It was amazing to live a life I never dreamt of. When I came to here, all I was looking for a desperate girl but then I found Hayl. I wasn't sure she is the girl I wanted, the one who will make her space in my heart. But I did met her.
I always knew she was little different then normal, something about her always attracted me more then just her straightforward attitude of not taking bulshits, sticking to her grounds and always loving her family. Something about when she hurt, she has this look which demands not to leave her alone. Something that screams, she is in pain and she needs someone to take care of her. Sitting in the office, I am always thinking about Hayl, But this this not yet here! I need to work.After my tantrum of I will leave my house and work, I hadn't attended office ever since, And now that mom and dad have agreed to accept Hayl. I think nothing is left that will ruin this for me!
Hayl:
VIKTOR.Leaving from my house, dressed in my royal blue blazer and white shirt with blue pants, I started to drive towards Hayl's house.The rock music playing in my car, driving smoothly while grooving on the music. Not a single worrying questions in my head. And free as bird I was moving.Its been a regular thing now. Being happy and smiling. Because of Hayl. She have filled my life like an empty pot with everything.I was already at her complex building when I saw her. Looking the extreme level gorgeous. No matter what she wears. Her pink cheeks on her pale complexion with her brown and black eyes combination is another level beauty. Her perfect height 5'6 that matches with my 6'1 and her englufing smile. Everything makes me as crazy as her strong as well as fragile side.She came towards my car, giving me that lovely smile and I opened the gate for her. She sat inside thanking me. As I gave a bow making us both laugh.&
VIKTOR.Wait its not just her voice that sounds like Hayl. I have heard her somewhere else. But where?Did I hear her talking at my engagement party? She was there and she and Nicholas had a brief time with me. Is this why I am thinking I know her? But from what I remember I don't think I once talked to her. This was the first time hearing her voice. So what is ringing in my head?"So grandsons, be happy. Because it took long but you have your pieceststicked together." He said patting on me."About me I understand that it took me so long. But brother was lucky." He said, as he gestured towards Hayl. "You are just a second." I was furious at this, when Hayl gave a polite smile, which wasn't so polite."Seems like your brother was genius that's why he didn't took long. You do know that only dumb people need extra time." Hayl gave a smirk, while I felt I can't because I'll keep choking fron laughter. And Nic was silent.
VIKTOR.I ran behind her, when she tried to go away alone, grabbing her hand, trying to stop her, when she didn't.She was angry at me. I would hold her but she kept jerking my hand away, not letting me speak for a single moment. Her steps steady and fast, unbothered. Her eyes red from tears, and her face was filled in wrath. She was cold. But she wouldn't stop at all. I was mad at her. So much for acting so reckless.And anyone will be. Is she a kid? Does she really have to be tough and arrogant with me? I am her boyfriend. We are suppose to love each other and support each other. But her stupid attitude is getting on my nerves.I know this is what I love about her. But only to an extent. What's hurting her pride if I denied her working with my brothers in headquarters? As if Nic doesn't know how they treat her? As if she will be safe there? We all know that will not be the case.The last time they found her alone. They had man
CHAPTER 53: Game of fights and family.VIKTOR.I said after everyone leaving, when I went to her and grabbed her waist again. When she elbowed me in my stomach and slapped me, pushing me I faltered back, almost falling. But she hold my collar making me stand again before I fell back."You are such a terrible existence I have ever encountered." She murmured on my face. When I was to grab her, but her kicked me near my crotch, making me gasp in pain.The sense it inflammation rising inside me, with wave of pain running in me. My whole body crumbling inside, when I had no choice but to sit on ground gasping in pain."I said, I don't take on bullshits." Was her last words, when I saw her disappearing again from the gate.I heard grandpa coming Grandpa towards in worry, screaming in shock.~I was hospitalized for three weeks after getting kicked like that by her. It was huge thing, and I had changed if getting inf
VIKTOR.Not caring about the speed or force, people or other cars around me, that were yelling and screaming for the reckless driving.Which I don't care about, cutting the traffic lights. I kept driving, I heard a police driving behind of me. But I my secretary that were in other car behind me, I called, "Look after the police officers. Pay whatever they compensate for. Or bribe. I don't want to waste time right now." I ordered him, as saying yes. I cut the call.I drove on the roads without concerning about anyone else and only paying attention to where I am suppose to be.And of course, what I will do.I don't care what? And how Hayl will feel. I did have left my company earlier but, I disagree now.After many twists and turns I finally reached my destination, out of the shabby building with shabby colors that have already lost its look. I parked my car out of the complex, opening the door, I came outside, remembering I
Vicktor.I was hurt more then she was, it was hurting me more than it was to her.I never thought I will have to force our wedding on her, but I had no other choice to make. I'm not gonna sit back anymore even when she keeps threatening me about leaving me, and shuts me off, ignores me. She invited this upon her. And us.I turned to live from her house, when she ran behind me. She took my wrist in hers, and I froze on my position,"HAYL I'm not gonna think about anything anymore. The desicion is made." I told without looking at her."I knows," she slowly murmured, as she left my hand. "I just wanted to say. That I hate you Viktor. You don't deserve any girl in your life." And her words hit something very deep inside me, making me hate even myself."No problem. I won't even need any. After our marriage." And she silenced. "And also, make sure you end whatever you have with other guys. Because next time I won't
VIKTOR.I took her towards her room, when she was just silent now on. She was angry. And I wasn't expecting anything else either. But still it wasn't totally a nice feeling.When she was looking at the room, it was just a regular house. But she was watching everything so carefully that it was a museum.She slightly touched the vase on the shelf, as she touched the books. "After marriage, this will turn into your study room." I slowly said while I witnessed her, slowly caressing the things in the room."Do you like them?" I asked her when she was looking at the painting on the walls."Garbage. Just because you think you have this expensive worthless things. It makes a house any better? No! It doesn't. A room is not about how expensive things and how modern decorations it has. Its about how perfect blend of privacy and openness, someone feels in it. How comfortable and relax you feel. It doesn't matter if it's a as big
VIKTORI could feel her hard gaze settled on me till I walked out. Everyone gasping and murmuring about why I did something like this? I left my bride, while clicking pictures with someone else. They were pointing and I was sure this was something she didn't like.Of course, who would like it? When someone's fiancee does that.But when I went back inside, after kicking Rebecca, and practically begging her to not come to my wedding and stay away from my sight. Hayl ignored my existence.We were clicking pictures. But she never looked at me. Well, I sure am giving her many reasons not to look at me. But still even if she is angry, it's one in a life time thing. We are not going to marry hundreds times.We were asked to pose, when she was standing with a bouquet and her hand forward, while I was on my knees kissing her finger. And I love this pose.We were in position, it took quite a time for the camera man to take pi
VIKTORI remember the day I first met Heer. I was out to find the person for a time being just to support me to own I wanted.I watched her and followed her as I got to know her.Got to knee her miseries , Her believes, her struggle even her strength. I got to meet the person inside her. And funny thing is not in a simple way but in an epic one.I knew more about her not when we talk but when we fight. Not when she is smiling me her story. When she is frustrated and cries out of pain.I met her as a strong competive girl and I started to like her. But then I saw her naive and hurt side and I ended up loving her.And even now after this seven years. I look at the world we together build.All the things we went through was just what we were awaited for.
VIKTOR.Over year have passed. And in this long time in life, I have learned many things.I was a new born child, who was living like that for all my life. A rotten new born child, with a golden spoon in my mouth silver shoes in my feet. I was living of on money, my days were number. And my nights were number. The only thing I cared about was number.All its all that actually mattered. Until life gave me Hayl.She, my one and only sunshine, she taught me from the very day, when I saw her, that remaining silent sometimes can hold a huge mountain falling back, like she did so, and stopped a huge crash that could have turned the whole situation about revenge and avenge.Later when she taught me, that we don't live for money, but we live for family. You can have pockets full of cash, but the actual fun is in sharing that joy.&
VIKTOR.Looking at the police officer in front of me. I was out of words. What the hell am I looking at? A while ago, he told me that my Hayl was dead. Showed me a dead body, decomposed badly. And here, he is in front of me, with a grin that says, I won."Hello, Mr. Raven. Nice meeting you again." he chucked at making me the fool here, which made me so mad. This is really wrong. How come I was getting fooled like this?I turned to look at the person next to me, Hayl, she is the dead evil woman here. "What? He was with you in this? "Wait. I have seen this man more earlier. Where have I seen him before?I wondered to myself, thinking deeply when I realised, "Wait. You are officer who had her locked in jail. After she hit Ben on head?"I asked when he chucked nodding." You are right Mr. Raven. Thanks to that incident, I got the chance to meet Hayl, who was undergoing another corruption case. This rich people take
VIKTOR.My eyes were plastered open, unbelievable sight in front of me. Even though I know its not that unbelievable. I knew Hayl was doing this everything. And that Hayl was behind all. But the fact of looking at her alive, after that dead body and finding her stiting right there in front of my very eyes. I was bleaming with happiness.Hayl is alive. And this is the proof. She is right in front of me.I can see her. With own eye. And this is not after my death. Its the real life. The Life we are living right now. And there is not a single world that can describe what I am feeling right now. Happiness is just too small for it.After looking at that decomposed body my soul was shattered in million pieces but now it's all joined together.Is this a gift for me?A gift from heaven?No! Hayl is the gift from heaven that I almost lost. I lost her. But now once again I found her.
VIKTORI looked at her sister, who was on the verge of breaking down after she looked at him. She was really hurt. And it was clear on her face that she wanted to tell him that how much she cares about him.But, why is she just not doing it? She should tell him. What she feels before it gets really late for her to do.When I jerked my hands away from Nick, he immediately went to her. Took her hand in his palm and slowly caressed her."Do you not love me anymore Winter? Is really my brother and you up to something?" He asked her gently, unlike the first time. And unlike me.Because I would be throwing tantrum and fits right now. And would have gathered all the hurtful words in my life." What do you think? " She asked him. And took her hands out of his grip. Her eyes slowly rose to look towards me."What if what you are thinking is the truth? And yes something is happening with me and your
VIKTOR.Hayl. I knew you are not dead.There were no words I could describe my happiness in. I was very happy. Very much happy. This is what I wanted. I wanted a little hint from Hayl that she is alive and fine. And here she send me the proof that she is. She never fails to make me happy and laughing and smiling. She understands me. Clearly.I guess this is you gift to me that you are alive.And trust me, I love it here. I should feel sorry and hurt, after looking at my family member's feet hurt like that. But look at me, and see if I care.Because I don't at all.He is a fucking rapist who dared to lay his fingers on Hayl. He is a fucking man who, instead of raping her should have led his hands to help her stand. He is a fucking who only deserves death. And this torture is so small for him. Let me come to you, Samuel, I will put the damn road in that asshole, and shove it back and forth. I will cut that hanging thing
VIKTOR.I guess, we have wrong number here. This is not the right number. Is it?What I heard was a lie. It must be a lie. "Sir, I think you called really wrong person." I replied and I shooked my head continuously but there was no reply back from there side."No sir, I don't believe we are contacting the wrong number. You are Hayl Cain's relative, aren't you?" He asked from that side when I I shaking my head in no. And no.My mind was screaming inside. And once the familiar sweet ache had made it's way in my heart. I was not believing this. I will not believe until I see myself.Her sister's eyes was settled on me. She was shocked. And waiting for me to reply back on the phone or at least tell her. What was happening?But how can I say anything to her. When i don't feel like my voice coming out of me. The last ounce of trust I had that no she must be fine. And that when will be fine was gone? What am I too sa
VIKTOR.That smirk if hers. And all the deserted feelings in my heart. Were overpowering my whole sold. My mind was crashed. And my heart stopped beating. The breath in me had lost its track. Just like that she was gone. She appeared in front if me like that. Just like that. And today she dissapeared in front of my eyes just like that.Even with beautiful flowing river. She was glowing more. She always does.I was broken and shattered when I found about her lie. But now I feel dead inside. Gone.Her smirk. The last thing about her. Her screaming and fights. The last thing about her. Her lies. The last last thing about her.This are ther only last things about her. How can it be? Isn't the last thing of someone suppose to be a hug? A peck? And the confession of love I have and I feel for her?Why did this turn out like that for me?Leaving me all alone here? How can she just go??
CHAPTER 64: BREAKING DOWN.VIKTOR.I never knew what shattered glass feel like. Honestly no one knows. How hurtful it is. How painful it is. Or how sharp and dangerous it is.I have always broken many things in my life and in my house. Many. I have broken my television when I was angry. I have broken my phone when I am messed up. I have broken glass table, glasses and cups and bottles and much more. Partially everything a house contains.But never knew what it felt like breaking down.But I broke down when I found out about Hayl. I was in pain and struggle, I broke down. I honestly loved her. True from my heart. I loved her with everything inside of me. And she broke me.I have the baddest luck in heart. Because everyone keeps breaking it down everyone keeps breaking me down.First Rebecca and Now Hayl.The feelings for Rebecca weren't ever this honest. But feeling with Hayl. Was all true. Was everything was tru