EPISODE FIFTY SIX"is my Dad really a bad person?"I wondered before going to the bathroom to take my bath.After I've done that,I wore one of his big shirts and ate some good,Then,I sauntered to the dining to get some juice.Surprisingly,I met Liliana at the dinning,Eating fried eggs with plantains."Hi"I greeted softly and she flushed before waving at me."How are you?"she stuttered and I nodded."Hope you're getting better?""Yes,I am"She pressed her lips Together and continue eating her food, slowly, this time.I bring out the juice and a glass cup, I joined her on the dinning and watch her eat."Uhmmm,About my memories,I regained them all"She says softly and my eyes gleamed."That's a relief,I'm so happy for you""Th..Thank you,And I'm sorry for the last time too,I really had to leave the room""Oh,it's fine,You don't have to be sorry for that""Sure,thanks"She mumbled and took a spoonful of her food.I pressed my lips for a while before talking again."Uhmmm...,About what led to
DARK DESIRESEPISODE FIFTY SEVENWe arrived at the party late at night, The exterior was filled with cars and of course jeeps.The Mafia men will look for every opportunity to show their wealth at every chances given."You're going to the lots of nagging today"Tyler smeared,I scoffed before putting on my ear pods.We both walked into the hall,The strippers laced at the entrance sashayed their way sexily to me,I scoffed and pushed them away gently.The persistent one keeps rubbing her hand on mine,I held it and put it away gently."Next time,Chic"I smiled before meeting up with Tyler."Gone are the days when I can screw girls anyhow"Tyler groaned, I chuckled before sitting down on the bar stool."You enjoyed those time?""I hate them,It made me feel like a dick."He snickered and lighted the smoke,He took a long drag and pass it to me.I took another drag before discarding it on the ash tray.One of Dad's old friend walked up to us shortly, With one of the most ugliest grin on his face.
EPISODE FIFTY-EIGHT"Do you think you've done the right thing?,Alessia will surely be angry once she learns that you disrespected her mom""Do I look like I care?,That whore should better brace herself up and give me a better explanation by the time I confront her""A whore?,You popped her cherry for fuck sake,Did you forget so fast?""And do I look like I really care about that?"I scoffed in anger entering the car but came out again.I dragged the driver again from the seat and hopped in.I don't want any of them around me,It will feel so noisy and pressured.I don't want any of them around me,For now.It will really be such a disaster.I don't trust women,and I don't know why Alessia was able to tame me.Guess I really fell into her trap.ALESSIA POVI slept again in the evening and found out he's not around."He went to a party,With Tyler and Gray"Liliana replied simply.I shook my head knowing that he's still angry at me,I wonder where Nancy is.I just hope she's not dead yet,I re
EPISODE FIFTY-NINEAnd like that, I broke up with Enea, He called me the next day to apologize about him calling me a whore but I don't want to have anything to do with him, anymore.I bluntly told him that I don't want to date him, Which, he didn't refuse, He stopped calling and texting.My stupid self won't stop missing him, But heaven knows that it's the best for us not to date anymore, I broke him, I don't want to be the reasons for his misfortunes anymore. It's been a month already, I returned to school to focus on my final exams, I will prepare for my internship soon, Through that, I will be able to get a good job, I can't wait to start working so I will be able to cover up my debts since the school is not ready for cover my expenses anymore.Guess Enea told them to stop."We are having another night class tonight,You should be there sooner"Bitna, One of my course mates informed, I nodded softly and pick my bag before leaving the restaurant.We finished our last class for the d
EPISODE SIXTYAfter washing the semen and the blood off my legs, I cleaned the corner where we had s*ex before finally settling down to sleep, Even though, I knew I can't sleep, I'm so troubled and sore too.My chest tightened as I think about the painful se*x we had minutes ago, I hoped he truly doesn't come back, Just like he promised.I really hope so.A WEEK LATER .."Are you awake?"The nurse raided her fingers up at me,I nodded with my head banging and he helped me sit up."I'm fine"I mumbled,I held the sheets tightly in anxiety,For the past one week,I couldn't breathe well as my anxiety disorder came back,My mom stopped calling too,Uncle John was too busy with his new work.None of them really have their time for me,I'm so unfortunate.I stopped talking to Enea too,He traveled three days ago,According to Liliana.He hasn't been in good shape either ever since we broke up officially.I woke up in the hospital few times since the past week."I really think you're putting on an act
EPISODE SIXTY-ONETear slipped down my eyes as I watched him leave.Does he want to protect me or he just didn't want me to stay around him anymore?How could he dump me and the baby like this? I ran after him without holding back and held him before he enters the elevator."Are you doing this because of Batista?"I asked and he turned to me."Trust me,I've took so many Batista men out of my ways because of you,But it will hurt me badly if you get hurt because of me,I can't protect you everytime,Alessia,Trust me,I didn't want to make this happen too,But for the sake of you and I,Let's forget about this""If Batista is out of the way,Will you accept me then?""I never rejected you,I will never do that,I'm just in a tight position that I can't help but wonder how I will be able to protect you and the baby""But the baby did nothing, He's innocent"I sobbed,He removed his hand from my grasp and sigh."I'm sorry,Call me a coward or anything you wish to,This relationship is toxic enough,We
EPISODE SIXTY-TWO"Why should you care about that?"I asked glaring at him and he was taken aback but he composed himself almost immediately."Why shouldn't I care?,You're my step daughter now""I never accepted you as my step father,Stpp trying to be friendly,I know what you did to Enea in my presence"I blurted, Angrily and he took some steps closer to me."I'm so glad that you're here,At least,I won't have any reasons to be worried about your safety"He said, lovingly and I almost puked at his sly attitude.Batista is nothing but a sly man, He surely knows how to use the right words to capture you at the right time, Maybe that's how he got my mom too.I knew he's goin to talk bad about Enea, Not like he's a saint too but there are things he could never do."Take me to my room"I said, referring to mom and she nodded sbefore leading the stairs."Don't try to do anything funny,I will report everything to my mom"I warned him before hand, He has shown lots of interest in me ever since I me
EPISODE SIXTY THREEShit."How did that happened?,I told you to take some of your boys to watch over her,Didn't I?""I did so,But we lose tabs on her because we don't want her to know we are tailing her,I'm sorry sir"He bowed.Why would she go to Batista house?, doesn't she know that it's too dangerous?"What if she's there because she has a plan?,But she could have informed us"Tyler butts in and I ruffled my hair in frustration.Hell,I told you to leave for good so you won't stres me anymore but you're making me panic already,What could be going on your mind Alessia?"Prepare the jet,We are going to the state,Call one of the boys over there and tell him to watch over Batista house,We can't risk things""I thought you said you're not going to care about her anymore?,You guys broke up already"Tyler teased and I glared at him."Dud,she's carrying my fucking baby,The least I could do right now is to protect her,and I don't know how long it will take for me to get there,She's obviously in
EPISODE SEVENTY THREEFINAL CHAPTER~"Why did you told the doctor to save me but not the baby?,Do you hate her that much?"She asked after putting the baby to sleep with her nipples in her mouth and I pressed my lips together, tiredly."We could make another baby,Alessia,The baby wasn't really that important to me then,I only wanted Yoh to live,And I feel guilty too""You don't have to"She mumbled simply and gestured me to take the baby but I moved back."I might drop her"I stuttered in fear and she shook her head."You will be the last person to hurt your child,Take her and feel her warmth"She urged and I shook my head."Liliana will help"I mumbled before walking out of the room, leaving her disappointed.ALESSIA POVI watched the baby sleep in my arms after he left the kissed her forehead again, I knew he felt guilty for saving me and ignoring the baby but I felt special, Who knows that he cared about me that much? The baby is so beautiful but doesn't look a bit like me and Enea,Her
EPISODE SEVENTY TWO"what?!"I asked in shock and moved away from him for a while."You seems surprised,Or you're not happy about it?"He asked more strictly this time around and I shook my head."I'm happy about it,Tru...""The guests are here already"Liliana butts in and grabbed my hand,I followed her still in shock.Throughout the party,I was unable to concentrate and the excruciating pain I feel under my belly is killing me right now.I had to sit down for more than two hours before the pain went down a bit, Enea came after and handed me a tissue paper as I was sweating profusely."Is it time?"He asked and I shook my head."Why does the baby have to torture you like this if he's not ready to come out?"He yelled frustrated and I held my clothes,in fear."It's a she" I corrected and he sigh.He forgot again."Whatever,Let me take you home"He grabbed my waist and help me up."Will you be okay?,this is your party""I don't care,I'm about to end it anyways"He mumbled and helped me to th
EPISODE SEVENTY ONE"I really hope I'm not wasting my time this time around,my baby too"She mumbled drowsily again and I sigh,staring at her."What are you talking about?""Once you regain your memories,either me or you will be more miserable than ever,wishing we had let go of ourselves that unfortunate night,I don't want the baby to be a hindrance to you,Enea,You can tell me to leave anytime you feel you're tired of me already,I won't take it to heart"She sobbed and I patted her back,I knew immediately that she not drunk but only saying what she felt about the situation."You keep me sane,Alessia,Trust me,I don't want to know what we shared months ago but I really care about you and I want you to know this,Once I regain my memory,Let's make that decision and stop talking about it already"I coaxed,She nods her head minutes after and collpased completely in my arms.Fully asleep,I took her in away in my penthouse that night,She obliged willingly,It was so long,intense and fulfilling,Sh
EPISODE SEVENTY FOUR MONTHS LATER....I walked out of the bathroom feeling so refreshed, I couldn't sleep at all through out the night, the baby doesn't sleep at night and craves for more attention now.Enea traveled since last month with Tyler and Liliana, He hasn't regain his memory yet, He enjoyed spending time with Liliana and Tyler so much that I couldn't help but feel jealous.He called me few times since he left and doesn't pick my calls unless it's convenient for him to do so.I looked so different now, I eat a lot and sleep too, Tyler told me to stop schooling until I give birth, The baby iss only the string that keeps me close to Enea, Once I give birth, I will leave him.I prepared little rice later in the evening, I dished it in the ceramic plate and carrued it carefully to the room,After eating, I washed the plate and took my bag after, I walked out of the room naked and surprisingly, I met Enea in the room, I shrank back in fear and he look up to me, He didn't look away
EPISODE SIXTY NINEA WEEK LATEREnea vitals improved and Hayden woke up three days ago, They were discharged already, Surprisingly, Enea remembered everyone except me.I don't know why it is like that,All I wished for is for him to be happy, With or without me. Hayden resumed work with Enea, His Dad surrendered a his assets and decided to live on his original assets since then, He begged Enea to help him look over it since I don't know my decision over it yet.According to him, The half of the assests belongs to me while the other half belongs to Enea and Hayden.Soon, We arrived at the mansion, Gray took the bags in and we both walked inside, My hands around him.Immediately we entered the room,He moved uncomfortably away from me and sits on the bed slowly."I'm fine"he waved his hand at me and I nodded.Guess he's not comfortable with me touching him,Sometimes,I forget to create boundaries between us."Why are there girly stuffs in the room?"He asked confused and I turned to him,dr
EPISODE SIXTY-EIGHTLILIANA POVTyler tried to hold his laughter but he ended up bursting out which made me so much embarrassed .Yes,I know I dressed badly but that doesn't mean he should compliment me so openly.I walked closer to him and pull his ears so hard,I don't care if he's sick right now,I just want to punch him to death,This bas*tard didn't remember me?"Heyy!!,How dare you drag my ear?" He yelled trying to pull himself away from my grip but he couldn't."Of course,I need to pull it more harder so you can remember me"I yelled and Tyler held my hand immediately."It's fine"He said amidst laughter and Enea looked at me in shock."You're such a crazy woman,I can't believe you did this to your beat friend"He scoffed holding his ear and I looked at him in shock."You idiot"I cried and hugged him immediately, He chuckled and patted my back softly. "How dare you deceive me?,I've been so worried"I sobbed and he pecked my hair."I've missed you so much, Liliana"He coaxed and I pull
EPISODE SIXTY SEVENTYLER POVAfter dropping Enea's Dad off,I branched at the restaurant and get some food for the girls and other guards who has been on stand since.We don't know other mafia men move,They can decide to take it out on Enea.Getting to the hospital,I couldn't find Alessia anymore,Guess she's with Liliana.I guess they made up already.I passed the food to the boys and they bowed before walking out but Gray didn't."Go eat,I will watch over him"I mumbled not looking at him and he bowed."I'm sorry"He finally said and I punched him immediately."You fucking scunt!,You knew about everything but you decided not to tell us right?""It will make the boys behave rashly""And here he is now,Laying lifeless on the bed,Did you think you made the right decision?""I'm sorry,I promise to make up for my mistakes""Mistakes?,They can't be amend anymore""I know,I will ask for forgiveness once the boss wakes up"He apologized over and over again and I stared at him.Gray is slow witt
EPISODE SIXTY SIXSIX HOURS LATER...TYLER POVThe sight broke me so much, watching Enea got shot because of Alessia, I can't help but think about it, Is she really worth fighting for?Why did Enea have to get hurt countless of times because of her?Liliana arrived few minutes ago and she has been screaming at everyone in the hospital to give us update how Enea is holding up in the operation room, It hurts so much.Alessia hasn't move a limb after she fainted countless times, She sat down on the floor, Not crying, Whimpering or sobbing.She held her skirt tightly and her lips trembled countless times, Hayden is being treated in the ward, He only got a gun shot and his condition is stable now.I walked closer to her and dropped to a crouch in front of her, she didn't even bother to look up at me."Why?"I asked and she held her dress more tightly,Looking scared."Why did everyone have to get hurt because of you?,Enea might not be stable for the rest of his life,All thanks to your rash d
CHAPTER SIXTY-FIVEALESSIA POVAnger, Hatred, Detest were all I feel towards him, I can't believe that Enea's father and Batista killed my dad and blackmailed my mom.I burst into tears as I watch him defend me by standing in front of me so I won't get shot.What's he doing right now?,Does he want me to believe that he's not involved in it?"What are you doing?,I thought you want me dead?"I yelled at him and his hands trembled as he stood in front of Batista,ready to take the bullet for me."Yes,I wanted you dead,But I'm not in any postion to defend myself or make you believe that I don't have a hand in this and I don't want to defend my either, I want you to leave now, with your mom, Batista won't do anything, The boils were much and he's getting weaker..."He whispered, pushing me back and I stopped him."If rather get killed than watching you die because of me!,you should come clean in front of Enea and ask for his forgiveness,Don't die because of me,I don't care if I die in his han