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Dark Alpha Rising: Dreams and Nightmares Ch. 126: I Need to Know
CHAPTER 126: Kyle~ “Are you ready?” Ally asks me. Am I? The last time I did a deep dive like this successfully we were a few steps away from the subject. And we nearly got caught. So, not really no. But I need to be. “Let’s just do it,” I say forcefully. For all I know it won’t even work. “Okay, I’ll start and lead us into some meditative state, then Rach will push some magic into Kyle - slowly - and see if he can take the lead on the rate…” Ally says one more time, recapping what we decided. “Alright let’s do this,” I say steadily. “Third time’s the charm.” The other two attempts seemed to get stuck somewhere. “Breathe in. One, two, three, four, five… And breathe out. One, two, three, four, five… Picture the ocean. Breathe in. One, two, three, four, five…And breathe out. One, two, three, four, five… We’re sinking further down, wrapped in a warm current. It gets darker and cozier as we go deeper down…” Ally leads. I start to zone out. I’m vaguely aware of a few things. My
Dark Alpha Rising: Dreams and Nightmares Ch. 127: Searching
CHAPTER 127: Rachel~ I could feel how worried Ally was in my bones. Having been friends for so long, and with her talent for wearing her heart on her face, it was clear to see that while she was playing down her worries out loud, she wasn’t believing the words she was saying. “We have the location, Nick knew something was off, so he sent the location. He’s going to be okay. He’s smart. He’s got this,” she chanted in the car. I noticed Kyle looking at her with worry, and Jake must have felt something from me from the look on his face. I reached over and squeezed his hand firmly. To let him know I’m with him, that I feel how he’s feeling. His actions took over and he appeared calm outside, but I knew him. Nick and Evan are his brothers - they always stick together. I can guess what he’s feeling while we rush past cars on the freeway - worry for Nick’s safety, guilt that he isn’t with him, anger that Nick did this without telling anyone, and probably a million other things. We rush
Dark Alpha Rising: Dreams and Nightmares Ch. 128: Amplifying Sleep
CHAPTER 128: Kyle~ My gut tells me we won’t find him this way, but I don’t dare say that to Ally. She needs this. She needs me to try. So I do. I pull Ally along with me as I go searching further than my initial length of feeling can go. But he’s not here. There’s got to be something around him, with him, that’s blocking me. Even if he were wide awake I should be able to feel an inkling of him, like a faint scent of pizza when it comes through the door. But there’s nothing here. I keep pulling Ally along anyway, just to be thorough, but while I am physically doing one thing, my mind is spinning with any other way to find him. I hit dead end after dead end in here, and with my ideas. I don’t even notice that I’ve opened my eyes until I feel Rachel put her hand on my shoulder. I can’t explain the look she’s giving me. But it’s something like - searching. She’s looking to me for an answer I don’t want to give. Finally I swallow and look away. “He could be-,” I start to tell her, b
Dark Alpha Rising: Dreams and Nightmares Ch. 129: He's Here
CHAPTER 129: Jake~ I should have been staying out of it. I was trying to. But it was so hard to watch the redhead who clearly had feelings for Rachel get so close to her. Yeah, I’m a jealous wolf. What can I say? At least I could hold back. Giving them their privacy as much as I could I stood over as a protector. I nearly ran over when Ally fell over. But somehow it had been Rachel that had pushed her into sleeping. I stood there with questions swimming in my head when the Fae and Rachel got even closer and then touched knees. MINE, Aamon roared in my mind, prompting my legs to start walking on their own towards them to stop this. But I held back. They spoke for a minute and he gestured to Ally before they connected their hands and the next second their heads were slumped to the sides. Asleep already. Looking for something. Likely to find Nick somehow. If his own mate was unsuccessful, I had some doubts about them being able to find him without her… But then again this was Rahce
Dark Alpha Rising: Dreams and Nightmares Ch. 130: You're With Me
CHAPTER 130: Rachel~ I glanced over to where Jake was standing with Evan’s dad right as he glanced at me. His eyes narrowed and I gestured to Ally trying to silently tell him something was up over here. He seemed to get the hint. “What is it?” Jake asked Ally as he walked back towards us. “Are we going in?” Ally asked back, one hand gripping tightly to the railing of a fence next to her. Jake waited a beat before he said. “Yeah. Plan is to create a distraction out that way,” he gestured to the street along the side of the building. “Then send in two teams through the back and front entrance. With two extra guards along the perimeter in case someone gets by. My guys estimate at least three vampires and if their guests are still here,” he looked at me as I had explained earlier how Nick saw both Callum and Maxine, “then two to four witches or warlocks. We have another two cars full of warriors on their way from the packhouse but I don’t want to wait until they get here… I assu
Dark Alpha Rising: Dreams and Nightmares Ch. 131: Nick's Declaration
CHAPTER 131: Evan~ “Amber,” I say with shaky breath. “What’s going on?” she asks me without looking over, fiddling with something on the floor next to her. “They found him. They have Nick. He’s okay,” I exhale and sink down to the floor. One hand on the bar in between us. Amber turns to look at me for a moment. “That’s good, I’m glad,” she says, a small crack in her voice. I can smell the tears swelling in her eyes. She turns away from me again. Why did I come here? You know why, Xavier pushes again. “They, uh, ended up taking a vampire back. They’re going to be putting him down here,” I go on, not knowing what else to say. She nods without looking over. I wait a few more breaths but she doesn't move. She doesn’t turn to face me. She doesn’t move closer to my side. She stays in her corner on the cot on the floor. My body slumps in response. I feel like I’m disappointed, but I can’t give a reason why. Why would I expect more? What do I want from her? Why won’t she face me? I
Dark Alpha Rising: Dreams and Nightmares Ch. 132: Developments
CHAPTER 132: Ally~Nick’s mom’s hands gripped the armrests on her chair.“It is. I was there when they realized they were mates, months ago. Evan also witnessed this. This is very true,” he responds patiently.“What-” her voice breaks. “Months ago?”Nick inhales deeply, taking a strong inhale of my scent while my hand involuntarily clutches his shirt.“Yes mom, months ago,” he affirms. “One of the best moments of my life.”I can’t watch any of this. I can feel Jake’s empathy, Nick’s love for me and his anxiety over what will happen next, his mom’s pain and shock laced with anger. It’s a lot. And while I have practiced blocking out auras and emotions, several werewolves and their super intense feelings wasn’t something I had much experience with. They feel so big, so much.Nick holds me steady and bends slightly to kiss the top of my head. He can likely feel some of this and is trying to calm me through the bond. It helps, but I still feel like someone at the bottom of a well feeling
Dark Alpha Rising: Dreams and Nightmares Ch. 133: A Battle Approaches
CHAPTER 133: Kyle~ Two weeks go by. They are excruciatingly the same. I almost ask the Fae Goddess to let The Collective attack again just to break up the monotony. “Dude, can we watch anything else?” Nick whines from the other couch, his arm around Ally. I throw the remote at him with force. He catches it without even looking.Yeah. It could also be because I’m really over having Nick live here with us. Well not ‘live here’ but yeah. He lives here. Ally’s mom thinks he goes home but no, he wolfs out and sleeps in the garage downstairs. And I pretend not to notice him creeping into Ally’s room every night and staying there until just before dawn. He’s quiet, sure. But I’m not stupid. Every day now goes like this. School, home to practice, Jake comes by and takes Rachel home, Nick stays with Ally until nightfall, then Nick pretends to go home. All of our training is really starting to go nowhere, which doesn’t help the frustration I’m feeling about just about everything. Mates, w
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Dark Alpha Rising: Dreams and Nightmares Ch. 145: Dove
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Dark Alpha Rising: Dreams and Nightmares Ch. 144: Luna Rising
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Dark Alpha Rising: Dreams and Nightmares Ch. 139: Cleanse the Earth
CHAPTER 139: Kyle~ I woke up next to the red wolf. Everyone was screaming or howling. It was chaotic and loud, which made everything that much more disorienting. What I saw next killed me. Rachel out on the field alone, with all the shadow Dementor things charging at her. “Rachel!” I’m screaming but no one can hear me. I look to see Jake crawling towards her from too far away. He won’t get there in time. How did it get this bad? How long was I out for? I flail about, my arms and legs pushing to move but I’m not coordinated or strong enough to get anywhere. “Why is no one helping her?!” I scream again, my voice cracking, my throat raw. The red wolf just tugs on my shirt again, trying to bring me inside the packhouse. I have barely any magic left but I send it to the wolf trying to drag me away. “Let go!” I scream. “We have to help her!” I look around frantically for anyone I recognize. Where is Ally? Evan? Nick? There’s so many wolves and people rushing back, I can’t
