ROSE POVThe more I tried to understand all the Madness that was happening the more I felt that dying need to a release at that moment I was feeling quite reluctant to let everything go, I couldn't tell why but the more he appeared at my apartment looking so miserable I was left with just one choice over and over again and that was for me to get rid of this man.The truth was that he brought back a part of me that I didn't want to remember that much, he brought back my past and I didn't so much appreciate the gesture, still what could I have done.With all of these running through my mind I did the only best thing I could and that was trying to avoid the man much as I should, there was a need for me to do more especially with the fact that he was constantly at his apartment and the last thing I wanted was bumping Into her.Try fixing my own toxic thoughts as well, speaking to Anna about how I felt about the entire situation. It was easy for her to Point out my lapses.Starting from th
READER'S POVIt all started the night before he made the decision that the best thing for him at this moment was to speak to a therapist —After taking one look at how he was left alone to the fate of getting back his memory he had picked up his phone and rang an agency.“Hello." He spoke calmly . In a way he was still uncertain about this. “,This is Dan …”He barely said his name when the woman at the other end had basked with shock, most notably surprised at knowing who he was.He thought about it carefully again, letting his mind run through the series of events that lead to that one moment." Just want to make reservations for tomorrow.”he retained the finesse in his voice at least casually, somewhere in his mind he thought that perhaps he was enjoying all of this at least the feeling of comfort that it came with.It was all done, perhaps because of his name or the charm it came with; it was easy to find his way through her mind as well.He stopped at the window, staring out of i
Rose POVI finally decided that it would be the best thing to help Daniel in getting his memories back. I was still engrossed in my thoughts, as I stared at Anna, my friend who was sitting on the chair, lost in her phone as someone bent before her to wash her feet. I decided not to get any treatment in the spa because I wasn't just in the mood for it. My earpiece was plugged into my ear as I was watching a documentary online when my eyes caught the face on the television screen in the spa. Daniel! Just the man I was thinking about was on the screen, they were talking about him on the news and his situation was written there, the poor man has amnesia but as I said earlier, it would be best if I help with him after all, it was just so he could recover his lost memories. "What are you staring at with such a serious face?" I looked away from the television screen at Anna who was no longer pressing her phone but was now looking at me. "I was watching the news," I said and immediately s
READER'S POV. Daniel unaware of what do, he thought it through again at that minute his mind was quite disturbed, still confused he tried looking for a way to diffuse the situation, all he thought left him more confused as he didn't know what do at the moment,as he though there was nothing more confusing than her heart, he had looked in her eyes and had seen that look of animosity that showed that as much as she wanted him , she couldn't deal with his excesses as well. What is more confusing— pondering about all of these he strolled through to her room, he stopped at her gates and pushed his horn.At least he waa driving again… Much as her house was the most confusing place to be at the moment, it didn't take away the fact the he needed to talk to her.His mind again drifts to the past,One moment she was acting all loving and the other moment she had changed, it aged well he has thought that he was in control but now he needed her than anything.He was acting all paranoid, at the
He stopped pacing and thought of what she said, it had been two days since he had come across that new over the papers spewing about the state if his mind —The more annoying he felt about it, the more that need to get rid of his thought and fix this all at once. At the moment he was back home, diverse thoughts filled his mind and he cared less about it.Or at least acted like he didn't, he didn't know what to believe but it did seem she had more on her sleeves than he had initially thought. He shakes his head listening to her last words and feeling absolutely disturbed , does that mean that she had no love left in her soul for him, all this left him feeling rather too disturbed to speak."What more can I do?" He questioned himself u unable to come in term with the right frame if words to quench hua rather disturbed soul, slowly he walked away Puzzled, Daniel thought to himself as he walked out of the room while checking the paper that had been there all this while he had hardly t
ROSEEver since the evening I couldn't be more restless that I was that moment , already I had fixed my makeup, still all that I was hearing was that little bit of voice at the back of my head as I tried to think through it all againMy thoughts seemed like it was clanging around as It Kept reminding me of his past sin and why I shouldn't be right to help.Finally, I had made up my mind and it was with conviction that I was doing the right thing.I made my way down the stairs, and relief hit me as I found my way out of my own apartment , hitting the road as fast as I could.Calling it a rapture of my soul at least that was how my soul felt for that brief moment that I stood there waiting till what felt like eternity, I couldn't stop It, the madness that was creeping through my mind, I wanted to turn my back and leave— Leave this place that had brought me so much pain in the past “Rose are you doing the damn right thing?" I questioned myself again trying to caution myself before it ha
ROSEI was strange and I wasn't referring to the waverung evening rather my thoughts needed filled with the thought that was creeping throughout my soul,I was unaware of what to say at that moment that would change everything but In a way with that though creeping throughout my soul I had that feeling that this could be quite confusing for my heart .At first it was the bit of silence that made me feel disturbed but soon I was made to walk with the maid away from where she was ri inner chamber as she had called it, music played through the room from the antique record player.I did say much all was walk with her throughout the room as we both made way through the hallway before descending toward the staircase and took in the guests in the foyer.As it was I hadn't expected that he'd be having a party , it was one of those boring parties I would rather not go to—There were few people looking at me— shooting an intense glare in my direction. But at first while I watched, the tho
READER'S POVIn a secluded part of town a looming shadow walked the length of the yard that lead to his apartment, darkness filled his heart boiling and rekindling—Inside his mind he thought through the entire situation as he walks home, he was aware of dooming fact at the back of his mind and that was the fact that he had to fix this, no matter what it was going to cost him, his Heart beat quickened with the norm of that moment.Maurice this man, still with no conviction in his heart about changing the situation stood away from the door.If there was anything that he was so sure of it was one brute fact at the back of his mind, he wouldn't let this slide.He thought it through and changes his mind about going into the room , he took out his phone and rang the only one that was in this with him — Estella.“What ."She scoffed immediately she picked up the call .She wasist definately mad at what had transpired. “Can we see?" he asked.******It had been twenty fucking minutes and sh
170.ROSEWatching him with his son painted the most beautiful picture for any woman, and he looked so perfect regardless of whatever I had thought. Being with him meant I had to deal with a lot, now the man was not one perfect… You know, no one ever is, but still the past they say is the past.So when he had popped the question right there with the nurses watching, when he had asked that I be his wife again… My answer has been Yes. I didn't just go all the way to make the decision for nothing, as I had said it came with a lot of benefits, what I didn't say was that I had to deal with a lot of his mess, that was what loving someone is all about anyways … Dealing with the lapses and all.He looked to be quite aware of his attitude and didn't look to make a big fuss about it , perhaps he could sense that I was putting a lot into dealing with him as well and was doing what could be done to make it more accommodating for me.Regardless, I was living in this strange new world at the ba
ROSELooking past this man a long trail of air trickled in through the open door, drifting through the room for a minute or two before settling with that restless haste, at that moment my mind was drifting through different things at that moment with most having to do with a way to get over the situation that was pending at the moment, the more I tried to understand all that was going on that moment, the more my soul was filled with that feeling of uncertainty.At first, it was starting to look like he could be right, it had been three days since I walked Anna out of my house and at the moment, I was standing in her living room, with sounds of moans filling the air amidst the heavy scent of sex .It was obvious what was going on and I didn't have the need to be informed what it was all about, it was easy to tell because I had just watched her go in with Marcus of all people twenty minutes ago… I thought to myself if that was what he wanted to tell me all along. I blinked my eyes, m
ROSEThere were many things I couldn't get myself to do at that moment and the most definite one was finding answers to all that was going through the situation at that moment. I was still angry about the entire situation as it seemed blank at the back of my mind. Much as I tried not to think about it, it still felt crazy that I couldn't do anything or scream out in frustration.Still deep down in my soul, I could feel that regrettable feeling. In a way I didn't know where all the feelings from me were sprouting from but if there was anything I wanted it was to leave as fast as I could.Well all that happened yesterday, the wind blew throughout the room as it left me rather confused -Thought if him crept through my mind again, still beneath all of this was that question that remained yet unansweredMy mind went back tinted by the entire event yet again, I had lain in bed for a long minute, what was happening through all of this. In a way I found myself asking over and over again
CHAPTER 167ROSE“What are you doing? “That had been the first question that I had on my lips-He merely looked at me with his gaze saying a thousand things at that moment, I couldn't say what was happening but still with his heart racing wildly it was easy to say that he was definitely up to something." I looked at him blankly again.” My attention was drawn to where he had touched me earlier and I could swear that it still burned.Everything about the moment did, while expecting that he did speak , he didn't instead he merely looked at me while still locking his gaze in."I just need to tell you that there is a need for you to be careful.” He muttered. “Be careful about your friend Anna. “I was so confused about everything that was going on that I couldn't decipher all that was going on at that moment.What could this be about?Why did he want me to be careful about her? Much as all this was going through my mind enough that all I did was roll my eyes.“Fine I had listened to you
Rose All that was happening made it hard for me to comprehend at that moment, still all this while It was still hard to comprehend why I am still not able to get him to understand that it would be hard to forget all that had happened.The past left a bitter feeling at the back of my mind, while still trying to comprehend all that was going my phone buzzed and I Picked it up immediately.“Where are you at?" I asked immediately.Anna seemed to be hiding something as she seemed usually quiet -“Is there something you want to tell me?" Anna muttered and I found myself thinking of why she had asked.For me it most definitely had to be for a subtle reason, one that left me in a daze still pondering about the situation.“No, I am just here … why did you ask?”While still running through all the entirety of what to say at that moment, I tried again to play through the entire situation at the back of my mind."What are you doing throughout the rest of tomorrow.”I was still trying to get thro
DANIELLife pulls some strings and you are just left at times behind trying to figure out what to do, such is that that I had found myself, I was left in the past leaving Right there amidst the damages I had brought upon myself.Perhaps this same reason was why she would never trust me again, when they say good things they say come in little packages at the moment that was the case of something I had taken for granted.I wasn't shocked seeing him walk into the pub,matter of fact my spilling my drink had nothing to do with Marcus at that moment, i was shocked about the woman he was with -It was funny in a way how I chose to perceive how intellectual she had to be all this whole while for being the last person we'd suspect all this while, for the first time that evening I wouldn't deny having that smile on my face.Only this time it wasn't because I was happy, rather I was damn shocked! The smile was there when the bartender had walked to where I was , while still thinking of what t
DANIELAn Intruder of my heart, that was the best way of phrase to qualify this woman that looked so radiating at that my moment, I couldn't tell what she was talking about at that moment.One moment we were having the best moment of our life and in the next she was all angry over a reason I didn't even know -“Are you fine." I asked again when she had Stepped out .She looked at me like she didn’t expect that I would ask her that question, she seemed most definately shocked at that moment, while still trying to get the thought of everything out of my mind.The atmosphere had completely changed since that past moment, here I was still trying all I could to play through the incident again, wondering how I could play through the incident again at the back of my mind -“I am fine, I just want some time to myself." She muttered through the entire incident at that moment.In a way, her scent had filled my nostrils and they got me fascinated about her. Her scent troubled my heart enough tha
ROSEIn the heat of the moment , I could feel my heart bleeding, here I was with a bleeding hand yet nothing was at the back of my mind, rather than how it felt to have him so close to me,was I getting Crazier!I stopped and pulled myself away. At that moment it made no sense doing this to anyone as I felt unreasonably cheap, or wasn't I.He stares at me trying to read the situation but then I was from it, while all I seeked was sanity it didn't help that all of this were happening -All of a sudden I could feel everything coming back to the my head, it was that moment that I had to pick between being cheap or just-“Step away from me." I pushed back at him, forcing out a grunt as I didI couldn't even look into his eyes to say those Words, I could feel the pain though … That bot of pain from my hands but there and then.When I did look up at him he appeared rather flushed at my actions with a smirk coming to his face as he blinked his eyes looking at me. " I can't understand what is
ROSEWill these good things last forever, it was definitely the last thought that had filled my mind as I tossed and turned on the bed, somehow my mind was still left heavy after all that had happened the previous day and I was still seeking a way out of it at that moment.While I couldn't make out how the night had gone especially after those few last moment after dinner, one thing was obvious and that was the fact that we were together, in other words I was at his apartment -I could feel it from how the room felt so warm and the fact that his scent filled the room, to make this more certain, I had turned and right there he was. That morning all I got while looking at him was this continuous round of disturbing taps at the back of my mind, it was surprising.in a way that after all this while, he still made my heart race, at the same time the feeling was welcome.At first after those first few minutes after I had woken up with a vision was still blurry, it was hard to make out the