Stop it FATHER

Maggie: 

I stood up so quickly from the desk as if the lightning had hit me. 

-"Are you done Manny I really need to go"  was so nervous the one thing I could hear was tik tok tik tok. Time was over and I broke a rule and I am thinking now what Jack will say or do. I took my sweater with my shaking hands in not waiting for his answer. I was panicking and didn't know what to do now. When he came from his journey? Does he have eyes on my butt? shit, this is soooo bad. I even not dressed properly and he doesn't like when I'm wearing makeup I can't even imagine what he is thinking when he saw me half-naked by Manny.

- "What's so rush Maggie who is burning?" Manny looked confused but then he sniffed the air and his all body tensed. Slowly he turned around from me and looked through a window where was standing Jack. Manny suddenly changed so much that I couldn't help and stare at him. His grey t-shirts almost tore off when his muscles grew stronger, especially his biceps. His sweet brown eyes changed became misty. He was standing here with his harsh chin which was hidden by a beard, his tattoos which covered from his fingers to his neck now made him scary. I didn't notice how he can look so scary because all the time his gaze was so innocent but now something changed. Even his facial features changed. 

-"How much am I owing you?" I tried to sound normal but couldn't pretend how nervous I was. But he didn't answer for a moment.   Manny?" I asked again him the price, but for real I am asking about his being. Is he still Manny?  Of course, he is Manny but also he isn't. He is confusing me so much something is wrong with him but I don't even imagine, if he would be cold I definitely would say he is a vampire he sniffs the air like a vampire, he listens sounds like a vampire, and he has a dark aura around him as a vampire, but he isn't cold, his skin is worm even hot I would say.

-"It is for free..." His eyes never left the window he stood up very very slowly. "Go to look at mirror maybe my job isn't that good as you wanted. The mirror is in the waiting room" His voice was harsh and it slowly was changing more into a deep and darker snarling. What he is talking about? The mirror is here just by my side... I won't go anywhere I need to take Jack away from this place his is burning with fury and everybody around Jack is in danger now, but I know that he would never touch me or hurt me, but Manny, if he is not a vampire he can't protect himself and the last thing I want to see how Jack is killing a person who I like so much, maybe too much, Jack won't control his anger. He definitely will kill him. I know him too well. 

I took my bag and went by the door but my hand was grabbed by Manny "-Don't move"does he really just snared like a dog? "don't do any quick movements" He warned me again but now he controlled his voice like a normal people are talking. At the same time, Jack rudely opened the doors with a huge force that the glass crashed into pieces. It covered all ground under Jack's feet. If he could step inside he would do it and Manny would be dead already. I turned my head from Jack to Manny. Then again to Jack. I was breathing hard almost in panic and tears began to show in my eyes. I didn't know what to do or to say they were just fighting with their gaze at each other. And it seems that they both would be old enemies but I know that Jack doesn't know Manny.

-"I really need to go, Manny, I am sorry for the doors we will send you a check." I told him nervously trying just to get out of here and forget everything quickly. This is so bad I tried to take my wrist from his strong hands but he was holding me too tight. He looked into my eyes and raised his one eyebrow. In questioning why I go to somebody so scary who just broke his doors, but he doesn't know that I love Jack and in some way, he is my family, my father, and when I thought that my love isn't normal that I am his daughter, I felt as blood came to my cheeks for the first time but soon paleness came back: the stress was too big now. 

"- You know him..." He said in a whisper as if he suddenly would be won a puzzle in his head.

-"Put off your dirty hands from my daughter! you disgusting Rogue." Jack hissed soo loudly at Manny that my heart jumped almost from my body. He is showing himself in full his from. Is he crazy? and what the hell does mean Rogue? Is it a new insult from his old times? Better words than actions I thought.

-"Daughter? are you fucking serious?" he almost laughed through his snarling. It is not a surprising reaction Jack is too young to have me as a daughter he was 28 when he was turned into a vampire and I am 20, "Common Shadow, I need you" About what shadow he is talking about? Manny whispered almost without moving his lips but I still could hear it as good as Jack's hard breathing and dripping blood from his fists his nails broke his skin, but it doesn't matter to him he all the time do this when he is in huge stress. Especially when he is hungry he is hurting himself. One day I asked if it hurts and why he is doing that. And he answered that it is hurting more than a knife stocked to humans body and it is burning enormously bad but the pain reminds him what he is. And I should be worried when he will not feel pain anymore. I never understood what it meant he never explained or talked about it.

-"Manny I need to go, please ". I said in pleading eyes but he gazed at me with so much hate when I said those words.

-"You are his blood wore arent you?" His words were a knife to me, I don't know why but it hurts more than my friends would say that I am bitch, it hurts so much that I couldn't stop my tears from dropping. I wanted to hit him from anger but he watched my hand and it never touched his cheek. My anger and embarrassment were growing with every second. He knew who was Jack, maybe because he is the same dead one as Jack is. Maybe some vampires look more like a human how should I know Jack forbade me to learn about creatures like him, he is keeping me in a bobble and thinks that it is best for me. But it's choking me too much.

-"I fucking kill you". Jack showed his smile with his fangs suddenly he became relax and it scared me more. He was smiling at Manny and threatening to kill him, it made Manny angrier his breathing became chaotic from it. Manny left my hand and stepped a few steps to Jack. My hand was with bruises from his strong and hurtful holding. But I quickly ran through Manny that he won't come near Jack and we would pass out for his sight. As soon as I was by the door Jack forcefully grabbed my hand and pushed me to himself that I fell on his hard as a stone chest. His smell was so strong when I was near him and I couldn't help but felt goosebumps all over my body, he smelled like winter. As a cold evening with snow, so fresh so toxically good.

He was still looking at Manny and now his eyes darkened, even more, there wasn't left any light in it, any color just darkness, he looked more like a devil without pupils. Jack hugged me for a second in a protective way and I couldn't help but raise my head from his chest to his black eyes. I never saw him so angry so scary. Even his veins around his eyes became black, it was like ink which from where it traveled to his eyes, his skin paler than ever his long hair was flying together with the wild wind. The danger and all his strange stuff were exciting me with lust, I couldn't help but when he was protecting me with his vampire form I wanted to jump on him and made him mine. He looked at me with his gaze as if he would check all my body parts, carefully his gaze traveled up and down and I thought does he see any color on me for now, or just it is white and black for him as for animals. My heart as raising up and down I never saw his full form and this devil was as sexy as hell.

I was overwhelmed by his gaze so protective so angry and soft at the same time. He was tall so my head was raised up a  little bit. He took my hand looking straight into my eyes and suddenly turned me around that my back was faced to him, he did it so quickly that I couldn't react in the proper way, my eyes were wide from surprise but what he did next, was the most humiliating action.

He teared up my clothes into pieces with one move. I covered myself with my hands and began to sobbing violently I looked into his black eyes which hadn't have any emotions. Why did he do that? why he ripped my clothes at night in the street? He looked into my back into my new tattoo, I turned my head to him I couldn't help but cry more and more. Then he hit me with his palm to my face. It was hurting so much that my face soon became red. But for me was hurting more my mental state than my physical. To live with a vampire is hard especially with his attitude but he was a gentleman he acted like one and he never humiliated me in past. How could he? How could he raise his hand? I looked to the ground where the glass was laying with my image on it. It was blurry maybe from my tears and when I looked into it something changed. Something really changed. I looked at Jack again no more tears from me just anger from the embarrassment, and his eyes turned lighter, he was also surprised by what he did but soon he took again his cold mask and for the first time it didn't bother me anymore.

-"Are you fucking serious You came here to mark yourself as a slave! " He was yelling at me but I stood there without voice only with gritted teeth. I made a tattoo thinking of him thinking of my secret love, thinking of my dead mother, thinking that I am alone in this world. And he called me a slave because I was healing my heart in the way I knew. I was lost and he wasn't there, he came now and hurting me on my birthday. Can't, he just let me do what I want for one night. Who else I will be tonight? For now, I am whore, slave, and that is my birthday gift from them. Best birthday ever I thought sarcastically. It would be more fun if I wouldn't be born at all. Those two men somehow managed to hurt me. To hurt my feelings, me proud, all me. And all I did just wanted to live. And I was punished because of my life.

Manny steps a foot out of the room. I turned my head to him with shock and huge eyes because of the fear. He isn't protected anymore. He is outside! Jack now can reach him easily. Jack didn't wait and grabbed Manny by his grey T-shirts and opened his mouth widely in trying to rip his throat. Manny struggled but of course, he hasn't any chance.  I saw Jacks'  saliva and ran to Manny's side. I managed to put myself between them and tried to push him away.  They both stopped fighting when they heard how I screamed.

-"AAAA. Stop it. F. A. T. H. E. R!" I said the word with a grudge and disgust. I was never calling him father until now. Some days I playfully called him Jackie or daddy but he forbid me to call him that. It made me laugh how he reacted to my teasing when I was smaller. I liked to do some pranks when I was younger in that time he was softer so I did little stuff or said some words which made him feel uncomfortable, it was only this one emotion from him but I was happy that at least that could be shown from him to me, I knew that it was hard for him to act in a soft way.  So I was very patient I knew he loved me just didn't know how to show me. But now, I don't care about him anymore, I care just for a time as I tried to be a good girl and what he did was to distance himself from me. If I could bring my time I would never listen not at least his one word.

  -"If you want to kill him then you must go through me. If he dies I will die too!" I screamed to him. and it worked, he stepped a few steps away from us, his eyes again black and wide. I don't know where that courage came to me but the good girl just died today. And he will deal with that.

-" Fucking touch her again and I will rip your fucking fangs." Jack's eyes were pulsing from anger when Manny threatened him. What a prince he wants to save a whore.

-"She isn't yours." Jack hissed through his teeth.  And no more yours I thought. "You are nothing here." Jack smiled again "you even weren't using your animal, you don't have it anymore, do you? He laughed and I couldn't understand what they are talking about. 

-"The girl stays with me." Manny said in a loud voice in ignoring Jack. if he would able to give some orders to Jack. And Jack's answer was laughing. I never heard so much laughter from him in all years as I do now. 

-"Maggie go to the car, now!" Jack ordered me in his eyes a fare just for a moment, I saw it.  How he would react if I would say that I'm not going anywhere with him. I turned to Manny looked at him took my hand on his hot chest he was all burning. How the dead one can be so hot?

-"Don't fight with him " I said without any emotions. I won't beg anymore or won't ask anybody for something but also I will not be responsible for his death. He tried to touch my hand but I quickly put it away from him. Nobody will hurt me anymore. "-Don't touch dirty whore you can dirt your hands," I said sarcastically to him and then went to Jack's black dodge. Jack was following me, behind my back. 

"-Put your seatbelt!" Jack angrily ordered when opened the door and sat in the driver seat with gritted teeth and his still black eyes.

-"I'm good." I didn't look at him only looked through my door's window and in the mirror, I saw when another man came near Manny, he was the same man whom Manny did a wolf tattoo on his back, they looked familiar but Manny had a blond hair and other man had black and he hadn't a beard as Manny's. But Jack with his quick speed took my seatbelt and locked it with my body. He moved so fast and with so much anger that I jumped in surprise from it. I hate when he is doing that. 

- "He isn't even your mate and you are protecting him as he would be your life". Jack murmured silently he thought that I couldn't hear him but I could. He was crushing the wheeling nervously. I knew that Jack was romantic his understanding of love life was soulmates. I knew that he loved my mother maybe he was thinking that she was his soulmate and we are together with Manny. 

-"How long you are seeing him?!" Jack's voice was loud and harsh but I didn't answer him.

 -" Are you fucking him"? his veins moved around his eyes making them black even more. I turned to him with wide eyes for the first time I heard those words which suddenly now escaped from his lips. I never saw him in that way angry and lost, I forgot what he did to me this night, his suddenly changing emotions made me confused. Was he jealous? He sounded like a jealous boyfriend, no it can't be. I Still didn't say anything to him just stare with a raised eyebrow. 

-"He is not worth you" He continued and pushed the car with a huge speed. 

"Just a fucking rogue."