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2024-10-29 19:42:56I'll be in the shower
That definitely left ungodly ideas in my head that all the soap in a soap making factory couldn’t wash off. I was glued to the fucking fridge like a sticker, a huge one that wasn’t made of paper with my breathing caught in my throat and my palms red and sweaty from grasping unto the fridge a little bit too hard. It took a little too long to get a hold of my racing heart thrumming hard against my ribcage as if it was going to burst out of its restraint.
For a split moment, just a split moment of weakness that Dwyer ignited, I considered plodding over to room and into the shower with him. For one, I knew it was my sex speaking and not me but I'd go everywhere that baby wants to go of it means Dwyer would be there. Even my damned angel and demon were so whipped that they couldn’t tell me what to do in the situation I was, fucking backstabbers!. I was smart enough to know that Dwyer's words were sex-inclined. He was tea
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DANGEROUSLY WANTED: The criminal next-door 38-Dreams And Fate
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DANGEROUSLY WANTED: The criminal next-door 39-The Little Things
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DANGEROUSLY WANTED: The criminal next-door 41-Beach Date
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DANGEROUSLY WANTED: The criminal next-door 42-Making Memories
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DANGEROUSLY WANTED: The criminal next-door 43-Happiness And Bombshells
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DANGEROUSLY WANTED: The criminal next-door 59-Alice...... Alyssa?
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DANGEROUSLY WANTED: The criminal next-door 57-Alice.....
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DANGEROUSLY WANTED: The criminal next-door 55-Somethig Bigger than a Jar Of Cankerworms
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DANGEROUSLY WANTED: The criminal next-door 54-Where is she? Where is Alice?
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DANGEROUSLY WANTED: The criminal next-door 53-DWYER(Romy and Dwyer)
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