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29-Done Trying
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I was already imagining all possible scenes as Dwyer brushed past me and into the house.
Things could go all haywire from there seeing that the two men do not have a single liking for each other. Dwyer's own was understandable. The police was his enemy and he was a criminal running away from the clutches of the law. He had every reason to be paranoid by the fact that he was inside my house with me. But something told me the situation was more than that.
The detective suddenly told me a day ago too that he had a disliking for him.
And me?
I was at the center of it all.
They were already glaring at each other when I left the door and entered fully into the sitting room. My chest was heaving and my hands were already shaky.
How do I salvage this situation?
It felt like it was going out of my hands quicker than I expected?
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