Elle POV. I’ve messed up, she hates me now, she kicked me off, I never expected her to hate me, she gave me no chance to explain things, no chance of telling her I did this for her that I never wanted her to hate me, I just wanted her to be safe, I did this for her safeness, but she didn’t care. I had to go back to work, but how can I get back to work, I can’t get back to work, I feel like crying, not feel like, I was crying, I was sobbing loudly even on the road, I couldn’t help myself not right now. This hurt so badly, she hates me, she doesn’t want me, she called me a whore even. I had to get back to the café, but all I wanted to do is get back home, hide under a blanket and cry, but I couldn’t do that, I had to get away, I had to get away from everyone first. I walked back toward the café, still crying, I walked in and went toward the back, I need to change and leave. My plan didn’t go as planned, Paul was there, my friend was there and he’s going to ask questions, he wants to
Nikolai POV. I don’t like seeing her hurt, seeing her in pain, but I think we’re getting somewhere, we’re getting closer to each other, she’s more open for me, open for my affection, she wants me, and I want her back. The way she’s asking me not to leave her, I’ll never leave her, she’s the only light I have in the darkness I call my life, I chose my life, but I always craved the light, even before I met her, I knew I needed her in my life, one way or another, she was to be mine. I dropper her back at home, I didn’t want to leave her, but work was calling things aren’t going well for me, I still had to deal with the one who calls themselves pure bloods, they are making themselves more known now, they are trying to leave a mark, make themselves known, try to show everyone how strong they are, a pain in the arse really. Add to that the Irish who got in troubles for losing Devil, they were going to sell her but they lost their package, they weren’t annoying us much anymore, but they st
Elle POV. I’m hurt, I’m in pain and I’m suffering, I didn’t want Nikolai to leave me but he had to go, he had work to do, I never expected him to hold me the way he does. For me to crave his comfort, to feel safe in his hands like no one else, but once he left the whole in my heart got bigger again, I went to my only other comfort zone, to the only other thing that helped me get all my anger and hurt out, my only breather. It’s how I always cope with things, it’s how I’m used to do it, I went to my stories, I decided to write the story of how I lost Devil, of how my character had to give Nathalie up for her safety. I written in details how much it took me to take my decision, how much it hurt, how I only did it to keep her safe. I clicked publish the second I was done, I wanted her to see it, I wanted her to see my explanation, to know I would never betray her, I’m not a whore, I’m someone who loved her so much, my love is blind, my love is unlimited, I did that for her, but I also m
Nikolai POV. Devil have disappeared with my baby, she took her and went somewhere, but she won’t be able to get her out of the country, she won’t be able to hide her forever, Elle is mine now. Devil had a price on her head, I doubled it, anyone who get me information on her whereabouts, anyone who could tell me where she is, I want her alive, I’m the one who’s gonna kill her, I refuse to let that honor goes to someone but me, she’s a beautiful woman but she’s dangerous as her name says. Pity she went against me, she had a great future ahead of her, for now I had to find her, I had to bring my baby back. We were searching for her car, it’s a rental she have to send it back or maybe she’ll abandon it, we first found her rental agency, that would give us an idea to where she is, what’s the name she’s using, she must be using a fake name, a fake name would help us find her. It took us some time to get info on her, everyone was searching for her, the Irish wants her back hearing I had a
Devil POV. I got us papers, I got us ticket, our future was just out there, waiting for us to make it there, but Elle wasn’t happy about this, she wants to get back to Nikolai, she keeps saying he’ll kill me. “Silly girl, lots of guys want to kill me, but here I am” I answer her with a wink. “It’s not like that Devil, they wanted to kill you” she says tears going down her face, I read the whole chapter I know what happened, I believe her, I believe she put everything in her stories, she always does, but not this time, this time we’re going to win, for once I the bad person would win the princess and leave with her. “Shut up Elle, we’re leaving by the end of the day” I say, she’s still crying, I want to hold her, to tell her it’s all going to be okay, but she doesn’t want my comfort, she doesn’t want my love and it’s killing me. Once we get out of the whole thing, once we get to the safety of being away, I’ll teach her to need my love again, to grave my touch like she used to, this
Nikolai POV. Welcome back home, but first I have to deal with Elle, I need to know if she went with devil or if she was kidnapped, I don’t take being betrayed well, I don’t want her to think she could win over me, never. Devil got sent to the white room, a place where she’d stay until she’s ready to talk, a place to get her thoughts together.I should have killer her, I shouldn’t have left her alive, but I couldn’t kill her, not right away, something inside me told me not to, why am I feeling a pull toward her, why do I not want to kill her, the same way I’m feeling toward Elle, but I can’t decide not now. I took Elle to our room, I needed to talk to her, I couldn’t wait not with her, she was crying, the whole way home, her tears never stopped, she was shaking with fear, she was worried, but she mostly begged me not to kill Devil. I locked the door behind me and stood in front of her, our eyes meeting now, it’s time to talk, and find the truth. “Did you tell her to come” I ask in a
Devil POV. “Sit down Devil” he says, we’re now in his office, it’s just me and him and the closed door, he looked as sexy as ever, why does the bastard have to be sexy, why can’t he be old and ugly. “I’m good standing” I answer him, quickly. “I said sit down” he growls at me, this time I do obey and sit down, looking at him, he just look at me, his eyes scanning me, studying me, making me feel for once uncomfortable.“What do you want Nikolai?” I ask him feeling on defense. “You took what’s mine Devil, you shouldn’t have done that” he growls at me again, that got the psycho inside me angry, he can’t have Elle. “She’s not yours, she’s mine” I say angry at him, he can’t win Elle. “Devil, she agreed to be mine forever, and I have no intention of letting her go, not ever” he informs me, but he can’t do that, he can’t have her. “You forced her into that, she loves me and not you, she’s mine” I say hurt, did Elle agreed on being with him. “Devil…you lost” he says, but I never lose,
Nikolai POV. Take Devil in, let her in I’ll have to share Elle with her, I’ll have to not to be a jealous possessive ass, just give her a chance to have Elle too, but would Devil allow me to touch her again? Would she be mine just like Elle, if we’re going to do this, we’re going to have to learn to share. “Elle, wait for me outside” I say, I need to have a private talk with Devil, she doesn’t need to know what’s up right now, she could wait until we’re done talking. “But I want to know” Elle says the tears still there in her face, in her eyes, but I had to have a talk away from her earshot. “Please Elle, I’ll see you again before I leave” Devil says, Elle turn back toward me to see if I’ll allow it or not, I nod my head yes, she can see her before she leaves. “Yes Nikolai?” Devil says, she sounded not like her usual self, she’s not as comfortable as she used to be, this is the real Devil, the one who’s not here to kill someone, the one with no social skill, the one who’s heart i