Trying to play back all that had happened it was a bit odd at that he was still all that I was thinking about even while away at that pub, most definitely I couldn't get my mind off him, it was more difficult due to the fact that I was trying to process alot at that moment —While all this was going on, it was difficult to control all my thoughts at the back of my mind, it made it more difficult to process my thoughts, my heart waa kindling as it seemed inflamed by the feeling of animosity of the moment.I gulped down my drink in a quick succession, while trying to keep my thought all settled at that moment, it left a bit of uncertainty behind at the back of my mind.I stalled at that moment, surrounded by the moment… Taking a deep sigh in, my heart races wildly with the heavy beat that filled the room, I was unsure of what to say that moment even to Lilly who was still trying to get my mind all settled.It was Funny to say that all of this was difficult to deal with even at that mom
ROSEThe aroma of freshly cooked food rented the air, making me take in a deep drink of it as an involuntary smile crept up to my lips.Grasping my purse, I kicked off my shoes and then pushed my feet into my flip-flops.With each step I took into the living room, the stronger the aroma got. Unable to keep my inquisitiveness to myself anymore, I hurried towards the kitchen only to stop by the dining room.“What are you up to?” I grunted, staring at Daniel who had his back on me as he put the finishing touches to whatever he was preparing.Turning around with a smile etched on his lips, he closed the gap between us and then held my shoulder.“You're back.” He said, still wearing his smile. Forcing back a smile at him, I pushed his hand off my shoulder and then nodded toward the table.“Aren't you going to explain this? You never told me that you are expecting someone.” I said, allowing my eyes to wander from one dish to the other.“What are you talking about? I made dinner for just the
Rose We stalled at that moment, there was still that bit of feeling that he was speaking the truth but then I couldn't get myself to believe what it was, I was confused about the entire situation and thought I should just go ahead wity the flow at that moment.I let myself be drawn into the sequence of events, slowly it sounded more as though I needed to do more on my side if I wanted to tell if he was telling the truth.Still it was turning to be something that I had to deal with, even as he had walked away, the sequence of the entire situation had left me rather perplexed at the entire situation.I was still feeling that burn from the back of my mind, I was feeling the need to pry into more details about him.It took the next day before I could set out to do anything by then he was at the entrance of his work place trying talking to one of the men that were right there, he didn't drag the Issue any further , perhaps he was certain that I might be listening after my questions the da
DANIEL“What is this all about?”“Really." " Alright just keep all this conversation opened.”Those were my words even as I tried putting it out of my mind.I had been on the call for close to three hours trying all I could to diffuse the entire situation, as it was at the moment, I felt that need to bring myself into the picture..The thought of what she had said the previous day still filled my mind up and as I tried to diffuse the entire situation it left a mark deep in my soul as I became aware that I was telling a lie of over over again, what more could I have done, still thinking about everything, I thought it was best for me to make marks on time.I heard creaking footsteps and thought that it was best that i found out for myself what all of this was about.I walked through the entire section of the room and made way away, to the back of the terrace there I did what we possible to hide myself from where he was.“So what then, why was she here … why was she in this place of all
ÇHAPTER 129DANIELAs I heard the phone ring I stalled for a minute while trying to process all the thoughts in my mind, it appeared to me that it could be the best I had to do at that moment.If there was a way that I could find anything about what she was trying to do, it most definitely had to be waiting to hear what it was about.“So what do you want?” Her voice rang out through the room.I could tell that it was with her friend at the other end but what it was all about, I couldn't tell what it was at the moment.Still while trying to process all She was talking about it turned out to be that she was just talking was all girly talk.It went on for a while and I ended up right there still trying all I could do to process my thoughts. My name was mentioned twice but it was all cordial conversations.While still thinking about the entire situation, it turned out that I had to put a lot out of things out of my mind —My lips lifted as she turned and her gaze locked with me before fa
CHAPTER 130ROSEFot the moment being I thought it was best I put out the thought of finding out what it was all about more because it looked like he was most definitely telling the truth, as it was I couldn't get myself to think about what I really wanted.It was confusing but looking at him but still even more confusing was the fact that I couldn't tell what was going on through his mindI couldn't think about the situation at that moment, all it left in my mind was that glee of hope that appeared to get darkened in my soul.He stood there still staring at me with utmost confusion, he seemed unsettled about what he wanted and the fact that all he had to do at that motor was walk away and all these conversations would end.Still while trying to get myself to think of what to say at the moment, I felt that it was best that i stayed quiet and not say anything..“What do you want?" He asked.It seemed like an absurd question thinking that he walked in here himself. I looked straight at
ROSE Fighting him was the last thing i wanted to do, it was more or less like a lost battle and morever I still had alot that I was trying to fix at that moment, and it had alot to deal with finding out his true intentions.I hadn't been given so much leverage as I was that moment, the look he gave he was better than I had in a while. It was past ten when I turned to look at the clock but still I wasnt bothered by that, instead it was by someone …something deeper..I didn’t know how to react to him yet my fears were what would happen if he leaves, so I played the game in my head swifly.Like the start of my new life with him, I had thought about what possibly I could do, I decided it was best I acted like I didn't care of he was there or not whereby deep in my soul it was all I wanted.I’d spent yesterday going over what he was up to even as I watched him and pretended he wasn’t here. I ’d assumed that all this was over , because I hadn’t once heard the unmistakable creak of the
ROSECall it my feelings or whatever still it was at that moment I had thought it was it out away from the thoughts that were in my heart even as I could feel it echoing every second.In way I thought he was right it to me that I had been doing this for quite too long I had been playing this game with him in whichever, had left me trying to find myself as well, still it gave away nothing as i was still here and I had nothing to show.It took the chugging sound of his vehicle to make me realize at that moment that he was gone, I didn't know what to expect or how to relate to that moment, and it left me thinking about the situation all over again.Still I thought it was best to just stay quiet, at times like this silence seemed to be more pivotal and it looked like it was the way forward at that moment while all this thoughts filled my mind, it left in it place doubts-I was alone again in the room with nothing surrounding me than eerily silence,was I pushing this too far It's summed