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2024-10-29 19:42:56'You're selfish.'
Finally, Cheryl was able to pour what she felt. Unrest for 19 years, she breathed air, could say without fear, even though she had to get a sadistic slap from Delisha. Everything was worth it for Cheryl. Her mom is too much. She never cares for her, and when she watches a little, it doesn't necessarily make her control Cheryl's whole life.
Cheryl cried a little, but she felt that she had had enough tears so far. Delisha had never wholly accepted herself. Cheryl sometimes realized that she was just an adopted child who would never be considered forever.
Cheryl was in the mirror, feeling her hot cheeks. Cheryl needs someone's protective figure who is ready to hear her complaints. Someone who is always there when he needs it. Someone who can lend her chest as a place to strengthen everything. And it's only Juna that Cheryl thinks about now. Cheryl closed her eyes. When will Juna be understand? Was Cheryl the fi
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"So?" asked Cheryl leaning on the one motorbike."Ready to live our story?" asked the boy. Cheryl nodded. What's wrong with trying. She will try this man in her life, even though she knows the end will be disappointed."Want to go strolling?" asked the one. Cheryl nodded. Cheryl looked to the end; Rose was standing there. She coded for Rose to tell her to go home, and she will have a date today."But, how is your practice?""Easy." Cheryl nodded. The One started the motorbike. Cheryl, who was tired of wearing the dress, was sorry she chose the wrong costume. She should have worn pants.The girl tried to close the dress from the wind, the motorbike sped across the street, Cheryl didn't know where the one took her to. She wanted to hug, but doubts came back. Finally, Cheryl just held the hem of the one jacket while inhaling the masculine scent. The distinctive smell of a guy makes anyone feel at home kissing him.The two of them walked through
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"Um ..." Cheryl muttered tackily. The girl is eating sandwiches with various mixes. And indeed, it tastes perfect, or Cheryl is starving. Cheryl's expression shows both of them, hungry and also enjoying the food so delicious.They are dating again.How many times have Cheryl and the one dated? Since that day, their lives are no longer lonely, especially the one who always takes Cheryl around and exploring all corners of the region. They will leave when Cheryl finishes college or the one who has returned from practice.Cheryl was sitting on a wooden bench with a large round table separating herself from the one. They were in the shade of a large rainbow-colored umbrella. Cheryl was eating bread, and the one was only drinking a small cup of hot cappuccino, smoking a cigarette. Honestly, Cheryl hates people smoking, smell cigarettes. The girl is already dizzy—since the one always makes her happy, so Cheryl forgives.
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Cheryl wiped her nose. She don't know how many tissues have run out, and even her clothes have been targeted. She spits out the clear mucus and the pillow until it was streaked because of her tear marks.Cheryl finally got up and picked up the old diary she had thrown. Sick! Cheryl felt cheated, and her heart was made a joke by everyone. Does she look so pathetic that Juna has to pretend like that?"Meredith ..." Cheryl whispered, hugging the diary. Nobody understood her except Meredith. Even she doesn't understand herself."Oath of evil!" Cheryl was still innocent, shaking her head. Still, in disbelief, all these things happened to her. Evil! That was all she could do. All she needed now was to cry and spill what she felt. At the confession of her friends, Cheryl just gaped and stood up.The water she still hadn't touched, Cheryl flushed, especially on Juna's face and Rose. Cheryl stared at Rose with tears rolling down her eyes.Shiiiit!!!
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Hatred kills!And this is clear. The hatred had paralyzed Cheryl's joints. The girl felt like her world had stopped now. Dropped again for the umpteenth time. Usually, Cheryl could tolerate pain, but this time there was no cure. Cheryl hates everyone! She hated herself. The girl could only cry, and she don't know how many liters of tears had flowed.Cheryl sobbed and laughed and cried again. Rose's words penetrated her heart without a trace. There is no gap so that she can filter out which ones are facts and which are hate speech. For Cheryl, Rose's words were remarkably appropriate to her. She's a bitch! Although Cheryl, her mother, was not a bitch, Cheryl was an illegitimate, dirty, sinful child. She was born dirty and always will be.Cheryl took a deep breath. Now that it was night, she was reluctant to eat, take a shower, even turn on the light in the room. Cheryl couldn't.Cheryl wiped her snot using a thick blanket with dinosaur motifs. The girl til
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"Daughter of a bitch, will still be a bitch!" Rose's words kept reverberating in Cheryl's head, like a broken record. And keep bugging her.And here is Cheryl now, standing stiff like a fool, dressed so scantily, on her thigh. Rose is no longer her best friend but an enemy who wants to overthrow Cheryl.Cheryl is wearing a very short skirt so tight, and if the girl looks down, you will see what's inside. And in front of her is Juna. Cheryl didn't want to do all this, but because Rose threatened her, she finally gave in. Honestly, after the recent events, Cheryl no longer thinks about the fate of her love, let alone Juna. In a way, Cheryl was numb.Cheryl looked at the sitting Juna, holding an isotonic drink."H-hi," Cheryl said nervously, fiddling with her fingers. Juna looked at Cheryl. The man got up, took off his jacket, and put it on Cheryl's exposed thigh.Juna tied his jacket around Cheryl's waist. When the boy approached her, his smell of pe
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Cheryl is still Cheryl. Stubborn. Even though Delisha desperately restrained Cheryl from getting close to Juna, the girl remained in her position. Cheryl doesn't expect Juna to be her lover. Close to Juna and the man smiled at her every time without any element of coercion to be one of the most beautiful gifts for Cheryl.If Juna couldn't be more than a friend, Cheryl didn't mind that. If their friendship now makes them both comfortable. Juna happy, so is Cheryl. Cheryl felt that she was too young to feel hopeless about her love story. There will be a real prince on horseback, not a prince on horseback that Cheryl imagined. Cheryl and Juna are friends. Everything is enough.Since being close, Cheryl learned about Juna's true nature. The man was a very gentle and so respected woman. The image of the perfect man Cheryl dreamed of, can you say Juna's heart cannot be forced."Thank you," said Cheryl for the thousandth time.
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"So you know this?" Cheryl asked in a voice almost lost. Juna just nodded."So we are siblings?" Juna only responded with a chuckle.Cheryl is relieved, even though she can't take it all for granted. How could it be, the person she had a crush on and like for almost a year ago and found this fact.Cheryl was still mad at Delisha. Whether reasoned or not, the girl has not been able to return to her feet on the earth for what has happened to her now. She—Cheryl Anastasia crushes on Arjuna Raftali. Who repeatedly did not glance at her, always considered her like dust. It turned out that this was the reason. It meant that Juna had been doing the right thing. Cheryl was amazed at Juna's mature attitude.Cheryl wasn't hurt, but her shallow brain still couldn't believe it. When her mother said that, Cheryl was silent on the green sofa for an indefinite period until all of her body went numb.&n
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People say that a meeting is something they have been waiting for. People say that the meeting is a sacred moment that makes anyone's heart burst into joy, is touched or cries sadly because of it.Cheryl just sat there, holding a cold drink and some dessert that she had ordered. There was no feeling that flared up when she had to wait and officially get acquainted with her biological father. Everything was bland to Cheryl. Perhaps, she has felt the pain and neglect since she was a child until now make she less sympathetic to others.Cheryl lowered her face at the red and white, red velvet cake while playing with the cream. The girl supported her head.Behind Cheryl, in the corner, there was already Juna and Delisha, who joined in and watched how the moment of emotion was going to be. When Cheryl couldn't hold back her tears, she saw the person who made her presentation to the world."Your job so far
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The roar of the sky showed the power. Nature is in control now. And Rose is grateful that the situation supports her to cry and reflect on what happened.Juna only saw his wife from afar. He knew that the woman was devastated. What do you guys expect if everything has happened and we are just weak humans who are helpless to fight destiny?"Honey." scolds Juna holding his wife's back, who is so fragile. Rose cry in the rain. When Jasmine left, the house was quiet even though Rose often listened to her mother cry and her father tried to be strong to calm his wife. Jasmine's departure left scars like Cheryl's.Rose contemplated her life and fate. Her best friend and younger sister left her."Why is it like this? Why should it be like this?" Rose looked down and shook her head. Juna took his wife in his arms and stroked his back, letting her cry as best she could."We already have Anna. Wouldn't Anna be sad if she found out that her mother kept complai
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Chemotherapy is painful. Rose saw it with her own eyes, and she also fought with Jasmine against her illness.What makes Rose's family often chatter secretly or every night is how there is no significant change from Jasmine. And that makes everyone salute. One family had their hair bald because Jasmine didn't want to go to chemotherapy because her hair would fall out on its own.Juna salutes his wife, and his heart is so broad to take care of her younger sister without ever getting tired or complaining at all. Sometimes Rose feels bad for Juna, they're newlywed, but they are busy with Jasmine's disease. There is no time for them.One family accompanied Jasmine to dialysis every week, and the girl even complained that she was bored with all the diseases she got.And Jasmine's ten years of fighting her illness but never showed any significant changes. It got worse, Rose saw. Jasmine seemed unable even to speak. Someho
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Rose was crying so hard. This morning Jasmine was convulsing. What made Rose did not understand why her sister was like that. Luckily, Juna is always ready to calm Jasmine down."Sssst! don't be like this," said Rose, holding her sleeping sister hand. A month in the hospital, and Jasmine's development did not show any significant changes. It's decreasing. Rose missed her sister to get back to arguing or take Jasmine to the tutoring site every three times a week and meet the adorable twins.Juna just patted his wife on the back affectionately. Even now, the two of them have never carried out their first night of obligations as husband and wife. Juna understands. After all, they are in the hospital every day. They are eating, bathing, sleeping in the hospital, looking after Jasmine for 24 hours.Everyone loves Jasmine and wishes her healing for a cute girl who is very smart and doesn't act much. Jasmine is a mature and very obedient c
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Run as fast as the cheetah. Move as swiftly as a snake, jump as good as a rabbit.Rose ran, holding her wedding dress that she had not changed. Juna only followed Rose from behind. Unexpectedly, his wife was so agile."Wait," shouted Juna. When Rose doesn't care about the presence of the people around her, she felt dejavu when she was chasing Cheryl first. Oh My God, what else?Rose ran with her shoes on, lifted her dress, and ran wherever the hospital was. She was very traumatized. Because of Cheryl's departure, Rose seemed to be antipathetic towards the hospital. If possible, she wouldn't need to contact the hospital for the rest of her life. If possible, give birth later. Rose wants to give birth alone."Honey .." said Juna with a breathless breath, finally managed to reach Rose's hand. Indeed Rose's power, horsepower."Alright, don't panic. We'll find a taxi. Where is the hos
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"One two Three ...""Woah .... Dea got it." everyone excited while catching the wedding flower bouquet. The bride clapped her hands happily, the awaited day has arrived. God has joined two people who have found their ribs, and Adam's two grandchildren are united in marriage. Rose and Juna are so united and happy with today, a special day that they will never forget in the history of their lives. The day the two were united, in the sacred bond of marriage.The girl was wearing a wedding dress in an empire style. A plain dress with a choice of one colour seems simple but still looks elegant."Sure we are." joked Rose, laughing. Juna took Rose's arm, she did not think that she was still young enough to get married, but when she understood each other's character, Juna finally knew, Rose was the last place to be anchored.The bride and groom leave everyone behind and walk out of their second party. Happy
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One year passed."M beautiful daughter, a year feels fast, slow, torturous, dark, pent up. Unexpectedly, you are gone forever. A year has passed, but mom never saw your smile except only in dreams. I rarely dreamed. Why? ? Do you not miss Mom anymore? Are you happy there? " Delisha was still mumbling, confiding in Cheryl's grave."Ah, mom is still not sincere. But ... Today, with all the weaknesses, mom came here for the first time. This is not an easy thing, baby. But, slowly, mom can get up. You go, but the deepest regret of all of us will not be. We never forgot we caught up with you. Mom knows, you once said, mom as the cruel mother on this earth." the tears did not stop flowing. They were even getting heavier like Niagara Falls. Delisha had promised to forget everything but returned to the grave, just like returning to remembering old memories that were stored, and the wound came back, making foul pus."Happy there,
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"Considering, that based on the facts, obtained during the trial period from the testimonies of witnesses, as well as the testimony of the defendant and existing evidence, it was known that on Saturday, November 21 at around 11:34, was close to the Hill Road to Down raod, defendant Mark driving a four-wheeled vehicle, had hit a woman named Cheryl Anastasia who was crossing the road—"Rose immediately left the room from the trial, unable to hear any further. Make herself worse and worse at the same time. She should have been there to accompany Juna because that man was the witness that continued until today's trial, and the verdict was guilty.Delisha also joined but didn't dare to go inside. The woman was waiting outside, with the sash covering her head, the clothes typical of mourning people.Rose closed her mouth and immediately hugged Delisha, wiping her snot and tears with a tissue."We're strong, right?" asked
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Three weeks, Rose dared to visit her friend's grave. The last three weeks were her toughest period, the times she was at the bottom of life. Cheryl's departure brought deep sorrow to all those left behind.Now, their association is no longer what it used to be. Everything is no longer the same, and there is only an emptiness they feel.Rose was squatting in front of Cheryl's grave, staring emptily. There was nothing she did, apart from sitting there in the time she couldn't determine when she could accept this cruel fate.Cheryl Anastasia.A cheerful girl with many wounds in her heart. However, she acted silly to entertain others."How long haven't I seen you?" asked Rose, holding the headstone. Yes, her eyes were still swollen, and she cried day and night. Sometimes, Rose wakes up in the middle of the night crying like crazy, making all her family worry that she has a mental breakdown.
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"Silly girl, stupid girl." yelled a man on the wet grave. The boys wiped the tears in the corners of their respective eyes. Yes, everyone did not expect Cheryl to go. The girl's sudden departure made anyone could not believe that the girl no longer breathed on earth but had a realm of her own."Hey stupid girl, wake up. Don't make everyone sad, I know you are sad too, but you can cheer up other people with your silly behaviour. Wake up, and cheer everyone up. And let me comfort you when you are sad." The man smiled wryly and looked away. It still smelled clear. The smell of the ground was still wet. When everyone dispersed, and he just dared to approach the tomb."Hey stupid girl, wake up. You don't even know that I'm the one, not Juna. Wake up, even I want to be called a rotten bachelor, wake up a stupid girl." said Aldo again. He felt sorry. Why didn't he always show his true identity and send someone else to make Cheryl even more heartbroken and
