Elle POV. I’m hurt, I’m in pain and I’m suffering, I didn’t want Nikolai to leave me but he had to go, he had work to do, I never expected him to hold me the way he does. For me to crave his comfort, to feel safe in his hands like no one else, but once he left the whole in my heart got bigger again, I went to my only other comfort zone, to the only other thing that helped me get all my anger and hurt out, my only breather. It’s how I always cope with things, it’s how I’m used to do it, I went to my stories, I decided to write the story of how I lost Devil, of how my character had to give Nathalie up for her safety. I written in details how much it took me to take my decision, how much it hurt, how I only did it to keep her safe. I clicked publish the second I was done, I wanted her to see it, I wanted her to see my explanation, to know I would never betray her, I’m not a whore, I’m someone who loved her so much, my love is blind, my love is unlimited, I did that for her, but I also m
Nikolai POV. Devil have disappeared with my baby, she took her and went somewhere, but she won’t be able to get her out of the country, she won’t be able to hide her forever, Elle is mine now. Devil had a price on her head, I doubled it, anyone who get me information on her whereabouts, anyone who could tell me where she is, I want her alive, I’m the one who’s gonna kill her, I refuse to let that honor goes to someone but me, she’s a beautiful woman but she’s dangerous as her name says. Pity she went against me, she had a great future ahead of her, for now I had to find her, I had to bring my baby back. We were searching for her car, it’s a rental she have to send it back or maybe she’ll abandon it, we first found her rental agency, that would give us an idea to where she is, what’s the name she’s using, she must be using a fake name, a fake name would help us find her. It took us some time to get info on her, everyone was searching for her, the Irish wants her back hearing I had a
Devil POV. I got us papers, I got us ticket, our future was just out there, waiting for us to make it there, but Elle wasn’t happy about this, she wants to get back to Nikolai, she keeps saying he’ll kill me. “Silly girl, lots of guys want to kill me, but here I am” I answer her with a wink. “It’s not like that Devil, they wanted to kill you” she says tears going down her face, I read the whole chapter I know what happened, I believe her, I believe she put everything in her stories, she always does, but not this time, this time we’re going to win, for once I the bad person would win the princess and leave with her. “Shut up Elle, we’re leaving by the end of the day” I say, she’s still crying, I want to hold her, to tell her it’s all going to be okay, but she doesn’t want my comfort, she doesn’t want my love and it’s killing me. Once we get out of the whole thing, once we get to the safety of being away, I’ll teach her to need my love again, to grave my touch like she used to, this
Nikolai POV. Welcome back home, but first I have to deal with Elle, I need to know if she went with devil or if she was kidnapped, I don’t take being betrayed well, I don’t want her to think she could win over me, never. Devil got sent to the white room, a place where she’d stay until she’s ready to talk, a place to get her thoughts together.I should have killer her, I shouldn’t have left her alive, but I couldn’t kill her, not right away, something inside me told me not to, why am I feeling a pull toward her, why do I not want to kill her, the same way I’m feeling toward Elle, but I can’t decide not now. I took Elle to our room, I needed to talk to her, I couldn’t wait not with her, she was crying, the whole way home, her tears never stopped, she was shaking with fear, she was worried, but she mostly begged me not to kill Devil. I locked the door behind me and stood in front of her, our eyes meeting now, it’s time to talk, and find the truth. “Did you tell her to come” I ask in a
Devil POV. “Sit down Devil” he says, we’re now in his office, it’s just me and him and the closed door, he looked as sexy as ever, why does the bastard have to be sexy, why can’t he be old and ugly. “I’m good standing” I answer him, quickly. “I said sit down” he growls at me, this time I do obey and sit down, looking at him, he just look at me, his eyes scanning me, studying me, making me feel for once uncomfortable.“What do you want Nikolai?” I ask him feeling on defense. “You took what’s mine Devil, you shouldn’t have done that” he growls at me again, that got the psycho inside me angry, he can’t have Elle. “She’s not yours, she’s mine” I say angry at him, he can’t win Elle. “Devil, she agreed to be mine forever, and I have no intention of letting her go, not ever” he informs me, but he can’t do that, he can’t have her. “You forced her into that, she loves me and not you, she’s mine” I say hurt, did Elle agreed on being with him. “Devil…you lost” he says, but I never lose,
Nikolai POV. Take Devil in, let her in I’ll have to share Elle with her, I’ll have to not to be a jealous possessive ass, just give her a chance to have Elle too, but would Devil allow me to touch her again? Would she be mine just like Elle, if we’re going to do this, we’re going to have to learn to share. “Elle, wait for me outside” I say, I need to have a private talk with Devil, she doesn’t need to know what’s up right now, she could wait until we’re done talking. “But I want to know” Elle says the tears still there in her face, in her eyes, but I had to have a talk away from her earshot. “Please Elle, I’ll see you again before I leave” Devil says, Elle turn back toward me to see if I’ll allow it or not, I nod my head yes, she can see her before she leaves. “Yes Nikolai?” Devil says, she sounded not like her usual self, she’s not as comfortable as she used to be, this is the real Devil, the one who’s not here to kill someone, the one with no social skill, the one who’s heart i
Elle POV.I got them two now! I got them both! I’m so happy, but I never expected or imagined them to share their limits in front of me, I never wrote something this deep, something this detailed, I never tried something like this, but the way Devil been talking about, it’s not something I tried before, not with her, I wasn’t ready back then, and right now that I’m not a virgin anymore, I only had a night with Nikolai, but that night was mostly filled with fluff, he called me queen of fluff. But the way she wants to do things, the things she want to try, it got me interested really, I want to see, or maybe try, after they were done with talking, after I took all the ideas for my story, I was bored, I wanted to cuddle with them both, they are mine now, I’m the boss of them two now, I thought with an evil smile. “I know that smile Elle, what you got in mind?” Devil asks, how she reads me so quickly. “I’m the boss now” I say with the same evil smile. “Really little boss? And what is
Elle POV. I made them the coffee, I made one for me too, Devil and him like it black, but I prefer it as a café late, I made it all the way I like it, with just a splash of sugar. I made the mugs, placed them on a tray and moved back upstairs, they were both up, lazy bums taking forever to get up. I placed the coffee on the bed and started drinking mine as they did too, drinking theirs slowly, way too slowly. I was jumping up and down in my place, I was so excited about this, but they looked more worried than happy, how are we going to do this, I had no idea but I wanted to do this, I’m so in. By the time they were halfway through their coffee mine was done, sitting and waiting like an overexcited puppy, oh a puppy, would they let me have a puppy. “Elle” Nikolai starts. “Yes daddy?” I answer with the most innocent voice I can master, I’m good at this, maybe I should try being a brat from time to time. “I’m going to give you some time with Devil, I’ll be back later” he says.“You’
Elle POV. “You see the red apples, they are the bad guys” Paul says setting some red apples on the table in front of me. “I don’t like red apples” I answer him pushing them off toward the other side of the table. “I know, I know, you like the green apples, it’s why you are the green apple, the good people” he says placing some in front of me, I simply take a bite of one of them while he keeps going with the explanation.“But it’s not the red apples who did that, they were pushed by godfather, the really bad guy, he’s also a spy you know?” he explains. “The godfather, like in the movie?” I ask him, he just laugh and nod his head yes. “Okay so the godfather, is this cucumber” he says, I nod my head yes again, keeping on with him, while I took another bite from my apple. “The cucumber boss, hates the green apple, cause they are green unlike the red ones who work for him, so he decided to plant a red apple between the green ones” he says placing a red one between my green apples, yu
Nikolai POV. “Is she okay?” Devil asks me, we both agreed on not wanting to let her go home, not without us, but she begged for us to stay while she went back home. “She’ll be fine, but you won’t be if you don’t pull that dress down” I threaten her for the tenth time this night, she’s trying her luck with me. “Hey, it’s my birthday, and like Elle said I have every right to have fun” she says rubbing against me, she was drunk, I did allow her to drink as much as she wants. “I don’t remember her saying so” I say keeping her up on our floor and off the dance floor for now, I checked my phone again, waiting for a reply from Elle or her bodyguards, they should have made it home now but they didn’t answer me yet, which is driving me even more crazy. “Come on daddy Nikolai, I’m not drunk enough to stay here, let’s go home, it’s where the real party is” she says dragging me with her, she’s right, I’d prefer a pajama party right now over this. When did we got this old, preferring to be ho
Elle POV. A party! Dancing, and drinks, and a club, something I never been into before the whole place was dark, there was no chairs, just some small tables and seating around it, the bar was in the middle, it was the only place with light in it, I guess so people would know what they are buying, and what they are paying. There was the bartender was doing some tricks, flipping bottles, shaking drinks, showing off his tattoo, I’ll give it to Nikolai, his employee are hot! We kept walking until we got to set of stairs, we got upstairs, now we can see everyone underneath us, we could see the dance floor with people dancing but the top floor was empty, Nikolai wanted to empty the whole club for us, but Devil talked him into just emptying the VIP floor for us. I took a sip from my pepsi, while everyone else was drinking alcohol, I stayed with pepsi, safer bet and one that won’t get be yelled at or kicked to daddy’s office, I want to stay in the party, I want to dance and have fun with e
Devil POV. I miss killing people, I miss going on missions, I miss doing something, other than having to take care of Elle, I’m being too motherly over her these days, I couldn’t help it, I had nothing better to do really. She’s having enough with me being over her all the time, today is the day she decided to object on my whole new treatment. “Nikolai, you either get Devil to leave me alone, or I’m going to hire a hitman to have her killed” she threatens me, I wanted to laugh at her threat but I couldn’t. “And if you do such thing, I’ll have you over my knee for attitude adjustment and take your phone away” he threaten her back, we’re all getting ready to bed, it’s still early but I still need the rest, and Nikolai loves to cuddle with both us. “Tell her to stop babying me, she won’t even let me go to the bathroom alone” Elle whines, I don’t do that, I just helped her brush her teeth, that’s not that bad. “Devil, love Elle’s little space is more of a naughty kitten age, not a ba
Elle POV. Devil is crazy, crazy I’m telling you, she lost it, she came to me laughing and crying, but she was happy, she said they are happy tears but why is she so happy, I couldn’t understand it. But on the good side Nikolai was back with us now, he’s back! I missed him so much, I jumped into his arms, I kissed him mouth, I felt him engulf me in his arms, making me feel safe finally. “She’s crazy! Don’t leave me with her!” I say about Devil, I do want to stay with her, but she’s going full on psycho lately. “Hey watch it, he’s back, and I’m feeling much better, that’s two person who can tan your bum” she warns me, making me giggle, she keeps threatening but she’s all bluff. “I call bluff” I say still holding Nikolai he’d keep me hidden from her, and safe from her spanking. “Don’t try me Elle, you’re my baby princess and I’d make sure to keep you in line” she warns me, but I don’t care, I’m still in Nikolai’s arms. “I’ll do the same princess, but I’ll let you have your fun for
Devil POV. It hurt, I never wanted a baby, but when I lost it, it hurt so badly, oh Angelo, one day I’ll have my revenge you son of a bitch, I’ll take care of you with my bare hands, you’ll never touch me or anyone else. But for now the pain was way too much, it all hurt too badly, I had Elle with me, she’s holding my hand, kissing me, telling me it’s all okay, but I want to go home, I want to go back where I feel safe, where I could just sit down and be me. I never had a home before but now I do have one, it’s with Nikolai and Elle, they are my home. “Devil, you’re crying, devils don’t cry” Elle says wiping my tears off, she’s the one calming me down, and not me calming her, I’m the one who’s in charge, I’m the one who should calm her and not me. “Elle, I’m your dom, you shouldn’t be calming me” I say trying to sit up but everything hurt, breathing hurt, my whole body hurt. “I’ll be yours when needed, now sit back and relax, I’m the one in charge” she says trying to act all stron
Nikolai POV. “Call him Nikolai? You’ve lost it didn’t you?” he says, Marco is sure I’ve lost it, and I agree, I did but this war isn’t going to end if we go in the sane path. I have to do something, I have to solve this, and I’m going to do that, I know Angelo, how he’s been growing up, it’s a miracle he kept it in all this time, the flags he’s been showing, he wants to glow, he want to tell us about how he won over me, how he’s the smarter man here, and he’ll really enjoy it. I’d call him, I’ll call him, it’s really easy to get him to talk, but first I need to get things ready, we need a private place to meet him, he’s not coming alone, I know it, but I’m not going alone either. “Find me a location, one where he’d chose, one where we can have it under our control” I say, he’s not walking out of this alive, it’s over. “Nikolai, our people are tired, too much death and blood, we can’t take another hit” Marco says, he’s right, everyone is tired. “Not this time Marco, I promised Dev
Nikolai POV. I messed up but not with my two girls, they’d kick my bum and tell me that I’m wrong, how did I deserve that, but it’s still my mistake, it’s still my fault. We all lost our baby due to me, due to my war, I should have never hidden things from them, if I didn’t do that, they would have known, Devil would have never to that meeting and got herself hurt. “Devil the doctor says you need bedrest, after what…after what happened” I say chocking on my own words, I can’t say the word, it’s my fault, all of this is mine. “It happened, it’s over Nikolai, it wasn’t meant to happen” she says but her voice was breaking even my little demon can’t take it, even demons have their own pain, hurt and dreams. “Little demon…I…” I say not having any word to say, Elle’s hold on my hand get tighter, I offered my free hand to Devil, she took it, making me feel better now, she’s still accepting my touch, my hold to her. “I want my revenge Nikolai” she says, I agree with her, I want my reveng
Elle POV. “I want to keep you safe, I want you to be safe…I never wanted to put my princess in danger, but I failed, I failed her Elle” he says, Nikolai admitting his failure, but he shouldn’t fail, he’s my mafia man, my daddy, my hero. “What happened? Who’s blood is that?” I ask him pointing at the blood all over him. “I tried to hide things from you Elle, I never meant for my princess to know this, I was sure I could keep you safe, but things are bad, they are really bad now” he says. “What happened Nikolai?” I ask him needing to know what really happened, what’s the problem! What he’s hiding from me all along. “We’re in war Elle, a war you had nothing to do with, but I dragged you right into them, I placed you both in danger and now she’s hurt cause of me” he says, a war. “A war?” I ask, not thinking it could have been that bad, a war, but we could win this, I know he’s strong. “Who’s blood is that?” I ask again looking at him, at his body, does he have any injuries, if he d