An old man and "the kittens"

He ran away while I tried to save cats! Well done Jack just well done...I brushed with my hand through my black hair and scanned again the field, there isn't any quick heart beating, so nobody saw us, my vision didn't scan any cameras. Quickly I put all bodies in my white old van. Lilli went a little bit farther and began to dig a grave for kittens. She didn't care at all about human bodies which were strange things to me. Did people change a lot from my time?

Sometimes I looked at how they act. They became more like us: the dead ones, they didn't care about each other all they care what life was on their phones. They are passing easily in not helping others as that couple made their way from Lilly. They knew Lilly was in trouble and they pretended that they didn't see anything, more important was their phone, they felt somehow more comfortable looking at it than seeing in their own eyes what is happening in the real world. And like everybody else they knew that involving in this situation would cause problems for them too.

It is a natural behavior of humans. But Lilly acts more stranger than another human in being. She risked her life for kittens and didn't care for dead bodies which were lying by her. She didn't afraid me and didn't feel surprised seeing my vampire powers. She tried to save these kittens so hard in knowing the risk. I know how she cares about her baby, she knew that those men could kill her and still she went in confident through my car to them. The baby would be left alone in this world. She had nobody to be here for her. And people are a little bit familiar with a wolf's pack. They need to be with somebody, they can't survive alone as we do, the dead ones. I looked for a moment at Lilliana Storm she had tears in her eyes, so many emotions, it was interesting to look at her, at her anger at sadness and joy at the same time, these tears showed everything that I can't feel anymore. It hypnotized me. She was concentrated on digging, she found some trash which helped her to dig the ground, so she didn't use her fingers in hard ground, the wind already dried her messy hair and they became curly even more than ever. I could see some freckles on her nose, which made her so cute. Her eyes burned with life, with fire which I didn't see in a long time even in humans life. She looked so real so full of light. And also she was and acted strangely. I couldn't imagine that this will be our first meeting, firsts words. And her firsts words to me was "the bag" but her gaze....it was something that she was looking that this bag was her life. As she would be that kitten which was drowned. Her eyes screamed at me more than her voice. I couldn't ignore it, I felt helpless at her gaze, I couldn't disappoint her. Those kittens had meant everything to her and since that this also means to me. 

I couldn't drop eyes from her kneeling knees how she tried to warm the kitten with one hand and with another she slowly and carefully put the cat's bodies to the hole, some sobs left her mouth. With those sobs, I heard steps, and my body tensed immediately, I turned around and saw an old man. He was wearing a grey suit, on his head a hat it suited his suit, he looked neatly, not rich but really good in his suit, nowadays people wear casual clothes but some old men still wear costumes while they only walking in the park or reading ducks, as well as this man, did, while I have murdered his kind. He was walking with a black stick by his one side, which head was a wolf made of wood.

I smelled him, he was an ordinary human, not a wolf as I thought at the first moment, many humans had been liking symbols of the wolf without knowing the meaning of it. And they are using it as a pride of their strength. Even wolves get old after many many years especially if they won't use their wolf in the first place then their bodies adapt more like humans. Mostly they won't live in a huge city, their territories are more in nature. There are only a few humans who had the honor to live with them, it makes me laugh how humans manage to train those creatures...Well if they are lucky and those stinky dogs don't kill them in living together. They are predators like me, but still, some are naive and thinks that human can train them. They call it to mate or something like that. Only dogs can't have free will of living in the way they want, they are forced to listen to other wolf orders, forced to love what they even don't know forced all the time to be in one place. They have no freedom like us the dead ones have. Nobody will train me to act in the way somebody else wants. I go and do whatever I want and be with whatever want, the only thing I can't feel the way the human does or werewolf does and it makes me angry. Even anger and jealousy are new to me. The only thing that was important was lust for blood and how I keep it in the way I liked, but for now, somehow everything changed. My thoughts went again to new sounds.

He was calm his breathing slowly, so he wasn't under stress, which means he didn't see what had happened here while he fed ducks on another side of the water. It means I can leave him alive. He passed me slowly, but somehow I felt strange like he was a danger. My all vampires' senses were alarmed, my teeth were growing but my brains didn't understand why? His blood didn't smell very good and I wasn't enough hungry that I desperately need it. He was looking straight but when our shoulders were a few millimeters away it almost touched me, he smiled without looking at me. Yes, I could see the smile in the corner of his lips. he bold his head with his hand on his hat and the hat kept in secret his eyes. His hand lowered hat, even more, this guest showed his respect while passing, and mostly the human's respect wasn't important to me but this old man had a strange aura. He was confident, he was calm and collected. He something knew but for humans knowing that the monster is behind them is the reaction of running, screaming, because they feel helpless, and it's natural, but about this man.... something is unnatural. But I can't sense what. 

-"Go to the car!" I said to Lilly in a harsh and cold voice.  Her head reacted to my voice and she turns around from the grave she made. The kittens already were underground.

-"But I didn't finish". She said to me still kneeling on the ground. "I need some flowers and..."

-"I said go." I ordered her and didn't let her finish what she needed. she was trying my patience. Not only I showed myself today to her but to others too. I put myself into danger for fucking cats while for more than a hundred years I haven't made any mistakes so far and in a few months, all I did was mistakes. I also have one victim who managed escape and I need to deal with that as quickly as I can. I have some time because he can't speak but he is conscious soon others begin to believe in what he will try to show other people, what had happened to him. When I remember what his tongue said to Lilliana and what it wanted to do with her I couldn't help but tear out of him, his pain was sweeter than his blood. But Lilly distracted me, it is what causes when you broke the rules, it causes alive victim. Alive victim means danger for being exposed. If we will be exposed there will be chaos and war again. Hunters will be awakened again and all supernatural creators will end their existence and this time for no chance of escaping. But what more what scared me than war, was this old man I didn't want her being near him, I wanted to keep her away from him the farther I could. Even if my brain didn't understand my senses of a vampire.

She shivered from my harsh voice and finally listened to my order and came closer to me. The old man stopped walking and wanted her to come closer to us, that what made my fangs grow longer. His back was faced to me, I could easily tear his head away from his neck. 

- "It needs to be warmed, " The old man said to Lilly my eyes soon were occupied by the dark. The old man looked at Lily and she was looking at her hands which were holding a shaking kitty. 

- "I know, sir. He was been through a lot" She said with her sad eyes which began to water again. I stepped few steps in one side near him and now I could see one corner of his side of the face which a hat had hidden his face so well. The silence was tense and I began to imagine how my teeth will go through his skin. Only what's stopping me is Lilly.

-"I will take care of him" her eyes looked to his face. her face was serious, "I promise" she continued in a serious tone that sounded confident. I stepped one more time nearer him.

-"I have no doubt about that ." He smiled, I could see his white teeth, but couldn't see his eyes he lowered his hat with his hand one more time when I slowly walked to his left side nearer him. I sniffed him, nothing, I can't smell anything and he doesn't react to my presence at all. He is still calm even if my black eyes are burning into his skin.

-"Have a nice evening mam, you should go now, those streets are dangerous in the evenings and even more at night" He walked again and made his distance from Lilly which calmed me a little bit.

-"And good luck with your kittens you will need that..." He chuckled a little bit which made me confused. What the fuck he just said? I looked at his back which was slowly moving away from us. Lilli also looked at his back with a confused look and for the first time, I saw the shock in her eyes.