"Your Highness?"
Octavius looked up from the stool on which he sat, a priest was waiting in front of him in a shabby cloak covering an equally shabby tunic that was excessively frayed at the hem.
He had awoken early, taken a cloak from his trunk, and taken a walk. He had intended to visit the temple later in the day but on impulse had turned towards the cobble-stoned street and headed for the temple of Ashterah the goddess of war. The street was almost empty except for the fishermen who dragged their nets to their boats on the shore. He had stopped to watch them load up their boats and cut the ropes securing them to the shore with an absent mind. He had imagined jumping into one of the boats and rowing it to Intavia away from his kingdom and responsibilities until he remembered he already had his wishes all he needed now was the help of the goddess of war to win the war. With that in mind, he had continued on his way.
"You must come with me to the inner room and make your sacrifices there."
Octavius stood up wincing a little from the pain that shot up his legs, pain that resulted from riding hard to and from Intavia since the past week. He took a moment to get his strength back together, he hadn't had enough sleep the previous night for the worries that clouded his mind. He should be calm and at peace knowing that very soon his father will agree to an alliance with Intavia but all that filled his mind was guilt that came from the knowledge that he had selfishly sacrificed his child to be with a woman. No matter what Garius said he wasn't a hero, he was a coward and a fool. Angus was right. He loved Emilia and would have loved his child had she lived. The pain he carried from losing his child was one that he hoped time will heal.
Once he had gotten his bearings he followed the priest to a backroom hidden from the main temple by a black velvet curtain. The priest went about lighting lamps and turned on a simple sconce that sat on the wall, it had on it the emblem of Ashterah. There was a simple altar where a clay bowl sat filled with olives. There was a small carpet of straw below the altar worn out by constant use.
"You'll knee here Your Highness," the priest said pointing to the straw carpet.
Octavius complied.
"You know how to pray to the goddess, Your Highness, simply call upon her name and tell her what your heart desires and I am sure she will be willing to answer you after all the victory of Camelorn against the Amires will earn her more respect from the gods and the people." He said this and left quietly leaving Octavius alone in the room.
Octavius pulled his cowl back and chanted the goddess's name under his breath. With his eyes closed, he chanted faster, his voice rising to a tempo that was in tandem with his heartbeat, and soon the fire in the sconce joined until the room became too hot and he had to completely shrug of his cloak leaving only his tunic and sandals. The air in the room became thicker until Octavius found it hard to breathe and sweat poured down his face matting his hair flat on his skull, his tunic clung to his body almost becoming transparent.
At festivals the people simply presented their offerings to the priests who took them to this inner room and invoked the spirit of the goddess of war to accept the gifts brought by the people and then she made a magnificent appearance before the people to bless them but if anyone personally sought the aid of the war goddess they were to go into the inner room themselves and present their petitions before her. She only granted the prayers of those that could withstand the heat her presence brought for she considered men strong if they could endure the heat of her presence.
This was Octavius' first experience with the war goddess but he had heard enough stories about how she had punished men who couldn't endure long enough for her to appear and grant their wishes. The hair on his neck burned his skin but he kept in chanting and swayed in time with his chants. His cloth soaked up the sweat on his body and dripped the moisture to the floor. His eyes watered at the pain of the heat against his skin and he feared his skin was singed but kept his eyes closed tightly.
Suddenly the room became cold. The still heat of the room dispersed and the flame in the sconce became still. Octavius felt the heat on his body dry up leaving behind a pleasantly cool sensation across his skin.
"Open your eyes Octavius of Camelorn."
He fluttered his lashes open and his eyes fell on the most beautiful sight. Ashterah in her short pure white tunic that exposed the beautiful creamy thighs that the sculptor could not do justice to, stood beside the small altar with her back against it. She watched him through beautiful, hooded bright blue eyes framed by flame-red hair. No wonder men lusted after her for she was beauty in every sense of the word and her feminine curves were ample enough to tempt even the most pious of men, her gold belt hugged her waist and made the fullness of her hips visible; she was as much the goddess of war as she was the downfall of many men. She crossed her arms over her ample breasts, a smile tugging at the corner of her lips as she saw Octavius's eyes follow her movement but before she could get further satisfaction his eyes jolted up to her face to her utmost disappointment.
"Mortal man," she drawled seductively. "Rise"
Octavius complied.
"What is it you want?"
"Victory over the enemies of Camelorn"
She flashed her pure white teeth flashing also her fangs that couldn't resist a taste of the young prince before her. She retracted her fangs and pushed herself away from the altar, her hair falling in soft waves around her face. Her eyes fell to the lean muscles of the young prince before her, with much training he would be buff enough to tempt even the silly goddess of purity and make her forget her stupid vow of eternal virginity and purity. His hair that had once been plastered to his forehead because of the heat of her presence now stood unruly around his head whetting her appetite. She reached her hand towards him and he placed his strong lean fingers on hers making her much more excited at the prospect of spending a night with him. With any luck more nights with him.
"Come with me, mortal man."
One minute Octavius was standing in the now cool inner room and the next he was in the most beautiful room covered in pure gold and bright red that seemed to bleed. There were draperies made of the brightest red that interwoven with threads of gold, they blew in the wind and almost looked alive. The grounds and ceilings were of pure gold that reflected everything, Octavius saw his reflection on the floor and in the ceilings at the same time. A bed of extreme size was against the wall and on it were red beddings entangled at the corners. Octavius made a slow turn around the room. There were lamps and chandeliers of gold and silver, all like nothing he had ever seen before. There was a top to floor window that showed a view of Mount Kpamos, the abode of the gods, the snowcapped mountains that served as home for the gods stood in their majestic glory.
"Welcome to my temple, mortal man."
Octavius spun around and faced the goddess who no longer wore her white tunic but a gown of red that hugged her full curves, her red hair was tied in a high bun exposing her lovely neck to his view. Her red lips curved in a sly smile.
"Octavius of Camelorn," she approached him swaying her hips as she came. Her hand came up to rest on his shoulder, she let her hand slid along the length of his arm. Octavius pulled back. Ashterah frowned at his unusual action, she watched him carefully as he tried to avoid her eyes. "Octavius, don't be afraid I am the goddess of war and I will help up but first you have to please your goddess."
Octavius took two steps back and did his best to avoid her eyes. Her eyes were alluring, the one time he had looked into them he had felt an unnatural pull that made denying her difficult. His heart hammered in his chest at the thought of laying with the most beautiful goddess, it was an honor but at the same time his heart belonged to Emilia and he pledged his loyalty to her. He looked once at Ashterah doing his best to avoid her eyes, she was watching him with interest, running her eyes all over him. He felt rather than saw her smile a second time and when she approached him again he felt something change. He tried to move away but found himself held in place by her powers.
"Mortal man, no one rejects me."
"What good has happened to the ones who lay with you?"
Ashterah smiled, her white teeth flashed. "Those men who met their ends failed to please me but you Octavius, I see potentials in you." Her eyes traveled down to the front of his tunic and her smile turned predatory.
"I can't lay with you, my lady"
Her eyes flashed with ire. "You reject me?" she demanded.
"With respect, my lady. My heart belongs to another and I have given myself eternally to her"
Ashterah looked like she was going to scream in frustration. In two strides she crossed the room and stood before him and held his face in her hand forcing him to look into her eyes. "Don't defile me human, for your defiance feeds my hunger, stokes my flames, and anger me. YOU. WILL. NOT. DEFILE. ME." She pulled him and forcefully placed her lips on his, forced his lips apart with her tongue and when he refused to open up she screamed in frustration before sinking her fangs into the skin of his neck almost ripping out his jugular with her forcefulness. Octavius clenched his teeth against the pain, refusing to utter a cry of compliance for Ashterah hated weakness more than disobedience, he simply let her feed from him.
When he refused to react the way she had expected Ashterah pulled back with another feral growl and pushed him away from her violently. "I curse you son of Camelorn!"
Octavius reached his hands backward to break his fall but it came too late as his back and head came in hard contact against the floor. He found himself back at the inner room of the temple once again. He groaned as he rolled to his feet and rubbed at the back of his neck. There was no sign of Ashterah anywhere. She had dumped him most unpleasantly and had not even made any promise about helping him win the war, at least he had tried.
As he stood on his two feet he felt something drop from his cloth to the floor. He bent to pick it up, it was a small copper coin with Ashterah's emblem engraved in it. He breathed a sigh of relief. It was a sign that she was going to help them in the battle.
“How was it?” Angus murmured under his breath. He was standing at the passage a corner way from the throne room. The passage was lined with passive guards trained to be present and not to listen and even if they did listen and gossip from time to time no one else was to hear of any leaked secrets. Still, Octavius pulled his brother into an alcove. “Great,” he replied with a bit of sarcasm he hoped his brother did not hear. He burned with shame and disgust knowing that Ashterah had offered herself to him but he knew that his brother as well as everyone else would call him a fool for not accepting her offer. Every man considered a night with the war goddess an honor even though not many men came out of her temple at Mount Kpamos alive. Angus raised his brow. “Just that?” He sighed. He dipped his hand into a slit in his tunic and brought out the copper coin that held Ashterah’s emblem and showed
The whole army that consisted of newly grafted soldiers and war heroes who had fought with King Philip marched out to the battlefields with their squires, maids, and a few helpful hands. Both squires and extra hands helped to build tents. Words had reached the Camelorn army that the Amires had set the northern villages on fire, killing, raping, stealing, and destroying. Octavius had hastened Gustoff with the weapons, getting more than 3000 swords, shields, and clubs, the trained archers had been supplied with new quivers, arrows, and new bows all with Ashterah's emblem, the foot soldiers marched in front with boxes of fire powder, horse archers and captains held their horses and led them to the makeshift stable the squires built while battalion leaders assembled to supervise. Octavius, Garius, Festus, and two more generals; Calors and Inobus supervised the all-around activities. Octavius walked slowly in the direction the maids went carrying woods for fire, pots, and pans to cook wi
The blast of the horn echoed throughout the camp and horse soldiers came out dressed in their armor, holding shields, foot soldiers carried spears with their shields, archers led by their captain Angus dressed in dark red cloaks held their bows in their hands tested the taut bowstring and adjusted the arrows in their quivers, captains ran through the camp hurrying squires about their duties. The squires carried swords and shields to their master, carrying also the bridle for their horses. Octavius stood before his armor rack and ran his hand over the same armor his father had used before in many battles, although some additional protection had been added over time, it was beautiful and strong. He began to remove the pieces off the rack and put them on with the help of a squire when he caught sight of an image on the breastplate of the armor. The red tunic of a voluptuous woman was vivid and as she came forward his heart dropped. It was Ashterah. She sensed his discom
The battle raged on and on for months, new soldiers joined the army as more men dropped dead, and with every passing Camelornian victory Octavius hungered for more. It was a feeling he could not explain, he wanted to shed more blood, wanted to see more of the enemy bleed to death. He sliced through the belly of a heavily armored Amires soldier with his sword, he reveled at the sight of him bleeding to death. He used his shield to push another soldier off his horse and watched as he dropped to the floor, the soldier's helmet came off revealing a heavily bleeding head. Octavius watched the blood drip and licked at his lips. Something was wrong with him and he couldn't put a finger on it, all he knew was he was suddenly a battle machine tearing through the enemy army, killing and hungering for more death. Garius, Angus, Festus, and the rest of the captains fought just as hard behind him. With unrelenting strength they fought as hard as the Amires, dealing a heavy blow to their
More days passed, more months, and then a year before the Amires surrendered to the Camelornians and then a half year later the Camelornian army packed up, counted their dead and buried them, put their loots together, and broke camp. Weary but victorious the men marched all the way home. Octavius, now twenty, sported a shadow of a beard, his once young, teenage, inexperienced body was a form of hard muscles, and his skin was darkened by the hot desert heat. Angus, now 17 was taller, he grew his hair so long it was past his shoulders and he held it back with a twine, his shoulders were broader, and though he still had his laughing, twinkling eyes his face no longer held youthful innocence. As the men approached the kingdom Garius moved his horse to walk beside his crown prince. He studied him with both worry and pride. Octavius had performed his duties beyond his expectation, had been in battles, and seen young princes fall behind their soldiers for fear for their liv
The feasts for the return of the soldiers continued for days and even on to the wedding feasts of Octavius and his bride. Noblemen and women of Intavia came to honor the princess as she was joined to her hero. Octavius in his newly decorated robe stood waiting at the temple, the men; priests, nobles, and royalties, waited for Emilia and the women were to accompany her. All the people of the kingdom were gathered, singing and dancing, eating and drinking. It was an opportunity for the beggars to fill their bellies with the finest food and an avenue for thieves to satisfy their hands. Precious pieces of jewelry disappeared from noble hands into the pockets of thieves. The women who had been preparing Emilia emerged and began a long procession to the steps of the temple. Ilena walked beside her princess with smiles on her face. Emilia had a wreath of white flowers resting on her head and her long blonde hair was blew gently in the light wind. At the sight of the beautif
14 years later… "Call my son, I want to speak with him," the king said in a low croaky tone. "Which of them, my king?" the priest asked as he bowed low. "Octavius." The priest bowed and left King Philip's presence. He stepped into the passage where Octavius stood with his wife Emilia by this side, beside them was Angus in his red cloak, the official archery uniform, the king's court stood with them at the passage with heads bowed down. At the sight of the priest, Octavius gently uncurled Emilia's fingers from around his arm and approached the old man. "How is he?" he asked the priest in a low voice. "He wants to see you, my prince," the priest responded. At the look of hesitation on Octavius' face he added "It's alright, my lord, the king is not contagious." Octavius nodded and let the priest lead him to the room. The room was darkened, the heavy curtains were drawn close, the atmosphere in the room was heavy also very heavy as
He hurried into his chambers, walked briskly to his trunk by the window, and threw the lid open forcefully. He rummaged through it and pulled out the old black cloak he was looking for, he dusted it and laid it on the bed before taking off his robe and putting it on. Suddenly a knock came at the door and before he could respond a maid walked in with her head bowed slightly. She approached him cautiously. "What do you want?" Octavius demanded. "My lord, the queen has sent me to keep you company and to see to it that I provide you with anything you may need" "I don't need your company. Go" "She is worried you might put yourself in danger." "Go!" The maid raised her head and with a raise of her brows and a coy smile moved closer undeterred by the murderous look Octavius had on his face. Angus and some other lecherous guards were the cause of this sort of boldness from the palace maids. They always did things like this when they th
I have now come to the end of book one of my Cursed by the gods series. It has been a long journey I'm not gonna lie. I lost commitment along the way of writing this book, lost inspiration, even changed the plan I initially had for it. I am really glad that I got to finish it and if you stayed till the end I just want to say thank you for even choosing this book in the first place. I will start with the second book as soon as possible and do my best to make that one better. I hope I have been able to tell you a good story dear readers and once again I thank you for reading Cursed by the gods. Thank you.
Octavius stepped back at the sight of the change that came over the brother whom he thought he knew. "What do you mean Angus? Don't do anything stupid I beg you by the gods." Angus laughed as he reached into his robe. "I am not doing anything stupid. This is something that should have been done a long time ago. I am doing the gods a favor. I am doing Camelorn a favor by saving then from the one person who has caused many troubles on them." Octavius kept his eyes locked on Angus' and as soon as his hand came out from behind his robe he knew there was no use fighting. Angus thought of everything. In his hand was a dagger with a golden liquid covering it. It was the Mekai. The one liquid that was known to kill gods and make them wandering souls. "You really want to do this?" Angus approached him. From the corner of his eyes tears fell from Octavius eyes. He knew this was the end, knew this was all his life was coming to and in that last mom
Cleopoda ran hastily down the hall, her legs barely touched the ground as she ran. She feared that one of the people in the library knew she had been there and may come for her. Tears threatened to blind her as she went. Who would believe that Uncle Angus took so many years to plan his own brother's downfall? The same Uncle Angus who loved her when no one else did, the same one who brother food to her when she was younger, the same one who risked war with an enemy nation to see that she was brought back home. How can the man in the library be the same Uncle Angus? Some part of her was glad that Father would be stripped of his power as King of Camelorn, the other part of her heart broke for him. He loved his brother very much yet that brother planned for years on how best to take his kingdom away from him. She felt sad for him but her anger at his treatment of her over these years threatened to overcome her pity for him. Uncle Angus even knew of Amelia's infidel
Cleopoda ran down the length of the hall looking for Angus. It was amazing what one declaration from the mouth of a prince could do. Since Uncle Angus made that declaration of her royalty in the morning the servants had treated her with a little more dignity even though they were still wary of her.She wasn't used to having any servant look at her with anything besides disdain, as though she was a common thing stuck to the bottom of their sandals, and curiosity. Now some even bowed slightly. Even Demeris seemed to acknowledge her presence when she stopped in the kitchen for some food for Ajun.As she walked the length of the hall ignoring the soldiers who stood guard she looked from side to side hoping to catch a glimpse of her beloved uncle. She was just about to give up searching for him when she heard his voice coming from the library. She stopped in her tracks listened to be sure it was indeed Uncle Angus. Sure enough, it was he.The door of the
Octavius raised his hands to silence the people who only yelled more, pumping their fists in the air as they shouted. Octavius looked helplessly at the angry faces as they demanded that he open the gates so they can destroy the temple or do something about their predicament. They spoke simultaneously and loudly that he could not hear a single word.Taking a deep breath he raised his voice high above the din. "People of Camelorn what is it you want?"The replied all at once. Octavius' ears hurt at their shouts. He took another breath and shouted louder."I can not hear what you all are saying and as such can not respond to your complaints. If you may please chose someone to speak for everyone."It was an impossible task. They were an angry mob and everyone wanted to represent the crowd. After much time had been wasted with much pushing and fighting the people finally chose a certain merchant who held a little girl in his arms. He held her
Even before the day started Octavius already knew it would be a day he would dread. It started with Asterah visiting him, draining even ounce of his strength before the day even began. How the goddess could never be satisfied with sex he would never know. He was glad that he was able to please her this time. But as soon as she left him and he heard the knock on the door he knew his bad day was about to get worse.It was Angus who knocked. He wore a light tunic and over it was his royal robe of dark blue with the coat of arms of Camelorn sewn below its shoulder."Brother," Octavius greeted, doing his best to sound formal and regal. "You look well."Angus entered the room."You look terrible," he chuckled. Octavius laughed too but in his heart, he knew that he was indeed a miserable man. He picked himself from his bed and drew his robe around his shoulders with a show of confidence."Any news from Amire?" He asked Angus."Much news. They w
Cleopoda looked at a sleeping Ajun at the foot of her bed. The palace was quiet at this time of the morning, it was just before dawn but she was already awake. In fact, she couldn't sleep throughout the night because her mind was troubled. Since her return to the palace a week ago there had been changes. The servants were still the same as ever, eyeing her curiously and wondering why she should be allowed to live in the palace but there was a bit of respect for her too because Uncle Angus had commanded that she should be treated like royalty. She still had to cover her head and eyes when moving about the palace, especially when she had to go to the kitchen or the washrooms to hide the allure that drew people to her. But these things weren't troubling her, what was the fact that she had seen someone who didn't belong in the palace creeping around. Her surprise at seeing him there had held her rooted to the ground especially when she had seen from whose room he was coming from.
Days after they left the Summer Palace to Camelorn the tension was still high in the atmosphere. The talk and fear of war increased drastically and words of it were whispered from soldier to soldier and servant to servant. Cleopoda remained in her room because Angus told her to. She knew he feared that if she ever ran into her father, Octavius in the halls he would send her back to the temple or someplace where he may never find her again. Father never visited her and neither did his new wife, Amelia and it hurt her but by now she was used to his lack of concern for her. She wanted nothing more than to see Mama Remin and Strukus, maybe even pay a visit to Zenas at the temple if he was still there but she was to remain within the walls of the room Angus had the servants prepare for her. She shared her room with Ajun who did nothing more than to eat and sleep and read the books Angus sent to her through the servants, they were folklore with sketched pictures. The boy barely had storie
"What have you done Angus! I sent you to Amire to congratulate our new comrade and you went to stare up trouble! The king of Amire has sent messengers promising war." He turned hateful eyes to her and glared at her with so much venom that made her want to sink to the ground and die. "And what is this cursed child doing here in my palace?!" Shocked Angus moved to shield Cleopoda from his brother's hateful glare. He had not expected Octavius to be here. He had planned to hide out here and plan the next way to let his brother know he brought back his daughter. "What are you doing here, Octavius? I thought you were at the palace in Camelorn" "Angus answer my question, I did not come here to trade petty words with you. What is this cursed child doing here?" There was no way he could distract his brother decided to be blunt. "Your child!" "Not my child! I did not birth evil. How dare you bring her here? Do you not know she possesses ev