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DARK FORTY FIVE
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Third person's POV:
As they walked through the stairs, Blake couldn't help but think of any possible answer to his unspoken questions. He wanted to ask, but there's something that's pulling him back. For sure, he knows that he isn't that stupid to know what Psychotherapists are for. He started doubting himself whether he's been hearing a lot of lies or he's just stupid to notice such things.
All he could think at that time was what does he really have; what's wrong with him and what is he doing with a psychiatrist. He wanted to know the answer, but he's unsure if he can take of what he's looking for. He thinks that he had been trusting a lot these times; walking blindly and all relying on the man that made him feel new things. The man who he considers as his boyfriend.
There he felt a sudden grip on his waist, pulling him out of his thoughts, as he looked at the calloused hand resting on his side. He then looked up
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