicked to daddy’s office, I want to stay in the party, I want to dance and have fun with e
Devil POV. I miss killing people, I miss going on missions, I miss doing something, other than having to take care of Elle, I’m being too motherly over her these days, I couldn’t help it, I had nothing better to do really. She’s having enough with me being over her all the time, today is the day she decided to object on my whole new treatment. “Nikolai, you either get Devil to leave me alone, or I’m going to hire a hitman to have her killed” she threatens me, I wanted to laugh at her threat but I couldn’t. “And if you do such thing, I’ll have you over my knee for attitude adjustment and take your phone away” he threaten her back, we’re all getting ready to bed, it’s still early but I still need the rest, and Nikolai loves to cuddle with both us. “Tell her to stop babying me, she won’t even let me go to the bathroom alone” Elle whines, I don’t do that, I just helped her brush her teeth, that’s not that bad. “Devil, love Elle’s little space is more of a naughty kitten age, not a ba
Elle POV. Devil is crazy, crazy I’m telling you, she lost it, she came to me laughing and crying, but she was happy, she said they are happy tears but why is she so happy, I couldn’t understand it. But on the good side Nikolai was back with us now, he’s back! I missed him so much, I jumped into his arms, I kissed him mouth, I felt him engulf me in his arms, making me feel safe finally. “She’s crazy! Don’t leave me with her!” I say about Devil, I do want to stay with her, but she’s going full on psycho lately. “Hey watch it, he’s back, and I’m feeling much better, that’s two person who can tan your bum” she warns me, making me giggle, she keeps threatening but she’s all bluff. “I call bluff” I say still holding Nikolai he’d keep me hidden from her, and safe from her spanking. “Don’t try me Elle, you’re my baby princess and I’d make sure to keep you in line” she warns me, but I don’t care, I’m still in Nikolai’s arms. “I’ll do the same princess, but I’ll let you have your fun for
Devil POV. It hurt, I never wanted a baby, but when I lost it, it hurt so badly, oh Angelo, one day I’ll have my revenge you son of a bitch, I’ll take care of you with my bare hands, you’ll never touch me or anyone else. But for now the pain was way too much, it all hurt too badly, I had Elle with me, she’s holding my hand, kissing me, telling me it’s all okay, but I want to go home, I want to go back where I feel safe, where I could just sit down and be me. I never had a home before but now I do have one, it’s with Nikolai and Elle, they are my home. “Devil, you’re crying, devils don’t cry” Elle says wiping my tears off, she’s the one calming me down, and not me calming her, I’m the one who’s in charge, I’m the one who should calm her and not me. “Elle, I’m your dom, you shouldn’t be calming me” I say trying to sit up but everything hurt, breathing hurt, my whole body hurt. “I’ll be yours when needed, now sit back and relax, I’m the one in charge” she says trying to act all stron
Nikolai POV. “Call him Nikolai? You’ve lost it didn’t you?” he says, Marco is sure I’ve lost it, and I agree, I did but this war isn’t going to end if we go in the sane path. I have to do something, I have to solve this, and I’m going to do that, I know Angelo, how he’s been growing up, it’s a miracle he kept it in all this time, the flags he’s been showing, he wants to glow, he want to tell us about how he won over me, how he’s the smarter man here, and he’ll really enjoy it. I’d call him, I’ll call him, it’s really easy to get him to talk, but first I need to get things ready, we need a private place to meet him, he’s not coming alone, I know it, but I’m not going alone either. “Find me a location, one where he’d chose, one where we can have it under our control” I say, he’s not walking out of this alive, it’s over. “Nikolai, our people are tired, too much death and blood, we can’t take another hit” Marco says, he’s right, everyone is tired. “Not this time Marco, I promised Dev
Nikolai POV. I messed up but not with my two girls, they’d kick my bum and tell me that I’m wrong, how did I deserve that, but it’s still my mistake, it’s still my fault. We all lost our baby due to me, due to my war, I should have never hidden things from them, if I didn’t do that, they would have known, Devil would have never to that meeting and got herself hurt. “Devil the doctor says you need bedrest, after what…after what happened” I say chocking on my own words, I can’t say the word, it’s my fault, all of this is mine. “It happened, it’s over Nikolai, it wasn’t meant to happen” she says but her voice was breaking even my little demon can’t take it, even demons have their own pain, hurt and dreams. “Little demon…I…” I say not having any word to say, Elle’s hold on my hand get tighter, I offered my free hand to Devil, she took it, making me feel better now, she’s still accepting my touch, my hold to her. “I want my revenge Nikolai” she says, I agree with her, I want my reveng
Elle POV. “I want to keep you safe, I want you to be safe…I never wanted to put my princess in danger, but I failed, I failed her Elle” he says, Nikolai admitting his failure, but he shouldn’t fail, he’s my mafia man, my daddy, my hero. “What happened? Who’s blood is that?” I ask him pointing at the blood all over him. “I tried to hide things from you Elle, I never meant for my princess to know this, I was sure I could keep you safe, but things are bad, they are really bad now” he says. “What happened Nikolai?” I ask him needing to know what really happened, what’s the problem! What he’s hiding from me all along. “We’re in war Elle, a war you had nothing to do with, but I dragged you right into them, I placed you both in danger and now she’s hurt cause of me” he says, a war. “A war?” I ask, not thinking it could have been that bad, a war, but we could win this, I know he’s strong. “Who’s blood is that?” I ask again looking at him, at his body, does he have any injuries, if he d