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TITAN’s POV

He started by reminding me how close he was to my mother. I started to think he was being affected by old age so he could no longer act well.

If he could, he would not be talking like this, because this was highly not related to what was going on in my life.

I loved my mother so much when she was still alive and now even after her death, I am so much in love with her but to me, this does not make sense.

There were other pressing matters and all he could do or think about was talk about his relationship with my mother.

I remember most of the things he was saying and I could only go mute, it has been a long time but the memories are still alive to me.

Sometimes I accuse myself of trying so hard to shove the memories down to a point of no return but other times I feel like I really needed to do that.

The last time I spoke about it was when I met Alana because my heart was opened up to her and I just wanted to tell her every single thing about me.

If possible, I wanted to be