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Maz POVToday has been long. I've spent the entire day working. Mondays are the worst, but I think that's more because I've spent all weekend with King, and now I'm faced with not seeing him for hours. Then, there's the chance after he's busy with the club, so I won't see him even more today. It's like I'm having withdrawals from him.I hate hiding our relationship, but he only has two months left. He studied elsewhere for years until he got a spot here. I'm glad he did, as I doubt we would be together otherwise.Something that makes me want to work is the sketches and poems that King writes and draws. I love the small bit of happiness I get when I see the piece of paper before I even see what he's drawn or written.I've got to go through divorce things, so today I don't leave the lecture hall, I sit and work on it from my laptop, which shocks King when he walks in with the paper.Looking at him, I smile."Not a surprise if ya fuckin' here to see me put it down." He laughs and places
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Maz POVI stand shaking, and Big King looks at me."Need to make it clear to ya, don't keep shit hidden that will cause a fuckin' riot. He should have fuckin' known about this," he points at the pictures."I didn't know what was in the envelope. I had forgotten about it, Big King, I swear." I looked towards the door, worried about King. He moves and walks to Edward, dragging him up from the floor.His face is all blooded, so he took a lot of hits before we got here."She is protected, ya stay the fuck away from her. If I so much as catch ya looking in her direction or tryin' to get close to speaking to her, I will take ya fuckin' tongue, do ya understand!" He shouts, and Edward nods quickly."She isn't just some woman, and considering the fact ya fuckin' hit her repeatedly, ya should count yourself lucky to still have ya fuckin' hands."I watch Edward nodding quickly, but he doesn't speak."Say what the fuck ya want to the police. Won't believe ya anyway, as we were all at the fuckin
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Maz POVAs we get closer, I hear Big King.“Ya takin’ the piss, my boy was fuckin’ ‘ere. What is it, Delcote? Still tryin’ to find a way to take down the club and now makin’ up some bullshit story?” He glares at the cop.“Come on, King, I need to question them both.” The cop turns to look at me. “I’m Delcote. You must be Mazikeen, Edward’s wife,” he says.“Ex. Wife,” King growls.“Legally still his wife, Ezekiel. Is there somewhere I can ask her questions, or am I taking her in?” He asks.“Use the first bay in the garage. It’s empty,” Big King points, and Delcote leads me over. Standing inside, I look at him."Need to know what happened with your husband? His face is pretty badly beaten and needs stitches on his eye," he stands, looking at me."No idea, I didn't even know he was hurt," I lie, and he sighs."He says you were there, and Lucinda also confirms his version. So what happened, as they said Ezekiel did it?" he asks, and I shrug. I'm not about to agree; in some ways, Edward de
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Maz POVTurning, I look at King. I need to explain what else was said, as they clearly have no idea."He didn't just ask about Edward," I explain. Everyone stares at me. "He asked me if I knew about the cannabis farm they found this morning," I explain.Big King laughs. "Empty cannabis farm, there was fuck all there for them to use," he continues to laugh. So it is, it is to do with them? What else do they do behind closed doors that I don't know about?"And Jacob, he mentioned him and tried to get me to speak about it. I told him I didn't know anything," I explain.Big King laughs. "They are diggin' not much they can do without proof," he pats my back, and I almost fall, which makes him laugh more. I swear he does it every fucking time. I watch as he walks off with the others.Turning, I look at King. "What the fuck happened with Skin?" I ask."Two things. He overheard a conversation. That's how he knew you had a daughter. Doesn't know the specifics, just you have a daughter you don'
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Maz POVWhen I woke up, King's arms and legs were still wrapped around my body. I felt safe here. He is like a giant man cage protecting me. If I could stay here for life, I would. I know that no one can get close enough to hurt me while King is wrapped around my body."Yesterday was hard, babe, but at least now we're gettin' answers. Tony might be able to help find ya daughter as well," he explains, and I nod. Something tells me Tony won't know. If he had no idea about what had happened to me, how would he have known about my daughter? Surely, if they hid what happened to me from him, they would hide my daughter as well? I turn in his hold to look at him. I don't want to talk about any of it, not yet.My arms reach up and wrap around his neck. Kissing him, I push my body closer to him. "You didn't fuck me yesterday, King. I'm not letting you out of this bed until you have," I smirk, and he laughs. I mean it, though; yesterday was too different
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Maz POVWalking back down, I grab my bag. "I'm late for work," I mutter."Rose sorted it. Someone stood in for your lessons you weren't there for," Ink explains, and I nod. Tony is glaring at King again."Get used to it Tony, we fuck often, if it bothers ya that much, get earplugs," King laughs, and wraps his arms around my body. "See ya in class, yeah?""I better, King," I laugh and kiss him before leaving. I hope they don't fight. Getting to work, I find myself lost in classes. Lunch comes, and I pack my things away. I'm going to wait for King this time.Normally, I leave, but I'm waiting. Sitting, I wait and watch the door open. As I see the person walking in, I sit up."Would you mind accompanying me to my office, please, Mazikeeen?"James Felton looks at me, and I nod. Standing, I grab my things and follow him, getting into his office I sit."Is everything okay? I know I was off for a bit, but I had home l
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Maz POV"Sorry for all the shit Sweetpea, swear I didn't know. I stayed away because I knew coming back too much would drag ya into the shit, and I didn't want to," he looks at me, and I nod."It's fine, Tony, I get it," I shrug slightly. Nothing can be done anymore."No, it's not fine. Why the fuck didn't ya tell me ya was raped? Been fuckin' fourteen years." He looks at me, shocked, and I can see he is hurt."I felt ashamed, Tony. Mum and Dad blamed me. They said I shouldn't have gone to that party and I caused it. I wasn't about to tell you as well and have you say the same shit," I explain."Ya think I would blame you? Fuck Maz, no. That shit isn't down to you, even if it had nothing to do with me and Dad it wasn't on you. You were a fucking kid trying to enjoy something in life," he shouts, and I nod."What do you know about your daughter?" He asks, and I shake my head."Nothing, I don't know anything, Tony. For months, I was hid
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Cursed Kings MC Books 1-4 Making Up
Maz POVWhen I woke up, King's arms and legs were still wrapped around my body. I felt safe here. He is like a giant man cage protecting me. If I could stay here for life, I would. I know that no one can get close enough to hurt me while King is wrapped around my body."Yesterday was hard, babe, but at least now we're gettin' answers. Tony might be able to help find ya daughter as well," he explains, and I nod. Something tells me Tony won't know. If he had no idea about what had happened to me, how would he have known about my daughter? Surely, if they hid what happened to me from him, they would hide my daughter as well? I turn in his hold to look at him. I don't want to talk about any of it, not yet.My arms reach up and wrap around his neck. Kissing him, I push my body closer to him. "You didn't fuck me yesterday, King. I'm not letting you out of this bed until you have," I smirk, and he laughs. I mean it, though; yesterday was too different
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Maz POVTony glares at King."Get the fuck away from him, Sweetpea," Tony shouts, and my head shakes. King's arm stays wrapped around my body, and his other hand is grasped into my hair. It makes me feel safe; it reminds me I'm safe, and there's no way I am walking away from King.Standing, I cry into his chest. God, all this time, I had no idea Tony caused it. I had no idea he was part of it all."How about, rather than telling her to get away from me, ya think back and consider what the fuck ya did when she was fourteen that fucked with The Bears and pissed 'em off!" King shouts, and I hear movement."She didn't tell ya, neither did ya parents. She was raped at fourteen. They cut The Bears patch into her fucking hip. The fuckin' cunt got her pregnant and came back for the baby, but ya didn't know that, right? Great fuckin' club ya part of that rape and beat women," Big King shouts.The room falls quiet for a moment. Did he
