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My Female, Mine - Part V
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2024-10-29 19:42:56With slow steps, I dive into the space he made for me. Bending down my spine curving, I place the drenched cloth on his wound wiping gently cleaning his cuts. Our faces are close to each other for his hot breath kisses my cheek.
"I want to kiss you." He whispers into the shell of my ear blowing gently that sends shivers down my body and I gasp yet I do not move away from him continuing with the cleaning. "No, I said that wrong. I need to kiss you." He utters shifting closer to me his lips almost touching my flesh.
"You cannot, Deimos." I reply. He does not know what he is doing or saying, he is under the spell of the drug. He will not remember any of this tomorrow.
"Why? Because you hate me now?" He questions opening his legs wider for me giving me more space. A spac
Luna LizA/N: Hello, my little wolves, I hope you guys enjoyed the long chappy. I understand many are confused by Lumina's antics or actions. Let me explain, Lumina is going through the process of healing. The first phase was betrayal/pain & sorrow. The second phase she went through was anger/fury & hate. The third phase she is going through is reflection of the past/conflict within herself. The last and final phase is her decision. Forgiveness or Separation. Don't forget to, JOIN THE PRIVATE GROUP: https://www.facebook.com/groups/authorlizzyfatima LIKE & FOLLOW MY FB PAGE: https://www.facebook.com/Lizzy-Fatima-110539484538446
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