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2021-10-08 01:54:05I need to ask myself the question as I am sitting next to Lucas… Who is playing the game? Me or him? I am starting to lose myself into this more than I should, and when I say loose, I mean that I love… Let me rephrase… I like the way that he makes me feel.
He electrifies my body every time he is near me. He has the power to drive me crazy and make me feel a way that I have never felt before. I love the smell of his skin, the warmth of his hands, and the sensuality of his kiss. The energy that flows through his touch collides with every particle of my body.
But I need to remind myself where I have come from.
Maybe not tonight…maybe tonight I can break my own rules and just let go of that bit that I shouldn’t?
Yes, I keep saying that I have him right where I want him to be, but does he have me?
The fact is that whatever happens tonight, Lucas will still be coming down.
So as he looks at me with those hazel eye
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