ROSEOnce again I was right there doing what no one with common sense should, I was pulling on that string that had to do with exes and this time it had nothing to do with what I felt..It was obvious I wasn't the thinking at the moment if there was anything I wanted to do it was to ascertain that the same man I had walked away from just moment ago was doing just fine, as if that was not enough I was enroute back to the same place I had Walked away from.The car had stopped at the suite. In my mind I still felt all of this was a prank and while I was trying so hard to get the thought out of my mind, I was equally doing what was best at that moment to rid myself of the one thing I could be guilty of.I walked past the terrace and I could still see the moment again in the back of my mind, this time so surreal. Maurice walked back out and it took only when he touched me for me to realize that he had been there all this while.“Are you fine?"Anna walked out . “All clear." She muttered.I
Walking into the Empty space before them, they made their way to the waiting room, filled with anxiety. She didn't know how to handle the fact that he might've been dead or alive regardless; she had no other options than to wait as it seemed most appropriate at that moment.She watched as they made their way to the woman that was at that reception, as Maurice made his way back he had a smile over his face, there was no way for him to delay issues as he made it clear what the situation was.Roses she sighed as she was relieved that at Least all of this was settled, she felt comfortable.“So where is he?"She asked after what seemed to be a while and was pointed away to where he had to be.What made it more crazy was the fact that she lied to everyone about how she was feeling deep down over the past minutes. She won't deny that she felt so terrible, she was so devastated enough that she had hoped he was alive, on the other end she Kept a bold look.She didn't know how to react to every
DANIEL When she had asked at first i totally ignored it, I couldn't get myself to believe that she would ask such question and In a way it barely succumbed to my subconsciousness that why— It had been barely two days since I arrived back home and already I was having a lot of problem trying to deal with everything, the more I tried to, the more difficult it was for me to.I couldn't get myself to think about the entire situation in as much that I wanted to, it made it provocative, as much that I wanted to remember all of this, it was totally impossible—I stood right there trying to rebuff the fact that my memories were really gone, a knock came at my door and immediately I was making my way out to accertain what all is was about and who couldbe knocking.“Who are you?" I questioned immediately is who it was.A lady most definitely, and very beautiful — I was still trying to get myself to believe what this was about and couldn't, not even when she smiled at me and looked shocked hers
READER'S POVStruck right there in the room with her he still felt confused about everything, he didn't know how to handle the situation that appeared even more alarming to him as the moment passed, he had thought she was a friend at least that's what she said before walking in but at the moment it seemed more and more confusing enough that he was losing every wave of thought.Estella the said woman or whatever she called her name sat not too far off from him, she had merely heard about his misheap by chance and had thought it would be perfect for her to strike at that moment, she had it all planned out —Still stiffened to the chair unaware of what to do when he had walked out a moment ago she thought the whole situation carefully.Immediately rose had Walked in, she was quick to approach her.“You are in the wrong place, you know, it would be best if you just leave."Rose, shocked , looked at her wondering the audacity, she looked around the room hoping to catch a glimpse of the oth
DANIEL"Tell me the truth Rose," I stepped in her path and grabbed her arm as she made to walk out me" look at me and confess everything" "Confess what?" She asked rudely, batting her eyes lashes in contempt. "What are you talking about?""Something is not right and you know it" I answered, "You are keeping things from me!""Move out of the way Daniel, you have apparently lost your mind" "What secrets are you keeping Rose? Why are you keeping your past from me""I don't have a past! Stop bothering me."She attempts to withdraw her hand from my grip but I tightened my grip around her. The florescent lights in the spacious living room danced on her face, illuminating her smooth skin and unfortunately, the fear in her deep blue eyes. Rose was lying. I could feel her heart palpitating as her lips quivered with fear. But what was she hiding, why was she trying to discredit everything. Even if my intuition was wrong, my wolf senses could never be and the mini investigations all led to t
ROSEWhat more does he want From her even after watching him leave that need to know burning deep in her soul the only sensible thing she could feel deep in the depth of her Soul in those splits seconds was to leave for a drink, she needed one badly so she went out ignoring her friends call as she zoomed off. Rose — this woman, heaved heavily with her back against the wall thinking about the past and what might have happened if things didn't go south between them, could there had been any good in him, her guess was that she might never get to know, as that was what it was at the moment all in the past. As the wind drifted past her frost self with the thing moving the car I motioned her hands, she couldn't help but drift with it into the wind. The feel of his hands in her hair, his cooing voice in her ears when he was ast his best, when he made love to her in a way only he could, that she was the only memory she had of him being just— Those moment that caused waves of passion t
ROSE POVThe more I tried to understand all the Madness that was happening the more I felt that dying need to a release at that moment I was feeling quite reluctant to let everything go, I couldn't tell why but the more he appeared at my apartment looking so miserable I was left with just one choice over and over again and that was for me to get rid of this man.The truth was that he brought back a part of me that I didn't want to remember that much, he brought back my past and I didn't so much appreciate the gesture, still what could I have done.With all of these running through my mind I did the only best thing I could and that was trying to avoid the man much as I should, there was a need for me to do more especially with the fact that he was constantly at his apartment and the last thing I wanted was bumping Into her.Try fixing my own toxic thoughts as well, speaking to Anna about how I felt about the entire situation. It was easy for her to Point out my lapses.Starting from th
READER'S POVIt all started the night before he made the decision that the best thing for him at this moment was to speak to a therapist —After taking one look at how he was left alone to the fate of getting back his memory he had picked up his phone and rang an agency.“Hello." He spoke calmly . In a way he was still uncertain about this. “,This is Dan …”He barely said his name when the woman at the other end had basked with shock, most notably surprised at knowing who he was.He thought about it carefully again, letting his mind run through the series of events that lead to that one moment." Just want to make reservations for tomorrow.”he retained the finesse in his voice at least casually, somewhere in his mind he thought that perhaps he was enjoying all of this at least the feeling of comfort that it came with.It was all done, perhaps because of his name or the charm it came with; it was easy to find his way through her mind as well.He stopped at the window, staring out of i
170.ROSEWatching him with his son painted the most beautiful picture for any woman, and he looked so perfect regardless of whatever I had thought. Being with him meant I had to deal with a lot, now the man was not one perfect… You know, no one ever is, but still the past they say is the past.So when he had popped the question right there with the nurses watching, when he had asked that I be his wife again… My answer has been Yes. I didn't just go all the way to make the decision for nothing, as I had said it came with a lot of benefits, what I didn't say was that I had to deal with a lot of his mess, that was what loving someone is all about anyways … Dealing with the lapses and all.He looked to be quite aware of his attitude and didn't look to make a big fuss about it , perhaps he could sense that I was putting a lot into dealing with him as well and was doing what could be done to make it more accommodating for me.Regardless, I was living in this strange new world at the ba
ROSELooking past this man a long trail of air trickled in through the open door, drifting through the room for a minute or two before settling with that restless haste, at that moment my mind was drifting through different things at that moment with most having to do with a way to get over the situation that was pending at the moment, the more I tried to understand all that was going on that moment, the more my soul was filled with that feeling of uncertainty.At first, it was starting to look like he could be right, it had been three days since I walked Anna out of my house and at the moment, I was standing in her living room, with sounds of moans filling the air amidst the heavy scent of sex .It was obvious what was going on and I didn't have the need to be informed what it was all about, it was easy to tell because I had just watched her go in with Marcus of all people twenty minutes ago… I thought to myself if that was what he wanted to tell me all along. I blinked my eyes, m
ROSEThere were many things I couldn't get myself to do at that moment and the most definite one was finding answers to all that was going through the situation at that moment. I was still angry about the entire situation as it seemed blank at the back of my mind. Much as I tried not to think about it, it still felt crazy that I couldn't do anything or scream out in frustration.Still deep down in my soul, I could feel that regrettable feeling. In a way I didn't know where all the feelings from me were sprouting from but if there was anything I wanted it was to leave as fast as I could.Well all that happened yesterday, the wind blew throughout the room as it left me rather confused -Thought if him crept through my mind again, still beneath all of this was that question that remained yet unansweredMy mind went back tinted by the entire event yet again, I had lain in bed for a long minute, what was happening through all of this. In a way I found myself asking over and over again
CHAPTER 167ROSE“What are you doing? “That had been the first question that I had on my lips-He merely looked at me with his gaze saying a thousand things at that moment, I couldn't say what was happening but still with his heart racing wildly it was easy to say that he was definitely up to something." I looked at him blankly again.” My attention was drawn to where he had touched me earlier and I could swear that it still burned.Everything about the moment did, while expecting that he did speak , he didn't instead he merely looked at me while still locking his gaze in."I just need to tell you that there is a need for you to be careful.” He muttered. “Be careful about your friend Anna. “I was so confused about everything that was going on that I couldn't decipher all that was going on at that moment.What could this be about?Why did he want me to be careful about her? Much as all this was going through my mind enough that all I did was roll my eyes.“Fine I had listened to you
Rose All that was happening made it hard for me to comprehend at that moment, still all this while It was still hard to comprehend why I am still not able to get him to understand that it would be hard to forget all that had happened.The past left a bitter feeling at the back of my mind, while still trying to comprehend all that was going my phone buzzed and I Picked it up immediately.“Where are you at?" I asked immediately.Anna seemed to be hiding something as she seemed usually quiet -“Is there something you want to tell me?" Anna muttered and I found myself thinking of why she had asked.For me it most definitely had to be for a subtle reason, one that left me in a daze still pondering about the situation.“No, I am just here … why did you ask?”While still running through all the entirety of what to say at that moment, I tried again to play through the entire situation at the back of my mind."What are you doing throughout the rest of tomorrow.”I was still trying to get thro
DANIELLife pulls some strings and you are just left at times behind trying to figure out what to do, such is that that I had found myself, I was left in the past leaving Right there amidst the damages I had brought upon myself.Perhaps this same reason was why she would never trust me again, when they say good things they say come in little packages at the moment that was the case of something I had taken for granted.I wasn't shocked seeing him walk into the pub,matter of fact my spilling my drink had nothing to do with Marcus at that moment, i was shocked about the woman he was with -It was funny in a way how I chose to perceive how intellectual she had to be all this whole while for being the last person we'd suspect all this while, for the first time that evening I wouldn't deny having that smile on my face.Only this time it wasn't because I was happy, rather I was damn shocked! The smile was there when the bartender had walked to where I was , while still thinking of what t
DANIELAn Intruder of my heart, that was the best way of phrase to qualify this woman that looked so radiating at that my moment, I couldn't tell what she was talking about at that moment.One moment we were having the best moment of our life and in the next she was all angry over a reason I didn't even know -“Are you fine." I asked again when she had Stepped out .She looked at me like she didn’t expect that I would ask her that question, she seemed most definately shocked at that moment, while still trying to get the thought of everything out of my mind.The atmosphere had completely changed since that past moment, here I was still trying all I could to play through the incident again, wondering how I could play through the incident again at the back of my mind -“I am fine, I just want some time to myself." She muttered through the entire incident at that moment.In a way, her scent had filled my nostrils and they got me fascinated about her. Her scent troubled my heart enough tha
ROSEIn the heat of the moment , I could feel my heart bleeding, here I was with a bleeding hand yet nothing was at the back of my mind, rather than how it felt to have him so close to me,was I getting Crazier!I stopped and pulled myself away. At that moment it made no sense doing this to anyone as I felt unreasonably cheap, or wasn't I.He stares at me trying to read the situation but then I was from it, while all I seeked was sanity it didn't help that all of this were happening -All of a sudden I could feel everything coming back to the my head, it was that moment that I had to pick between being cheap or just-“Step away from me." I pushed back at him, forcing out a grunt as I didI couldn't even look into his eyes to say those Words, I could feel the pain though … That bot of pain from my hands but there and then.When I did look up at him he appeared rather flushed at my actions with a smirk coming to his face as he blinked his eyes looking at me. " I can't understand what is
ROSEWill these good things last forever, it was definitely the last thought that had filled my mind as I tossed and turned on the bed, somehow my mind was still left heavy after all that had happened the previous day and I was still seeking a way out of it at that moment.While I couldn't make out how the night had gone especially after those few last moment after dinner, one thing was obvious and that was the fact that we were together, in other words I was at his apartment -I could feel it from how the room felt so warm and the fact that his scent filled the room, to make this more certain, I had turned and right there he was. That morning all I got while looking at him was this continuous round of disturbing taps at the back of my mind, it was surprising.in a way that after all this while, he still made my heart race, at the same time the feeling was welcome.At first after those first few minutes after I had woken up with a vision was still blurry, it was hard to make out the