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Hoden - Part I
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Slow feather-like touches. Warm hands that could melt ice, my toes curling lips smiling I lay still my eyes shut despite being wide awake indulging in the feelings he provides. He always wakes up before me so that he could watch me sleep. He said I possessed a new beauty, a motherly one which makes his chest bulge with pride.
"I know you are awake, Lumina." He whispers. I chuckle giving up on my act opening my lashes fluttering with the sudden infliction of light as I peer up at him. His elbow carries his weight whilst his head leans upon his palm. Fingertips glide up and down my arm lighting up welcomed goosebumps.
His emeralds shine in the sunlight, with a gentle gaze he regards me. "How are you feeling?" He questions eyes lingering on my belly. Palm coming to rest upon the swollen flesh patting it softly.
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"Your soul." I smile. "Seduce him. Make him jealous. Make him sad. Make him frustrated. Make him confused. Make him angry. Make him feel, Theia. Only you can do that."Her eyes move to the ground. She doubts herself, she thinks he feels nothing for her but that is where she is wrong. "He has his walls and he is hiding what you make him feel. Tear them down. Sink your claws deep and rip them apart and you will see how truly vulnerable he is." I whisper."He is not Deimos!" She spits digging her nails into her palm. Eyes shut her body trembles. She is in distress and pain. We share the same experience. Perhaps this is what happens when parents die early and fail to teach their pups the right path."Trust my words, Theia. He is the same for you will see the similarities with time." I say.
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Trembling fingers reach for my face thumb sliding across my cheekbone, a sign of genuine affection and it takes a second for me to immediately slap it away. His touch disgusts me. It tears me apart from the inside. I do not have the strength to handle it anymore. I have no fight left in me for I have used it all up during the years of our relationship.He extracts his hand placing it upon his thigh. "Have you named him? They asked me to name him but I wanted you to. He has my eyes does he not? I was quite surprised when I held him for the first time, he looks like both of us my female." Deimos speaks his feelings ending his words with a soft chuckle directed toward his male."Get out." My first words to him. His fingers tremble again and he clenches his palm into a fist and thrusts it under the bed hiding it from view. He hides his weak
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