“What would you choose a man that would die for you or a man that would kill for you?”
Chapter 1
Misha,
“Miss, vy ne mozhete etogo sdelat’”
“Miss, you can’t do that.”
The hulk of a man in front of me and behind the wheel said, and I just ignored him as I thought about what my friend Sonya was suggesting.
I have never done that before and honestly, it might be…. hmmm refreshing from this stiff, boring life of mine.
I thought deeply as I bit my lower lip while the man in the front gritted his teeth in annoyance. I know because I heard them even though he was facing the road.
“C’mon Misha, you didn’t want to have a birthday party like every year and wanted to try something new and honestly, what I’m suggesting is just perfect.”
Sonya said in a begging but daring voice and I mulled the thought again cause she wasn’t wrong.
“Your father won’t like that, miss, and honestly, I don’t as well. So please let us go back home.”
My bodyguard Artem said, and I rolled my eyes while focusing on him as he drove.
“I will do whatever the fuck I want, my father gave me the green light and specifically said go knock yourself off.”
I said, then nodded my head at Sonya, making her scream in happiness because I was going to do it. No one dares me.
“Artem, please take us to Sonya’s strip club.”
I ordered the man and I saw his body go rigged, but he didn’t say anything because it was not his place to do so.
My father gave him to me to protect me and cater to all my needs, and that is it. If I told him to stop the car and just stand in the middle of the road for me to just run him over, he would.
And in about fifteen minutes we were there, and we got out of the car, my body buzzing from all the excitement.
“Misha, are you sure about this? I mean, your father won’t like it, I think.”
Suzan, our friend who is mostly silent and barely says anything, said as she gave my bodyguard a fleeting look, making him nod his head in approval.
“Nah, he never gets mad at me besides I have that ox to protect me, so don’t be a pussy and let us do it.”
I said as I followed Sonya who led us to the VIP entrance and the bouncers there let us in without saying a single word.
“I know how much he loves you but this….this is different, anything can happen. Here are all kinds of people, we might….someone might……”
Suzan spoke again in a shaky voice and I understood what she wanted to say, but honestly, nothing will change my mind now.
“Look, do you see this gun? And this, do you see how big and full of muscles this man is?”
I said as I showed her Artem’s gun and showed her his packed stomach. The man was built like a tank.
I mean, even the bouncers in this club fade beside him, nothing and no one can even look our way.
I waved at her dismissively, then focused on the place, looking around with a huge smile filling my face.
I’m not new to this kind of life, but at the same time, I don’t indulge myself because it is not my thing.
I might have been a mafia girl but we have rules too, my father wanted me to have my degree and then focus on building a career.
He isn’t like those mafia bosses you see on TV, the ones who marry their daughters off to create alliances or force them into this life.
He prefers that I have a happy simple life and he will find an heir for him, maybe a distant cousin or something because I’m an only child.
“So it will go like this. You will change your clothes into something sexy and I will find you a vip client. Your mission is to get something from him. Be it a black card, ring, or a watch, anything that is expensive.”
Sonya said, and I grinned at her, the bitch was daring me to strip dance and seduce someone wealthy and I will do it on one condition.
“If I won, you will do whatever I tell you, do you agree?”
I said, licking my lips and waiting for her answer even though I knew that she would agree, I needed to hear it and let the other two be my witnesses.
“OK, as long as it is not something outrageous like running naked in the street.”
She said, and I giggled because this was stupid, what I was about to ask from her was way simpler and easier.
“Nah, you will just fuck Artem, that is all.”
I said, grinning again, and a laugh escaped me when I saw my bodyguard blink at me in surprise, and then his nostrils flared from anger.
“Oh, that is easy, and I will gladly do it.”
“Are you out of your fucking mind?”
The two spoke at the same time and I laughed loudly and almost fell on my ass. This was priceless.
“What?! It is up to you to decide, I’m not gonna force you to do it.”
I said as I turned around and left the fuming man behind me, I know he would never do it, but this was my way to get him back.
He has been a pain in my ass for a few months now and I don’t know why.
He watched what I eat, drink, or wear. He put pressure on me as we trained. He even asked the men in the mansion to annoy me whenever they got the chance, and we ended up fighting each time.
And whenever I went to my dad to complain, he told me to suck it up and just listen to whatever that nasty fucker said. Sometimes I think that Artem is my half brother or something because my dad loves him so much.
I sighed, then I watched myself in the mirror after I wore what one of the girls handed me.
I admired my figure and my pale complexion in the mirror, then turned around a couple of times. I think it is time for me to get a tan.
But overall this flimsy fishnet thing was cute, and it highlighted my curvy body.
I came out of the dressing room and the girls had different reactions, one had her hand over her mouth in surprise then her face went tomato red.
While the other was screaming and saying nonsense but I think she liked what I was wearing.
While the ox man was blinking at me in disbelief, his mouth opened a couple of times but nothing came out.
“C’mon, I found a room for you. He is one of our regulars, but let us hide your face first. I know I was the one who dared you to do it, but I don’t want anyone to know your identity.”
Sonya said, and I just shrugged because I didn’t care if the person inside knew me or not. This was a one night thing, just for fun, but boy, I was very wrong.
Chapter 2Misha,I took a deep breath standing in front of the VIP room. I felt nervous, I was never a coward, but this was something entirely new for me.This isn’t me sparing with a man twice my size for the first time or me holding a gun and feeling its weight.I’m a daring, flirty, and brave girl, but my limit was my body. I like to show skin and expose my body because I worked to have it this toned and perfect, but at the same time, I don’t like to be touched or have some men drool over me.If I wear something, I wear it for myself. If I do my nails or my hair, it’s for me to feel better and beautiful not to get some man’s approval.I took a couple of deep breaths, then I knocked on the door and didn’t move until the door was opened and some guy glared at me.I frowned at the man who was blocking my way, then tried to look behind him, but he moved closer, blocking my view entirely.“We didn’t ask for any entertainment, leave.”The man said, and I cocked a brow at him, because who
Chapter 3Misha,I gasped for breath and my head got dizzy, that push and fall felt like a bunch to my chest, and for a few seconds, I couldn’t breathe.I turned around and almost screamed when that little movement hurt so badly and something almost pierced my chest. I think I broke a few ribs.But there is no time to cry or crawl like a coward here. I needed to get out now while everyone was busy and when this thought hit me I began to hear, smell and feel everything around me.I heard the screams, I felt the warm blood splash on my face, and my almost nude body.I saw the massacre that was happening right in front of my eyes in this tiny room, so I crawled and hid under the table instead and watched the scene in horror.What pushed me back inside wasn’t a wall, but a group of men wearing all black and holding heavy guns.They were shooting at Franco and his men and there were some new other men in the room. All of that happened in the few seconds I was on my ass trying to breathe.“
Chapter 4Renzo,I entered the office room following the older Russian man and my mind was screaming at me to leave because what I was about to hear wouldn’t be good.Thanks to that kid my night has been going from bad to worse to a full on mess and all because she chose to play stripper today.I had a meeting with Franco and it was starting to get annoying, then she showed up all naked and waiting to be raped or something.And even though she was wearing something hiding her face, I would never forget those eyes. Those eyes that shook me to the core when I first saw them.She was eighteen back then when I had a meeting with her father as he helped me with something that saved my business.And she just rushed into the office without knocking or even asking for permission. She rushed inside with a big smile on her face, he hair was flowing behind her and her dress was sticking to her body in all the right places.I think for a moment I forgot how to breathe and I just watched her feeli
Chapter 5Renzo,I sipped my bourbon while I eyed the woman that was swaying in front of me, trying to appease me, but honestly, I was getting disgusting.But I guess she thought my disgusted looks were approval or something because she began to take her clothes off.She took the flimsy top, then she basically crawled to where I was sitting, then she licked her lips when she reached my parted legs and settled between them.“You are so handsome and you give off this stay the fuck away from me aura, but I like it. You are my type.”The woman said as her hands stretched to touch my thighs, then she reached between them and began to squeeze my still flaccid cock.I snarled, then held both of her hands in one of mine, then the other held her chin tightly, making her look at me.“You are pretty, meaty, and know what you are doing. People might like all of this, but I don’t like your attitude. Besides, I’m not into vanilla shit, femmina. Any whore walking the street can give me that with les
Chapter 6Misha,“NET.”I screamed when Artem tried to stop me from going outside and blocked my way. I have been cooped up in my room for a couple of weeks now and I’m about to go crazy.“I’m not allowed to go to college, I’m not allowed to go outside to see my friends and I’m not even allowed to have them visit me?! What the fuck is happening here? Where is Papa? I want to talk to him.”I shouted at the top of my lungs because it was suffocating. I can’t endure it anymore. I must go outside and see new people. These old faces were driving me crazy. Another hour of this and I will fucking kill someone.“Ty tot, kto sdelal eto s soboy. Eto tvoy sobstvennyy vybor, Misha. Teper’ zhivi s posledstviyami.”“you are the one who did this to yourself. It is your own choice, Misha. Now live with the consequences”Artem said, hissing, and for a second I stood there staring at him without saying a word. Then I screamed and screamed, throwing anything in my way and crashing it.After what felt li
Chapter 7Renzo,“abbiamo una situazione, signore”“We have a situation, sir.”Dino said cutting off my mussing, I have been on edge and nervous recently, it might be because of that girl and might not, but what I know is that I need to focus.So when he entered my office abruptly, I welcomed the distraction. I can’t be left alone with my…destructive thoughts. Thoughts that are telling me to keep someone here with me.I stood up without asking him anything and just followed, but I had never thought that the reason behind all these thoughts of this messy mind of mine would be in front of me.“che diavolo è successo e perché hai quella faccia? è viva? respira?”“what the fuck happened and why are you looking like that? Is she alive? Is she breathing?”I asked Luka who looked bloody and messy, he looked like he was fighting for his dear life and barely made it.But then my eyes landed on the woman who was lying on my couch and breathing harshly and barely looking alive.I crouched in fro
Chapter 8Misha,I snarled, then kicked the bathroom door on my way out. Even though I was happy to take a shower when I woke up but my good mood vanished.Those bastards have been locking me up in this room for a week or maybe two I have lost count. No one answers my questions, not even the man who delivers my food.And even though I hate his guts for being stingy with words, I can’t do anything because he is my only human interaction so far along with the doctor who now is silent as well.It’s like a sickness that spread here since I came, that man loved to babble and speak nonsense but now nothing. “nichego”I sighed, trying to calm myself down as I headed to the closet, trying to find something to wear, but then I screamed from anger.Where the hell did all the clothes that were here yesterday go? Only silk robes not even some panties?!That is it I need to see that motherfucker and give him a piece of my mind. I need to go back home and tell my father about all those shit. Why i
Chapter 9I glared at my damn erection in annoyance.I have been standing under the cold water for almost ten minutes now and it refusing to budge. The damn thing looked big, red, and angry.But then I shook my head chuckling, yeah my body was burning inside of my veins since the moment I held Misha’s soft white body.My lust haze took over me when my hand choked her and she began to squirm beneath me feeling her smaller body suffer.She looked gorgeous as she struggled to breathe and hot tears began to fall on her face, her begging eyes asked me silently to let go.Her open, gasping mouth with its full lips begging to be around my cock sucking, tasting, and pleasuring it, then she choked on it when I pushed it into her throat.But I closed my eyes breathing deeply trying to calm the fire I was feeding with those images and thoughts, she wasn’t ready yet.But I think the damn fucker has other thoughts because it throbbed reminding me it needs to be satisfied, so I just held it in my h
Chapter 45Renzo,I held my gun in my hand tightly as I sat in the back of the black SUV; I was trying to wait patiently to arrive at our destination.The occupants of the car were silent as well, everyone lost in his own thoughts. They knew even a sudden move would tick me.The woman called moonlight was tapping on her tablet calmly, but there was a small frown on her face as well.While Rocco was glaring at Luka, who surprised us by coming today and insisting on joining us.I refused in the beginning because could be a distraction or a liability but then he said that Misha might be hurt badly and she would need immediate attention so I let him come after he promised to stay out of the way.My two friends were here as well along with Cacilia’s bodyguard who was still glaring at me for what happened yesterday.I clenched my jaws I wanted to reach Misha as soon as possible, every second away she was in more danger, and who knows what that fucker might be doing to her.I have seen the v
Chapter 44Misha,“Oh, my kukla.” ‘Baby doll’Someone whispered in the dark and I woke up gasping in fear. Long and cold fingers touched my cheeks, and I swallowed harshly scared.“Did you forget me? I’m your mother, baby girl.”The voice said again and my shaking stopped and I held my breath, looking around me, but I couldn’t see anything.I’m not sure if it was because of the dark or because of my swollen eyes, but I tried to blink a few times and even though it hurt so badly I kept doing it.It took a few minutes to be able to see anything, but the moment I opened my eyes, the bright light made me close them again.I blinked through the tears and tried to find the source of the voice as my hand touched my face softly.Yes, my entire face was swollen and I could feel that I had a cut on my temple and blood was crusting there.The cold fingers touched me again, but this time it was my back and I flinched away, trying to stay away from them.The voice whined again as if my slap was h
Chapter 43Renzo,I sneered at the gasping man in front of me and punched him in the face several times. I kept punching him so hard that his head smacked against the wall and I almost split his head in half.Rocco tried to stop me and push me away from the man but I didn’t budge and kept on hitting the man until he passed away.“No, open your fucking eyes and tell me where did you take her? Where the fuck is Misha? Where did he hide her?”I roared at the man and of course, there was no answer, so I let him drop and looked around me, trying to find some answers, but there was nothing.The house was wrecked entirely, there was no wall whole, and I smashed them all.“You need to keep yourself in check, motherfucker. This way, you won’t be able to find your fucking woman. Get a ripe, man.”Armani said when I was about to just clutch my hair and tear it off, but I turned around snarling at him, and punched the man in the face.He didn’t try to evade me or punch back, he just accepted my p
Chapter 42Misha,I hugged my body or tried to because I was still bound. I blinked at the dim light and sniffled silently. The basement was cold, moldy, and dark. Since the day I woke up in this cursed place, nothing changed.The fucker didn’t even let me be more comfortable, and he kept me like this. With each passing day slowly, I’m starting to lose hope of getting out of here.He kept visiting me every day repeating the same damn words trying to make me believe them, he wants to break me and I’m ashamed to say that I’m almost is.But I have never shown it, I just cuss and spit on him every time I see his ugly face here and he just chuckles and leaves.But now I have lost track of time and I am just so tired and my resolve is waning. How long has it been? Three days, four, maybe five! I’m not sure.I looked down at my stomach and I huffed, the gauze was so full and it was bleeding again. They change it once per day, I think.I have opened three stitches and even though they didn’t
Chapter 41Renzo,“Where the fuck is my woman?”I asked the man that was glaring at me even though he looked scared. I wanted to fucking kill him, but I had to wait until I know where Misha is.The new head of his family had taken her, and it had been two days. Two days away from me and I knew nothing about her, which was driving me crazy.I kept pacing the fucking office in his house waiting for an answer while Rocco stood up straight, glaring at the man and having his gun aimed at his head.He has been searching for her with me even though he was shot a few times and lost a lot of blood.I had told him to stay in the hospital to recover but he refused and so far we don’t understand how he managed to do that.Dino entered the office and shook his head; I have sent him to check every nook and cranny here even though I was sure that Misha wasn’t here.“Where the fuck is Misha? Your boss has taken me here even though I have warned him not to touch a hair on his head. I have told him tha
Chapter 40Misha,Drip…….drop…..drip…..drop.That was the only thing I heard when I opened my eyes.The darkness didn’t register; the cold didn’t register, or even the pain that was running through my entire body.All I could hear, feel or even smell was the drops of water that were spilled somewhere around me.I tried to move but I couldn’t, my hands were bound behind my back but my legs were free so I kicked them to check if there was something hurt or broken there thankfully they were fine.Then I stopped and held my breath because I found out that I was naked from head to toe. The fuckers who brought me here undressed me while I was drugged.I gritted my teeth because at first, I thought that whoever did that to me might be someone who wanted to get back at Renzo, but finding this, I think things are different.I was kidnapped by that man my master has been trying to catch for over a week now. He had caught me from the looks of it he doesn’t plan to end things nicely with him.I s
Chapter 39Misha,Those fucking stitches make me so itchy and I want to scratch them so bad but I know I can’t.They were biting into my skin and I felt like little ants were just having fun eating my flesh but damn Luka told me to never touch them, but I will call him and demand to have something or so help me god I will fucking open them again.I mean, it’s almost eight days and I still have them, before coming back home he told me to bear with it for four or five days but I think he lied to me.I shrieked when I found Renzo in front of me without me noticing, the man walks like a damn cat, he was so light on his feet even though he was packed with muscles.I was about to say something snappy, but then I took a good look at him and saw him taking off his suit jacket, then his dress shirt, and I blinked.His body was soaked with blood and it was almost impossible to see his actual skin or know his skin color.This was getting out of hand. He has been like this since I was discharged,
Chapter 38Renzo,I felt like there was fire spreading through my entire body.I groaned when something warm and soft touched my chest, neck, then sucked on my ear.I groaned again and my hips started to move on their own, I kept pumping forward against something wet, warm, and very soft.I hissed when something squeezed my cock hard and it kept beating violently the sensitive head hit something and my entire body shivered.I breathed harshly and pushed my head against the soft billow and the momentum of my movement began to grow I started to feel my surroundings and my senses began to wake up. And I stopped.I took a couple of deep breaths and I smelled something sweet and flowery and the soft mattress beneath me giggled.I smiled when my sleep haze disappeared and I understood what was happening after hearing Misha’s sweet laughs.I pushed again against what was encasing my cock and the pressure grew stronger and the soft giggles turned into playful laughs.“So you are totally awake
Chapter 37Misha,I tried to open my eyes, but it felt so hard for some reason, I tried to open it again slowly several times and finally, I was able to do it.But then I had closed them shut again because of the flaring sunlight. Where am I? And why am I outside under the sun?I thought as some hushed voices, and noises began to reach me. I was put in the open with someone?I tried to move my body, but again, doing these simple daily things felt so hard and even impossible. My body felt numb and a little stiff. I was so exhausted after trying to move.And to top it all, there was this relentless pounding in my head and behind my eyes. It was painful.I took a deep breath and tried to move again and finally I did it, but then a very sharp pain made me scream. My middle hurts so badly.The pain was similar to something stabbing my stomach several times and in the same spot.“Hey take it easy, stop moving. The wound will open again and you will need new stitches.”Doctor Luka whispered